My GF

Hello. How's your day ? Melbourne has a windy one. Mr Driver dropped me at Arrow. It was my request. I thought I would spend an hour cleaning up before moving in on Sunday. Yes, I am leaving the wonderful suburb and moving back to city. Still feel sorry for the decision, I really like the suburb, but it cost me a lot. Anyway, its not so bad after all. I foreseen lots of catch ups with my girls, and that I'll have more privacy. Not going to be a bad move, definitely. I was suppose to do the cleaning and dumping. However, I turn around in front of the elevator and head right to Melbourne Central. Bought a sandy-coloured cardigan at Valleygirl. I totally love it. It was love at first sight (:

Met up with girlfriend, Sofi at Nando's for lunch. Its a very warm and close catch ups. I felt grateful that our friendship survived. Considering few had left the circle. I truly thank for the effort and sincerity in us. After lunch, Sofi led me to Diamond Nails, where we had a $20 manicure but a not so friendly service. I love my metallic purple nail polish and she picked a bloody red one. We had a great time. While waiting transport home, my second girlfriend, Kri called. Its good she made it and catch up with me for a short ten minutes talk. Her long distance relationship went wrong. I feel a little heartache seeing her trying to hide the pain and portray toughness. Cheating behaviour is unacceptable. But like I always say, its your relationship, you are the one feeling it and knowing your boundaries. Any third party has no right to judge and to tell you what to do. As your friend, the least I can do is be there when you need company, when you need someone to listen, when you need some fun. That's what girlfriends do.

Evening, Roy and I picked up Kammy, Michael and their adorable dog, Daisy. We had dinner at Matsuya Japanese Restaurant at Fairfield. Last day of July which also is Kammy's 30th birthday. She is still young and energetic, physically, not a 30 year old at all. Anyway, Matsuya has delicious and cheap banquet. A Matsu banquet at $37 per person and Chef's Special banquet at $55 per person. Trust me, it covers everything from entree to dessert. Served super fresh and juicy oyster, tasty green tea ice cream topped with red beans. They are my favourite!

p.s Happy Birthday Kammy !!!

That's for my last day of the month. Good night (:

much ♥, the girl

Top 3

Good day folks. I haven't been blogging lately, not even close to begin typing any bits. I've been really busy with my studies and getting my healthy, fit and body back. But I assure you this one is going to be a hell long one.

I have plans for the second half of 2009.

First, total devote to score high for my second semester.
I felt the guilt in me. To be honest, I haven't been studying hard over here. Although the parties and karaoke hours are way behind, I somehow got attached to those reality shows and drama series. Lack of concentration and totally not putting any effort in getting a degree. I know I've been taking things for granted. Understanding my future will less likely be related to Economic and Finance. Instead, I should have choose management, human resource. Anyway, its no big deal now. All I have to do now is to put in real hard work for this semester and the next two. I am graduating next year, only if I don't screw any of it. Certainly, I don't want that to happen.

Second, put my body weight back to a perfect BMI and most important, toned
People who know me and understand me will be aware that, I like food. I may be complaining and bitching about my weight and the obvious-visualize extra pounds over my body. But the truth is, I don't reject good food. Its in my genes I guess. My parents somehow unconsciously taught me to appreciate good food and enjoy them. Plus, my positive energy and confidence successfully hold back those high-calories-warning signals from food. Before I realized, I've put on pounds in just three years. Totally devastate to hear it from a high-school rival. Thanks to her criticism and sarcasm, I am going to work hard and drop a size or two. I swear with Klang's Teluk Pulai "bah kut teh" - everyone know that's my favourite, and I don't eat other "bah kut teh".

Third, spend quality times with my family and friends
All these years, I've been a bitch. I haven't been doing any real catch ups with most of them. Although most of the time I was doing family activities and traveling, I know I should have make some plans for others. Anyway, I am not a socialist and trust me, not good at pouring myself to others, but maybe I should give it a try. I realize I need those gathering time. Especially after a small catch up session with Pui Zhen who is spending an almost two months in Melbourne. Pui Zhen is a girl I met when I am fourteen. Went out a couple of times that year, and that's it. After a close to seven years, we decided to meet up and do some catch ups. It was a short hour plus catch up over lunch but I enjoyed.

Haven't been typing such long post for so long. And I've changed the format of my writing too !
Anyway, enough for today :)

much ♥, the girl

Yes-No Plan

okay. let me think
how do i explain this s:

my thoughts and action are pretty much repugnant
one hand i strive to get the most out of life
but on other i go with instinct and current sense perception
i take life easy yet i have to have a plan
i couldn't bother if i'm going to just stick with my plans
i just need to know what i am planning on
there are many things i'd planned but swaying away
i learn to accept in reality things just won't always go your way
with that, you need to be flexible and come up with back up plans
meeting Roy changes my living plan

prior the relationship
i decided to quit A-level, put my passion on law on hold
came to the Aussie-land and put myself in business field
my plan is to take over family business and be successful at it
its pretty much a steady and definitely working plan
i know among the three of us
i am going to be very preferable to accede the business
obviously, Simon is not interested
Chelsea is too young and the business is too heavy for her
but i am always going to look after this two stubborn siblings i have
that's my plan

currently i am in a messy plan
considering our differences in culture and nationalities
taking the future and current in account
i came up with several plans
but uncertainty exists
i doubt, feeling unsure
and my family certainly is a great anxiety to me
so now i ask myself
what's my plan? is it going to work?
how am i going to do this?
so many questions, so little confirmed answers

much unplanned, the girl

Body Image

i am disgusted

read interview of Isabel Lucas
fyi, she is Alice then transform to panther
from Transformer:Revenge of The Fallen
apparently her answer for body image question
she is thin, fit, in good shape
talking about healthy self-love and self-confidence
that people appreciative of own body and all
hey honey, you have no idea
i am annoyed by people having her type of body saying things like that
oh man just because you said that cause its not you
i doubt they ever mentioned if having huge figures
everyone know and understand what matter is healthy
but in feminine world its not always that case
sometimes you just go unhealthy
not only the males are being sarcastic
same sex don't support each other
disrespect and laughing at others
look at Jessica Simpson
her weight and body image has been cover of varies magazine
what's that?
its pathetic that people attacking any females in this way
worst, all these magazines have good sales
i am one of the reader (:

anyway
i just don't like skinny girls talking shit like that
ladies are forever struggling with body image
that's the fact and the destiny of the sex
we just have to live on with it
enjoy feeding yourself, feel guilty later
depressed over the gaining pounds
then do everything to lose it
but that's not end of the story
it just a routine of life

good night

much disgusted, the girl

Organ Donor

this isn't a new thing
today when i received the form
i starts to think
if this enable and help saving lives
for people with serious or life-threatening illness
organ or tissue transplantation is the second chance of life
and i am seriously considering to be a donor

however
when i break the news to my mother
she was surprised not objecting but not supporting
i have an open-minded family
but still its hard for parents to really support this
as Chinese elderly believe one shouldn't die with empty body
guess we will have to communicate well on this
but think about it
knowing you can save or help someone living after life
it feels happy

i am going to fill up the registry form
not sending it yet
but i am considering :)

much ♥, the girl

Isasluttybella

title of my post is so cool
i was thinking to put slutty between Isabella
turn out : is-a-slutty-bella
fit so well :)
not that i am a big fan of the Twilight
but i started reading it when Chelsea did
you can say that i was trying to understand the teenage
the series are under young adult in the bookshop
am i young adult? :D
Twilight and New Moon are beyond my expectation
but things turn ugly in eclipse
at least, to me it is fucking irritating
disgusted by Bella confusing love between Edward & Jacob
you can't fuck both bloodsucker and dog together
when you say love, stick to one at a time
you don't just kiss one passionately five minutes ago
then telling the other one you want a fuck
that's totally unacceptably sick
furthermore
bloody vampire playing noble to feel okay
that his girlfriend love and kiss and perhaps this close to make out
oh my what is this?
mighty love?
it doesn't make sense at all
bloodsucker was going to tear off the wolf before
and then after few pages he's fine with wolf touchy over his girl
wow such an open-minded selfless noble boyfriend
bullshit !

damn i bought the forth book: Breaking Dawn
it would be a waste of my cash if i don't read
but her in eclipse already disgust me
argh.

much hate, the girl

Baby Catfish

Melbourne has a sunshine Sunday
with just blue skies and no cotton cloud
happily went fishing with the guys after lunch
one of the dockland fishing spot under the bridge
i like fishing
enjoy the forces of fish trying to escape from the fishing rod
however, fishing in winter is definitely not a good idea
i was freezing and sneezing whole time
still prefer going on boat for fishing activity
where we catches snapper, stingray and sharks
somewhat more excitement :)
anyway, i am the first who caught a fish
a baby catfish !
it then become my bait for a bigger one
but no luck for big fish
while waiting for any gains
i somehow wondering
are fishes the only living things without family?
think about it
bees have a big family with queen bee as their "mother"
other insects, four leg creatures, mammals have family
when i say family, here i mean living together
looking after and taking care each other
then the guys told me i am probably correct
that fishes depend on themselves
they don't know who are the parents
they don't know their family tree
they are simply fishes
where swimming and staying alive are priority
no one to count on, no one to rely, no one to care
then i feel sorry for them
and that's the reason i free my baby catfish
giving him a second chance to live a lonely life
after hours of fishing
i couldn't stand the low temperature
plus strong wind
so we ended soon the sky turn dark
and that's pretty much my weekend

tomorrow, first international trade lecture
looking forward and hoping for a great lecturer
please stop turning me down
i simply concentrate less if he/she sucks

much ♥, the girl

New Quay

finally uploaded photos for Thursday night
we had double date to new quay, dockland for dinner
money i paid for dinner buffet hardly worth
not because of the food quality
simply the intake quantity i am capable of
buffet is just another term of unworthy for me
i can't be like the others having loads full plates
also, i don't have the quota for those calories
yeah baby ! i am still on diet
and this dinner buffet already half-ruin my hard work
somehow i feel lucky to the incapability of eating a lot
my body just absorb fats so fast
its way too easy to gain than to lose
which most of the time make me furious


entry of New Quay, Dockland

food section
took me so long to wait till its not so crowded

sushi section with tasty pink ginger

i ate a dozen of oyster to make my$40 worth

the dessert session is the killer
oh my. how many hours do i need for this??

waiter/ress are friendly
environment wise, classy and cosy
i may come back later :)

as for today
my last weekend before classes
i am actually looking forward for them
the five of use went Shark Fin House for dim sum
the newly open one (there are 2 SFH)
cold dim sum were served
i don't understand
why people are waiting in line for any of these
anyway, it reminds me of dad's restaurant
i miss grand imperial's dishes so much
i miss Malaysian food
when i say i miss Malaysian food
i mean food in MALAYSIA

argh. i should stop
have to be fully rested for tomorrow
nothing big
just packing and cleaning
god knows how long it takes :p

p.s
the psycho that hurt the puppy i mentioned in previous post
caught by police and will be in court for hearing soon :)


much ♥, the girl

To Hell

i was shocked by this
the feeling soon turns into anger
its horrible and totally unacceptable
how can any human kind be so cruel
just in case you're unable to open the link
what i am talking about is ...

" A puppy has been found with its ears and tails
cut off with scissors after it was abandoned in
a Victorian schoolyard. "

can you feel my anger now ?
its a fucking puppy !!!! why torturing him like this ?!
truly unspeakable cruelty !!!!
whoever did this or this kind of thing
i curse you to hell and feeling guilty alive
according to animal specialist/veterinarian
the poor little thing is going to suffer emotionally
i feel sad , unhappy, angry, sympathy
torturing, abusing animal in any way are not right
no matter how privileged as a human one feel
there are other living creatures you have to respect
and you just don't torture them like this
its worst than killing and eating them

pff. i can't hold my anger any much longer
stopping here, heading to bed
praying hard that i don't see the poor little puppy in dream
considering the chances of waking with tears
just let me sleep with sweet dreams

much ♥, the girl

Refund

oh-em-gee.

i can't stand Roy's Investment lecturer. at all.
since we have the same subject
and my classes not starting till next week
i went to his university to attend the lecture
the lecturer name bob
his speaking is absolutely stupid
and i don't get why do we need to go for lecture
if he/she is just going to read from the slides
lots of student just walk out of the room
its the most fucking boring lecture ever
i have the urge to walk up him and tell him to back off
seriously, i do think i can explain better than him
damn. wasted my hour listening to his shitty talk

after lecture we went Highpoint, Maribryoung
was about to watch Ice Age 3 in 3D
but the machine blown up !
i can't believe this is happening
anyway, they compensate us with free i-max ticket
and also fully refunded our movie tickets :)
decided to use the i-max for HP6. mad happy!

much ♥, the girl

Winter Getaway

here come your eye candies (:


near mt beauty. i love greenish scenery

this guy behind me just wouldn't stop singing
which annoyed me so i took his face *wink*

belinda (white) and kammy (pink)
we were lost in the village

my muscular boy insist taking all baggage

snowing :)

branches are covered by snow

that's the lake/river i don't remember

but its icy now (: beautiful isn't it

without this, i won't ski at all
hell no i am going to walk up hill

spot me !!!!! alright, its pretty obvious
the blue one d:

i love this one because i look chio
for more photo click here


i was struggling whether or not to upload this video
its my second time skiing on our first day @Falls Creek
but i have to share it with my family
and a couple of friends
so, laugh and say what you want about me
i don't give a shit d:

much ♥, the girl

Falls Creek

i am back from my 4D3N snow trip :)
love it so much
and we promised to do it again, next year
why not next week?
because Roy's classes started this week
Kammy is going to Japan
and Belinda is too exhausted to go for another one
so i guess we will have to make it another year

the weather, 3 out of 4 days are sleeting
and the last day just simply heavily snowing
its windy and foggy up there
i can hardly see what's in front with goggle on
so most of the time i remove it for visibility
its an experience thou
and i am super happy that my skiing skills are improving so fast
that we started to ski and snowboarding in the bushes
which is adventurous and exciting :D

surprisingly, i saw Charmaine from Lavish in green jacket
she was right in front of me
but i don't think she'll be able to recognized me
considering i am wearing mask and goggle and beanie
there is no skin exposing :p
Roy said her snowboarding skill isn't that good
he is better and all
and i actually trust him on this
he impressed me a lot with his snowboarding skills
anyway, i am going to be better soon or later
wombat route is the second longest route with 2.3km
since wishing well route is closed we stick with wombat
racing down with him in wombat route excite me so much
i love the speed, twist and turning between people
:)
just plenty of fun and smiley memories
i desperately want to bring my family to falls creek next year
and we will be living in Schuss again
its just so convenient to ski in and out
and walking around the village feels great
of course, you need a snow boot to ease the walk

that's my weekend :) and i love it
don't expect me to go too detail
i've written enough
photos and videos will be posting up soon
be patient !

much ♥, the girl

So Long

hello everybody !

i am fucking excited :)
will be on Falls Creek in 11 hours
and coming back on Monday evening
what a great weekend getaway

to catch up with me
follow me on twitter
or simply just sms me

much ♥ , the girl

Happy Plans

exhausted.

another 9.5 hours flight back to aussieland
again, without resting my eyes with movies
watched 17 again and push
both aren't bad at all
although for 17 again
Zac Efron has been trying hard
but i still think he still missed the part
that a grown up married man should have
as for push
sort of like movie version of heroes
i still prefer the series
but i have to say they done it pretty well
and all the movie's scene are in Hong Kong
impressed me a lot

my one week holiday in Hong Kong and Wuhan
i am most happy when we are with Josephine and Jack
upon our reunion i realized i missed talking to her
few hours of non stop babbling feel so good
known each other for less than six months
we somehow understand each other so well
i feel grateful to have a friend there :)

another bunch of friends are Roy's schoolmate
they are good people
and i can see they really include me in their circle
which i am happy about it
planning on Macau trip for year end

speaking of holiday trip
i am so excited for year end holiday
holiday at Italy, Japan, Greece, Turkey, Taiwan
wow ~ i am looking forward

will be m.i.a for the weekends
going to falls creek for ski and snowboarding
but the not so good part is ...
approximately 9 hours of bus travel to the place :(
no good at all
i am going to get eclipse and breaking dawn with me
definitely

much ♥ , the girl

Quarantine

oh-em-gee
its fifth day of july already !
can't wait for friday's ski trip :)

back from wuhan yesterday morning
the whole trip wasn't that bad
except we almost got quarantine upon arrival
i must say they took serious precaution on H1N1
we were tested one by one in the aircraft
checking our temperature and all
then, apparently,
there is a man with higher body temperature on plane
three rows front and back of him are to be quarantine
we were lucky to be the forth row from him
i was so nervous and praying hard for that
as it would really kill me to be quarantine at this place
anyway, don't be worry
i am influenza free XD

we lived in the hotel nearby roy's dad's
it is beyond expectation
cleaner than i thought it would be
i feel relax living in hotel than in his mom's place
not only that i don't have to disturb the relatives
also that my towel is changed everyday
spend most of the time with his father
unable to visit his grandmother
as the hospital strictly allowed 15minutes per day visit
make it worst, only one person allowed in the room
just pray hard that his grandma will be able to go through this
i can see lots of elderly are sick and few passed away
god blessing

done stephenie meyer's twilight
moved on to new moon
just few chapter of it, i started tearing
i am sensitive
gonna continue reading the special edition
finally know what's so special
in special edition, they include edward cullen's story
if you read them, you should understand
the book is written in bella's perspective and all
special ed, at the end of the book
they include edward's which is good
and the book is way better than the movie
or maybe because i already know the actor/ress
so it helps me to imagine and relating
which certainly gives me a very big space of imagination
anyway,
gonna try finishing new moon before heading back to melbourne
then, eclipse and breaking dawn before school reopen :)


adios ~

much ♥ , the girl