CNY

current mood : happy

was praying the god of prosperity. bil was praying too. after dhat, we sms ferrr a while. i think he arrived. woke up around 8 in d morning thnx to bi's msg dhat wakes me up.. he's in air port. checked in. hmmm.. guez i'll b bored ferr another 5days.. lalala.. slept again around 10 after msg. woke up around 11.. bath.. den greet mua mom n dad.. uncle, aunt, cousins were here. got ang pow !! wooohooo~ after de photo session, we gamble. LOL. blackjack. hmmm.. everyone seems happy to win uncle's $. i won too. happy. can buy new clothes. mua baby little ryan's here too !! he's so so so damn cute.. muaskz muaskz~~

babee Ryan & me

Mameee Esther & Me

Grandma & Me

he's in cambodia now.. LOL. dunno how izit look lyk, i mean d place.. waitin ferr those picture.. hmmm.. nothin much now.. gotta go out.. lol.. chiaozzz.. miss me ? miss you too. LOL.

New Year Eve ?!

current mood : cny mood of cuz!
current song : choi shen dou.

owww.. juz finish cleaning up stuff n hung 'ang pow' on d door. LOL. my friends !! billy, chingy, ee ling etc. come n pick it !! hahaha.. i'm so into d CNY mood now. u noe.. while cleaning up, daddy shouted at us. den gotta throw some old stuff. n guez wat ? i threw 5 pair of shoes. n dere's 8 to 9 pair left. my god, didn't noe i got so much. anyway, realize i got more sports shoe than others. 2 heels only. sigh. i'm going 2 buy flats n heels next week i guess. hahaha. gotta get some girlish clothes perhaps. yeaa.. i'm a lil boyish nowadays. not exactly but.. yeaa.. needa change. lalala ~ wuteva. dunno if others havin d same mood ? i mean CNY mood. hahahaa.. full of happiness. happiness covered my place, my brain, my body, my everything! LOL. want to visit friends house too. hmmm..

will update later !! muaskz. miss u guys. especially YOU. hahhaaa..

[edited]
well. it's nearly 12 midnight. it means dere's another few minutes to CNY. Lol. hmmm.. cny remind me of charlynne, nabilla and yi wen. hahaha.. dey used to call demself cny gang or stg lyk dhat. aniiwae, i'm realliee bored now. hafta pray ferr de 'choi shen' l8r. according to my dad it brings luck and $$. i need luck. on stg which i dun feel lyk mentioning here. LOL. were thinkin bt him man ! dere's no way we're goin 2 couple. yeaa ~ guez so. dhat's y i shuld juz f**kin stop thinkin bt it. studies come 1st aniiwae. gotta study mua economic & english legal system in dis week. i got a week to do dhat ! bi's leavin tmr morning. hmmm.. will miss u man ! LOL. of cuz. used to sms a lot. and i mean A LOT. how m i not goin to miz him & his msg ? unless dere's sum1 replacin him which i dun think dere's one. he'll b goin to cambodia cuz of de 'angkor wat' so i'll wait ferr him to show me pictures of it. had dinner at imbi palace with mama, uncle richard n mua cousins. were talkin bt chics & guys. dey do think i'm experienced to handle guys. which i dun think i'm dhat good yet. cuz i stil cant help fallin in <3 ( isn't dhat title of a song?? ) wtv. at least i avthin's undercontrol. so i dun think dere's anii problems. after dinner, went ou. no1 dere. i mean, seriously empty. dere's ppl but iz juz not de usual ou.. not de ou dhat's full of human. so not use to it. we went jusco. got muhself a bed sheet.. picky brother end up buyin nth. n now i'm sitting here. typing things n feelin bored. wth.. i shuldn't do diz. i shuld gone ferr mahjong instead of being lonely here. or wtv it called. not goin to zzz tonite. well, dere's diz traditional thought or rumours or lagenda ?? said dhat if children stay up n not zzz de nite b4 chinese new year, it brings health to their parents. which means parents will live longer. i dunno if iz true. so juz goin to giv a try.

were thinkin bt stg. y wouldn't guys make de 1st move nowadays. iz lyk dere won't b anii embarrasement to dem rite ? at least betta than askin a girl to make de 1st move by goin after d guy. well, not dhat i'm so not open minded but hey.. girls shuld haf pride n shuld b more classy. it looks kinda stupid to go after guys. wat if dey dun appreciate u ? or dey think u're cheap? will u take d risk ? i dun think so. not sure wat others think bt it but.. i dunno.. i dare to go after sum1 i <3 but.. dey juz won't appreciate. aikzz.. confused.

Memoriz Of Geisha

current mood : happy
current song : wiseman - james blunt

a lil lazy nowadays. nothing special happen anyway. ^^ tuesday after 10 we got no class. we as in billy, me and claudia. so we went mv for a movie. caleen joined us too. she's leaving soon. we watched memoirz of a geisha. i rated 6 out of 10 for the movie. well, not as good as i thought it should be. but the little girl who act 'chiyo', woww.. so pretty !!! and i'm wondering what's wrong with the chiyo, she fall in love with an older man.. which i guess at leastr 15 years older than her. my god ! Lol. anyway, we went back for LAN around 3.30. i got my new wardrobe. it's brownish. and there's a mirror. not bad but a lil smaller than my old one.

friday - today !!! after class, billy, ching loong, kelly and ee ling followed me home. billy drove us back. we went mama chop papa grill for lunch. then, picked up my brother at tropicana and sister at sri kdu. funny. 7 fella squeez in my honda jazz. i'm smart !! well.. billy too. both of us sat at the front seat, woooo.. felt more comfortable. thought of playing basketball but the weather's too hot. so we went o.u. went u bowl for foosball and pool. addicted. played with billy, one on one in dsa but i lost by one point. sigh ! at u bowl, played with kelly and ee ling. two on one ! lol. happy anyway. met a guy. called jackson. and he's wae lern's friend. hmmm.. the world ain't big enough.

night. went bangsar village with daddy mummy. bought stuff for tommorow. i'm going to take in charge for the breakfast. lol. yummmy!! serious . kakakakaa..

i'm sick

current mood : sick
current song : you took my heart away - mltr

was feeling really tired last night. lazy to face the screen and type stuff like what i'm doing now. anyway, nothing much happen yesterday. woke up early around 9 and start doing my accounting. due date is on the friday but just want to finish it during the weekend. ^^ after that, went lunch at kayu with family & raymond. not much choice i mean it's around 2 when we reached, not much dishes left. feeling a little headache and having sore throat once i get back. talked to andy about may & choy, adrian and kit. they're really nice! finish 3/4 of my accounting before dinner. had dinner at kim gary, the curve as usual. then, we went tesco to get some drinks. sam, douglas and kar chun they all wanted to come to my house during cny. wondering if they take it serious or just a joke. wtv. reached home around 9. feeling a little dizzy. headache and throat feeling really pain. slept off while sms-ing with sam & kar chun. was waiting bi & emily to online. but slept off with my laptop on, saw their offline msg. wuahahaha~ woke up around 4 in the morning. saw loads of msg. some from bi, some from kar chun, some from foong. replied them. and bi replied. woke him up. *blush* i'm sorry! wtv. went downstairs to get med. was having fever that time. fell down and sprained my ankle. aghh! i'm so unlucky. malangnya! after taking 2 tablets of panadol. went back to my room. hugged my mickey, patrick dog and the foot-print. slept again. woke up around 10. thanks to bi msg. he woke me up. alaaa.. wtv. gotta finish up my accounting and sister's work. quickly clean myself up and had a quick bath. sore throat. sigh. hate it so much ! got myself the dequadin i took from bi last friday. he's so friendly. well, he wanted to bring me to the doctor. but too bad. no way! i dislike doctor, i mean no offence but i just don't like to be at the clinic. i've done my accounting. helped my sister on her studies. so i'm darn free to post now !

and a little touch up for my party. met kahyin aka brittany. she's still with wei pin. if i'm not wrong, they are couple for more than 2 years. envy. sonia came too. she's still hot and yeaa.. wild. wooohhoo~ and colin, my primary schoolmate. looking smart and still blur. chloe came with puizhen. my god ! puizhen loss weight. alot. she looks better than before. as for aliff da rich ass, he told us he changed his hair style every month. wtv. arghh. guess kai young's at melbourne now. sigh. missed him. emily, yeaa.. dat clumsy chic had gastric half way dancing i guess. my god ! bi told me she hasn't eat. stupid girl.. don't know how to take care herself. but luckily, bi's kind enough to bring her to get med.

arghhh.. tired.. gotta zzz. chiaozz

Get The Party Started

current mood : complicated *happy, excited, touching*

had class in the morning. accounting and economic. leong was teaching something complicated, but i manage to understand cause after class me and claudia went up to her for more explanation. *smile* had lunch at dunkin donuts. were talking about college, friends and my party tonight. can't wait to see my friends !!!

after lunch, went home and get ready. i mean mom said we're going time square to get our hair done. hmmm.. i'm driving there. hahaha.. we went hair index. told eddie we wanted something simple, nice and classy. he put some make up on me and mom. she look gorgeous ! after that, we went to zestclub, where the party suppose to be. reached around 6. it's early but just trying to settle stuff and arrange everything. silly bi was here since 5 i guess. roaming around pyramid. wonder if he feel sick of it. LOL. anyway, he's the first who actually stepped in zest. intro him to mom, dad, bro and sister. well, he's my new friend. daddy mummy just want to know who i'm hanging out with nowadays. we prepared a large white paper, or i should say it's a 'mahjong' paper for my guests to sign. ^^ happy. surprisingly, may and choy were here !! they're gorgeous. and they're really friendly. not like what others said. even adrian the vj came. oh gosh ! happy shit. hahahaa.. even the miss malaysia, emeline came !! she's so so so damn bloody tall. but her boyfriend, hmmm.. well.. not bad. hahhahaa.. LOL. saw almost all my friends. well, some couldn't make it but i appreciate them. thanks for coming my dude! remember sam wong.. hahah.. he's here. look more mature than before. tuck loong still skinny. well, houi yun came with boyfriend. still don't know how to face her. well, weil xuan and alvin knew what's wrong. but yea.. sometimes others just can't help. this was our major fight. not fight actually.. it's just some disappointment. we actually cried. after drinking some beer, while chatting with guys. we hugged and cried. hmmm.. just let it be what it should be.

tired. zzz. chiaoz

My Birthday

current mood : happy

was really tired throughout the whole day. slept late. billy and some friends countdown with me. before 12mid. i cried. *LOL* cause of mltr. their songs are so touching. for example- paint my love, you took my heart away, blue night, that's why.. silly bi send the wrong msg. he suppose to be the first that said happy birthday to me. hahaha.. wei feng, choon yu, ed, sam and others called to wish me birthday too. anyway, i'm too tired to actually replied those who sent me msg. credit running low. *sigh*. early in the morning, nothing better to do, i picked up ee ling & claudia from their house. we had law class in the morning. the tutorial class was fun. dhanesh gave us a case, and we're tried out. after that we got another law class which's the lecture class. tired !after class, me and claudia walked to the bus stop and realize we should stop by the photocopy shop to get our accounting papers. so we walked back again. but when we're there, saw billy and chingy. they got the accounting papers for us. thanks !! kekekee.. had lunch at strudles. ee ling was telling us *me, claudia & kelly* some really lame joke. funny shit. kekekeee. after that, we went back for economic class. as usual, she dismiss an hour ealier. so we take our own sweet time to main block. i'm so thirsty !! and when we reached the bookshop, the owner left. sigh! no water. sobs. on the way back, saw billy and chingy *again*. asked them to buy us mineral water if they saw. so we get back to the theatre room. put our stuff and ready for the malaysian studies. ee ling bought the notes for malaysian studies. so we went to the shop to get the photocopied notes. met billy and chingy *again & again*. they already bought us the drink. thank u ! kekekee.. got our moral studies and malaysian studies notes. went back for LAN classes. *yawn* don't really know what the hell ms sue's talking about. but claudia and i were taking pictures using chingy's sharp. hahaha. after that we realize his phone is cacat-ed. we couldn't send those picture to our phone. sigh. guess we just have to figure it out. well, both of us are a little naughty. *wink* we used chingy's phone to send billy a msg. hahahaa.. funny.

i almost kill myself on the way home. traffic jam! stuck there almost for an hour. and my phone's battery dies out. *sobs* i'm so not use to it. reached home around 7. charged my phone.. wohooo~ happy ! received msg from billy, huizhi, sam, cong, joanne, chloe and others. woooo.. replying one by one. sighh. fingers feeling pain. after bathing, had my dinner with parents. told them bout the tutorial class. *excited* then, we went redbox. hahaha. kit, andy and sam joined us. having loads of fun there. sms with billy. hahaha. and i sang through the phone. well, not sure if he can hear my voice. but that's the band i love.. mltr. singing their songs. hahahaha.. he said is nice. but.. i don't know. kekekeee.. a lil blur.

tata.. tired. gtg.. chiaozz..

Day before Birthday

current mood : hyper

had account class in the morning. after that i'm free till 4 in the evening. relaxing man ! went kayu for brunch with claudia & emily. talked bout our point of view and stuff again. ^^ then we went back to kpd, to pick up kelly and drop emily. went home. told them bout my stuff and how i treat love. lalala~ i'm like more into a casual relationship now. which's a no pressure and serious commitment. well, doesn't mean i don't take it serious. is just that, yea~ i know myself. and i actually know the facts that we're too young to keep promise and all. hey ! face the reality. who the hell on earth will actually make a serious commitment when their still underage. i don't wanna lie. i don't want to pretend or anything. i just couldn't bear with it. so damn F***ing serious but end up ? it's bloody hurts. we don't know what will happen the next. why care about the real serious commitment that including our futures and so on ? live happily now with no regrets. isn't it the best ? well, maybe different people got different point of view. there might be a numbers of male and female hating me for saying this. but i'm just trying to tell them the fact. for example, if u said u're going to love somebody and be with him/her forever and u actually promised.. how would u know if she/he willing ? or worst.. how would u know if the next day u're going to die cause of accident ? and the promises u've made? get the point right ? i hate being control by feelings even i'm sometimes controlled by it.. hahahaa.. and the whole thing i'm trying to say is.. HEY YOU !!! i'm looking forward to fall in love. as in a casual one. if u're not and trying to look for a LASTING relationship ? i'm just not ur cup of tea. i guess. LOL. be real. at least, i won't believe forever and stuff at this moment. u know.. i'm too young for it. ^^ unless, i'm pretty sure he's the one i want all the time. *smile*

was really happy till i got home. received a msg from my ex's current gf. really unhappy about it. well, she's like bitching and showing off. hey.. i'm not interested in ur boyfriend anymore ! that's the bad thing bout me. i'm pretty close with guys.. more than girls. dont know why. and her boyfriend's like my buddy. we play, sms and jokes around. and we're fine in this kind of friendship. close friend to crazy with. *LOL* just can't stand those chiq. arghh.. and some are like ditch their friends cuz of a guy ? that's so not right. i mean, of cos u have to spend times with you boyfriend or so-called darling,honey or wtv.. but friends are forever. you can still hang out with ur friends even u're having a date. i don't think any guys will stop their girl for meeting and hanging out with friends. that's just so not right. it'll be better to hang out with people accordingly. as in, when a date means only you and your boy. when is like a gathering stuff, why not asking ur gang and ur boyfriend gang to hang out or partying somewhere ? isn't that perfect ?!

p/s : if u ask " qui aimez vous " i'd answer " oui ". Lolz

another story

current mood : normal
current song : vacation - simple plan

went for law class in the morning. dhanesh was talking about public law and private law which civil law, criminal law and constitution law come after it. interesting when come into criminal wrong and civil wrong. guess i'll love this subject. but it's still hard and tough. can't denied. after that, we *me,billy & claudia* went ou for movie. we're watching cheaper by the dozen 2 in the noon. before movie, we went dome for brunch. ordered sandwiches and citron presse. while eating, billy's girl send him msgs regarding their relationship. well, they broke up. me and claudia record the time, it's on 1147a.m. felt bad and guilty now. anyway, it's over. after the movie, we went back to main block, gotta go for our LAN classes. it's compulsory. *sigh*. had a private chat with claudia. well, she thinks negatively. and i'm definitely opposite. i'm positive ! yaea ~ told her my point of view about love and friends. well, i told her i need a casual but tender relationship. no commitment. work things out through feelings and fate. wouldn't want to be so serious at this age.. hey! i got my life way in the future. don't stop me half way. hahaha.. LOL.

mom screwed me up last nite. about friendship stuff. speechless. they got it. i trust the wrong one. sobs. that's like a lesson for me. but as for my friends now - especially claudia, emily, kelly.. really appreciate. i know they really care. was really down last night. thanks to billy da silly for accompany me and cheer me up the whole night. and emily for calling me to cheer me up too. but i'm alright. serious. always a cheerful person. vivacious !


duhhh. i'm so tired. chiaozzz.. tata

i lost it

current mood : stump
current song : collide - howie day

went college earlier than before. but was not feeling well, headache and feel like puking. it's car sick ! according to Billy. but i don't think it is. maybe i'm not feeling well cause i didn't take my breakfast. anyway, i'm in school with my new haircut. not much difference actually, just i might look a little funny. had awang's account class. learning something we'd learnt last week. so i can understand easily. after account class, we went back to main block and got our AS Law from joy publisher. then, we *me,kevan,kelly,Claudia,chengloong & eeling* went bangsar shopping complex for brunch. found out that kevan just like us, he love spicy food. after lunch, we went back and wait for the next class. we got economic class. Billy got me and Claudia place to sit. Ms leong was talking about the ppc and how to answer question follow by the marks. and again, she dismiss the class an hour earlier. new timetable are out! yee en's class totally different from mine. but Billy, kelly and claudia's same. as for LAN subjects, only me, eeling and Claudia same grouping. Others are all different. *sobs*

i lost my photo sticker album. does it mean my past are totally over ? well, a lot of memories in the photo album. but won't force and bother bout it anymore. just like what people have been telling me.. move on.. don't take it too serious.. well.. i'm so not in the mood to talk now.. chiaozzz..

New Year, New Hair ?!

current mood : happy and energetic
current song : my boo ~ usher

nothing unusual happen today. in fact, the whole morning and afternoon was like bored till the max ! beside SMS-ing with Claudia, Emily, Kent and Billy basically i got nothing to do. Woke up around 7 in the morning to told Emily bout something which i totally had no idea what it was.. hahaha.. den i replied Billy msg as i fell asleep half way msg-ing with him last nite.. and thanks to my msg i woke him up !! hahahahaa.. read through john sloman's economic and done some notes about the advantages & disadvantages on the economy system. oh. there's a big news ! Emily's mom allowed her to my birthday party, finally. whewww~ and Billy said he's coming. so i guess Yee En & Claudia.. shouldn't be a problem. ^^ realize how clumsy am i to bang on a glass door. i totally forgot about the glass part as though it never exist. well, there's something i did in the morning and afternoon. Claudia wasn't that free to keep me accompanied the whole day, nor hui zhi.. so hahaha.. Billy had accompanied me. he's back to hometown. and i realize how blur am i to mixed up Rachel and Peggy. Gosh! I'm sorry man. Luckily he told me bout it, or else.. LOL. I'm going to be a joke. kekekekee..

waited my parents from morning till afternoon. and Billy's on his way back to oug my parents were not back yet. *sigh*. they came home around 5 in the evening and we rushed to time square. i have to get my hair done ! it look terrible these days. at last, we reached hair index around 5.30 and Eddie did something. hahaha. i decided not to straighten as it will spoil my hair. bBut i cut my fringe and i so look like a kid again ! but the chubby one. Lolz. surprisingly, my sister cut her hair too. well, layer for the back but the fringe exactly like mine. so u can imagine how childish am i now. ^^ but she look so cute and young ! hahahahaa.. and sis, you seriously look like aunt Michele. as for me, hmmmm.. guess tomorrow my friends are going to like.. what the hell, you look like a kiddo !!! wuahahahhaha ~

tata.. chiaoz.. gotta get some good rest.. tiring. wait ! did i mention my friend kent's going to greet me on air on my birthday ? wuahahahhaha..

Petronas Science Center

Current Mood : Happy
Current Song : First Love

woke up early in the morning around 8. Bath and checked if there's any mail for me. Went Claudia's house around 10 am. We decided to drive to KLCC. Well, it's my first time driving to KL. Was scared but we managed to reach there safely. SMS with Billy, he suggested me to drive there w/o knowing i actually don't know the way to KLCC. But when he asked me not to drive there after i told him i don't know the way, me and Claudia actually somewhere in KL. We almost miss the turn to KLCC. Laughs a lot. Funny. Realized how daring we are. Went KINOKUNIYA first before anything, she bought 'how to study law'. i bought a electronic dictionary and 'the English legal system' textbook written by Catherine Elliot. It's the last book. The 7th edition heard that will be out somewhere in march. Which Billy & my mother told me not to take the risk. Cause i need to study in these months. Anyway, i guess there's not much different between the 6th and 7th. After KINOKUNIYA, Claudia & i were looking for kenny's but too bad they only got Nando's. So we end up having lunch at Delifrance. Billy bumped into us while we're eating. He told us a lil about French. hmmm.. Interesting. *wink* after lunch, we went KINOKUNIYA again to look for John Sloman's Economic book. Then, we decided to pay a visit to the Petronas Science Exhibition. hahahaa.. We paid 7bucks as we're all seventeen. Which I'm not soon. So we got a lame but fun 2hours trip in the center. We sat the so-called EGG "darkride" to the exhibition. Sort of like it, cause i saw something like stars. i love it. It's like in space ! woooo~ but it was a short ride. Then, we played with those science stuff. Some we haven't see before. We even took the helicopter *well it actually something like motion master*. It's super lame ! kekekekee.. We spend like 2 hours in Petronas Science Center. After that, Billy had to rush for his French class. Me and Claudia went Watson to get her strepsiles. She's suffering for sorethroat. Then, we planned to go ikano to look for the law book. Well.. We don't know the way back. Simply pick an exit and go. ^^ daring ! But we've learn something. Actually, even if a person don't know the way to somewhere.. It's ok! Really. got sign board ! hmmmm.. And both of us. We're tough and bald. Not panic at all. ^^

read nat's blog. Seems that she's facing some problems. hmmm.. Well, good luck for her. Don't think she's doing the right thing but it's her choice. All the best then. She mentioned about acting in front of her new college friends. Well.. From what i know and i think it's really bad pretending to be who u're not. Be yourself you'll be happier. ^^ and guess what ? don't imagine. u're ruin yourself. it's not end of the world. believe in yourself. then everything will be fine. it might sound weird. it might be a hard job.. but it's a way to happiness and relaxation. at least, you won't stress out.

well.. I'm tired. hahaha.. chiaozz.. Take care.

First Class

Current Mood : Excited but Stress

well..Have to do some update for yesterday.

went college early in the morning. Don't want to be late for first class of Law. Excited. Well, did I ever mention my gang wanted to study law ? That's so nice. I mean, how can it possible to meet a bunch of new collegiate that are having the common like ? Me, JiaWei, YeeEn, HuiZhi, Kelly. hahha.. Especially me and JiaWei. We're similar in lot of things. Even favourite colours, some sort of thought, the way we feels and think about friendship and guys. And both of us wanted to study law in UK since primary. Oh ya! Almost left out something.. We're from the same tadika. Weird uh? Anyway, our first class. Mr Dhanesh's our lecturer. Guess he's a nice guy. Haven't started the REAL lecture class yet. ^^ after his class, we found out Law's really a challenging, interesting and tough subject. It gives me some sort of motivation. i believe i can handle it, and i know I'll be proud of it. Not only me, my family as well. That's my satisfaction for studies. ^^ wondering when can i start learning Tort Law, Civil Law and Criminal Law. Excited bout it. Met a new friend, Billy. Well, another B-A-N-A-N-A. hahahhaa.. But he's friendly. ^^ we took photos. The potential lawyer.



as for today, had accounting class and economic class. As usual, we learn something new. I'm fresh in accounting, but Awang's good. i understand the whole thing he thought. As for economic, it's slightly different from what I've learnt. But it's more or less the same. Difference in English, some terms and some graph i never see before in secondary. Anyway, i know i can handle it ! After economic class, YeeEn, HuiZhi,JiaWei,Kenny & i went KAYU,SS2 for lunch. Had the Indian food. Yummy ! Delicious. Well, "you are what you eat". So now everyone know why am i getting fatter and fatter. *sobs* hahaha.. Whatever. ohhohhh.. i found something while checking my friend's site. They wrote something like " friends are forever, boys are whatever " isn't it cool ? Told JiaWei and she laugh her ass off. ^^ chat a lil while with Billy. Found out that he's actually attending French class somewhere near KLCC. Which I'm going there tomorrow to look for my Law textbook. And we might catch up for lunch or something. He'd miss call my phone. So now I've got his number ! wohooo ~ nahh.. hahahaa.. Don't angry !! I'm just kidding. He's somebody's boyfriend. ^^ too bad Kelly got something to do.. And HuiZhi, Yee En.. Hope they can come.

Travel Agent ?

Current Mood : Funny
Current Song : Hollaback Girl

went to college for nothing. LOL. well, no class actually because JiaWei and I finally decided to drop it. So we'll be free after 10a.m. showed JiaWei my old friends photos. YeeEn & HuiZhi reached around 9a.m. exactly an hour after me. We went ADP department to meet Mr Kumar but he's not in. After that, we went Wisma Help. Met Kelly at Library and we meet new friends, Cassey. Kelly decided to drop Eng.Lit . It's bored ?! That's what she told us. So we went A-level department together to fill in those complicated form. Then, we hang out at the DSA room. We chat a while. And went toilet again as usual. Took pictures in toilet. Kelly and Cassey laugh at us. well, we don't care! hahahaa.. Lunch time, we went the building beside Wisma Help. They've got the cafeteria. On the way there, some travel agency stopped us. Told us about the discount card and doing some promotion. Me and JiaWei do think that it's risky for us to sign up. Well, whatever discount and stuff they're telling us is only by words, not black and white contract or written on some rules and regulations thingy. hahaaa.. Don't know if we really got the potential to study law. Sensitive on those legislation stuff. Talking about law. Gosh !! YeeEn might drop it. We know she want to study law in the future but refuse to take it cause of Vchean telling her it's super hard to get an A. wowwww ! well.. We actually debate cause of it. Hope she'll make the right choice. After lunch, we stayed at the DSA room. Lot of student there waiting for their next class. And Giordano Stock clearance at DSA room too. hmmm. i studied a bit for Economic. It's kinda different from what I've learnt. But i think i can handle it. ^^ half way reading those notes. The agency sales girl saw us !! Again she persuading. arghh.. JiaWei and I definitely not signing up. But Kelly did. She signed up for two years. 100buck. Gosh! We can use it for photo session at Wonderland. After that, she asked the lady for the IC no. And phone number. hahaha.. Funny. pitty the lady, earn 100buck but have to waste so much time. LOL. Zhi's class end earlier. So we took cab back to PBD. it cost RM2.40. hahahaa.. Both lazy girl, don't wanna wait for the shuttle bus. We got ourselves starbuck's hot chocolate before walking back to main campus ! Happy.

uploaded some photos in multiply. Have a look ?! http://lovemenot.multiply.com

tired. zzz.. chiaozz

One Week Anniversary

Current Mood : Happy

went OU with JiaWei & HuiZhi. So darn funny. We took nearly 100photos in OU, can you believe it ? *LOL* picked up JiaWei around 11 in the morning. After that, we went OU to get movie tickets. We're watching a Cantonese movie starred by Nicholas Tse and Charlene Choi. Well, it's kinda funny but i don't really understand the story. Same goes to JiaWei & HuiZhi. Then, we went Wonderland to took photo sticker. Pose a lot. Laughs a lot. We love those picture so much. Met Gwen & Yuen Loo a few times. Gosh! And i saw Jun, Char and Sophie while going to GSC. Char look gorgeous in pink. ^^ well, we went Yippee Cup after our photo session at Wonderland. Met my monkey, Min Ern, Kai Young & Joee, Sze Liang & ChienZhen. Missed Min Ern hell lots. well, not forget Isa too. haven't see him for such a long time. Break records. The three of us pose a lot for photos. Bet En and Ee Ling they all gonna envy us. Can't wait to show them. wohooo ~ we even took pictures with the paper board Daniel !!! How crazy are we ?! And we took picture with the food in front of a restaurant. But i seriously happy to hang out with them. And today's our one week anniversary. Only 7days meeting each other and we're so close now ! Impossible ? No. It's possible.

For God's Sake

Current Mood : Pissed

well, read wae lern's blog and he mentioned bout my previous post on guys. Well, get things right I don't hate guys in fact I would love to have them around. Don't they got it ? Forgetful animal is like a personification for forgetful people. I seriously got no idea bout it. Well, guys feel that I'm offending them I guess. But hey, u can't denied most of the guys are forgetful in some ways. Not only on relationship but also other stuff. And I didn't say that girls are not forgetful, right ? Did I ? In fact, I felt really bad while somebody using this opportunity to tell me something ?

never meant to offend guys. But maybe I've done it. Anyway, what the hell do u think u're trying to do ? Lecture me or what ? By the way, didn't I mentioned that is an article I read from magazine from HK ? Why not put it this way ? U guys just want to denied and over react on it. I know how it feels ok? People always offended me but they don't know. What we all should do is think it in different point of view. If u think that article or even I'm wrong for posting that particular phrases, come straight to me and debate for that.. Not f**kin post another lecture notes or some sort of it. By the way, do you guys know human are actually animals ? We're just better than animals because we got feelings and we know how to control it. But there's a limit. I'm not judging anyone without knowing them. I judge them after I understand and communicate with them. Guess what ? I think those people who are offended by my post or think that I hate guys or feel that I'm doing something to hurt guys.. U seriously don't understand me. I don't judge guy w/o knowing them. I hate hurting people and never want to. But sometimes people do mistake w/o actually realizing. My previous post, well it's only a talk between me and my cousin, we're arguing bout it cause we saw the articles and now ? People scolding .. Or maybe I should use the word pissing off cause of that ? Hilarious !

Dunkin Donuts

Current Mood : Crazy

Current Song : Mungkin Nanti - Peter Pan


went for account class early in the morning. As usual, Awang making jokes and it causes the class to be more relax and not tense. He thought us accounting information and users of accounting information. First time touching this subject, but i understand. *LOL* after that, we got two hours break, we as in me, jiawei, yee en, ee ling & kelly. So we went back to main block. yee en got her student id done. Me & jiawei got our economic unit 1 booklet. Time to study ! We had our lunch at Mc D again. Bought happy meal cause of the summer usahana toy. haha.. So now, three of us *me, jiawei & yee en* got it hanging on our bag.



had Ms leong class at 12noon. What we learnt was what I've been thought by Mr Rama in secondary4. So it consider really easy for me and jiawei. yee en understand the topic too. Wondering why hz doesn't wanna take econs.. *sigh* the class end earlier. So we went library to check out some law books and jiawei talked to her beloved Kenny about.. i don't know. hahahaa.. yee en and i found out something good. help's library is seriously a nice place to look for books and reference. Then, we went for maths class. Lecturer is Koh You Beng. Does it sound like call-you-ah-beng ? *LOL* I'm naughty. Anyway, his English.. OMG ! Even my sister speaks better than him. i don't understand a single shit he said beside "square root" ,"power of 3".. bla bla. *yawn* guess I'm dropping this. Well, i didn't sign up. hahahaa..


brought camera to coll. We took a lot a lot of photos, consider a lot. Especially me and jiawei. Super poser ! We even took it while eating donuts and sandwiches at Dunkin Donuts. Weirdo. But having lots of fun hanging out with them *jiawei,huizhi,yeeen,eeling,kelly* can laugh non stop. ^^ can't wait to go for classes again. but.. Guess we're going out tomorrow. If possible. ^^


argggghhh.. gotta go.. Need to finish up my stuff. chiaozzz

Osim

Current Mood : Happy


went Renaissance Hotel for lunch. Japanese food but it taste like shit. Well, not that bad actually, it's just not as good as before. Talked to cousin about couple stuff. He made out some points. Why girls like to ask "how much do you <3 me?" "who better? me or your ex?" even worst they'll suddenly throw u a Q's like " what day is today ? " and the answer is " 100days anniversary. " omg, guys won't remember and count for that right ? well, if a guy do remember your birthday, stuff you like and dislike and anniversary.. i seriously do think he's good enough. nowadays, they just simply don't bother and some research shows that guys are actually a forgetful animal. you can't expect them to remember when's the first date ? first kiss ? and so on. so, face the reality ! LOL.


wondering what guys look into girls ? body figure ? brain ? personality ? or looks ? do they think a big tits female consider sexy and hot ? or a good looking face represent beautiful and gorgeous ? that's just so not make sense to me. well, i think a confidence lady's the most beautiful one. confidence come from knowledge, personality and believes or maybe i should say trust. believe and trust themselves. normally girls lack of self-confidence, over rely on guys and don't believe in themselves. that's so weird. how can you believe some strangers instead of believe and trust yourself ?it seems to be an excuse. as for ladies, what do they look into guy ? money ? looks ? personality ? or brain ? some people think that money's important. it satisfy your demand and luxury life. some thought looks are important, because they can show off ? that's bullshit. seriously ! *sigh* it make me sick. guys and girls are practically same species. they got pride, greedy and losing their purities.


after lunch. went KLCC Kinokuniya. bought some books like business accounting tenth edition book 1 by Frank, How To Study Law, The Little Black Book by Jamie and stuff. Would really like to share The Little Black Book with JiaWei & HZ. it's something different from other book. well, kinda cool. decided what to wear for tomorrow classes. sleeveless top, black pants, bringing jacket, necklace, some accesories and bringing cap ! woooo~ well, i'm not doing some fashion show in college but it just the matter of image. haha.. Help student ! Intelligent and Eligant. *hi5* what a crappy excuses. oh ya ! daddy bought the osim's refreshing air thingy and the little electronic stuff that is to test the blood pressure and body fats. woooo ~ wasting money !

Another Day

Current Mood : Happy but Tired

Current Song : Watch Me Shine - S.H.E


I'm super tired right now. Reached home 10minutes ago, and I'm rushing to on9. My family and I were at genting just now and we watched S.H.E concert. I did something totally foolish and dumbo. Well, I actually called her while I heard the song she and I used to like it very much. But like what I expected, she hung up the call. I mean, of cause she'd hung up. Hey ! She might be the up coming super model, who knows? Right ? Yea~ she's having some fashion show tonight. And that's why she ditch me for it. *sigh* well, no way ! Don't think about it. New year, new life ! hahaa.. I've been repeating this again and again. Someone might think that I'll forget everything and start a new life. Everything as in my old friends. Hey ! Hell no . Of cause I won't forget my buddies ! For example Charlynne, Sophie, Isa, MinErn, Kai Young, ChoonYu, Chloe, Joanne etc. How can i forget them ?! They're still my friends right ? Duh ~ i really hope so.. Even we're in different college and might have different social life. hmmm.. Well, I'm having great time in college thou. ^^


bad news ! VChean couldn't come to my birthday party. *sobs* well, his grandma eighties birthday. hmmm.. Much important than mine ! arghh.. Anyway, i understand. hahahaa.. So.. Afraid that might be a reason for YeeEn.. Transportation problems. And now, hz has to try harder to persuade her parents for allowing her to attend the party. oooohh yeaa ! Happy birthday to Kenny. LOL. We thought of something. Few of us including me, JiaWei and HZ wanted to get a blog of our own. Well, like diaries for few of us. Buddies. sisterhood thingy. The idea is cool. So we can share stuff , writing stuff to each other and gossiping ! I'm so excited bout it . hahaa.. But guess we'll talk and discuss bout it on Monday. ^^


talked to mom bout *her. well, from what she'd been acting these days it seems to be an answer for our friendship. it's like over i guess. we're not having a major or a really big fight but it still effected. losing trust and believes in this friendship. maybe i should talk to jia wei and hz bout this. gotta sort it out before it disturbing me. i do care the friendship with *her. but it just seems not going on anymore. just wanna make things clear and stop thinking bout 'what kind of friends or sister is this ?' mom said she'd been using me for some purpose. well, i seriously don't think so, and i hope it's not the truth.


arghh.. sniff.. don't care. i'm tired. zzz. chiaoz.


p/s : i want it so badly ! arghhh..

New Year, New Friends

Current Mood : Happy

Current Song : Automatic - Utada Hikaru


Went college early in the morning. Well, we're all excited to know the grouping. It's out ! Met new friend, Wee Chean. a guy. Well, he look a lil like 'Yu Men Lok'. Anyway, we took the shutter bus to WH around 7.45am to check our grouping list. Glad to know that Yee En, Jia Wei and Me are in the same group for all subjects. Well, Jia Wei gonna change her maths grouping if possible. We went for Awang's account class. He seems to be a nice lecturer, not bored. And we also went economic class, the lecturer is Ms Leong. something funny happen during her class. Jia Wei's phone ringing while she's explaining bout microeconomic and macroeconomics. After that, Ms Leong told us her rules for students, and one of them is no using handphone in class. *Lol* you know who and what she mean right ?!


after economic class, Jia Wei and I went starbucks. Waiting for Hui Zhi who's having Further Maths class. We talked about our previous school life. About our friends. Having same problems and point of view about friendship. And we're so well.. Seems to be getting closer. Oh ya ! our pencil case are the same too ! And both having gastric problem. Funny right ? a lil weird. haha.. Guess we're going to make a list on stuff that both of us interested and having.

Back to Sri KDU

Current Mood : Hyper

Current Song : Love Me Tender


went to Daya x-ray to get my report. Well, everything fine and normal. So, it must be the muscle that causes pain. *sigh* whatever it is. I'm super bored while waiting to get into the radioactive room. Well, they called 'sinar room'. But someone entertain me ! haha.. Alex da donk. Nice guy. But talkative.


after that, i dropped mummy home and went to Sri kdu. My secondary school. Met few teachers. Missed them much. And they hugged me, arhhh.. Friendly. We're more like friends now. Saw daniella with her boyfriend, errr i forgot the name. Anyway, she's super duper triple slim. It's like all bone. But still, pretty ! Will see her again at my party. T.Loong My ex is going too. I'm so happy. Kalai, Jaya, Hafiz, Zach are going too. wohooo ~ same go to Brian, Kai Young, Nicholas, John and others. Seriously happy and excited. Hope it turn out a blast for everyone !!!


about Claudia. Visit her photo album at friendster. The photo she took at Korea while skiing. The outfit.. Exactly what i wore when I'm skiing there. haha.. Bet she'll laugh when she know bout this. We're just.. Well, so alike? in some way. She, yee en, ee ling, hui zhi seriously make me feel so good in college. and i believe I'll know more people there and my life in college surely will be part of my unforgettable memories. wohooo ~ oh ya, did i mention i wanna join the student council, volleyball club, dancing club and the red ribbon organization !!


tired. zzz. chiaoz !

Date-Rape Drugs

Partying with mates is fab but we need to look out for yourself and them. Over 1000 people in 2003 (girls and lads) reported assaults after having their drinks spiked. Date-rape drugs are dangerous because they're fast acting and hard to spot ; they have no taste, smell or colour and traces of them leave the body really quickly making it difficult to prove a drink has been spiked.


1. Rohypnol (roofie) - untraceable after 48hours
2.GHB (Gamma Hydroxy Butyrate) - untraceable after 12 hours
3.Ketamine (Hydrochloride) - untraceable after 48hours


how to spot you've been given something :
1.u suddenly feel totally wasted and there's no way u should be feeling like that
2.u inhibitions have gone out the window
3.u feel very affectionate even with people u don't know that well
4.in the morning u feel rough, but u weren't drinking or not drinking much
5.u can't rmb getting home
6.u've bruises and feel sore and don't know why

Second Day

Current mood : happy
Current song : yeah - usher


Second day at Help. Went for a jog with mom early in d morning, and it's raining ! Argue.. I'm all wet while get home around 6.30 in the morning. Can u believe it ? a college student, wake up at 5something in d morning ? That's so not right. Anyway, I'm happy to accompany my mother. Checked friendster. Well, saw her profile and some photos. i guess my mom's right bout it. a good or close friend doesn't blow off just like that. We actually not directly blowing off our friendship, but i guess it comes to the end. At least, i don't think we'll be close like the past. Well, f*** it. New year ? New life of cos.


I'm glad to meet Claudia aka Jia Wei, Elaine and not forget to mention Yee En.. And also the ex- student council, Alex. i mean, they're definitely fun to hand with ! Oh, i met Hui Zhi too. And now Me, Claudia, Elaine,Yee En & Hui Zhi are a gang. something really funny and make us laugh our ass off. Which is stuff between me and Claudia. Well, we're both interested in same thing, same subjects, <3 spicy food, going to live near by soon, going UK, got no cousin elder than us at father side.. wowww ! we had lunch at McD. and talks alot. haha.. today's a waste to go Help but we had our student ID done, and we're closer.. i mean, yeahh.. we talk alot.. communication is the key to manage a friendship !

New Year !!

Current mood : fresh
current song : around the world - initial d mix

got up early, have to go Help around 9 in the morning, some A-levels orientation. *sigh*. Since when we see college freshmen have to wake up as early as the primary and secondary student on the first day of school. Well, it's not exactly the first day of school I guess. Don't know. kinda blur right now. Will find out later anyway.

have to update blog for the past few days. Not in KL. Not in mood to write too. Lots of thing happen, some were cornered. Especially issue between me and houi yun. She might thought I'm mad cause of her saying 'no' to me. But actually, she got it wrong. What really pissed me off is changing our date the last minute. It's not like we set in one or two week before but months before. I'd ask her before SPM. *sigh*. Well, not really in mood to talk bout her now. Maybe some other day when I'm ready to touch the topic again ^^. Another news ! Finally, my buddies are an item now. congrats! Well, really happy for them. i mean, there's no reason for me to be sad or anything right ? Life goes on no matter what.

wonder did anyone look up the sky on 30th Dec. It's wonderful. Well, it's clear and stars were shining brightly, lot of them up there. Amazing. Well, I'm like that.. i love stars a lot. ^^ that night, I'm not in KL too. Were up at my apartment from 30th till 2nd Jan 2006. Happy? Sort of. Watched Narnia and Cheaper by the Dozen 2 (I'm not sure bout the title). Both nice movie especially the one behind. Hilarious. Catch up with this later. Have to prepare for college. Wow !! Here i come.

p/s: did i mention i love Lee Hom ? He's so cute. My room's full of him now. Well, not really FULL but.. Sort of. ^^ and he's coming end of Feb or March!! wohooo ~

7.40am

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argh.. Finally it's over. i mean the first day orientation at Help. It turns out good, i guess. Met some new friends there. They're friendly. *smile* Saw my ex-schoolmate, chs students like Gwen, Yuen Loo, Kim and others. Well well.. Definitely no regrets for taking A-levels at Help. I sorta love the place now. And the people over there seems, nice. *yawn* tiring. Guess i gotta have my beauty sleep now. See ya !