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Again, Sylvia C has been in silent mode for a while. Not only at this Girlosophy but also others blog where i always be there to update my readers and friends on my life here at Melbourne. However, nothing much happen these days. Not to say melbourne is dull but it simply not that happening if you are not going to clubs to get drunk and dance wildly with strangers, or singing at karaoke till the next morning and feeling throat ache, and also going crown casino to pay your school fees and monthly allowance. Well, there are things you can do, like what i have been doing it with Sam and Ang shiou in the past few weeks.

Oh, another friend joined us in Melbourne, mr big head, Erh Ang Shiou. Douglas was here for the past three weeks, for holidays of course. and the four of us were trying to make Melbourne look fun by bringing our cameras, which are four cameras and start snapping from Flinders Street Yarra River all the way to Crown Casino. And also, two days before Douglas flying back to Malaysia, we went Lavish and also , St Kilda beach. but most of the night we spend time at Sam's place playing mahjong. still not interesting isn't it? That's the point of studying here! You got nothing much to do, and so you start to pull the chair out of the table, and throw yourself in these books and sample test to prepare for your upcoming exams. That's what i'm doing and going to be happen for another two weeks thanks to the mid-semester test on my MacroEco, Accounting, Business Statistic and Business Computing. And when I thought everything is going to be over, RMIT sent me a letter telling me my second semester subjects, which is the Financial Market, Marketing Principles, Commercial Laws and Prices & Markets. See?! All boring subjects. Start to feel wrong for taking business course. Shall I move to the design course or journalism course? Or maybe I should try the Media Communication. *awhh*

Finally I had dinner at the Seoul Garden on Mother's day. Its a Korean food restaurant. had their table barbecue meal, and its delicious! Went there with Sam, Ang and Douglas. They picked me up at my working place and we walked there together. Was going to try the crocodile meat on barbecue but it's out of stock. Thank God! I don't think I really want to taste it. We went Legend at Chapel Street often. It's a place where Sam and Ang went for snooker. Me and Douglas will just play the game machine at the corner.

" What's a whale penis called?" " It's a Dork"
Yes, you are right. We got this information through the game. And it made us laugh like nobody business. Who the hell on earth ever thought of the penis of whale is called a dork?

My sister, Chelsea and my uncle, Sam are here for a visit. It's glad to see them. And I really have to say my uncle Sam is just like 'abang' these days. He cook for us and taught us how to make lunch box or simple meal. We went to Segafredo and Crown Cafe. He love the cappuccinos and mocha so much. And my sister, she is able to stay in our apartment for more than 48 hours in three days. Imagine she throw herself at my bean bags and watching Smiling Pasta.

I'm just so in love with this piano set model. Found it at the Tiffany & Co. shop.

The street sign board showing the way you should go. Which I snapped it in front of TGI Friday.

My Precious Princess Cookie. Sam's daughter, and everyone's favourite.

My brother, and I on tram going to Richmond. It's been quite a while since we last take pictures.

They look like they are under constipation. Snapped it the day we started the camera night.

Notice their tummy? Sam has a flat one. Douglas, a little bit. Ang, a six in one.

Picture at St Kilda Beach. Sunset.

St Kilda Beach walk way.A family picture of the four of us at St Kilda Beach. The tram stop to my living place. Swanston Street !

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Meaningful Alphabets

so i found something from peik shean's blog and i really like to mention it so everyone know what kind of person i am? although a couple of them ain't that accurate but no harm posting to see a smile face on people who's reading my blog.

apparently, it's something to do with names. like alphabets in our name means something. i know it sound silly but what can i do? i'm bored.

S - easy to fall in love *i only love 3 person so am i easy fall in love type?*
Y - one of the best gf everyone could ask for *proud for this*
L - loved by everyone *i don't think so. but i wish*
V - not judgmental *this is true*
I - is always there for friends *ask my friends*
A - likes to flirt *well, i don't. *wink**

C - really likes to chill *love it.*
H - has a really good personality and looks *you say..*
A - likes to flirt
N - dead sexy *hahaha this is funny*
G - never let people tell you what to do *yes, i'm stubborn cow*

X - never let people tell you what to do
I - is always there for friends
A - likes to flirt
O - best in relationship *don't think so by seeing how it end..*

W - very broad minded *sort of, i think*
E - good kisser *ask those who kissed by me*
I - is always there for friends

want to know about yourself? check the list below.
don't ask me where is Z cause i don't know.
it just went hiding somewhere. or maybe it means shy or hidden secret?

A: Likes to flirt.
B: Likes to talk.
C: Really likes to chill.
D: s one of the best personalities ever.
E: Good kisser
F: People adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: Has a very good personality and looks.
I: Is always there for friends
J: Lives life for fun.
K: Really silly.
L: Loved by everyone
M: makes dating fun
N: Dead sexy
O: Best in relationships
P: Popular with all types of people
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Freaking crazy
S: Easy to fall in love with.
T: a sweet heart.
U: Really wild and crazy.
V: Not judgmental.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do
Y: One of the best bf/gf anyone could ask for.

crush

gosh, why do i have to do this? but if i don't, i feel bad. shean! you put me in this situation. yes, i'm tagged by peik shean and according to this whatever-you-named-it, i have to answer a couple of things and let it to be continued. damn, what a lame thing to do. and what if a person got the same thing in three months? speechless, i understand.

Rules:
1. For those who have been tagged, you are required to write a story about one of your crush, be it a current or previous crush.
*crush! yes.. and now you want my dirty little secret to be exposed.*evil*
2. To be exactly different from the common tags, there is no questions imposed this time.
*the only difference is it's about a question with a long answer. like an essay given by english teacher telling you it's a 80% of your finals*
3. All you have to do is to write a story about him/her.
*it doesn't sound as easy as it sounds like*
4. Also, five persons will need to be tagged at the end of the post.
*i'm sorry but i don't think i'll tag any of my friends*
5. This tag is originated from Truly***Mic (http://thammic.blogspot.com).
*yes, if you have any problem with it? go for her and not me!*
6. You must post up this rules before you start writing.
*and let it begin with.... *

define crush. crush may refers to a violent collision or compression; a crowd which produced uncomfortable pressure or the one this tagged actually mean by, intense and usually unrequited love. *sad*. so what if its unrequited? well, it is for now but might not be forever. miracles do happen to those who believe in them.

writing a story about my crush just doesn't seem right. i mean, why is it a story? it's experienced. it's something happened or happening. its not about a story but some facts we're talking about. sharing our bashful yet gratified love. do they call it 'raw love' ? don't take it too serious, i'm joking. so instead of writing a story about my crust, i'll just talk about him, not going to mention his name, leave it for you to guess, and, lets see if you got it right.

i met this guy which i certainly not interested in him at all when i was thirteen. we were from the same class and joined the volleyball inter class mixed. surprisingly, an unvoiced pact in us brought us to the winning position and soon to be fancy by the volleyball team. however, we did not go for it and continue to not having any conflict in any way. somehow, god knows what happen i suddenly fell for him when i'm fifteen. we talked, we went out together but never really get to know each other. and when i'm sixteen, we sort of fell in love and be in vague situation. we set each others name to be darling in the phone book and let it be for months. it happen in a leo club night that we went together. he pretended to be my boyfriend to actually shoo a guy out of my life. and soon when we realized, i fell for him and so does he. however, it seems to not lasting as we stopped contact with each other after 4months of being close. it was harsh. and i swear it did tear my heart apart. anyhow, the best thing happen soon enough. 2004's christmas will be my best christmas ever. i went somewhere countdown with a bunch of friends. out of a sudden, i just saw someone look like him passed by. imagine in a crowd where we hardly see each other even i'm walking close with friends, but i saw him. it was the biggest surprise and thank god for that i enjoyed my countdown. after the countdown, we went to somewhere else. having the best hug, listening to the deepest feeling he felt. it's also the day i felt hug is the best thing ever happen. it's even better than a french kiss. *wink* after that day, we got even closer than before. calling each other boy boy and girl girl, sending text message almost every hour. hearing him saying the sweetest thing ever with an example, if someone snatch you away from me, i'll snatch you back! and the same thing happen, again. feeling sad? a little. but i just couldn't resist him. no anger no disappointment. and when i realized, we met each other again. not as close as before but it's good enough. smooth and sweet somehow. drove me everywhere. had movie dates for a couple of time, just the both of us. taking pictures, which is good pictures. enjoying our drinks and dinner and humorous talk at hartamas. and still, it's going on good and well. with promises but no pressure and no commitment.

and.... life go on.

long long time til now...

realized i really should start caring about my blog when the others keep nagging me for not updating it. sorry for not putting up the latest news about myself over here in Melbourne. i do update my blog but not this one. start putting more effort on xanga as i found out there are more responds over there than here. maybe i'm just not a good writer. perhaps i should stop writing? well, i don't think so. i'm fancy over my own xanga site. not only because i get to express myself more by writing in Chinese but also the interaction i have with other users. unlike in blogger, i'm always posting but there's no comments or anyone trying to at least drop a sentence or two. however, i am a blogger for more than two years and i can't just drop it. although i enjoyed more at other places doesn't mean i will let this fall off just like that. people, god know how much effort i've put in. okey, cut the crap and move on to the latest news about the writer of this girlosophy. *wink*

basically, my life is dull. not to say total boredom but it just not as interesting anymore. anyhow, i develop new hobbies that keeps me alive and move on healthily. firstly, i commit myself into exercising more. especially at the fitness first club. never thought i actually joined and go along with it pretty well. but there is a huge massive must-do-it reason behind... yes, i'm gaining weight like a pig. wondering i might be at the same pound with a female pinky pig if you have to put both of us on the weight. i got freak out when i try on new clothes at the fitting room realizing i am going on to size 12 instead of size 10. two size up and that's seriously an issue. furthermore, knowing my bottom is growing like double up size even worst. well, i know it's no big deal for those who always see me like sam, ken, chris, sophie and the others. but that's just so not right to be like that. and people! stop saying it's alright to be fat cause you're at Australia and most of the ladies are fat. NO! they are not. i certainly have to correct this misunderstanding. they are just big but not fat. so there's no excuse for me to be growing more and more. hidden secret: i've put on 8kgs of FATS in 11months. see?! that's too much. so, it's really a good idea for me to join the gym and at least do some exercise instead of having a chicken wrap or pasta or pizza almost every week. and also, i starts to pick up knowledge and interest in tarot astrology. it's a magical world i would really want to know more about it. people who doesn't believe it won't have interest in it, i understand. but when you know and you've tried one which is so accurate, you will just fall for it and want to know more about it. it's a completely different world or a different knowledge we've got from the school or from ordinary people. personally i've met a gypsy old lady in melbourne when i went to the spellbox for tarot reading who encourage me and somehow she gives me a good and positive feelings. i mean, no harm learning or understanding something extra. and also i've met this guy who almost to perfect psychic reading things that happened or going to happen on me. does it mean i got this fate to at least know more about tarot astrology? well, i don't know. just a feeling telling me, it's alright to know more about something you don't know.

my one and only brother from the same parents with the almost identical genes are now here in melbourne as well. i thought it would be a great idea for him to be here for a few reason. first, to study. and yes, i'm right about that seeing he's doing well now. secondly, to eat healthily. sort of right cause we do shop for healthy food like tomatoes, cucumber, and fruits. thirdly, to accompany. that's a big wrong. i am so use to living alone and extra one person especially a guy just somehow disturbing. if you know what i mean. and last but not least, to have someone help cleaning up the mess. i underestimate how well he's able to make the house even messier. i admit sometimes i do mess up the place and things everywhere but i do clean up whenever i am off. a guy or just my brother wouldn't give a hand but make it worst. well, at least he's afraid of my anger. needed some shout and scream to help cleaning up.

ang and douglas will be arriving on Wednesday morning. looking forward to meet them. and i got myself a part time job. don't ask about the paid or what is it about. that's not the main point. what push me to it is the boredom and the cash flow out in my account. and also the other working there, a Chinese boy called Don is just so cute. no harm being friend with a cute guy, if you know what i mean. and stop thinking i'll be going after him cause i've learn a lesson. it's been two months since the break-ups. it's pretty obvious i'm still in this dead pain shit but trying hard to get over it. thanks to people like sam and ken who will be there whenever i need someone to be with. i don't need someone to listen to me or talk to me, i just want someone to be there when i know i'm at the tearing up myself point. somehow, good advice from wae lern keep me thinking and reminding me not to do the same silly things i've done a lot of time, which is good. i don't feel ashamed or feel bad to have this sort of humiliating relationship. i learn a lot and slowly i know how to handle it even better. it's not me fooling myself but the one who do it to me make the fool out of himself. and i don't mind helping him in anyway but i just don't feel good being use and being treated like a fool. so, just leave it. that's what i can do. i'll move on strong and somehow, i believe bad luck will come to those who treat people like shit. it's not a curse or something, but from tarot studies or karma, it occurs.

bad news to those people who's waiting me to be back for fun. i won't be going back to Malaysia any time soon until end of the year. got tons of plans for the year! firstly, i'm flying off to Brisbane in 17th. trying on backpack at somewhere else. adventuring and exciting for me. daddy has been saying no cause i'm going alone and not forget to say that i'm a girl. traveling alone somehow just make him feel insecure. but i'm a risk taker and sometimes i just have to learn to be more independent. so, Brisbane, here i come. my younger sister, which is now my bitch might be visiting in end of may during her mid year holiday break. i am hoping my parents will be able to come over too although the air fare is not cheap. but i just miss them so much. and also, we are planning on a Queensland trip in July and ski trip in august. i'm sure i won't be bored by then. the main issue is the money. and it will be alright soon cause i start working and might move on to more part time jobs if i enjoy doing it. *wink*

as for the verbally promise made by Mr Poon saying we will be going to the KL eye or whatever you call it in June. i made him make another promise saying we will be going together end of the year when i'm back. it's really silly doing this but i got evidence and so. childish, you said. and i never ever say i'm mature, so f*** it and let me be immature at times.

see my evidence? purple*licious is me, Sylvia. and Benon is Mr Poon. *laugh*

my new top from myers and cap from cotton on. its cheap but i like it.

perfume collection of Stella McCartney, JLO's Live and Escada's Into The Blue.

some photos i took on Anzac Day while walking along Swanston Street to St Kilda Road with Mr Simon. *wink* sorry for the low quality pictures. but what more do you ask for? i took it using my pretty N73.




AnZac Day is basically a day in remembrance of the soldier or army who sacrifice themselves for the country. and it's really a big day that causes me and Simon to walked for one and a half hour to have a look at the whole thing.

randomly snap a shot of sam's jacket got stuck and the waiter are trying to help yet not forget to have fun and pose for picture. happened at segafredo, a place we always be there for breakfast. and morning glory with spinach is just perfect to start your day.

here are some photos from Good Friday eve at love machine (Corner of Chapel St and Malvern Rd)

mine and laura's cloak room receipt. we manage to take a picture of them.
the only love machine i found in love machine. *wink*

Picture with Ken and Desmond. Left from Macau and Right from Vietnam.

In the picture: Ken, Laura, Sylvia and Desmond