2dae's mood : normal
spm : 132daes left
aikzz.. back 2 skwel.. was kinda late.. met mich at de entrance.. well.. we looked ferr ms sharon at de admin 2 get our spm timetable.. goshhh.. iz around de corner !!! n muh art paper iz on de 29th of September.. arughhhhh.. hope evrythin will be fine!!! hmmm.. ying yi worried bt our team.. well.. 2 tell honestlieee.. i'm worried too.. cux.. we haven't haf a 'real' trainning after dhat match wif ssc.. den now.. again.. but since they prepared medals.. so.. jux go n haf some fun lorrr.. charlynne joinning ux.. hahaha.. she can run.. can dribble a bit.. can pass ball.. den can la.. blaaa.. art class.. forgot 2 bring muh file.. nethin la.. cux haf 2 pass up on friday.. kekekee.. take it ferr granted.. no no no.. de whole thing haf 2 pass it up on 4th July.. wowww.. not much time left !!! after dhat.. break time.. mi, nat, kar kheng & jming.. went office again.. 2 take permission frm ms ong n mrs chan.. skwel promised 2 support ux.. dat means.. transportation fees are freeee.. yayyy!!! hmmmm... back 2 classs.. got homework.. ?? nopeee. kekekee.. after skwel.. i rush back.. well.. send muh sista back.. den rush back 2 skwel ferr trainning.. everyone not playin so well.. but.. i decided not 2 push so hard la.. last minute job.. haihz. no point..
nite.. realliee tired.. den sleep.. around 4in de morning.. wake up.. saw wl's msg.. hmmm.. replied wif stupid tune.. guess he's angweee now.. hhaihzz.. nethin la.. but realliee kinda pissed.. he said our 1st break ix cux of 'him'.. he dun even noe nething.. wut's wrong.. bla.. up 2 him 2 think.. reallie sick of thinking nethin related.. well.. jux lyk wut he said.. we're good friends.. to him la.. den.. wut's d point he said he stil havin feelings on mi?? make no sense at all.. dun try 2 fool around wif mi la.. pls.. let mi go.. i need times 2 recover..
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Friday
Wednesday
133daes left
2dae's mood : sick
spm : 133daes left
dint go 2 skwel 2dae.. not feelin dhat well.. kinda sick.. headache.. bodyache.. n feelin realliee tired.. stay at hm.. lazeee pig .. :p.. woke up around 10 in d morning.. ate porridge.. den do muh revision on economies & commerce.. hmmm.. still feelin dizzy.. i mean when i starts 2 use muh brain n think.. bla.. maybe not enuff sleep.. so i sleep again.. til 1sumthin.. watch tv.. den fetch muh brother.. brought him 2 kota damansara 2 buy lunch.. den we eat it at home.. hmmm.. nat called.. asked mi if i wanna go ssc dis friday.. 2 support our guys.. but zhi ven msged mi in d evenin.. said dhat they prepared medals ferr boys & girls team.. sigh.. means.. we haf 2 play dis friday.. last minute notice.. i called everyone 2 haf trainning after skwel.. actuallieee.. i kenot play bball nemore.. but.. haihz.. dun care la.. will explain 2 muh daddieee.. hope he understand lorrr..
nite.. talked 2 him on d phone.. i dun think iz a good idea.. errr.. at least.. not nemore.. treat it as a talk btw good friends.. hmmm...well.. i'll try den.. no matter wut i do.. it won't change nethin.. so.. jux leave it lorrr.. ferrr mi.. muhself.. muh feelings.. is not important nemore.. at least.. i'm lyk stoned.. dunno.. dun care.. dun think.. am i escaping frm it.. yeh.. i think so.. maybe.. i jux not ready yet.. not ready 2 face it..
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
spm : 133daes left
dint go 2 skwel 2dae.. not feelin dhat well.. kinda sick.. headache.. bodyache.. n feelin realliee tired.. stay at hm.. lazeee pig .. :p.. woke up around 10 in d morning.. ate porridge.. den do muh revision on economies & commerce.. hmmm.. still feelin dizzy.. i mean when i starts 2 use muh brain n think.. bla.. maybe not enuff sleep.. so i sleep again.. til 1sumthin.. watch tv.. den fetch muh brother.. brought him 2 kota damansara 2 buy lunch.. den we eat it at home.. hmmm.. nat called.. asked mi if i wanna go ssc dis friday.. 2 support our guys.. but zhi ven msged mi in d evenin.. said dhat they prepared medals ferr boys & girls team.. sigh.. means.. we haf 2 play dis friday.. last minute notice.. i called everyone 2 haf trainning after skwel.. actuallieee.. i kenot play bball nemore.. but.. haihz.. dun care la.. will explain 2 muh daddieee.. hope he understand lorrr..
nite.. talked 2 him on d phone.. i dun think iz a good idea.. errr.. at least.. not nemore.. treat it as a talk btw good friends.. hmmm...well.. i'll try den.. no matter wut i do.. it won't change nethin.. so.. jux leave it lorrr.. ferrr mi.. muhself.. muh feelings.. is not important nemore.. at least.. i'm lyk stoned.. dunno.. dun care.. dun think.. am i escaping frm it.. yeh.. i think so.. maybe.. i jux not ready yet.. not ready 2 face it..
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Tuesday
134daes left
2dae's mood : normal
spm : 134daes left
msg yun earlieee in de morning.. told her.. i'm feelin kinda weird.. not weird actuallieee.. ix juz.. i started.. lost confidence on guys againx.. sighhh.. not again!!! iz kinda scareee.. sumtimes.. i do afraid muhself.. i mean.. i'm scared.. scare dhat i might lost interest in guys.. or maybe i should sae.. lost interest on LOVE.. iz realliee making mi sick.. h8 thinkin bt it.. especialliee when i noe.. everyone iz lying... when dey luv eu.. dey'll promise dis n dhat.. but when dey stop luving eu.. dey'll jux leave eu alone.. lyk dis.. wut da.. haihzzz
back 2 skwel.. weekend's over.. sigh.. haf 2 study again.. hmmm.. woke up around 6am.. bath.. breakfast.. den drive 2 skwel wif sista.. nuthin special happen 2dae.. in class.. bored.. jux listening pplx gossiping.. our class.. no more lyk a spm student's class.. hahaa.. in fact.. look lyk cyber cafe.. guys playin cs lyk crazeeee.. they're addicted.. hmm.. not a good thing huh.. dey lyk dun care bt wut's goin on bt their studies.. worried ? kinda..
after skwel.. bored bored bored.. nahhh.. not reallieee.. drove muh mom out.. 2 uptown.. den we meet up at tropicana wif daddy & sista, brother.. they're swimming.. kekekeee.. sista swimming skill improve alot.. mayb.. kekeke.. long time no swim.. nvm.. might go swimming dis weekend.. hmmmm.. depends la.. after dhat.. we had dinner at japz restaurant.. i ordered garlic fried rice which realliee delicious.. n miso soup.. muh favourite.. daddy ordered tempura set.. mummy selmon fish.. sista udon noodle.. n muh brother.. de most expensive wan.. sashimi set.. hmmm.. but look nice la.. ekekkekekee..
nite.. not feelin so well.. hmmm.. headache.. feelin tired.. bodyache.. he wanted 2 call mi n wake mi up in de midnite 2 remind mi.. 2 take medicine.. actuallieee.. i reallie dun wish he does dis 2 mi.. in fact.. i jus wanna stop thinkin bt stuff dhat related 2 him.. he doesn't understand.. everythin he's doing.. make mi feel sumthin not so good.. told him.. but he asked mi take it as a treat frm good fwenxx.. but now.. i dun wanna be his good fwenx.. neighbour.. super normal fwenx would be enufff.. he let mi noe dhat.. all guys are same.. no exception.. so.. i guesss... i'm de old xiao wei againnnn.. haihzzzz..
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
spm : 134daes left
msg yun earlieee in de morning.. told her.. i'm feelin kinda weird.. not weird actuallieee.. ix juz.. i started.. lost confidence on guys againx.. sighhh.. not again!!! iz kinda scareee.. sumtimes.. i do afraid muhself.. i mean.. i'm scared.. scare dhat i might lost interest in guys.. or maybe i should sae.. lost interest on LOVE.. iz realliee making mi sick.. h8 thinkin bt it.. especialliee when i noe.. everyone iz lying... when dey luv eu.. dey'll promise dis n dhat.. but when dey stop luving eu.. dey'll jux leave eu alone.. lyk dis.. wut da.. haihzzz
back 2 skwel.. weekend's over.. sigh.. haf 2 study again.. hmmm.. woke up around 6am.. bath.. breakfast.. den drive 2 skwel wif sista.. nuthin special happen 2dae.. in class.. bored.. jux listening pplx gossiping.. our class.. no more lyk a spm student's class.. hahaa.. in fact.. look lyk cyber cafe.. guys playin cs lyk crazeeee.. they're addicted.. hmm.. not a good thing huh.. dey lyk dun care bt wut's goin on bt their studies.. worried ? kinda..
after skwel.. bored bored bored.. nahhh.. not reallieee.. drove muh mom out.. 2 uptown.. den we meet up at tropicana wif daddy & sista, brother.. they're swimming.. kekekeee.. sista swimming skill improve alot.. mayb.. kekeke.. long time no swim.. nvm.. might go swimming dis weekend.. hmmmm.. depends la.. after dhat.. we had dinner at japz restaurant.. i ordered garlic fried rice which realliee delicious.. n miso soup.. muh favourite.. daddy ordered tempura set.. mummy selmon fish.. sista udon noodle.. n muh brother.. de most expensive wan.. sashimi set.. hmmm.. but look nice la.. ekekkekekee..
nite.. not feelin so well.. hmmm.. headache.. feelin tired.. bodyache.. he wanted 2 call mi n wake mi up in de midnite 2 remind mi.. 2 take medicine.. actuallieee.. i reallie dun wish he does dis 2 mi.. in fact.. i jus wanna stop thinkin bt stuff dhat related 2 him.. he doesn't understand.. everythin he's doing.. make mi feel sumthin not so good.. told him.. but he asked mi take it as a treat frm good fwenxx.. but now.. i dun wanna be his good fwenx.. neighbour.. super normal fwenx would be enufff.. he let mi noe dhat.. all guys are same.. no exception.. so.. i guesss... i'm de old xiao wei againnnn.. haihzzzz..
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Sunday
135daes left
2dae's mood : normal
spm : 135daes left
was reallieee tired dis mornin.. but stil haf 2 wake up.. havin tuition around 10.30am.. sighh.. but went uptown wif yun.. ferrr breakfast.. hmm we went "TVB 8 concert 6 jahanam - kempen anti dadah" last nite.. bcux of sum 'stupid pig' who got those 'pangkat'.. de concert started 1 hour & 10 minutes later den d time it shuld be started.. we stood there ferrr more dan an hour waitin.. mi, yun & hang stood there frm 6.45pm til 11.15pm.. wow.. leg damn pain.. aikzzz.. many singer came ferr dis campaign.. lyk.. 'hacken lee','yu heng','fish leong','yu man lok','emme wong','maydays','danny woon','energy','ron ng' & so on.. ron's wearing a pink suits.. nice nice.. look adorable.. kekeek.. hang lyk dis fella so much.. ya.. his song.. 'bie guai ta'.. realli not bad la.. blekkk.. after d concert.. hsiao ket wanna fetch mi home.. so.. i let him fetch.. but..dis wil b d onli & last time he fetch mi.. damn it.. hate him til max.. no class at all.. smoke in font of mi.. bla.!!!!
2dae's his addidas relay.. wish everythin will b fine.. n good luck 2 him.. blek.. hmm.. everything is over ?? dunno.. at least i noe.. i'm not over it yet.. haihz.. take times.. god noes i'm tryin reallie hard on it.. hmmm.. muz support a bit mahhhh.. kekekekeee..
read an article 2dae.. i translate it into english is..
" girlfriend, is 4 eu 2 'care' but not 2 'showoff'.
girlfriend, is 4 eu 2 'love' but not 2 'order'.
girlfriend, is 4 eu 2 'appreciate' but not 2 'fool around'.
DON'T think GIRL is an IDIOT !!!!! "
kekeekee.. yuppp.. dun think dhat we're an idiot.. we juz want eu guys 2 care more.. luv more @ appreciate more.. sumtimes.. not dhat we dunno.. but pretend we dunno.. so eu got d opportunity 2 teach ux.. show ux.. *wink* dun take things ferrr granted.. girl is much stronger than guy.. if WE WANT .
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
spm : 135daes left
was reallieee tired dis mornin.. but stil haf 2 wake up.. havin tuition around 10.30am.. sighh.. but went uptown wif yun.. ferrr breakfast.. hmm we went "TVB 8 concert 6 jahanam - kempen anti dadah" last nite.. bcux of sum 'stupid pig' who got those 'pangkat'.. de concert started 1 hour & 10 minutes later den d time it shuld be started.. we stood there ferrr more dan an hour waitin.. mi, yun & hang stood there frm 6.45pm til 11.15pm.. wow.. leg damn pain.. aikzzz.. many singer came ferr dis campaign.. lyk.. 'hacken lee','yu heng','fish leong','yu man lok','emme wong','maydays','danny woon','energy','ron ng' & so on.. ron's wearing a pink suits.. nice nice.. look adorable.. kekeek.. hang lyk dis fella so much.. ya.. his song.. 'bie guai ta'.. realli not bad la.. blekkk.. after d concert.. hsiao ket wanna fetch mi home.. so.. i let him fetch.. but..dis wil b d onli & last time he fetch mi.. damn it.. hate him til max.. no class at all.. smoke in font of mi.. bla.!!!!
2dae's his addidas relay.. wish everythin will b fine.. n good luck 2 him.. blek.. hmm.. everything is over ?? dunno.. at least i noe.. i'm not over it yet.. haihz.. take times.. god noes i'm tryin reallie hard on it.. hmmm.. muz support a bit mahhhh.. kekekekeee..
read an article 2dae.. i translate it into english is..
" girlfriend, is 4 eu 2 'care' but not 2 'showoff'.
girlfriend, is 4 eu 2 'love' but not 2 'order'.
girlfriend, is 4 eu 2 'appreciate' but not 2 'fool around'.
DON'T think GIRL is an IDIOT !!!!! "
kekeekee.. yuppp.. dun think dhat we're an idiot.. we juz want eu guys 2 care more.. luv more @ appreciate more.. sumtimes.. not dhat we dunno.. but pretend we dunno.. so eu got d opportunity 2 teach ux.. show ux.. *wink* dun take things ferrr granted.. girl is much stronger than guy.. if WE WANT .
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Wednesday
139daes left
2dae's mood : normal
spm : 139daes left
after few days.. finallly.. i got d time 2 update muh blog.. bleeee.. hahahaa.. iz been rough days.. ya.. don't realli in de mood these few days.. but.. now.. much betta la.. at least.. can b muhself deeee.. no need 2 care bt wut de stupid hell goin on in n out of muh life.. i jux dun give a damn nemore.. no point wasting muh time.. i guesss.. no point i'm down.. sad.. cryin ferrr sumbodeee hu realliee doesn't worth it.. once he lied.. once he break his promises.. dat's it.
woke up around 6 in de morning.. was kinda blurr.. even after a cold shower.. luckily was well prepared ferrr 2dae's class.. i mean.. yeh.. everythin packed properlieee.. need not 2 rush or sumthin lyk dat.. brought de FHM 100sexiest women 2 skwel.. gonna show char,mich & sophie.. hmmm.. reached skwel around 7.30am.. kinda late? nah.. not reallieee.. drive slowly.. kekekee.. jux in case.. muh dad caught mi speedin.. hmmm.. waited ferrr so long.. but sophie was absent.. sigh.. she's sick.. hmm.. get well soon den.. kalai's back !!! poor mama.. her back's injured.. well.. not reallie la.. jux.. according 2 wut she said.. sum muscle problem.. so she kenot walk 'straight'.. kenot stay in one position ferrr long period.. poor babe.. hmm.. copied a news article dis morning.. but Lim wants mi 2 re-write it.. wut ?! wasting muh time copyin.. but i end up writing a new one ferrr her.. d title ix.. " Doctor's Daughter Raped By His Patient".. kekekee.. farnieee huh.. not realliee la.. dunno wut m i writin actualliee.. simply write.. jux made up a story.. bla bla.. science teacher didn't come 2 skwel 2dae.. lazeee!! i want muh science paper la.. haihz.. nethin la.. since i'm kinda sure.. he hasn't finish marking.. slow.. break..share fried rice wif mich.. heehe.. nuthin special happen after dat.. dun realli haf clas.. i mean.. sugu dint teach.. lim asked ux 2 write another essay about "my dream job'' which i feel lyk bullshitting.. ya.. writin muh dream job ix 2 bcome a prostitute.. which i'm sure.. muh classmate wil laugh their ass off.. n muh teacher will definately bring mi 2 de counselor room & call muh parents.. hahahaa.. nahh.. dun worry.. i'm not goin 2 put muhself in dix trouble.. i'm not dat free 2 do x-tra work.. bla..lunch time.. we got chicken rice!!! woohoooo~ nice nice.. delicious.. at least.. better den everydae eatin chaar kue tiau.. hmmm.. after dat.. we went 2 de office.. talked 2 ms ong about our problem.. but jun n others tot we're backstabbing.. complaining bt them.. dix reallie pissed mi & char off.. durin history.. walauuu.. they jux keep gossipin LOUDLY about it.. haihz.. plx la.. they dun even noe wut's goin on.. shuld jux shut up rite? alaaaa.. stupiddd.. kekekee..
dix few days.. tryin muh veri bez 2 recover frm de old relationship.. hmmm.. yah.. tryin reallie hard.. luckily.. i got lot of stuff 2 do.. lyk studyin.. doing art work.. tuition work.. n so on.. if not. sigh.. i noe.. i'm goin 2 think a lot of useless stuff.. which i reali dun wanna involved nemore.. sick of it.. no matter how hard i tried.. after i willin 2 put muh heart in d relationship.. alwix end up lyk dix.. ya.. dun realli wanna blif wut guys promised.. ix alwiz bullshit.. ix alwiz workin while they STILL luv u.. but after dat? forget bt it la.. dey wont do it.. so.. GIRLS!!!! dun dream ~~ kekekeee.. ferrr mi.. i get a conclusion.. luv mi.. luv muh familieee.. luv muh fwenx.. but nvr blif sumbodeee hu alwix promisin eu ferr sumthin.. *wink*
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
spm : 139daes left
after few days.. finallly.. i got d time 2 update muh blog.. bleeee.. hahahaa.. iz been rough days.. ya.. don't realli in de mood these few days.. but.. now.. much betta la.. at least.. can b muhself deeee.. no need 2 care bt wut de stupid hell goin on in n out of muh life.. i jux dun give a damn nemore.. no point wasting muh time.. i guesss.. no point i'm down.. sad.. cryin ferrr sumbodeee hu realliee doesn't worth it.. once he lied.. once he break his promises.. dat's it.
woke up around 6 in de morning.. was kinda blurr.. even after a cold shower.. luckily was well prepared ferrr 2dae's class.. i mean.. yeh.. everythin packed properlieee.. need not 2 rush or sumthin lyk dat.. brought de FHM 100sexiest women 2 skwel.. gonna show char,mich & sophie.. hmmm.. reached skwel around 7.30am.. kinda late? nah.. not reallieee.. drive slowly.. kekekee.. jux in case.. muh dad caught mi speedin.. hmmm.. waited ferrr so long.. but sophie was absent.. sigh.. she's sick.. hmm.. get well soon den.. kalai's back !!! poor mama.. her back's injured.. well.. not reallie la.. jux.. according 2 wut she said.. sum muscle problem.. so she kenot walk 'straight'.. kenot stay in one position ferrr long period.. poor babe.. hmm.. copied a news article dis morning.. but Lim wants mi 2 re-write it.. wut ?! wasting muh time copyin.. but i end up writing a new one ferrr her.. d title ix.. " Doctor's Daughter Raped By His Patient".. kekekee.. farnieee huh.. not realliee la.. dunno wut m i writin actualliee.. simply write.. jux made up a story.. bla bla.. science teacher didn't come 2 skwel 2dae.. lazeee!! i want muh science paper la.. haihz.. nethin la.. since i'm kinda sure.. he hasn't finish marking.. slow.. break..share fried rice wif mich.. heehe.. nuthin special happen after dat.. dun realli haf clas.. i mean.. sugu dint teach.. lim asked ux 2 write another essay about "my dream job'' which i feel lyk bullshitting.. ya.. writin muh dream job ix 2 bcome a prostitute.. which i'm sure.. muh classmate wil laugh their ass off.. n muh teacher will definately bring mi 2 de counselor room & call muh parents.. hahahaa.. nahh.. dun worry.. i'm not goin 2 put muhself in dix trouble.. i'm not dat free 2 do x-tra work.. bla..lunch time.. we got chicken rice!!! woohoooo~ nice nice.. delicious.. at least.. better den everydae eatin chaar kue tiau.. hmmm.. after dat.. we went 2 de office.. talked 2 ms ong about our problem.. but jun n others tot we're backstabbing.. complaining bt them.. dix reallie pissed mi & char off.. durin history.. walauuu.. they jux keep gossipin LOUDLY about it.. haihz.. plx la.. they dun even noe wut's goin on.. shuld jux shut up rite? alaaaa.. stupiddd.. kekekee..
dix few days.. tryin muh veri bez 2 recover frm de old relationship.. hmmm.. yah.. tryin reallie hard.. luckily.. i got lot of stuff 2 do.. lyk studyin.. doing art work.. tuition work.. n so on.. if not. sigh.. i noe.. i'm goin 2 think a lot of useless stuff.. which i reali dun wanna involved nemore.. sick of it.. no matter how hard i tried.. after i willin 2 put muh heart in d relationship.. alwix end up lyk dix.. ya.. dun realli wanna blif wut guys promised.. ix alwiz bullshit.. ix alwiz workin while they STILL luv u.. but after dat? forget bt it la.. dey wont do it.. so.. GIRLS!!!! dun dream ~~ kekekeee.. ferrr mi.. i get a conclusion.. luv mi.. luv muh familieee.. luv muh fwenx.. but nvr blif sumbodeee hu alwix promisin eu ferr sumthin.. *wink*
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Tuesday
157daes left
2dae's mood : agony
spm : 158daes left
earlieee in de morning.. thnx 2 wee pin.. picked mi up around 8am ferrr breakfast.. we went ss2 ferrr 'bah kut teh'.. since i wish 2 eat so much.. kekekeke.. but i ate a bit only.. others.. he 'sapu'.. hahahaa.. nice 2 bully.. stupid hehn. dun wanna come ferr breakfast.. long cheak stil sleepin.. nobodeee answer when we call him.. haihz.. so jux mi n wee pin go makan lorrr..
around 11am.. went one utama wif muh lou po zai.. we're goin 2 celebrate boy's bufdae.. i mean.. belated wan la.. n den we bought something ferrr benon.. a necklace.. i noe he'll lyk it.. *wink* walk around one utama.. met kelvin & wae lern when we're eatin sushi king.. hmmm.. he's wearing black t-shirt.. which i lyk guys wearing black.. nethin.. ix none of muh business nemore.. after sushi king.. mi & yun walk around.. bought magz.. den almost time ferrr movie.. b4 moviee.. we went bowling alley.. saw GSC.. woww... nex time got 2 choices ferrr ux.. hahahaa.. n de bowling alley's crowded.. nice place.. shuld hang out nex time.. hmmm.. saw lern & kel playin pool over there.. i dun noe he noe how 2 play.. newae.. i noe nuthin.. hmmm.. we left.. n went 2 the cinema.. we bought my favourite twisties bbq flavour.. n large coke 2 share.. few movie ix comin up soon.. lyk " war of the world .. batman .. pontianak menjerit.. mr & mrs smith.." but the movie i wanna watch the most ix.. '' INITIAL D'' ... kekekeee.. sure going deee.. n '' WAR OF THE WORLD''.. i noe dix movie wil b reallie touchin n exciting.. plux ix Tom Cruise starring.. woww.. leng zai le.. ahhahaa.. besides.. i saw some preview.. ix horror movie lyk ' Premonition .. Ghost Train.. Dark Water.. n so on ' .. blek.. feel lyk watchin.. but i noe.. lou po zai won't teman mi watch.. haihzz.. too bad lorrr.. oh.. our movie ferrr 2dae ix.. 'KUNGFU MAHJONG'.. haha.. dix movie.. comedy.. damn farnieee.. nice 2 watch.. we laught our ass off.. ahhahaaaa.... den.. we went popular.. n i go home first.. got appointment..
thnx so much 2 lou po zai's lou gong.. he bought mi de cute duck duck as muh belated burfdae present.. kekekeee.. de duck duck so so so damn fcukin cute le.. aikzkzzz.. ekekek.. muaskzz.. luv it.. nite.. went out wif him again.. guess 2dae wil b de last dae i mention bt him in muh blog.. since.. he dun lyk it.. feel dhat i'm announcin 2 de whole world.. muh blog.. jux lyk muh life.. no matter wut.. dhat i dun dare.. 2 express.. i wrote here.. i dun wanna keep muh feelings lyk wut i did in de past.. which i noe.. muh lou po zai dun lyk n scare of it.. n she'll worry bt it.. but.. now.. only i noe.. de bez way 2 settle problem ix.. keepin evrythin 2 muhself.. nobodeee noes.. nobodeee wil get hurts.. plan 2 giv him a second chance.. so.. we went out ferr a walk.. jux a while.. chattin bt rubbish.. b4 he left.. ya.. give mi de LAST hug.. he's right.. ix last.. ix end.. suddenly felt dhat.. i'm the most stupid gurl in de world.. 'memalukan' diri ferr wut.. shuld haf noe.. i hurt him so so so deeep.. ix normal ferr sumbodeee 2 give up.. jux lyk wut yf did 2 mi.. ix alrite.. i noe muhself.. i can stand up again.. i can handle it n face it.. i blif muhself.. feelin agony iz alrite.. all dis feelin will gone.. soon.. i guessss...
wif <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
spm : 158daes left
earlieee in de morning.. thnx 2 wee pin.. picked mi up around 8am ferrr breakfast.. we went ss2 ferrr 'bah kut teh'.. since i wish 2 eat so much.. kekekeke.. but i ate a bit only.. others.. he 'sapu'.. hahahaa.. nice 2 bully.. stupid hehn. dun wanna come ferr breakfast.. long cheak stil sleepin.. nobodeee answer when we call him.. haihz.. so jux mi n wee pin go makan lorrr..
around 11am.. went one utama wif muh lou po zai.. we're goin 2 celebrate boy's bufdae.. i mean.. belated wan la.. n den we bought something ferrr benon.. a necklace.. i noe he'll lyk it.. *wink* walk around one utama.. met kelvin & wae lern when we're eatin sushi king.. hmmm.. he's wearing black t-shirt.. which i lyk guys wearing black.. nethin.. ix none of muh business nemore.. after sushi king.. mi & yun walk around.. bought magz.. den almost time ferrr movie.. b4 moviee.. we went bowling alley.. saw GSC.. woww... nex time got 2 choices ferrr ux.. hahahaa.. n de bowling alley's crowded.. nice place.. shuld hang out nex time.. hmmm.. saw lern & kel playin pool over there.. i dun noe he noe how 2 play.. newae.. i noe nuthin.. hmmm.. we left.. n went 2 the cinema.. we bought my favourite twisties bbq flavour.. n large coke 2 share.. few movie ix comin up soon.. lyk " war of the world .. batman .. pontianak menjerit.. mr & mrs smith.." but the movie i wanna watch the most ix.. '' INITIAL D'' ... kekekeee.. sure going deee.. n '' WAR OF THE WORLD''.. i noe dix movie wil b reallie touchin n exciting.. plux ix Tom Cruise starring.. woww.. leng zai le.. ahhahaa.. besides.. i saw some preview.. ix horror movie lyk ' Premonition .. Ghost Train.. Dark Water.. n so on ' .. blek.. feel lyk watchin.. but i noe.. lou po zai won't teman mi watch.. haihzz.. too bad lorrr.. oh.. our movie ferrr 2dae ix.. 'KUNGFU MAHJONG'.. haha.. dix movie.. comedy.. damn farnieee.. nice 2 watch.. we laught our ass off.. ahhahaaaa.... den.. we went popular.. n i go home first.. got appointment..
thnx so much 2 lou po zai's lou gong.. he bought mi de cute duck duck as muh belated burfdae present.. kekekeee.. de duck duck so so so damn fcukin cute le.. aikzkzzz.. ekekek.. muaskzz.. luv it.. nite.. went out wif him again.. guess 2dae wil b de last dae i mention bt him in muh blog.. since.. he dun lyk it.. feel dhat i'm announcin 2 de whole world.. muh blog.. jux lyk muh life.. no matter wut.. dhat i dun dare.. 2 express.. i wrote here.. i dun wanna keep muh feelings lyk wut i did in de past.. which i noe.. muh lou po zai dun lyk n scare of it.. n she'll worry bt it.. but.. now.. only i noe.. de bez way 2 settle problem ix.. keepin evrythin 2 muhself.. nobodeee noes.. nobodeee wil get hurts.. plan 2 giv him a second chance.. so.. we went out ferr a walk.. jux a while.. chattin bt rubbish.. b4 he left.. ya.. give mi de LAST hug.. he's right.. ix last.. ix end.. suddenly felt dhat.. i'm the most stupid gurl in de world.. 'memalukan' diri ferr wut.. shuld haf noe.. i hurt him so so so deeep.. ix normal ferr sumbodeee 2 give up.. jux lyk wut yf did 2 mi.. ix alrite.. i noe muhself.. i can stand up again.. i can handle it n face it.. i blif muhself.. feelin agony iz alrite.. all dis feelin will gone.. soon.. i guessss...
wif <3,
weiwei
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Monday
158daes left
2dae's mood : sienz
spm : 158 daes left
earliee in de morning.. he asked mi go out ferrr a while.. passin mi sumthin.. ya.. a bracelet frm perilin silver.. thnx so much.. iz a knot bracelet.. nice.. simple.. dunno how i feel when i received.. newae.. jux take it.. n chiaozz..
noon.. went imbi palace had lunch wif famileee.. n uncle richard's familieee.. his baby iz jux so cute.. kekeke.. <3 de baby boy so much.. ix muh lil cousin le.. aahahahaha.. beside.. he can sing.. cux he sang.. 'IO.. IO IIO..' hahahaha.. so cuteeee !!! jux a bit la.. he's only 3 & 1/2 months baby boy le... kenot expect too much wann...
nothin special happen 2day.. beside.. i went out at nite.. wif him.. walk ferr a while..
wif <3,
weiwei
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spm : 158 daes left
earliee in de morning.. he asked mi go out ferrr a while.. passin mi sumthin.. ya.. a bracelet frm perilin silver.. thnx so much.. iz a knot bracelet.. nice.. simple.. dunno how i feel when i received.. newae.. jux take it.. n chiaozz..
noon.. went imbi palace had lunch wif famileee.. n uncle richard's familieee.. his baby iz jux so cute.. kekeke.. <3 de baby boy so much.. ix muh lil cousin le.. aahahahaha.. beside.. he can sing.. cux he sang.. 'IO.. IO IIO..' hahahaha.. so cuteeee !!! jux a bit la.. he's only 3 & 1/2 months baby boy le... kenot expect too much wann...
nothin special happen 2day.. beside.. i went out at nite.. wif him.. walk ferr a while..
wif <3,
weiwei
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*muaskz*
Sunday
159daes left
2dae's mood : normal
spm : 159daes left
event : alvin's sweet sixteen
finallieee.. i'm safe.. frm de nightmare.. yeh.. couldn't sleep well.. dunno y.. hmmm.. reallie scare of sleepin deeee.. hmmm.. dun wanna haf doze nightmare nemore.. tmr is our 1st month anniversary.. but.. i ended our relationship ystdae morning.. urmzz.. guess he's alrite.. frm wut i heard.. he's fine..
happpieee burfdaeee 2 alvin oh.. his sweet sixteen.. but.. he fought wif his famileeee.. haihzz.. lil case but turn out quarrel wif famileee.. guess his brother dun realliee lyk him 2 mix wif mi & lou po zai.. diz iz wut i guess la.. frm de waeee he msg mi.. i noe.. dere muz b sumthin wrong.. but dunno y lorrr.. his mom iz not givin him $$ nemore.. poor baby. burfdae but facin all diz..
chat wif joanne.. diz chiq realli fwenlieee & nice.. good good gurl.. but.. she made a mistake.. dhat's .. waitin ferrr sumbodee dhat <3 iz not wif her nemore.. ferr mi.. once my relationship got 3rd party involvin.. dhat means.. dere's no more trust & sincere btw de couple.. no matter how hard they tried 2 over come n get bac 2gather.. iz juz onli will last ferr a short period.,.cuz.. i strongly blif.. got d 1st time.. 2nd time iz comin in d future.. who wanna take d risk 2 get hurtx again? i dunno wut 2 advice joanne ferr not waitin him.. but.. god bless she'll understand n wake up frm de dream.. cuz.. she deserve a betta one.. come on la.. she's pretty.. hot.. fwenliee.. cute.. nice.. smart.. girlish.. caring..newae.. haf 2 thnx 2 loong.. ferr givin mi de chance 2 noe nice nice pretty gurlx.. *joanne & chloe* dey are reallie good fwenx.. ekekkekeee.. muaskzz.. <3 dem..
niteee.. cant sleep.. lern.. ya.. i hurt him too much deee.. til.. he think dhat i'm a jerk.. hmmm.. he thinks dhat i'm playin a fool.. treat him lyk a piece of shit.. diz iz wut hurtx mi too.. i nvr haf a single intension 2 play around.. i need sumbodee 2 <3 & care too.. but.. haihz.. nethin la.. no point explaining too much.. i noe wut m i doin.. n i blif muh fwenx wil alwiz stand at muh side.. supportin mi.. jux lyk kel & Lc.. thnx dem so much.. ferr being dere ferr mi when i'm down.. :-)
wif <3,
weiwei
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*muaskz*
spm : 159daes left
event : alvin's sweet sixteen
finallieee.. i'm safe.. frm de nightmare.. yeh.. couldn't sleep well.. dunno y.. hmmm.. reallie scare of sleepin deeee.. hmmm.. dun wanna haf doze nightmare nemore.. tmr is our 1st month anniversary.. but.. i ended our relationship ystdae morning.. urmzz.. guess he's alrite.. frm wut i heard.. he's fine..
happpieee burfdaeee 2 alvin oh.. his sweet sixteen.. but.. he fought wif his famileeee.. haihzz.. lil case but turn out quarrel wif famileee.. guess his brother dun realliee lyk him 2 mix wif mi & lou po zai.. diz iz wut i guess la.. frm de waeee he msg mi.. i noe.. dere muz b sumthin wrong.. but dunno y lorrr.. his mom iz not givin him $$ nemore.. poor baby. burfdae but facin all diz..
chat wif joanne.. diz chiq realli fwenlieee & nice.. good good gurl.. but.. she made a mistake.. dhat's .. waitin ferrr sumbodee dhat <3 iz not wif her nemore.. ferr mi.. once my relationship got 3rd party involvin.. dhat means.. dere's no more trust & sincere btw de couple.. no matter how hard they tried 2 over come n get bac 2gather.. iz juz onli will last ferr a short period.,.cuz.. i strongly blif.. got d 1st time.. 2nd time iz comin in d future.. who wanna take d risk 2 get hurtx again? i dunno wut 2 advice joanne ferr not waitin him.. but.. god bless she'll understand n wake up frm de dream.. cuz.. she deserve a betta one.. come on la.. she's pretty.. hot.. fwenliee.. cute.. nice.. smart.. girlish.. caring..newae.. haf 2 thnx 2 loong.. ferr givin mi de chance 2 noe nice nice pretty gurlx.. *joanne & chloe* dey are reallie good fwenx.. ekekkekeee.. muaskzz.. <3 dem..
niteee.. cant sleep.. lern.. ya.. i hurt him too much deee.. til.. he think dhat i'm a jerk.. hmmm.. he thinks dhat i'm playin a fool.. treat him lyk a piece of shit.. diz iz wut hurtx mi too.. i nvr haf a single intension 2 play around.. i need sumbodee 2 <3 & care too.. but.. haihz.. nethin la.. no point explaining too much.. i noe wut m i doin.. n i blif muh fwenx wil alwiz stand at muh side.. supportin mi.. jux lyk kel & Lc.. thnx dem so much.. ferr being dere ferr mi when i'm down.. :-)
wif <3,
weiwei
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*muaskz*
Saturday
160daes left
2dae's mood : sux
spm : 160daes left
2dae.. suppose 2 b de suckiest dae ever.. i ended muh relationship wif lern.. earlieee in de morning.. i'm not sure if i'll regret.. or diz iz de wrong decission.. or maebeee i shuld sae.. i dun wanna think bt it.. since iz ovr.. juz let it be.. he's not muh 1st.. n obviouslieee wouldn't b de last relationship.. since i'm onieeee 17.. but.. stil.. i noe.. i hurtx him.. thou pplx sayin iz okieee.. iz not muh fault.. but yet.. i noe.. oni i noe.. i'm hurtin sumbodeee dhat's seriouslieee givin plenty of <3.. pplx askin.. y dun i juz act blurr n continue.. but.. i realliee.. n i cant allow muhself 2 bluff such a great man.. yeh.. lern's a nice guy.. he's givin his bez.. caring.. loving.. respecting mi.. he tried so hard.. but.. i'm selfish.. i hurt diz man.. i ended it so soon.. cuz.. i realliee dun wan him 2 hate mi.. if i continue diz relationship wif him.. w/o sincerity & <3.. i noe.. iz unfair.. n.. if he find out sum other dae.. he'll hate mi til de max.. n diz iz wut i dun wan it 2 happen in real..he deserve a betta one.. but i'm sure.. dhat's not mi.. i reallie lyk him.. n i tot dhat iz <3.. but after de hugz he gave.. i realized.. i lyk him.. but not <3.. dere's no enthusiasm btw ux when he hugged mi.. hugz he gave iz not lyk wut watanabe kaito had did it 2 mi on dhat x'mas eve.. feeelin sumthin different.. diz hugz.. remind mi.. n tellin mi.. yeh.. i'm wrong.. ferrr thinkin lyk = <3.. diz iz so cruel.. 2 mi.. n more 2 lern..
so.. dhat's how.. after 28daes.. i'm back.. back 2 single.. iz diz suppose 2 b a good news ? ferrr guyx out dere who are interested 2 get hurt by mi... maebieee iz a gud news.. but not lern.. not muh lou po zai.. hmmm.. she's right.. she said she doesn't want mi 2 b single.. n de reason iz.. when i'm single.. i'm tough.. handle all stuff by muhself.. she wants sumbodeee 2 protect.. 2 sayang.. n 2 help mi.. take ovr de 'tough' job.. blekkk.. but too bad.. seeems iz not time ferrr mi 2 relax n b lil baby ferrr ppl 2 pamper.. 2 care.. 2 sayang.. so.. i haf 2 .. b strong n tough again.. 2 handle cases.. by muhself.. nobodeee iz depending on who.. we're dependin on ourselves.. iz important.. xp i'm confident dhat.. i can do it.. i can live betta den ne1.. even.. w/o a man.. well... NOW la.. kekekee.. not dhat i won't fight ferrr who i <3..
wif <3
weiwei
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spm : 160daes left
2dae.. suppose 2 b de suckiest dae ever.. i ended muh relationship wif lern.. earlieee in de morning.. i'm not sure if i'll regret.. or diz iz de wrong decission.. or maebeee i shuld sae.. i dun wanna think bt it.. since iz ovr.. juz let it be.. he's not muh 1st.. n obviouslieee wouldn't b de last relationship.. since i'm onieeee 17.. but.. stil.. i noe.. i hurtx him.. thou pplx sayin iz okieee.. iz not muh fault.. but yet.. i noe.. oni i noe.. i'm hurtin sumbodeee dhat's seriouslieee givin plenty of <3.. pplx askin.. y dun i juz act blurr n continue.. but.. i realliee.. n i cant allow muhself 2 bluff such a great man.. yeh.. lern's a nice guy.. he's givin his bez.. caring.. loving.. respecting mi.. he tried so hard.. but.. i'm selfish.. i hurt diz man.. i ended it so soon.. cuz.. i realliee dun wan him 2 hate mi.. if i continue diz relationship wif him.. w/o sincerity & <3.. i noe.. iz unfair.. n.. if he find out sum other dae.. he'll hate mi til de max.. n diz iz wut i dun wan it 2 happen in real..he deserve a betta one.. but i'm sure.. dhat's not mi.. i reallie lyk him.. n i tot dhat iz <3.. but after de hugz he gave.. i realized.. i lyk him.. but not <3.. dere's no enthusiasm btw ux when he hugged mi.. hugz he gave iz not lyk wut watanabe kaito had did it 2 mi on dhat x'mas eve.. feeelin sumthin different.. diz hugz.. remind mi.. n tellin mi.. yeh.. i'm wrong.. ferrr thinkin lyk = <3.. diz iz so cruel.. 2 mi.. n more 2 lern..
so.. dhat's how.. after 28daes.. i'm back.. back 2 single.. iz diz suppose 2 b a good news ? ferrr guyx out dere who are interested 2 get hurt by mi... maebieee iz a gud news.. but not lern.. not muh lou po zai.. hmmm.. she's right.. she said she doesn't want mi 2 b single.. n de reason iz.. when i'm single.. i'm tough.. handle all stuff by muhself.. she wants sumbodeee 2 protect.. 2 sayang.. n 2 help mi.. take ovr de 'tough' job.. blekkk.. but too bad.. seeems iz not time ferrr mi 2 relax n b lil baby ferrr ppl 2 pamper.. 2 care.. 2 sayang.. so.. i haf 2 .. b strong n tough again.. 2 handle cases.. by muhself.. nobodeee iz depending on who.. we're dependin on ourselves.. iz important.. xp i'm confident dhat.. i can do it.. i can live betta den ne1.. even.. w/o a man.. well... NOW la.. kekekee.. not dhat i won't fight ferrr who i <3..
wif <3
weiwei
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Friday
161daes left
2dae's mood : happieee
spm : 161daes left
earlieee in de morning.. follow mum 2 her office.. new officeboy.. but not handsome.. not cute.. not lyk nakata.. blekkk.. after dhat.. went bank wif mum.. bought sumthin ferrr art.. hmmm.. spend more den $60 ferrr dhat.. sigh.. nowadays.. reallieee kinda.. poor..
afternoon.. picked up sis.. den we went one utama wif mum.. hmmm.. we plan 2 buy dad sumthin.. ferr father's daeee.. n his burfdaeee.. hmmm.. bought daddy photo album.. n muhself a photo frame.. den.. bought burfdaee card ferr andy.. n i bought a ring.. which got de initial 'S' on it.. after dhat.. we went parkson.. sista bought daddy sumthin.. which i dunno wut iz dhat.. but i bought muhself a nike tee.. ekkekeeee.. den we went de dreamland.. take photo.. mi & muh sista.. since muh mum dun wanna take.. haihzz.. wasted.. blekkkk.. den.. we went home..
nite.. go out ferrr a walk wif lern.. guess sumthin iz goin 2 happen.. appreciate diz nite.. alot.. no matter how.. he's realliee a nice man.. too nice ferrr mi.. not dhat i dun lyk him.. but.. when he hugged.. dere's no enthusiasm btw ux.. which i realliee dunno y.. maeebeee.. end diz.. wil b de bez waeee.. ferr both of ux.. so he wont fall deeper n deeper in diz relationship.. i dunno if i might regret.. but.. now.. de bez ferr him.. iz tell him de truth..
wif <3,
weiwei
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*muaskz*
spm : 161daes left
earlieee in de morning.. follow mum 2 her office.. new officeboy.. but not handsome.. not cute.. not lyk nakata.. blekkk.. after dhat.. went bank wif mum.. bought sumthin ferrr art.. hmmm.. spend more den $60 ferrr dhat.. sigh.. nowadays.. reallieee kinda.. poor..
afternoon.. picked up sis.. den we went one utama wif mum.. hmmm.. we plan 2 buy dad sumthin.. ferr father's daeee.. n his burfdaeee.. hmmm.. bought daddy photo album.. n muhself a photo frame.. den.. bought burfdaee card ferr andy.. n i bought a ring.. which got de initial 'S' on it.. after dhat.. we went parkson.. sista bought daddy sumthin.. which i dunno wut iz dhat.. but i bought muhself a nike tee.. ekkekeeee.. den we went de dreamland.. take photo.. mi & muh sista.. since muh mum dun wanna take.. haihzz.. wasted.. blekkkk.. den.. we went home..
nite.. go out ferrr a walk wif lern.. guess sumthin iz goin 2 happen.. appreciate diz nite.. alot.. no matter how.. he's realliee a nice man.. too nice ferrr mi.. not dhat i dun lyk him.. but.. when he hugged.. dere's no enthusiasm btw ux.. which i realliee dunno y.. maeebeee.. end diz.. wil b de bez waeee.. ferr both of ux.. so he wont fall deeper n deeper in diz relationship.. i dunno if i might regret.. but.. now.. de bez ferr him.. iz tell him de truth..
wif <3,
weiwei
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*muaskz*
Thursday
162daes left
2dae's mood : happieee
spm : 162daes left
woke up earlieee in de morning.. finish up de novel i bought last sundaee.. kekekee.. nice story.. at least. i luv it. blekkk.. nuthin betta 2 do.. change de layout of muh blog.. now.. diz layout.. i called simple luv.. y ? cuz iz so simple.. but nice & sweet.. added song list beside.. n cursor changed 2 stars.. i bet muh lou po zai wil luv it.. hahaha.. cuz iz nice.. simple.. sweet.. n cute.. reallieee.. show it 2 ash, qian,cheong, jane.. dey said so.. iz simple, nice & cute.. kekekeee.. thanx ferrr their compliment newaeeee..
aikzz.. sad case... ash leavin soon.. 30th June.. wut?!!! so fast ~~ bet evry1 gonna miz dix super hot chiq.. x-peciallieee brian.. her boifwen.. haihzz.. iz kinda sad hearing a pretty sweet couple haf 2 leave each other.. i noe.. ash doesn't wanna leave ux.. well.. i mean.. ux.. evry1 in sri kdu.. n of cuz.. her fwenz.. n.. her <3..>
juz come bac frm a walk.. wif lern.. blekkkk.. kekekee.. he's reallieee nice 2 mi.. juz lyk wut kel said.. he over 'memanjakan' mi.. kekekeee.. gud wert.. sayang mi iz a reallieee gud thing.. <3>
wif <3,
weiwei
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spm : 162daes left
woke up earlieee in de morning.. finish up de novel i bought last sundaee.. kekekee.. nice story.. at least. i luv it. blekkk.. nuthin betta 2 do.. change de layout of muh blog.. now.. diz layout.. i called simple luv.. y ? cuz iz so simple.. but nice & sweet.. added song list beside.. n cursor changed 2 stars.. i bet muh lou po zai wil luv it.. hahaha.. cuz iz nice.. simple.. sweet.. n cute.. reallieee.. show it 2 ash, qian,cheong, jane.. dey said so.. iz simple, nice & cute.. kekekeee.. thanx ferrr their compliment newaeeee..
aikzz.. sad case... ash leavin soon.. 30th June.. wut?!!! so fast ~~ bet evry1 gonna miz dix super hot chiq.. x-peciallieee brian.. her boifwen.. haihzz.. iz kinda sad hearing a pretty sweet couple haf 2 leave each other.. i noe.. ash doesn't wanna leave ux.. well.. i mean.. ux.. evry1 in sri kdu.. n of cuz.. her fwenz.. n.. her <3..>
juz come bac frm a walk.. wif lern.. blekkkk.. kekekee.. he's reallieee nice 2 mi.. juz lyk wut kel said.. he over 'memanjakan' mi.. kekekeee.. gud wert.. sayang mi iz a reallieee gud thing.. <3>
wif <3,
weiwei
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