Today's Mood : Sad
not happy.. Because today's newspaper stated all new year eve countdown canceled..That means i can't go KL.. Can't meet him..haihzz.. Too bad.. All because of prayers for tsunami victims.. but another hand.. i felt sad for tsunami victims..there're lot of them no home.. Lost their beloved.. Just because of 'dark 1226' they lost their home,lost their family..Poor baby..*sad sad*.. iz not right for us to celebrate the new year when there're lot of people in the mood of disappointment and lost..so..Guess have to go awana..Too bad.. Cannot see him..but i know we still got lot of chance? but.. Hey.. School reopen on Monday !!!
he's sick..haihz..'sam tong' la..but still he msg me and let me noe something.. Felt warm.. urmzz..
miss charlynne,Sophie,ujun,kaiyoung,nick,min ern, isa they all so much.. i miss kdu buddies !!!!!heheeee.. Never mind.. MONDAY !! We'll meet again.. hahahaaa...and girls ! We're wearing Baju kurung on that day.. Kay !!! yohoooo~
my birthday is coming !!!!
20days before my birthday ..
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
Friday
Thursday
Countdown
Today's mood : as usual
20 days to go.. hehee.. i mean my birthday.. well.. 17 birthday.. Means.. i'm 16 going to be 17.. Wow.. Excited? well.. maybe..cos i can go for driving test !! yohooo.. but.. It means.. i'm getting older and older too.. aikzz.. Too bad to hear that.. hehee.. Anyway.. still in the teenage section.. so guess everything will be and must be fine.. Yea.. Coming this year.. i mean.. Year 2005.. well.. Hard year for me.. i mean.. Have to struggle for the most important exam..Yea.. SPM.. For Malaysian.. SPM sort of important.. so.. Guess it's time for me to settle down and stop fooling around.. Settle down.. Yea.. i'm kinda 'playful' this year.. hahaaa..
so.. Actually i'm prepared.. well.. not fully but.. Yea.. My schedule are done.. heheeee.. Wish i won't mess up.. Everything will be fine..
well.. He's sweet..heehehe.. Nowadays beside doing some stupid stuff.. as in settle and giving answers to those.. well.. 'friends'.. we almost SMS all the time.. Unless i'm bz.. or he's.. so.. we do chat something like.. Bout new year eve countdown at kl.. he said he'll try to ask if they would let him and i go around during new year eve.. so..We'll see on that day.. Beside.. they're my friends too.. so.. Actually there's no problem for me hanging with them.. Just.. i'm the only girl.. Wanted to ask yun.. but.. Guess she can't make it.. Plus after countdown i am going awana.. My apartment.. so.. i didn't ask.. haihzz.. Miss her much.. and him too :p
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
20 days to go.. hehee.. i mean my birthday.. well.. 17 birthday.. Means.. i'm 16 going to be 17.. Wow.. Excited? well.. maybe..cos i can go for driving test !! yohooo.. but.. It means.. i'm getting older and older too.. aikzz.. Too bad to hear that.. hehee.. Anyway.. still in the teenage section.. so guess everything will be and must be fine.. Yea.. Coming this year.. i mean.. Year 2005.. well.. Hard year for me.. i mean.. Have to struggle for the most important exam..Yea.. SPM.. For Malaysian.. SPM sort of important.. so.. Guess it's time for me to settle down and stop fooling around.. Settle down.. Yea.. i'm kinda 'playful' this year.. hahaaa..
so.. Actually i'm prepared.. well.. not fully but.. Yea.. My schedule are done.. heheeee.. Wish i won't mess up.. Everything will be fine..
well.. He's sweet..heehehe.. Nowadays beside doing some stupid stuff.. as in settle and giving answers to those.. well.. 'friends'.. we almost SMS all the time.. Unless i'm bz.. or he's.. so.. we do chat something like.. Bout new year eve countdown at kl.. he said he'll try to ask if they would let him and i go around during new year eve.. so..We'll see on that day.. Beside.. they're my friends too.. so.. Actually there's no problem for me hanging with them.. Just.. i'm the only girl.. Wanted to ask yun.. but.. Guess she can't make it.. Plus after countdown i am going awana.. My apartment.. so.. i didn't ask.. haihzz.. Miss her much.. and him too :p
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
Wednesday
Different
Today's Mood : Happy + Sweet
urmzz.. guess i hurt him lot..might can't be friend anymore.. didn't blame him..cos seriously is my fault for not stop him like me from the beginning..just wish someday he'll understand.. and we can still be friend.. if he doesn't mind.. but i know.. guy sure mind.. haihzz...
urmzz.. whole day msg with watanabe kaito..hehee..he very funny.. and kinda sweet deee.. much different compare to last time.. yea..happy and felt sweet..
haihz.. my darling *yun* in love? well.. dunno.. should say like..that fella..haihz..don't know what to say.. and i know i can do nothing lorr.. good luck girl..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
urmzz.. guess i hurt him lot..might can't be friend anymore.. didn't blame him..cos seriously is my fault for not stop him like me from the beginning..just wish someday he'll understand.. and we can still be friend.. if he doesn't mind.. but i know.. guy sure mind.. haihzz...
urmzz.. whole day msg with watanabe kaito..hehee..he very funny.. and kinda sweet deee.. much different compare to last time.. yea..happy and felt sweet..
haihz.. my darling *yun* in love? well.. dunno.. should say like..that fella..haihz..don't know what to say.. and i know i can do nothing lorr.. good luck girl..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Tuesday
Dream Of It
Today's mood : Happy
happy that he kept his promise..but he's too tired..so sleep early..hehee..Pig..
talked to yun..My birthday's coming soon.. 22days to go..Excited.. we chat bout people's birthday.. Got one is her boyfriend went her house with present & flower.. His friend behind let go firecracker.. While there's firework.. he said i love you to her.. ohhh.. so romantic.. hehee.. *envy*... Nowadays seldom guy will put so much afford to plan something for their girl.. i salute the guy.. and envy her.. hahaaa.. dunno yun will do that to me anot.. but.. She's my sister la.. not bf.. Hehehe.. i'm still single.. so.. Just can dream of it..
happy that he kept his promise..but he's too tired..so sleep early..hehee..Pig..
talked to yun..My birthday's coming soon.. 22days to go..Excited.. we chat bout people's birthday.. Got one is her boyfriend went her house with present & flower.. His friend behind let go firecracker.. While there's firework.. he said i love you to her.. ohhh.. so romantic.. hehee.. *envy*... Nowadays seldom guy will put so much afford to plan something for their girl.. i salute the guy.. and envy her.. hahaaa.. dunno yun will do that to me anot.. but.. She's my sister la.. not bf.. Hehehe.. i'm still single.. so.. Just can dream of it..
another story.. is bout my friend.. natalie.. happen few days ago.. christmas eve.. she's chatting with the guy.. but half way..he's busy..so they stopped.. while the clock told her iz CHRISTMAS time.. he called.. say merry christmas to her.. and sang her a song.. *so sweet*.. after that.. he told her he's right outside her house.. so she went out..saw him holding bunch of flowers.. and a christmas present for her.. oOOo..i'm so *envy* .. hahaa.. but guess she'll be damn happy.. lucky too.. heheheee..good luck to her..
there're three fella keep annoying me..Even i told them i like somebody as a lover not friend.. but they said.. if i'm still single.. They still got chance.. What the hell.. haihzz.. i got nothing to say dee lor like that.. i cannot go force people wan.. i want everything go smoothly..and naturally..
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*miss you so much*
*huggies*
Monday
Everything Settle
Today's Mood : Relief
finally, i settled everything.. i mean.. i told Foong how i feel and what's my answer.. i'm so sorry i take so long to confirm and make a decision.. Sorry.. i feel bad for him.. he treat me really good.. but what have i done ? Hurting him.. Just like what my friends said.. i can do nothing beside telling the truth.. in this situation.. i mean.. Love.. There must be somebody hurt.. Somebody happy.. Too bad he's the unlucky wan.. at first i tot i will accept him.. cos he seriously treat me damn good.. Treat me like a princess.. but everytime when words come to my mouth.. My heart and my mind stopped me.. How can i accept him while my heart is with somebody.. *sigh* .. no matter how.. i really thank him for doing so much for me.. i know he might be mad or angry.. Or even hate me right this moment.. but.. i think i must let him know the truth.. Even it's really hurt.. Just like wat they said.. Give him sometime to calm down..
they way Watanabe kaito treat me is much different than last time.. is this good ? Yea.. Of cos.. i felt so warm and sweet.. urmzz.. Even our relation now still blur blur and.. We're still friends.. but.. i know.. i'm happy with it.. i can feel his caring.. After that night.. i learn how to believe him.. Trust him.. so.. Now.. i dunno who am i to him.. Just.. Let it be what it should be.. *smile*
luv,
weiwei
*muaksz*
*huggies*
finally, i settled everything.. i mean.. i told Foong how i feel and what's my answer.. i'm so sorry i take so long to confirm and make a decision.. Sorry.. i feel bad for him.. he treat me really good.. but what have i done ? Hurting him.. Just like what my friends said.. i can do nothing beside telling the truth.. in this situation.. i mean.. Love.. There must be somebody hurt.. Somebody happy.. Too bad he's the unlucky wan.. at first i tot i will accept him.. cos he seriously treat me damn good.. Treat me like a princess.. but everytime when words come to my mouth.. My heart and my mind stopped me.. How can i accept him while my heart is with somebody.. *sigh* .. no matter how.. i really thank him for doing so much for me.. i know he might be mad or angry.. Or even hate me right this moment.. but.. i think i must let him know the truth.. Even it's really hurt.. Just like wat they said.. Give him sometime to calm down..
they way Watanabe kaito treat me is much different than last time.. is this good ? Yea.. Of cos.. i felt so warm and sweet.. urmzz.. Even our relation now still blur blur and.. We're still friends.. but.. i know.. i'm happy with it.. i can feel his caring.. After that night.. i learn how to believe him.. Trust him.. so.. Now.. i dunno who am i to him.. Just.. Let it be what it should be.. *smile*
luv,
weiwei
*muaksz*
*huggies*
Sunday
Christmas !!!
Today's mood : Happy
Merry Christmas !! Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell.. Jingle all the way... hohoho...
early in the morning.. Around 2am.. After countdown at Bintang Walk.. we straightaway went The Curve's Redbox.. we ordered beers..Coke..Food..Whisky..and hot water.. and we book VIP room.. so there's PS2 inside..so others can play while ppl are singing.. COOL !!! The whole night.. shein seems to be so down and sad.. well.. so am I.. Tonight.. i found out.. i seriously damn like Watanabe Kaito.. Like till i can't accept others.. i tried my best to put myself in the mood of liking on Foong.. i admit.. i like the way he treat me.. i like the way he cares.. but that kind of like.. is different compare to how i like Watanabe kaito.. i like Watanabe kaito because of.. * no reason *.. i just simply like him.. Not because the way he treat me.. Not because how he look like.. Not because how intelligent he is.. i like him because he's Watanabe kaito.. After x'mas eve.. i'm pretty sure bout it.. and decided to settle everything by 26 of Dec.. Why 26 ? Because 25th Dec is Christmas.. i love Christmas.. i dun wan any sad things happen on this day... Back to the story.. While me & Shein singing.. we knew what are we singing.. i mean.. to whom the lyrics going to..hehee.. he knows me well.. and i know what happen to him.. Yea.. i drunk this night.. The first time i seriously drunk.. but yet i know what's going on around.. and i cried.. Because.. Of few songs.. and it remind me of Watanabe kaito.. Suddenly i remember he said he dun like me anymore.. and no feelings on me anymore.. That's y i cry.. When i try to calm down myself in the toilet.. shein & Watanabe kaito & Andy the taxi driver came in.. They know everything.. shein and Andy make us settle our case right on spot.. They make us tell how we feel bout each others.. Thanks god.. Because of this.. i know.. he likes me a lot..he felt sorry for making me sad.. i told him.. i tot i can forget or let go after few months ... but.. It seems like i'm lying.. i'm tryin very hard.. but things just gone in different ways..so it ends up.. i still really into him.. we hugged tightly in the toilet.. Telling our feelings.. he accompany me.. and tell me this is the first time he ever tell a girl he likes her so straight forward and first time hugging a girl like that.. so sweet.. i tell him how i feel.. i tell him what my fear is.. His arm damn nice to rest.. There's the place i dream to be..When i'm down and tired.. After the toilet talk.. Both of us seems be closer.. well.. i guess we're not couple yet.. Since he dint asked.. but he hugged me and hold me all the time.. Yea.. Of cos.. cos i'm drunk.. i can't even walk properly.. After ktv.. we went home.. i forgot to bring my key.. so.. we sit down at the basketball court.. Chatting.. he sat behind me.. Hug me from the back.. Face seems attached to mine.. i can feel his body temperature.. even others said we look like couple.. well.. in fact we're not.. but still i'm so happy.. i seriously damn happy...
afternoon.. we went Sunway Pyramid take photo.. he wrote something on the photo.. When i asked bout it.. he said..Slowly I'll know.. urmzz.. kinda sweet and secretive..heheee... He's tired... i noe.. so he went home while i'm watching movie with ccy, wey kok, weil xuan, yun and her pet brother..
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*~~~ Watanabe kaito , Amy, yun etc...
*huggies*~~~ Watanabe kaito , Amy, yun etc...
Merry Christmas !! Jingle Bell.. Jingle Bell.. Jingle all the way... hohoho...
early in the morning.. Around 2am.. After countdown at Bintang Walk.. we straightaway went The Curve's Redbox.. we ordered beers..Coke..Food..Whisky..and hot water.. and we book VIP room.. so there's PS2 inside..so others can play while ppl are singing.. COOL !!! The whole night.. shein seems to be so down and sad.. well.. so am I.. Tonight.. i found out.. i seriously damn like Watanabe Kaito.. Like till i can't accept others.. i tried my best to put myself in the mood of liking on Foong.. i admit.. i like the way he treat me.. i like the way he cares.. but that kind of like.. is different compare to how i like Watanabe kaito.. i like Watanabe kaito because of.. * no reason *.. i just simply like him.. Not because the way he treat me.. Not because how he look like.. Not because how intelligent he is.. i like him because he's Watanabe kaito.. After x'mas eve.. i'm pretty sure bout it.. and decided to settle everything by 26 of Dec.. Why 26 ? Because 25th Dec is Christmas.. i love Christmas.. i dun wan any sad things happen on this day... Back to the story.. While me & Shein singing.. we knew what are we singing.. i mean.. to whom the lyrics going to..hehee.. he knows me well.. and i know what happen to him.. Yea.. i drunk this night.. The first time i seriously drunk.. but yet i know what's going on around.. and i cried.. Because.. Of few songs.. and it remind me of Watanabe kaito.. Suddenly i remember he said he dun like me anymore.. and no feelings on me anymore.. That's y i cry.. When i try to calm down myself in the toilet.. shein & Watanabe kaito & Andy the taxi driver came in.. They know everything.. shein and Andy make us settle our case right on spot.. They make us tell how we feel bout each others.. Thanks god.. Because of this.. i know.. he likes me a lot..he felt sorry for making me sad.. i told him.. i tot i can forget or let go after few months ... but.. It seems like i'm lying.. i'm tryin very hard.. but things just gone in different ways..so it ends up.. i still really into him.. we hugged tightly in the toilet.. Telling our feelings.. he accompany me.. and tell me this is the first time he ever tell a girl he likes her so straight forward and first time hugging a girl like that.. so sweet.. i tell him how i feel.. i tell him what my fear is.. His arm damn nice to rest.. There's the place i dream to be..When i'm down and tired.. After the toilet talk.. Both of us seems be closer.. well.. i guess we're not couple yet.. Since he dint asked.. but he hugged me and hold me all the time.. Yea.. Of cos.. cos i'm drunk.. i can't even walk properly.. After ktv.. we went home.. i forgot to bring my key.. so.. we sit down at the basketball court.. Chatting.. he sat behind me.. Hug me from the back.. Face seems attached to mine.. i can feel his body temperature.. even others said we look like couple.. well.. in fact we're not.. but still i'm so happy.. i seriously damn happy...
afternoon.. we went Sunway Pyramid take photo.. he wrote something on the photo.. When i asked bout it.. he said..Slowly I'll know.. urmzz.. kinda sweet and secretive..heheee... He's tired... i noe.. so he went home while i'm watching movie with ccy, wey kok, weil xuan, yun and her pet brother..
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*~~~ Watanabe kaito , Amy, yun etc...
*huggies*~~~ Watanabe kaito , Amy, yun etc...
Saturday
Christmas Eve
Today's Mood : Excited
Christmas eve..i'm going for countdown at KL bintang walk..well..Near by Sg Wang..With my darling *yun*, Alvin & weil xuan.. we took cab there.. The driver's so friendly.. and seems well educated.. He's a pilot before being a taxi driver.. he lived in UK for pass few years.. and so on..
he offered to pick us up after countdown.. That means in the midnight.. so we got his number..
we went for dinner and after that we took photo.. Yea.. Sticker photo.. Nice nice..Two machine... After this we walked out from Sg Wang..Streets are crowded.. Lot ppl selling snow spray..and all.. Me and yun kena spray by the salesman.. and strangers!!! Yea.. We're so wet and dirty.. Bubbles all over .. Suddenly.. i saw Watanabe kaito's shadow.. Yea.. iz him.. He's here!! i tot he at KLCC.. but he show up..hahaa.. i am seriously so damn freaky happy.. i can't believe i met him here.. so many ppl around.. but we meet.. urmzz.. i think too much liao.. shein and yee way are with him.. so 7 of us walked around together.. spray around.. Hang around.. Joke around.. Take photos.. and so on..
after that.. we plan to go the curve's redbox.. to enjoy our night and early morning !!!
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
Christmas eve..i'm going for countdown at KL bintang walk..well..Near by Sg Wang..With my darling *yun*, Alvin & weil xuan.. we took cab there.. The driver's so friendly.. and seems well educated.. He's a pilot before being a taxi driver.. he lived in UK for pass few years.. and so on..
he offered to pick us up after countdown.. That means in the midnight.. so we got his number..
we went for dinner and after that we took photo.. Yea.. Sticker photo.. Nice nice..Two machine... After this we walked out from Sg Wang..Streets are crowded.. Lot ppl selling snow spray..and all.. Me and yun kena spray by the salesman.. and strangers!!! Yea.. We're so wet and dirty.. Bubbles all over .. Suddenly.. i saw Watanabe kaito's shadow.. Yea.. iz him.. He's here!! i tot he at KLCC.. but he show up..hahaa.. i am seriously so damn freaky happy.. i can't believe i met him here.. so many ppl around.. but we meet.. urmzz.. i think too much liao.. shein and yee way are with him.. so 7 of us walked around together.. spray around.. Hang around.. Joke around.. Take photos.. and so on..
after that.. we plan to go the curve's redbox.. to enjoy our night and early morning !!!
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
Friday
Back From Korea/HK
Today's Mood : Weird
jez finish bathing and clear up my stuff..Bought lot of stuff.. Bought 2 pair of shoes.. One converse and one playboy..11 CD+vcd+DVD.. One accessories box..Playboy notebook..Mickey photo album.. Esprit shirts and skirts and shorts..Necklace..Ring..heheheee..Walk till my leg no feeling deee.. went kowloon,mong kok and tsim sha tzui only.. still haven't go tong lo wan..Got a lot things.. Not enough time to shop.. cos stay at hk for two nite only..haihzz..Too bad.. Too sad.. went harbor city and pacific place..Food delicious..Last nite went central.. at lam kwai fong had dinner.. Feels good..Central park got one place which is Christmas street.. Lights and trees and all kind of decorations.. Nice nice.. Kelvin took lot photo for me.. heheee.. My second photographer.. hahaaa..
at Korea.. i met jwei..Gosh..Can't believe i met him at Korea..!! hahaaa.. This trip to Korea is not as fun as two years ago.. i mean.. ok la.. still consider not bad.. but two years ago..Everything was so perfect..This year.. no snow..Not cold enough..haihz.. Hotel standard only 3 stars.. Not 6 stars..urmzz.. but went lotte world and everland.. dis two place consider nice and fun.. at everland..we sat 360degrees turn,night safari,gun shooting..at lotte world.. Fun fun!!! we sat the flying chair with Kelvin..Sinbad..we are frozen!! ahhaha.. well.. we wore a jacket..and wool...and shirt...With jeans.. and we went outdoor..Wind blow like trying chase us home.. hehehee.. How and ah di very nice and gentleman.. Like them very much.. Not like Jeff and soon..
she changed a lot.. haihzz.. dunno wat to say and wat to talk.. no comment deee.. no point telling.. no point giving anything.. As long as.. i noe.. i shouldn't say anything.. so.. *zip* up my mouth !!! heheehee....
miss Amy much.. miss benon .. miss joery... miss kwan.. miss yun.. miss isa.. miss sophie.. miss charlynne.. miss nicholas.. miss min ern.. miss kea leng.. miss feng.. miss foong.. miss ccy.. miss fai.. miss vinc.. miss loong.. miss colin.. miss lian.. miss boy.. miss gor.. miss yee.. miss yin.. miss alex.. miss ashleigh.. miss mel c.. miss cyrstal.. miss daniella.. miss zl.. miss man.. miss boon.. miss val.. miss u-jun.. miss tessa.. miss syaza.. miss su yi.. miss yvonne.. miss yoshimi.. miss stephen.. miss sonia.. miss shein.. miss pyng.. miss heng.. miss pei huan.. miss MJ.. miss munthong.. miss ming.. miss mhuei.. miss kwai sien.. miss kenneth.. miss kelvin.. miss karen.. miss young.. miss kleang.. miss joy.. miss jwei.. miss jolynn.. miss jia heng.. miss jing jing.. miss jae.. miss ian.. miss jane.. miss ket.. miss hann.. miss fiona.. ehehehe.. i crazy deeee... still got many many ppl la...
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
jez finish bathing and clear up my stuff..Bought lot of stuff.. Bought 2 pair of shoes.. One converse and one playboy..11 CD+vcd+DVD.. One accessories box..Playboy notebook..Mickey photo album.. Esprit shirts and skirts and shorts..Necklace..Ring..heheheee..Walk till my leg no feeling deee.. went kowloon,mong kok and tsim sha tzui only.. still haven't go tong lo wan..Got a lot things.. Not enough time to shop.. cos stay at hk for two nite only..haihzz..Too bad.. Too sad.. went harbor city and pacific place..Food delicious..Last nite went central.. at lam kwai fong had dinner.. Feels good..Central park got one place which is Christmas street.. Lights and trees and all kind of decorations.. Nice nice.. Kelvin took lot photo for me.. heheee.. My second photographer.. hahaaa..
at Korea.. i met jwei..Gosh..Can't believe i met him at Korea..!! hahaaa.. This trip to Korea is not as fun as two years ago.. i mean.. ok la.. still consider not bad.. but two years ago..Everything was so perfect..This year.. no snow..Not cold enough..haihz.. Hotel standard only 3 stars.. Not 6 stars..urmzz.. but went lotte world and everland.. dis two place consider nice and fun.. at everland..we sat 360degrees turn,night safari,gun shooting..at lotte world.. Fun fun!!! we sat the flying chair with Kelvin..Sinbad..we are frozen!! ahhaha.. well.. we wore a jacket..and wool...and shirt...With jeans.. and we went outdoor..Wind blow like trying chase us home.. hehehee.. How and ah di very nice and gentleman.. Like them very much.. Not like Jeff and soon..
she changed a lot.. haihzz.. dunno wat to say and wat to talk.. no comment deee.. no point telling.. no point giving anything.. As long as.. i noe.. i shouldn't say anything.. so.. *zip* up my mouth !!! heheehee....
miss Amy much.. miss benon .. miss joery... miss kwan.. miss yun.. miss isa.. miss sophie.. miss charlynne.. miss nicholas.. miss min ern.. miss kea leng.. miss feng.. miss foong.. miss ccy.. miss fai.. miss vinc.. miss loong.. miss colin.. miss lian.. miss boy.. miss gor.. miss yee.. miss yin.. miss alex.. miss ashleigh.. miss mel c.. miss cyrstal.. miss daniella.. miss zl.. miss man.. miss boon.. miss val.. miss u-jun.. miss tessa.. miss syaza.. miss su yi.. miss yvonne.. miss yoshimi.. miss stephen.. miss sonia.. miss shein.. miss pyng.. miss heng.. miss pei huan.. miss MJ.. miss munthong.. miss ming.. miss mhuei.. miss kwai sien.. miss kenneth.. miss kelvin.. miss karen.. miss young.. miss kleang.. miss joy.. miss jwei.. miss jolynn.. miss jia heng.. miss jing jing.. miss jae.. miss ian.. miss jane.. miss ket.. miss hann.. miss fiona.. ehehehe.. i crazy deeee... still got many many ppl la...
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
Thursday
It's time
Today's mood : normal
it's time to say good-bye.. My good-bye means.. i am not the old 'xiao wei' anymore.. Not really old.. Just i don't want to be who i am right now.. Relying people.. Soft.. Girlish.. well.. It's symbolic of her.. but now.. Why me? maybe she's tough this year.. so i'm soft? no way ! no matter how.. i know she'll be soft again.. Since she met another him.. Don't know who's that.. but i know i don't want to bother anymore.. Felt tired bout it? maybe.. She's not the girl she used to be.. is that good for her differences? i don't know.. i guess might be good thing.. Or maybe i just can't bear with it.. i used to her relying.. Soft.. Girlish.. blurr character.. Now suddenly become like that.. i felt weird.. but no hard feeling.. I'll try to put myself in the situation.. She got her life.. She got her friends.. After this two months.. i'm pretty sure.. The gap between us getting bigger & bigger.. Why ? How it happen ? i don't know.. and don't want to know.. i don't wish all this thing effect our friendship.. but i know very well.. we are not as good as last time.. but this is what i expected.. Since different school.. Different social life.. urmzzz.. May everything be fine..
i'm going Korea tomorrow morning flight!!! After that.. Straightaway go HK shopping !!! yahoooo ~
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
it's time to say good-bye.. My good-bye means.. i am not the old 'xiao wei' anymore.. Not really old.. Just i don't want to be who i am right now.. Relying people.. Soft.. Girlish.. well.. It's symbolic of her.. but now.. Why me? maybe she's tough this year.. so i'm soft? no way ! no matter how.. i know she'll be soft again.. Since she met another him.. Don't know who's that.. but i know i don't want to bother anymore.. Felt tired bout it? maybe.. She's not the girl she used to be.. is that good for her differences? i don't know.. i guess might be good thing.. Or maybe i just can't bear with it.. i used to her relying.. Soft.. Girlish.. blurr character.. Now suddenly become like that.. i felt weird.. but no hard feeling.. I'll try to put myself in the situation.. She got her life.. She got her friends.. After this two months.. i'm pretty sure.. The gap between us getting bigger & bigger.. Why ? How it happen ? i don't know.. and don't want to know.. i don't wish all this thing effect our friendship.. but i know very well.. we are not as good as last time.. but this is what i expected.. Since different school.. Different social life.. urmzzz.. May everything be fine..
i'm going Korea tomorrow morning flight!!! After that.. Straightaway go HK shopping !!! yahoooo ~
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
[=*Amy*=]
Today's Mood : Very very very happy
first time met Amy, Feng's pet sister..She's Taiwanese..at first tot she's fierce or cool cool girl..but when i get seated..we start to chat..Oh gosh..She's just so cute and friendly.. First impression on her ---> cute..Pretty..Girlish..Adorable..Sweet..Nice..Friendly..Smart too.. After chattin with her through SMS..we found out there's lots of 'persamaan' btw us..hahaaa...Both plan to study psychology..well she's studying now..Both like lollipops..Both might go England for further studies..Both love taking sticker photo..Horoscope as well..heheee.. Yea..When she come back if can.. i promise bring her to a cafe at kl..The cafe main theme is about horoscope.. i know she'll like it.. heheeee.. we chat a lot the whole evening..well..From 2 something to nearly 8pm.. She teach me lots things.. Something btw relationship.. hurmzzz..i guess she'll be really nice gf.. heheeee..
night..went one u with family..Met kian keat and xue rou..Oh gosh.. She put make up..erzzz..Look nice but.. Why muz put make up leh ? Hey.. 16 only lehhh.. so fast put.. Spoil our skin.. aikzzz.. Not good..heheheee..
my darling *yun* learning to be tough.. She's right.. She must be tough..cos i might leave earlier than the year I've planned..urmzz..Guess she got her way..Her own thinking and her reason to do anything...is time for me to let her handle everything.. i mean.. Yea.. is time for her to grow...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
first time met Amy, Feng's pet sister..She's Taiwanese..at first tot she's fierce or cool cool girl..but when i get seated..we start to chat..Oh gosh..She's just so cute and friendly.. First impression on her ---> cute..Pretty..Girlish..Adorable..Sweet..Nice..Friendly..Smart too.. After chattin with her through SMS..we found out there's lots of 'persamaan' btw us..hahaaa...Both plan to study psychology..well she's studying now..Both like lollipops..Both might go England for further studies..Both love taking sticker photo..Horoscope as well..heheee.. Yea..When she come back if can.. i promise bring her to a cafe at kl..The cafe main theme is about horoscope.. i know she'll like it.. heheeee.. we chat a lot the whole evening..well..From 2 something to nearly 8pm.. She teach me lots things.. Something btw relationship.. hurmzzz..i guess she'll be really nice gf.. heheeee..
night..went one u with family..Met kian keat and xue rou..Oh gosh.. She put make up..erzzz..Look nice but.. Why muz put make up leh ? Hey.. 16 only lehhh.. so fast put.. Spoil our skin.. aikzzz.. Not good..heheheee..
my darling *yun* learning to be tough.. She's right.. She must be tough..cos i might leave earlier than the year I've planned..urmzz..Guess she got her way..Her own thinking and her reason to do anything...is time for me to let her handle everything.. i mean.. Yea.. is time for her to grow...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Wednesday
New Woman
Today's Mood : Bored
not feeling so well..a bit headache..
read the australian magazine of the year ---> New Woman.. well.. lot of things inside.. which is the de-bloat speed diet, 4 week tone-up, celebs' secret diet diaries,finding ur hidden psychic, how to get a tantastic tan, latest make up, get sexy summer hair and bla bla bla.. i spend whole day reading it.. and of cos.. online.. sleeping..and watching tv.. enjoy that very much..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
not feeling so well..a bit headache..
read the australian magazine of the year ---> New Woman.. well.. lot of things inside.. which is the de-bloat speed diet, 4 week tone-up, celebs' secret diet diaries,finding ur hidden psychic, how to get a tantastic tan, latest make up, get sexy summer hair and bla bla bla.. i spend whole day reading it.. and of cos.. online.. sleeping..and watching tv.. enjoy that very much..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Tuesday
First Date with Sista :p
Today's mood : Happy
first time go shopping with my lil sister..Just both of us..heheee..i bought jeans..vcds..And we went the photo sticker shop.. Both of us enjoy taking photos..i got my single photo..She too.. After that we took cab home..
daddy helped me to register for driving rules course.. i'm going for the course this coming Thursday.. The day before i leave..
nothing special happen .. urmzz. My darling *yun* coming back !! heheee...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
first time go shopping with my lil sister..Just both of us..heheee..i bought jeans..vcds..And we went the photo sticker shop.. Both of us enjoy taking photos..i got my single photo..She too.. After that we took cab home..
daddy helped me to register for driving rules course.. i'm going for the course this coming Thursday.. The day before i leave..
nothing special happen .. urmzz. My darling *yun* coming back !! heheee...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Monday
Monthly Champion
Today's Mood : Normal
my mother got champion for December..Last month she was champion of the month.. This month too..aikzz..How can she do that? i don't know my mom's so great at golf.. hehehee...Uncle Andrew got Guest Champion too.. i knew he's really good at golf..Consider half pro..With handicap 11..
went one utama for dinner..in the middle of the mall of one U 2.. There's a stage..When the bell ring at 8.30pm..Santa Claus will come down from the roof of the building..well.. Not exactly roof..but the high almost there..Really dangerous..i saw two swatch watches at the swatch shop..Really nice.. One is rainbow color but it cost $170.. Another one is nice.. i dunno how to explain.. but i guess iz really expensive..
i got myself zeroxx sun glasses with uv protection for my trip this coming Friday..
luv,
weiwei
*muaksz*
*huggiess*
my mother got champion for December..Last month she was champion of the month.. This month too..aikzz..How can she do that? i don't know my mom's so great at golf.. hehehee...Uncle Andrew got Guest Champion too.. i knew he's really good at golf..Consider half pro..With handicap 11..
went one utama for dinner..in the middle of the mall of one U 2.. There's a stage..When the bell ring at 8.30pm..Santa Claus will come down from the roof of the building..well.. Not exactly roof..but the high almost there..Really dangerous..i saw two swatch watches at the swatch shop..Really nice.. One is rainbow color but it cost $170.. Another one is nice.. i dunno how to explain.. but i guess iz really expensive..
i got myself zeroxx sun glasses with uv protection for my trip this coming Friday..
luv,
weiwei
*muaksz*
*huggiess*
Sunday
Imperial Rama
Today's Mood : Weird
don't feel so good..Finally, my darling *yun* & Feng settled their case..She told him..The truth that she felt her pet brother's much important than him.. urmzz..i guess she might fall in love with him or maybe is only a sudden feeling..Anyway..i guess Feng's really sad..i mean.. How could he not hurt by knowing this after he treat her freaky nice and sent her home last night??haihzz.. Things are like that..he might angry & they may not be friend anymore..at least by now.. i'm pretty sure he won't accept the suggestion to be FRIEND..urmzz.. Wish he's fine.. And she.. urmzz.. Left.. To S'pore..kekeeee...
had dinner at Imperial Rama..Dishes all hot & spicy..The only thing that's not spicy was rice..aikz.. Hot..After the dinner..i felt my tongue is burning..Had dinner with Mr Shun, Ms Kim, Aunt Mary & Uncle Liew..they're really funny.. Mr Shun & Ms Kim're Korean..They don't really know how to speak English..so.. My father and uncle tried their very best to speak broken English so they would at least know wat are we talking about.. Mr Shun & Ms Kim are golfer too.. Good golfer with good attitude and good record..
after dinner.. we went be a star.. Tonight not like previous time..All the song are oldies.. heheee.. cos only oldies my uncle and parents will noe how to sing.. And i'm the backup.. Old songs' lyrics are meaningful..Lot of them wrote by mood and feeling..
met ka eng.. aikzz..He's tall..Taller than me.. Can't believe i met him.. And he's looking at me while i'm playing pool with my uncle.. urmzz..
luv,
weiwei
*muaksZ*
*huggies*
don't feel so good..Finally, my darling *yun* & Feng settled their case..She told him..The truth that she felt her pet brother's much important than him.. urmzz..i guess she might fall in love with him or maybe is only a sudden feeling..Anyway..i guess Feng's really sad..i mean.. How could he not hurt by knowing this after he treat her freaky nice and sent her home last night??haihzz.. Things are like that..he might angry & they may not be friend anymore..at least by now.. i'm pretty sure he won't accept the suggestion to be FRIEND..urmzz.. Wish he's fine.. And she.. urmzz.. Left.. To S'pore..kekeeee...
had dinner at Imperial Rama..Dishes all hot & spicy..The only thing that's not spicy was rice..aikz.. Hot..After the dinner..i felt my tongue is burning..Had dinner with Mr Shun, Ms Kim, Aunt Mary & Uncle Liew..they're really funny.. Mr Shun & Ms Kim're Korean..They don't really know how to speak English..so.. My father and uncle tried their very best to speak broken English so they would at least know wat are we talking about.. Mr Shun & Ms Kim are golfer too.. Good golfer with good attitude and good record..
after dinner.. we went be a star.. Tonight not like previous time..All the song are oldies.. heheee.. cos only oldies my uncle and parents will noe how to sing.. And i'm the backup.. Old songs' lyrics are meaningful..Lot of them wrote by mood and feeling..
met ka eng.. aikzz..He's tall..Taller than me.. Can't believe i met him.. And he's looking at me while i'm playing pool with my uncle.. urmzz..
luv,
weiwei
*muaksZ*
*huggies*
Friday
Again
Today's mood : Happy
going awana apartment again..Came back two days ago..but going this evening.. Without my brother & sister.. i'm going with my parents.. Uncles.. they're going to participate the monthly meddle..
drove uncle's manual car.. Nice.. Really like to drive.. i can't wait to be 17.. And get my driving license..And my car.. i plan to ask for kelisa.. Since i'm leaving in three years time.. no point for my parents to buy me porche..Although that's really cool..
my darling *yun* going chs prom with her pet brother..well.. As wat i expected.. She'll go.. hehee..but night.. She msg me.. They are involved in an accident.. Even iz not really serious.. but still.. i'm worried.. aikzz.. Another thing.. She did a huge mistake..Called him for help..he fetch her home.. but i noe.. He's not really in good mood.. cos.. Apparently.. She's more 'interested' on her pet brother more than him.. he can feel it.. aikzz.. dunno wat to do to make them feel better...
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
going awana apartment again..Came back two days ago..but going this evening.. Without my brother & sister.. i'm going with my parents.. Uncles.. they're going to participate the monthly meddle..
drove uncle's manual car.. Nice.. Really like to drive.. i can't wait to be 17.. And get my driving license..And my car.. i plan to ask for kelisa.. Since i'm leaving in three years time.. no point for my parents to buy me porche..Although that's really cool..
my darling *yun* going chs prom with her pet brother..well.. As wat i expected.. She'll go.. hehee..but night.. She msg me.. They are involved in an accident.. Even iz not really serious.. but still.. i'm worried.. aikzz.. Another thing.. She did a huge mistake..Called him for help..he fetch her home.. but i noe.. He's not really in good mood.. cos.. Apparently.. She's more 'interested' on her pet brother more than him.. he can feel it.. aikzz.. dunno wat to do to make them feel better...
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
Thursday
Sri KL Prom
Today's mood : Tired
he apologized..Actually i don't think is his fault..but since he dun want me to carry it..so.. Just forget bout it..no matter how..i wish it won't effect my answer..Dun care.. Dun wanna know right now.. Anything.. I'll settle by next year.. maybe i'm selfish.. but i just dun want to face anything right now..
today's Sri kl prom night..at first i'm going.. colin invited me..but..i didn't attend..i noe he's there.. With his girlfriend.. well.. maybe i just cannot accept yet.. That she got wat i suppose to have last time.. well.. i dunno how to appreciate..so.. is her chance and she's so lucky to has him as boyfriend.. i guess they're sweet and nice couple..at least better than me.. Last time.. i didn't attend.. i noe if i do.. I'll envy.. i rather stay at home.. Watch tv.. Online.. Play online games...
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
he apologized..Actually i don't think is his fault..but since he dun want me to carry it..so.. Just forget bout it..no matter how..i wish it won't effect my answer..Dun care.. Dun wanna know right now.. Anything.. I'll settle by next year.. maybe i'm selfish.. but i just dun want to face anything right now..
today's Sri kl prom night..at first i'm going.. colin invited me..but..i didn't attend..i noe he's there.. With his girlfriend.. well.. maybe i just cannot accept yet.. That she got wat i suppose to have last time.. well.. i dunno how to appreciate..so.. is her chance and she's so lucky to has him as boyfriend.. i guess they're sweet and nice couple..at least better than me.. Last time.. i didn't attend.. i noe if i do.. I'll envy.. i rather stay at home.. Watch tv.. Online.. Play online games...
luv,
weiwei
*muaskz*
*huggies*
Heartbroken ?
Today's mood : Down
woke up early.. 9am..me & yun went arcade to finish up our token.. then we checked out.. at first plan to go back our apartment with Crystal & Feng they all..but skyway's not working today..so.. Me & yun took taxi..when Feng & Foong pass by.. Foong like see nothing.. yea.. i'm invisible.. he pass by without saying HI..now i know what.. what promise.. iz all bullshit.. will never believe guy's promise.. dunno why..i dun feel good..consider i'm dissapointed.. yun also dunno what to do deee.. she kept quiet.. i tried to cool down myself..yea.. not worth at all..
no mood to write anymore.. nothing to think anymore.. noe is.. my heartbroken.. cos of guy's promise.. so.. yea.. dun believe..and take it easy !! ehheehe...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
woke up early.. 9am..me & yun went arcade to finish up our token.. then we checked out.. at first plan to go back our apartment with Crystal & Feng they all..but skyway's not working today..so.. Me & yun took taxi..when Feng & Foong pass by.. Foong like see nothing.. yea.. i'm invisible.. he pass by without saying HI..now i know what.. what promise.. iz all bullshit.. will never believe guy's promise.. dunno why..i dun feel good..consider i'm dissapointed.. yun also dunno what to do deee.. she kept quiet.. i tried to cool down myself..yea.. not worth at all..
no mood to write anymore.. nothing to think anymore.. noe is.. my heartbroken.. cos of guy's promise.. so.. yea.. dun believe..and take it easy !! ehheehe...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
Tuesday
Outdoor theme park
Today's mood : happy
early in the morning..After we bought ticket for outdoor theme park..we had our breakfast at restaurant..After that we went back our room to change..i dun wear jeans..so i changed shorts and yun changed quarter pants..we took ticket to Ria for them..Then we left..Go theme park so early..10am only lehh..heheee..
the first thing we play was dizzy tea cup..we turn faster and faster..yun felt dizzy..hahaa..After that..Crystal called..They reached..at first tot will play together..but it end up..They one gang .. Me & yun another.. urmzz..That's what i expected since last nite..well.. Not wat i expected before the trip..but..aikzz.. nvm la.. What to do.. urmzz.. Me & yun felt left out..but..Never mind.. we can play happy.. Enjoy ourselves.. What i feel is..they're not as friendly as Sri kdu ppl or catholic ppl.. cos.. if they are kdu or chs ppl..They'll juz mix around..Craps around.. Crazy around with everyone.. no matter who..urmzz..For them.. i'm stranger.. at least yun.. They knew.. but me.. urmzz..
nite.. i think i'm sick..Caught a cold i guess..Not feeling well at all.. Headache & feel like throwing out..but i keep quiet..Going to be 12midnite..Crystal birthday coming..Cannot let them noe i feeling not well.. Or else.. i noe what will happen.. yun & foong will stop me from going out.. Chase me back to room and rest... After we met Feng at Coffee Bean..we helped him to carry the cake for Crystal back to Ria..He's alone..dunno where the hell Foong is.. Dun care la.. we helped Feng.. Reach Ria.. Saw Foong sitting at the shop downstairs.. Three of us carry things up and we play ourselves..After a while..Everyone back..Crystal seems not really happy..urmzz..dunno what happen..but me & yun felt we're extra again..so we left.. Saw Foong sitting our there.. Cold like ice..urmzz..Yea.. i noe something wrong..He's mad or angry at me or something like dat.. aikzz.. Dun care la.. Should be alright.. Feng back with us.. He's going to stay over night.. he told Foong's not happy..well..Yea.. Of cos is my fault again.. They said just now i'm so quiet and cool..urmzz.. maybe is time for me to think bout it..Just like what i said.. i dunno the right way to treat ppl so they won't felt not happy COS of me.. went out for a walk..Alone.. i dun want yun & feng follow.. i noe they're tired.. And i just want to be alone.. maybe.. i not worth for anyone to keep promise or to protect.. Without anyone promise or protection.. i bet I'll not feel sad or unfeeling well while alone.. Walk around.. dunno where am i.. but my last stop is at the coffee bean.. Shop worker's caring.. Even they knew i'm not happy.. Yea..i'm.. urmzz.. Six something in the morning.. is time to go back.. Reach room around 7am.. Sleep..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
early in the morning..After we bought ticket for outdoor theme park..we had our breakfast at restaurant..After that we went back our room to change..i dun wear jeans..so i changed shorts and yun changed quarter pants..we took ticket to Ria for them..Then we left..Go theme park so early..10am only lehh..heheee..
the first thing we play was dizzy tea cup..we turn faster and faster..yun felt dizzy..hahaa..After that..Crystal called..They reached..at first tot will play together..but it end up..They one gang .. Me & yun another.. urmzz..That's what i expected since last nite..well.. Not wat i expected before the trip..but..aikzz.. nvm la.. What to do.. urmzz.. Me & yun felt left out..but..Never mind.. we can play happy.. Enjoy ourselves.. What i feel is..they're not as friendly as Sri kdu ppl or catholic ppl.. cos.. if they are kdu or chs ppl..They'll juz mix around..Craps around.. Crazy around with everyone.. no matter who..urmzz..For them.. i'm stranger.. at least yun.. They knew.. but me.. urmzz..
nite.. i think i'm sick..Caught a cold i guess..Not feeling well at all.. Headache & feel like throwing out..but i keep quiet..Going to be 12midnite..Crystal birthday coming..Cannot let them noe i feeling not well.. Or else.. i noe what will happen.. yun & foong will stop me from going out.. Chase me back to room and rest... After we met Feng at Coffee Bean..we helped him to carry the cake for Crystal back to Ria..He's alone..dunno where the hell Foong is.. Dun care la.. we helped Feng.. Reach Ria.. Saw Foong sitting at the shop downstairs.. Three of us carry things up and we play ourselves..After a while..Everyone back..Crystal seems not really happy..urmzz..dunno what happen..but me & yun felt we're extra again..so we left.. Saw Foong sitting our there.. Cold like ice..urmzz..Yea.. i noe something wrong..He's mad or angry at me or something like dat.. aikzz.. Dun care la.. Should be alright.. Feng back with us.. He's going to stay over night.. he told Foong's not happy..well..Yea.. Of cos is my fault again.. They said just now i'm so quiet and cool..urmzz.. maybe is time for me to think bout it..Just like what i said.. i dunno the right way to treat ppl so they won't felt not happy COS of me.. went out for a walk..Alone.. i dun want yun & feng follow.. i noe they're tired.. And i just want to be alone.. maybe.. i not worth for anyone to keep promise or to protect.. Without anyone promise or protection.. i bet I'll not feel sad or unfeeling well while alone.. Walk around.. dunno where am i.. but my last stop is at the coffee bean.. Shop worker's caring.. Even they knew i'm not happy.. Yea..i'm.. urmzz.. Six something in the morning.. is time to go back.. Reach room around 7am.. Sleep..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
White Chicks
Today's mood : Excited
had breakfast at first world..Ate 'bah kut teh' wow..so expensive..aikzz..but what to do..hehee..We want to eat..hurmzzz..After breakfast..We went for movie again..White chicks.. When we're in the cinema..beckham & yun's teacher - arif reached.. After movie..We went bowling with beck & arif..heheee.. Well.. Teacher paid..but we play..Good idea..arif is a good bowler..i can't believe he can strike more than 4 times in a game..Oh gosh.. He's good !
Feng & Foong & Crystal they all reached around 2.30pm..we met them at highland lobby the skyway stop there..Well..urmzz..Something wrong..That's wat i felt..yun feel the same..urmzz..we guess..This trip.. is not what we expected..From the mood of excited..we drop it to be ' let it be what it should be ' .. we went Ria Apartment with them..Wait them check in.. cos me & yun are curious bout their room.. but waited for like half and hour..they're still waiting their room key.. Me & yun felt left out.. Like we're TOO extra to be in this trip..Feng & Foong dunno where the hell they went..so we left b4 they got their room key..Well..Crystal & Sally came too..but maybe just meet..so..We're not like that day..Chat and talk craps..
Night..Me & yun didn't eat our dinner..we went 'be a star' earlier than the time we booked..cos we wanna sing our favorite songs before they reach here.. After they came..Well..we all sing together.. urmzz.. kean leong's voice are good..Me,crystal,sally & yun sang without mic..i found out that sally & crystal juz like us.. Know lots song..Can sing well too..hahaha..Yea..becos of ktv..we started our conversation with sally & crystal..we took package for ktv..so..iz around $399..well..And i added an hour that cost $ 55..urmzz.. Yea..When they're singing.. Me & yun fast fast go pay for it..heheee..
after ktv.. They went back their room.. And both of us continue playing.. After that.. we went our to change clothes..And go yum cha... Gosh.. My stomach damn pain..Gastric i guess..cos dint eat..And when we go yum cha that time iz already around 1am..urmzz..dat's y pain la.. yun ordered hot mocha & spaghetti for me..After eating..And drinking..we went back..i cannot stand the pain anymore.. Foong left half way..dunno where he went.. so.. Feng sent us back to lobby.. On the way back.. i felt that's the longest road i walked..My stomach pain like mad..i cannot walk properly..Pain till i cried..Really pain.. haihzz..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
had breakfast at first world..Ate 'bah kut teh' wow..so expensive..aikzz..but what to do..hehee..We want to eat..hurmzzz..After breakfast..We went for movie again..White chicks.. When we're in the cinema..beckham & yun's teacher - arif reached.. After movie..We went bowling with beck & arif..heheee.. Well.. Teacher paid..but we play..Good idea..arif is a good bowler..i can't believe he can strike more than 4 times in a game..Oh gosh.. He's good !
Feng & Foong & Crystal they all reached around 2.30pm..we met them at highland lobby the skyway stop there..Well..urmzz..Something wrong..That's wat i felt..yun feel the same..urmzz..we guess..This trip.. is not what we expected..From the mood of excited..we drop it to be ' let it be what it should be ' .. we went Ria Apartment with them..Wait them check in.. cos me & yun are curious bout their room.. but waited for like half and hour..they're still waiting their room key.. Me & yun felt left out.. Like we're TOO extra to be in this trip..Feng & Foong dunno where the hell they went..so we left b4 they got their room key..Well..Crystal & Sally came too..but maybe just meet..so..We're not like that day..Chat and talk craps..
Night..Me & yun didn't eat our dinner..we went 'be a star' earlier than the time we booked..cos we wanna sing our favorite songs before they reach here.. After they came..Well..we all sing together.. urmzz.. kean leong's voice are good..Me,crystal,sally & yun sang without mic..i found out that sally & crystal juz like us.. Know lots song..Can sing well too..hahaha..Yea..becos of ktv..we started our conversation with sally & crystal..we took package for ktv..so..iz around $399..well..And i added an hour that cost $ 55..urmzz.. Yea..When they're singing.. Me & yun fast fast go pay for it..heheee..
after ktv.. They went back their room.. And both of us continue playing.. After that.. we went our to change clothes..And go yum cha... Gosh.. My stomach damn pain..Gastric i guess..cos dint eat..And when we go yum cha that time iz already around 1am..urmzz..dat's y pain la.. yun ordered hot mocha & spaghetti for me..After eating..And drinking..we went back..i cannot stand the pain anymore.. Foong left half way..dunno where he went.. so.. Feng sent us back to lobby.. On the way back.. i felt that's the longest road i walked..My stomach pain like mad..i cannot walk properly..Pain till i cried..Really pain.. haihzz..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Sunday
Incredible
Today's Mood : Excited
checked in at highland hotel..From today till wednesday..Me & yun will be living here..hahahaa..Enjoy our life ! After checked in...We had lunch with my family at sushi king.. Oh gosh.. The food not fresh at all..Wasted our money & time..haihzz...
after my family left..Me & yun went first world arcade centre play play..heheee..We bought a pair of ring for ourselves..Nice.. i like it..Then we bought ticket for movie.. Incredible..Yea.. This is the second time i watch this movie..hehee..Well.. i 'teman' yun watch this.. And tomorrow.. Her turn to 'teman' me watch white chicks..hahahaa.. We had pizza for our dinner..yun met ck's frens..urmzz..Dun care la..hehee.. After dinner the movie started !
so tired.. We slept early today..Well..Tomorrow..feng & foong & crystal they all coming up.. Wish everything will be fine and fun..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
checked in at highland hotel..From today till wednesday..Me & yun will be living here..hahahaa..Enjoy our life ! After checked in...We had lunch with my family at sushi king.. Oh gosh.. The food not fresh at all..Wasted our money & time..haihzz...
after my family left..Me & yun went first world arcade centre play play..heheee..We bought a pair of ring for ourselves..Nice.. i like it..Then we bought ticket for movie.. Incredible..Yea.. This is the second time i watch this movie..hehee..Well.. i 'teman' yun watch this.. And tomorrow.. Her turn to 'teman' me watch white chicks..hahahaa.. We had pizza for our dinner..yun met ck's frens..urmzz..Dun care la..hehee.. After dinner the movie started !
so tired.. We slept early today..Well..Tomorrow..feng & foong & crystal they all coming up.. Wish everything will be fine and fun..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Andy - our best male actor
Today's mood : happy & excited
early in the morning..Me & bro had breakfast with daddy & mummy at our breakfast counter..Brother made sandwiches for us..heheee..iz around 7.30am..yun & sista still sleeping as usual..They slept early in the morning..heheee.. i think around 4am..Crazy fella..
before yun & sista wake up..Me & muah brother cook spaghetti for them..Breakfast for them ! heheeee...Then we watched TV til lunch time.. We had lunch with daddy mummy..& our guest.. Uncle ng at club house..Me,brother,sista & yun then went arcade centre at the club house after we had our delicious lunch.. i taught yun how to play pool..
after having fun at arcade..Daddy come and pick us up..cos we're going awana for sauna & bath..heheee..We put conditioner & moisturizer on our hair to make it smooth and look nice.. den we stay inside sauna room for dunno how long.. Me & yun almost fall asleep..heheee.. After that we clean up ourselves and meet my parents at the golf course.. sista bought us ice-cream ! heheee..How sweet *smile*
nite..My parents, me,yun,bro & sista ate noodle cup as dinner..cos we dun wanna miss 'golden award' live at tvbs ! hehehee.. All of us..but not my father..Wish Andy will get the best male actor award..It called the 'king of movie' if i'm not wrong..And the final result.. Andy got it !!! All of us clap and hugged each other.. Me & yun happy till tears drop out..hahaa.. Funny..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaksz*
early in the morning..Me & bro had breakfast with daddy & mummy at our breakfast counter..Brother made sandwiches for us..heheee..iz around 7.30am..yun & sista still sleeping as usual..They slept early in the morning..heheee.. i think around 4am..Crazy fella..
before yun & sista wake up..Me & muah brother cook spaghetti for them..Breakfast for them ! heheeee...Then we watched TV til lunch time.. We had lunch with daddy mummy..& our guest.. Uncle ng at club house..Me,brother,sista & yun then went arcade centre at the club house after we had our delicious lunch.. i taught yun how to play pool..
after having fun at arcade..Daddy come and pick us up..cos we're going awana for sauna & bath..heheee..We put conditioner & moisturizer on our hair to make it smooth and look nice.. den we stay inside sauna room for dunno how long.. Me & yun almost fall asleep..heheee.. After that we clean up ourselves and meet my parents at the golf course.. sista bought us ice-cream ! heheee..How sweet *smile*
nite..My parents, me,yun,bro & sista ate noodle cup as dinner..cos we dun wanna miss 'golden award' live at tvbs ! hehehee.. All of us..but not my father..Wish Andy will get the best male actor award..It called the 'king of movie' if i'm not wrong..And the final result.. Andy got it !!! All of us clap and hugged each other.. Me & yun happy till tears drop out..hahaa.. Funny..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaksz*
Friday
Purple Shorts
Today's mood : Happy !
woke up early this morning..but stay on my bed till noon with my darlin *yun*.. heheee.. Lazy! We ordered pizza hut for lunch.. Had lunch with my lil sista..And watched ghost movie..haha.. Not scary at all..but yea.. It scared yun..After that..We plan to go one utama to buy some junk food since we will be at genting till next wednesday..
we brought my bro & sis along..i bought a purple shorts at OP.. Well.. Not really nice..but.. That's wat i need right now..hehee..After that..We walk around and had something to drink at burger king..Well..Yea.. We're stingy.. Bought a cup of coke....hahaa..Four of us but one cup.. We then went photo sticker shop took photo.. Wow..Nice nice...haha.. Love that machine so so much !!
nite..After dinner..We went my family apartment at gohtong jaya..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
woke up early this morning..but stay on my bed till noon with my darlin *yun*.. heheee.. Lazy! We ordered pizza hut for lunch.. Had lunch with my lil sista..And watched ghost movie..haha.. Not scary at all..but yea.. It scared yun..After that..We plan to go one utama to buy some junk food since we will be at genting till next wednesday..
we brought my bro & sis along..i bought a purple shorts at OP.. Well.. Not really nice..but.. That's wat i need right now..hehee..After that..We walk around and had something to drink at burger king..Well..Yea.. We're stingy.. Bought a cup of coke....hahaa..Four of us but one cup.. We then went photo sticker shop took photo.. Wow..Nice nice...haha.. Love that machine so so much !!
nite..After dinner..We went my family apartment at gohtong jaya..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Without A Paddle
Today's Mood : Nothing
went midvalley with my dear *yun*, boy *alvin* & gor *ccy*..watched without a paddle..funny but some part were bored..after that we do our shopping..alvin bought one black pdi for me & white pdi for himself...hehee..so good !! yun bought bodyglove white shirt..nice nice leh..we saw a fat bitch with a ok guy..oh gosh..they're couple?! how can dis happen ? haihzz wat a waste ...me & yun went 2 do nail arts while alvin & ccy went snooker centre..heheee..
saw tuck lian at carefour..he handsome dee..& thin dee..look much better than last year..hehee..
nite, called feng 2 make things clear bout the genting trip.. but.. he pissed me off !
no mood to write deee.. nite
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
went midvalley with my dear *yun*, boy *alvin* & gor *ccy*..watched without a paddle..funny but some part were bored..after that we do our shopping..alvin bought one black pdi for me & white pdi for himself...hehee..so good !! yun bought bodyglove white shirt..nice nice leh..we saw a fat bitch with a ok guy..oh gosh..they're couple?! how can dis happen ? haihzz wat a waste ...me & yun went 2 do nail arts while alvin & ccy went snooker centre..heheee..
saw tuck lian at carefour..he handsome dee..& thin dee..look much better than last year..hehee..
nite, called feng 2 make things clear bout the genting trip.. but.. he pissed me off !
no mood to write deee.. nite
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
Thursday
Feel It Again
Today's Mood : Moody
from last night till now.. guess he's busy...yea..urmzz..maybe i should understand..nobody will forever be there for me..even my dear *yun*..she has 2 work with her parents..she will never forever be there for me..yea..is time for me to be tough..be like wat i suppose to be again..last time..yea.. still i'm afraid of the feeling.. but at least.. not panic.. now i am panic..because..iz been so long since i last felt that feeling.. is like.. so sudden..urmzz..guess should be alright..
i off my phone..yun will noe the way to get me..i keep my phone in d locker..dun wanna c it again..d first time i felt..my handphone iz so annoying..iz so useles..haihzz..not feeling so well..in fact.. should say.. yea.. i'm sick..so..today i didn't do anything beside..sleeping.. *smile* nvm.. aikzz.. now's only 9 something.. but i'm feeling tired & sick.. so..stop here..nite..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
from last night till now.. guess he's busy...yea..urmzz..maybe i should understand..nobody will forever be there for me..even my dear *yun*..she has 2 work with her parents..she will never forever be there for me..yea..is time for me to be tough..be like wat i suppose to be again..last time..yea.. still i'm afraid of the feeling.. but at least.. not panic.. now i am panic..because..iz been so long since i last felt that feeling.. is like.. so sudden..urmzz..guess should be alright..
i off my phone..yun will noe the way to get me..i keep my phone in d locker..dun wanna c it again..d first time i felt..my handphone iz so annoying..iz so useles..haihzz..not feeling so well..in fact.. should say.. yea.. i'm sick..so..today i didn't do anything beside..sleeping.. *smile* nvm.. aikzz.. now's only 9 something.. but i'm feeling tired & sick.. so..stop here..nite..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
Tuesday
Breakfast
Today's mood : Tired..
chat with ccy d whole nite..till i 'boi tahan'..hehee..very tired only offline..hehee..he really nice..crazy too..now only i realize we knew each other for almost 5 year liao..hehee.. from std 6 till now..urmzz..not bad..last time he very diam wan..tot he dun like or cant talk..hehee.. so bad..but now.. wahh.. talk alot..heheee.. nice nice guy..urmzz...miss him so much..
Feng & Foong bought me lotz stuff for breakfast..urmzz..felt bad..shouldn't 'ma fan' them..aikzz.. Feng said he missed her..actually..i feel lagi bad..is like..i'm lying him..i already know the answer.. should i just tell him she will reject him? but i noe that really hurt him.. he's trying his best deee..but maybe wrong timing..haihzz..and i noe..if now..i tell him before we go genting..sure.. 99% sure all of us won't be happy & enjoy the trip..what should i do? sorry Feng.. i don't want to hurt you..and i'm sorry.. i lied.. i didn't tell you the truth.. sorry
went One U with mom,bro,sis,aunt & uncle.. had lunch at ms read..isa,nic & min ern serve us..hehee..long time no c them..feel like hugging them.. urmzz..yea..we used 2 hug each other when we felt tired or sad or before leaving the school..they're so friendly..heheee..after that..muah sista went dragonfly 4 piercing..again..aikzz.. the 3rd time deee.. then we went sri kdu..aikzz..bought form five books..haihz.. mom want me 2 start studying now..
on the way home..met uncle richard..we stopped d car..and i drove his car home..heheee..muah aunt & uncle shocked when they heard!! hehee.. like driving.. can't wait 2 get my car & lesen.. next year.. urmmzz..waiting.. first mission ! heheee.. muah mother promised 2 buy me my lovely black or light pink kelisa.. heheee..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muakzz*
*kaishi -- > yun, watanabe kaito, t. l, f, ccy,m..*
chat with ccy d whole nite..till i 'boi tahan'..hehee..very tired only offline..hehee..he really nice..crazy too..now only i realize we knew each other for almost 5 year liao..hehee.. from std 6 till now..urmzz..not bad..last time he very diam wan..tot he dun like or cant talk..hehee.. so bad..but now.. wahh.. talk alot..heheee.. nice nice guy..urmzz...miss him so much..
Feng & Foong bought me lotz stuff for breakfast..urmzz..felt bad..shouldn't 'ma fan' them..aikzz.. Feng said he missed her..actually..i feel lagi bad..is like..i'm lying him..i already know the answer.. should i just tell him she will reject him? but i noe that really hurt him.. he's trying his best deee..but maybe wrong timing..haihzz..and i noe..if now..i tell him before we go genting..sure.. 99% sure all of us won't be happy & enjoy the trip..what should i do? sorry Feng.. i don't want to hurt you..and i'm sorry.. i lied.. i didn't tell you the truth.. sorry
went One U with mom,bro,sis,aunt & uncle.. had lunch at ms read..isa,nic & min ern serve us..hehee..long time no c them..feel like hugging them.. urmzz..yea..we used 2 hug each other when we felt tired or sad or before leaving the school..they're so friendly..heheee..after that..muah sista went dragonfly 4 piercing..again..aikzz.. the 3rd time deee.. then we went sri kdu..aikzz..bought form five books..haihz.. mom want me 2 start studying now..
on the way home..met uncle richard..we stopped d car..and i drove his car home..heheee..muah aunt & uncle shocked when they heard!! hehee.. like driving.. can't wait 2 get my car & lesen.. next year.. urmmzz..waiting.. first mission ! heheee.. muah mother promised 2 buy me my lovely black or light pink kelisa.. heheee..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muakzz*
*kaishi -- > yun, watanabe kaito, t. l, f, ccy,m..*
Monday
Explanation ?
Today's mood : Moody , Excited, Happy
Foong found out..He got my blog add..And he read wat i wrote last night.. Am i feeling sorry for hurting him? Yes.. i do. i mean.. i think I'm cruel for writing his chances is equal to 1%..But i feel sorry for hurting doesn't mean i regret what have i wrote.. i wrote it because i mean it.. i know iz really hurt..But..dat moment i wrote the post..i mean it..Because of what? Yea..Because he break promise..And..I'm feeling unsecured.. i know him well..He's really nice & sweet 2 girls..And i mean.. Girls..Friends..And 'she' as well..For me..i cannot accept it..i cannot accept the person who likes me or i like treat others sweet & nice juz like how they treat me..i am selfish ? Yea..Maybe i am.. But if 'he' make me feel comfortable & security.. i don't mind how he treat others.. i dun give a shit.. As long as..Not more than what i expected..From my six sense.. i believe.. 'she' still depends on him.. Yea.. He can always be relied upon for anyone's help..Especially 'her'..btw them..There's only a wall..Another 'he'.. I'm sure if 'he' leave..She' and he will get back together..cos..i realize..He is still a bit relish for any information bout 'her'.. urmz.. i totally cannot bear with it.. Even he's not my bf..i juz simply can't accept ppl who said he like me do dat.. i mean.. He will kept his promise.. He promised 'her'.. Will always be there for her.. Hey.. What if.. Me & 'her' get into deep shit at the same time and needed him ? Who will he side ? He promised 'her'.. so.. d answer.. Obviously.. Apparently.. no need to say deee... He will try his best to spare both of us.. But the harder he tried.. i guess.. The burden is not what i can fistful..For me.. It's agony..
went out with jenn foong, wah boon, ah man, kuok chin & seng leong..went ming tian makan lunch..den went arcade centre to finish up my coins..After that..We took sticker photo at the photo shop..urmz..Press d wrong button..so the photo is not really nice.. But.. ok ok la..hehee.. i will stick it in my sticker photo album.. :p den went snooker centre..Boon and Foong's skill are better than Man.. But Man's lucky..heheee..After that we went Red Box..They sang..Foong & Man sang till..a bit slouching.. And.. When they sing romantic song or sad song.. Or the rhythm delicately .. Their voice are like..so moody..so touching..so smooth.. urmz.. dunno how to say la.. Boon said both of them facing the same problem.. Their having mutual feelings.. urmzz..i escape it subtle.. Don't really want to face it right now.. Felt guilty..When they sang.. ' ai hen jian dan','lian ren wei man', and others.. i feel like.. urmzz.. they're trying 2 tell me something.. maybe i'm too sensitive.. but.. Even Boon tot so.. urmzz.. dunno.. Dun wanna think first.. After that.. We went ming tian again..heehe.. Foong order dunno wat for me..i ate a bit..no appetite.. urmzz.. Then, 'they' came..i dun like 'them'.. 'they' look really bad.. i really wish Boon, Foong, Man, Leong & Chin dun mix with 'them'.. Sure will put them in trouble wan.. but Leong & Chin followed 'them'.. Boon & Foong sent me home.. Man go home.. i think..
whole day.. he dint msg me.. Dint call me.. i dint msg or call him too..urmzz.. i dun feel like explaining...Because..i dun think itz needed..Explain is just to cover up something true ? Or something untrue ? i dunno..The more i explain.. It will amplify things..And it will be more complicated..urmzz..dunno..Few hours later.. juz like wat i said to my darling *yun*.. It will be the end..i won't think bout givin chance or not..i won't bother bout it..To me..he will be my friend only after today.. so.. juz wait and see...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
Foong found out..He got my blog add..And he read wat i wrote last night.. Am i feeling sorry for hurting him? Yes.. i do. i mean.. i think I'm cruel for writing his chances is equal to 1%..But i feel sorry for hurting doesn't mean i regret what have i wrote.. i wrote it because i mean it.. i know iz really hurt..But..dat moment i wrote the post..i mean it..Because of what? Yea..Because he break promise..And..I'm feeling unsecured.. i know him well..He's really nice & sweet 2 girls..And i mean.. Girls..Friends..And 'she' as well..For me..i cannot accept it..i cannot accept the person who likes me or i like treat others sweet & nice juz like how they treat me..i am selfish ? Yea..Maybe i am.. But if 'he' make me feel comfortable & security.. i don't mind how he treat others.. i dun give a shit.. As long as..Not more than what i expected..From my six sense.. i believe.. 'she' still depends on him.. Yea.. He can always be relied upon for anyone's help..Especially 'her'..btw them..There's only a wall..Another 'he'.. I'm sure if 'he' leave..She' and he will get back together..cos..i realize..He is still a bit relish for any information bout 'her'.. urmz.. i totally cannot bear with it.. Even he's not my bf..i juz simply can't accept ppl who said he like me do dat.. i mean.. He will kept his promise.. He promised 'her'.. Will always be there for her.. Hey.. What if.. Me & 'her' get into deep shit at the same time and needed him ? Who will he side ? He promised 'her'.. so.. d answer.. Obviously.. Apparently.. no need to say deee... He will try his best to spare both of us.. But the harder he tried.. i guess.. The burden is not what i can fistful..For me.. It's agony..
went out with jenn foong, wah boon, ah man, kuok chin & seng leong..went ming tian makan lunch..den went arcade centre to finish up my coins..After that..We took sticker photo at the photo shop..urmz..Press d wrong button..so the photo is not really nice.. But.. ok ok la..hehee.. i will stick it in my sticker photo album.. :p den went snooker centre..Boon and Foong's skill are better than Man.. But Man's lucky..heheee..After that we went Red Box..They sang..Foong & Man sang till..a bit slouching.. And.. When they sing romantic song or sad song.. Or the rhythm delicately .. Their voice are like..so moody..so touching..so smooth.. urmz.. dunno how to say la.. Boon said both of them facing the same problem.. Their having mutual feelings.. urmzz..i escape it subtle.. Don't really want to face it right now.. Felt guilty..When they sang.. ' ai hen jian dan','lian ren wei man', and others.. i feel like.. urmzz.. they're trying 2 tell me something.. maybe i'm too sensitive.. but.. Even Boon tot so.. urmzz.. dunno.. Dun wanna think first.. After that.. We went ming tian again..heehe.. Foong order dunno wat for me..i ate a bit..no appetite.. urmzz.. Then, 'they' came..i dun like 'them'.. 'they' look really bad.. i really wish Boon, Foong, Man, Leong & Chin dun mix with 'them'.. Sure will put them in trouble wan.. but Leong & Chin followed 'them'.. Boon & Foong sent me home.. Man go home.. i think..
whole day.. he dint msg me.. Dint call me.. i dint msg or call him too..urmzz.. i dun feel like explaining...Because..i dun think itz needed..Explain is just to cover up something true ? Or something untrue ? i dunno..The more i explain.. It will amplify things..And it will be more complicated..urmzz..dunno..Few hours later.. juz like wat i said to my darling *yun*.. It will be the end..i won't think bout givin chance or not..i won't bother bout it..To me..he will be my friend only after today.. so.. juz wait and see...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
99% Comfirm
Today's mood : Happy
99% comfirm my answer dee..after this two days..i know what i want..and what i need..i understand and comfirm and make sure and make it clear dee..my feelings toward foong.. i'm sure dee..only friends..at first i admit i'm confused..cos he's really nice 2 me..but i think properly dee..he's not what i want..he's not that kind of bf i want..i don't think i want to waste his time.. why i said 99%..well..in case anything happen..heheee..no la..since i said 99%.. means.. negative answer 99%.. neutral answer (means no answer) 1 % .. urmzz.. it might hurt him.. but.. better than giving him empty hope..
sometimes things are like dat.. urmzz.. the one u love, dun love u.. the one u dun love, love u.. sometimes when both of u love each other, but can't be couple.. wrong timing.. aikzzz.. ma fan !!
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
99% comfirm my answer dee..after this two days..i know what i want..and what i need..i understand and comfirm and make sure and make it clear dee..my feelings toward foong.. i'm sure dee..only friends..at first i admit i'm confused..cos he's really nice 2 me..but i think properly dee..he's not what i want..he's not that kind of bf i want..i don't think i want to waste his time.. why i said 99%..well..in case anything happen..heheee..no la..since i said 99%.. means.. negative answer 99%.. neutral answer (means no answer) 1 % .. urmzz.. it might hurt him.. but.. better than giving him empty hope..
sometimes things are like dat.. urmzz.. the one u love, dun love u.. the one u dun love, love u.. sometimes when both of u love each other, but can't be couple.. wrong timing.. aikzzz.. ma fan !!
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
Sunday
First Regrets
Today's mood : Weird
Karen's birthday !!!
at awana, watching TV the whole day.. Karen, ah kit and karen's parents reached around 6.30pm.. she changed her hairstyle..Look younger..But kit said look older..Huh..Kit very sayang Karen leh..urmzz..He's a cook in restaurant at dunno where..heheee..I'm not sure..Both of them.. Ok lorr.. Not bad.. Sweet oso la.. Dinner at tuck kee..Damn full..The 'dong fun' very nice..ehehee.. But lobster too much..aikzz..Fat fat Dee T.T
urmzz..Whole day..Beside watching TV with sista..Something keep disturbing me..I mean.. Yea.. In my mind..There's something..urmzz..I regret..I admit I regret..I tot I have no regrets and do not feel sorry for ending relationship with him..He's really a nice fella..Now..He belongs to another she..I think he's happy..At least..I better than me..He got no regrets..I dunno wat's wrong with me..He's d first guy I felt regretful..I never feel sorry for any decision I made..But dis one..urmzz.. Yea..I admit..And I agree.. I'm wrong..But what to do? I'm the one who choose this answer.. I'm the one who rejected him for three times.. If I'm not wrong..I can't blame anyone..Well..Yea.. I dunno how to appreciate when I have.. When he's belongs to me.. I dunno how to love and appreciate.. Till I lost.. And after 1 year..Only I realize.. iz too late :) too bad.. Too sad.. aikzz...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Karen's birthday !!!
at awana, watching TV the whole day.. Karen, ah kit and karen's parents reached around 6.30pm.. she changed her hairstyle..Look younger..But kit said look older..Huh..Kit very sayang Karen leh..urmzz..He's a cook in restaurant at dunno where..heheee..I'm not sure..Both of them.. Ok lorr.. Not bad.. Sweet oso la.. Dinner at tuck kee..Damn full..The 'dong fun' very nice..ehehee.. But lobster too much..aikzz..Fat fat Dee T.T
urmzz..Whole day..Beside watching TV with sista..Something keep disturbing me..I mean.. Yea.. In my mind..There's something..urmzz..I regret..I admit I regret..I tot I have no regrets and do not feel sorry for ending relationship with him..He's really a nice fella..Now..He belongs to another she..I think he's happy..At least..I better than me..He got no regrets..I dunno wat's wrong with me..He's d first guy I felt regretful..I never feel sorry for any decision I made..But dis one..urmzz.. Yea..I admit..And I agree.. I'm wrong..But what to do? I'm the one who choose this answer.. I'm the one who rejected him for three times.. If I'm not wrong..I can't blame anyone..Well..Yea.. I dunno how to appreciate when I have.. When he's belongs to me.. I dunno how to love and appreciate.. Till I lost.. And after 1 year..Only I realize.. iz too late :) too bad.. Too sad.. aikzz...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Friday
Muah Ex
Today's mood : Happy
happy happy..primary schoolmate gathering at sp..all of them..well..not all la..some of them change a bit dee..but for me..i think they're still the same lorr.. not much diff..hehee..stupid chan guo..see me den scold & whack me dee..i think he's d only guy dat dare to whack me among my primary schoolmate..urmzz..mizz poh man much..didn't meet tina..hehee.. bz mahh.. but met feng & foong.. feng at arcade centre.. foong at snuker centre..he's wearing black shirt today.. not bad.. look nice..hehee..feng.. wear blue+orange t-shirt..not bad oso but a bit chubby..hehee..
boy's crazee over deb..urmzz...dunno him la.. heard dat deb's damn good at lucky..hmmm..muz meet her some other day..
i bought Escada Magnetic Beat for karen..hehee.. hope she'll like it.. cos i like it.. heheheeee..not too expensive..and the smell not too strong.. urm..
urmmzz..met loong & lian again..lian still d same..play play..joking around..loong..urmzz..look more mature deee..got gf dee..call pei yee if i'm not wrong.. they look so sweet..and nice.. i think pei yee's really lucky to has him as boyfriend..i noe loong will treat him really really good..urmzz..he's mua ex..yea..i miss the chance..hehee..i'm not as lucky as pei yee.. anyway.. wish them all the best and luck.. do i regret? urmmzz..not to say regret..juz..felt...urmz.. too bad i didn't appreciate when i have.. :-)
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
happy happy..primary schoolmate gathering at sp..all of them..well..not all la..some of them change a bit dee..but for me..i think they're still the same lorr.. not much diff..hehee..stupid chan guo..see me den scold & whack me dee..i think he's d only guy dat dare to whack me among my primary schoolmate..urmzz..mizz poh man much..didn't meet tina..hehee.. bz mahh.. but met feng & foong.. feng at arcade centre.. foong at snuker centre..he's wearing black shirt today.. not bad.. look nice..hehee..feng.. wear blue+orange t-shirt..not bad oso but a bit chubby..hehee..
boy's crazee over deb..urmzz...dunno him la.. heard dat deb's damn good at lucky..hmmm..muz meet her some other day..
i bought Escada Magnetic Beat for karen..hehee.. hope she'll like it.. cos i like it.. heheheeee..not too expensive..and the smell not too strong.. urm..
urmmzz..met loong & lian again..lian still d same..play play..joking around..loong..urmzz..look more mature deee..got gf dee..call pei yee if i'm not wrong.. they look so sweet..and nice.. i think pei yee's really lucky to has him as boyfriend..i noe loong will treat him really really good..urmzz..he's mua ex..yea..i miss the chance..hehee..i'm not as lucky as pei yee.. anyway.. wish them all the best and luck.. do i regret? urmmzz..not to say regret..juz..felt...urmz.. too bad i didn't appreciate when i have.. :-)
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
Final Decision
Today's mood : Normal
yun final decision..reject feng..urm..do i know why ? i guess i noe..the reason is same like mine.. but i'm in trouble..i dunno how and wat to do lorr.. i noe i like foong as a friend..i like the way he treat me.. i like the way he care me.. like the way he sayang me.. like the way he do everything for me.. but.. i don't love him.. do i ? i dunno.. i dun think that's love.. urmm.. dunno how lorr..he knew.. he ask me to take my time and think properly..hmmm...dunno how la.. haihzz...
met mr ogawa..he do make up for me.. oh gosh.. seriously dun look like me..but too bad i didn't take photo..hehee.. my mom said i look so so different.. but i prefer my natural look.. even is ugly..but at least.. is real me..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muakzz*
yun final decision..reject feng..urm..do i know why ? i guess i noe..the reason is same like mine.. but i'm in trouble..i dunno how and wat to do lorr.. i noe i like foong as a friend..i like the way he treat me.. i like the way he care me.. like the way he sayang me.. like the way he do everything for me.. but.. i don't love him.. do i ? i dunno.. i dun think that's love.. urmm.. dunno how lorr..he knew.. he ask me to take my time and think properly..hmmm...dunno how la.. haihzz...
met mr ogawa..he do make up for me.. oh gosh.. seriously dun look like me..but too bad i didn't take photo..hehee.. my mom said i look so so different.. but i prefer my natural look.. even is ugly..but at least.. is real me..
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muakzz*
Wednesday
He's in deep shit !!!!
Today's mood : Worried.
some serious trouble happen.. bout feng & yun... aikzzz.. she said he's at k.l side.. but..i dun think so lorr.. feng like koilin.. but is last time la.. past dee wert.. i dun believe he will tell her everything that happen between me, foong, feng and yun lorr.. seriously hope not him la.. uif not he seriously in deep shit.. me and yun won't forgive him.. if he did that..
wish everything will be fine.. i dun want because of this yun reject him.. now.. hmm.. he's almost fail.. but..not exactly.. so.. GOD BLESS HIM !!!!
talked to marcus.. he..hmmm.. i can feel this time he seriously waiting me..but how bout me myself.. do i really like him ?? or just.. because he waited for almost 3 years ?? hmm.. i dunno lorrr.. he sound sad when i said i dun wanna think bout it... and we chat bout foong.. i mean jenn foong.. aikzzz... both of them.. aikzzz... dunno la.. dun wanna think.. cos i noe.. no answer !
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
some serious trouble happen.. bout feng & yun... aikzzz.. she said he's at k.l side.. but..i dun think so lorr.. feng like koilin.. but is last time la.. past dee wert.. i dun believe he will tell her everything that happen between me, foong, feng and yun lorr.. seriously hope not him la.. uif not he seriously in deep shit.. me and yun won't forgive him.. if he did that..
wish everything will be fine.. i dun want because of this yun reject him.. now.. hmm.. he's almost fail.. but..not exactly.. so.. GOD BLESS HIM !!!!
talked to marcus.. he..hmmm.. i can feel this time he seriously waiting me..but how bout me myself.. do i really like him ?? or just.. because he waited for almost 3 years ?? hmm.. i dunno lorrr.. he sound sad when i said i dun wanna think bout it... and we chat bout foong.. i mean jenn foong.. aikzzz... both of them.. aikzzz... dunno la.. dun wanna think.. cos i noe.. no answer !
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
Tuesday
My Sister's Boyfriend ???
Today's Mood : Shocked
jesus christ..can you tell me what the hack was happening?? muah sista..i mean real sister dat same father..same mother..same surname.. same family.. got boyfriend ??!! hmmm...unbelievable..she told me..when she's young..i mean.. urm.. she's young now.. but when she's still little girl that having fun in the tadika..she had a boyfriend.. and till now.. she love him !!! can you believe that.. what happen to the little kid nowadays..?? ohhh.. they're so.. well.. 'mature' .. way too mature for their age right.. i asked her if they ever kissed.. and her respond was.. BLUSH !!!! urmmm... headache..
something happen..hmmm..ah man & J.Foong..aikzzz..wat happen to both of them?? approaching me at the same time ?? weirdo.. aikzz..dun care la.. well.. dun really have the mood to care too...
feng told me foong said he's feeling pressure..well..maybe is bout me..but i dun think is la..hmmm..he said i'm different..how?? hmmm..just..well..maybe a little.. i'm not like previous.. so fanatical.. everything turn to cool.. hehehee.. i dunno why will i do so.. just.. i dun want hurt him so much lorr.. i noe if i continue treat him so good.. sure if my answer is negative... he will definately HURT.. aikzzz.. dunno how la.. no matter hjowp.. i still think i will give him the negative answer lorr.. cos i seriously no mood to start a relationship with him ...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzzz*
jesus christ..can you tell me what the hack was happening?? muah sista..i mean real sister dat same father..same mother..same surname.. same family.. got boyfriend ??!! hmmm...unbelievable..she told me..when she's young..i mean.. urm.. she's young now.. but when she's still little girl that having fun in the tadika..she had a boyfriend.. and till now.. she love him !!! can you believe that.. what happen to the little kid nowadays..?? ohhh.. they're so.. well.. 'mature' .. way too mature for their age right.. i asked her if they ever kissed.. and her respond was.. BLUSH !!!! urmmm... headache..
something happen..hmmm..ah man & J.Foong..aikzzz..wat happen to both of them?? approaching me at the same time ?? weirdo.. aikzz..dun care la.. well.. dun really have the mood to care too...
feng told me foong said he's feeling pressure..well..maybe is bout me..but i dun think is la..hmmm..he said i'm different..how?? hmmm..just..well..maybe a little.. i'm not like previous.. so fanatical.. everything turn to cool.. hehehee.. i dunno why will i do so.. just.. i dun want hurt him so much lorr.. i noe if i continue treat him so good.. sure if my answer is negative... he will definately HURT.. aikzzz.. dunno how la.. no matter hjowp.. i still think i will give him the negative answer lorr.. cos i seriously no mood to start a relationship with him ...
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzzz*
Monday
Touched = Love ???
Today's mood : normal...
Kwai Sien's buffday !!!!!
received pei huan's email..she's touched..by somebody dat care her much nowadays..i'm wondering..will touched turn to love ? urm..not to say i'm busybody.. but.. i don't think he love her.. if he do..he won't say bad things behind her.. or maybe.. just because of his friend.. he say bad things dat he dun wish 2 do so.. i dunno.. is not under my control.. just thinking bout it.. well.. if touched won't turn into love.. then.. will somebody because of biasa with someone..then they love someone.. hmmm.. i think dis happen.. they dunno dis is not love.. is just.. they are comfort 2 be with somebody dat always hang around with them... they just used to it.. hmmm..dunno.. it might be wrong .. but.. i think that's right !
watanabe remember my birthdate !!! hehehe.. wat the..stupid heng forgot !!! urmmm..never mind.. i dun bother.. as long as the one i care remember.. even iz normal thing but for me.. it mean something...
luv,
weiwei
*huggiesss*
Kwai Sien's buffday !!!!!
received pei huan's email..she's touched..by somebody dat care her much nowadays..i'm wondering..will touched turn to love ? urm..not to say i'm busybody.. but.. i don't think he love her.. if he do..he won't say bad things behind her.. or maybe.. just because of his friend.. he say bad things dat he dun wish 2 do so.. i dunno.. is not under my control.. just thinking bout it.. well.. if touched won't turn into love.. then.. will somebody because of biasa with someone..then they love someone.. hmmm.. i think dis happen.. they dunno dis is not love.. is just.. they are comfort 2 be with somebody dat always hang around with them... they just used to it.. hmmm..dunno.. it might be wrong .. but.. i think that's right !
watanabe remember my birthdate !!! hehehe.. wat the..stupid heng forgot !!! urmmm..never mind.. i dun bother.. as long as the one i care remember.. even iz normal thing but for me.. it mean something...
luv,
weiwei
*huggiesss*
Sunday
Triangel
Today's mood : Normal as usual
i changed my email address..now my email add is related to Triangel, the love angel..i heard from somewhere..Triangel is actually an angel send by god to protect love..triangel protect every couple that seriously in love from others that trying to break them apart.. triangel try really hard to protect their love or relationship.. Triangel is now selling at Midvalley and One utama.. will i get myself one ? well...maybe..i need somebody 2 protect my love..heheheeee...
luv,
weiwei
*huggiess*
i changed my email address..now my email add is related to Triangel, the love angel..i heard from somewhere..Triangel is actually an angel send by god to protect love..triangel protect every couple that seriously in love from others that trying to break them apart.. triangel try really hard to protect their love or relationship.. Triangel is now selling at Midvalley and One utama.. will i get myself one ? well...maybe..i need somebody 2 protect my love..heheheeee...
luv,
weiwei
*huggiess*
Saturday
Dolphin Bay
Today's mood : Lazy
watch drama series bout dolphin bay..hmmm..iz kinda touching..n dis drama series remind me something.. sumtimes we can't get wat we want..and we have to let go something we really want and need.. waiting might get two result.. one, you get what you wish.. two, you will get nothing but heartbroken.. yea..i think iz right.. is ur choice 2 choose.. wait or leave.. waiting can be a pressure.. or maybe it will bring pleasure..we don't know.. two foong.. said they'll wait for my answer.. even marcus said he'll wait for my answer.. the word 'wait' seems become an invisible pressure for me.. i started 2 be panic.. and trying 2 escape from them.. i don't want myself to be like dat.. but i dunno wat can i do..my choice.. my thought.. keep changing.. until i'm confusing.. i'm confused.. i don't know i like them.. or i like the way they treat me.. aikzzz.. really dunno.. i wish yun is here..helping me.. i really dunno wat to do.. i'm lost !!!!
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
watch drama series bout dolphin bay..hmmm..iz kinda touching..n dis drama series remind me something.. sumtimes we can't get wat we want..and we have to let go something we really want and need.. waiting might get two result.. one, you get what you wish.. two, you will get nothing but heartbroken.. yea..i think iz right.. is ur choice 2 choose.. wait or leave.. waiting can be a pressure.. or maybe it will bring pleasure..we don't know.. two foong.. said they'll wait for my answer.. even marcus said he'll wait for my answer.. the word 'wait' seems become an invisible pressure for me.. i started 2 be panic.. and trying 2 escape from them.. i don't want myself to be like dat.. but i dunno wat can i do..my choice.. my thought.. keep changing.. until i'm confusing.. i'm confused.. i don't know i like them.. or i like the way they treat me.. aikzzz.. really dunno.. i wish yun is here..helping me.. i really dunno wat to do.. i'm lost !!!!
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
Friday
Pink & Black
Today's mood : Happy
I'm kinda happy today..went one utama with Sophie..my pet sista..hehee..as usual..well..i wore pinky shirt & she wore black tee..hahahaaa..we went Ms Read for lunch..well..Nic & Ernie working over there..we just playing around ? well.. not exactly..at least we order food and eat.. not disturbing..after that..we went the photo sticker shop 2 take sticker photo..hahaa..nice nice..our pose so funny and sweet..love it so so much..heheee..afta dat..we waited giant for movie at 2pm.. watching incredibles...but he was late..i mean.. i said he will reach around 12.30pm but end up reaching at 1.45pm..wat the hell..how can he late !! and the problem is.. he asked her out without asking our will..i mean.. he should respect us and ask do we wanna go out with so many ppl..and they consider..schoolmate to us.. not close at all..anyway...muah sista not happy..well..me too..hmm..dun care la.. we watch our movie..as long as they dun disturb..heheheee...
met sonia too..oh goshh..that holy chick..damn hot and pretty deee...not like the std 3 girl i use 2 noe..hehee..anyway..she's still friendly as usual..hugzz..hehehee...
aikkzzz..still no result bout my problem...i dun wanna think dee lorr.. but i seems started 2 ignore him..well..not really ignoring him la.. but..try not 2 b close 2 him...aikzz.. dunno y
luv,
weiwei
*huggiess*
*miss my darling + watanabe kaito*
I'm kinda happy today..went one utama with Sophie..my pet sista..hehee..as usual..well..i wore pinky shirt & she wore black tee..hahahaaa..we went Ms Read for lunch..well..Nic & Ernie working over there..we just playing around ? well.. not exactly..at least we order food and eat.. not disturbing..after that..we went the photo sticker shop 2 take sticker photo..hahaa..nice nice..our pose so funny and sweet..love it so so much..heheee..afta dat..we waited giant for movie at 2pm.. watching incredibles...but he was late..i mean.. i said he will reach around 12.30pm but end up reaching at 1.45pm..wat the hell..how can he late !! and the problem is.. he asked her out without asking our will..i mean.. he should respect us and ask do we wanna go out with so many ppl..and they consider..schoolmate to us.. not close at all..anyway...muah sista not happy..well..me too..hmm..dun care la.. we watch our movie..as long as they dun disturb..heheheee...
met sonia too..oh goshh..that holy chick..damn hot and pretty deee...not like the std 3 girl i use 2 noe..hehee..anyway..she's still friendly as usual..hugzz..hehehee...
aikkzzz..still no result bout my problem...i dun wanna think dee lorr.. but i seems started 2 ignore him..well..not really ignoring him la.. but..try not 2 b close 2 him...aikzz.. dunno y
luv,
weiwei
*huggiess*
*miss my darling + watanabe kaito*
Thursday
Sweet Dream ??
Today's mood : Abnormal
hmmmm..had a weird dream last night..i met Watanabe kaito..hehehee..consider sweet dream..cos in my dream..we're damn happy..not couple..but obviously there's some magnetic transformer happen btw us.. having fun at my favorite place.. London..den we went Milan and Paris together..hmmm...The mood is romantic..we're so pure..Friend..but kinda sweet..hahahaa...both of us keep blushing..hmmm...weird..suddenly..this scene gone..and i saw yun & feng..they're couple!!! hahhaa..in my dream la..they look so nice and sweet..i saw yun face blushing..feng holding her hand..both of them shopping and drinking ice-mocha i suppose..hmmm..nice nice.. after this..i saw kok fai..yee wee..and hsiao ket..they're racing..hmmm...very dangerous..suddenly kok fai's sonata bang the tree and.. i woke up...weird huhh.. abnormal dream... but i like the first and second dream.. the third wan.. better dun happen.. i dun wan fai, yee wee and hsiao ket got any injuries...
well..still the same.. i dunno wat i want.. i know i'm different from last time.. i mean the way i treat him..but...i just dunno how to face it.. in fact.. i should say.. i dun wanna face it... aikzzz.. better solve this problem earlier.. but.. i dun want.. iz better if he like others...hmmmmm
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
hmmmm..had a weird dream last night..i met Watanabe kaito..hehehee..consider sweet dream..cos in my dream..we're damn happy..not couple..but obviously there's some magnetic transformer happen btw us.. having fun at my favorite place.. London..den we went Milan and Paris together..hmmm...The mood is romantic..we're so pure..Friend..but kinda sweet..hahahaa...both of us keep blushing..hmmm...weird..suddenly..this scene gone..and i saw yun & feng..they're couple!!! hahhaa..in my dream la..they look so nice and sweet..i saw yun face blushing..feng holding her hand..both of them shopping and drinking ice-mocha i suppose..hmmm..nice nice.. after this..i saw kok fai..yee wee..and hsiao ket..they're racing..hmmm...very dangerous..suddenly kok fai's sonata bang the tree and.. i woke up...weird huhh.. abnormal dream... but i like the first and second dream.. the third wan.. better dun happen.. i dun wan fai, yee wee and hsiao ket got any injuries...
well..still the same.. i dunno wat i want.. i know i'm different from last time.. i mean the way i treat him..but...i just dunno how to face it.. in fact.. i should say.. i dun wanna face it... aikzzz.. better solve this problem earlier.. but.. i dun want.. iz better if he like others...hmmmmm
luv,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskzz*
Wednesday
Welcome Home
Today's Mood : Happy + Tired
Reach KLIA around 11.15pm last night..but after every procedure..reach home around 1am..oh gosh..we are so tired..i will NEVER visit NZ anymore..not even free of charge..hmmm.. i rather spend my time shopping at Paris, Milan, Rome, Venice,Las Vegas, London, HK..waste money for the trip to NZ..hmphhh..anyway..i took lotz picture..hahaha..my parents said i'm my brother's private model..well..maybe..cos my bro capture every shot..heheee..enjoy taking photos..
Hmmm..i think i'm dead..i don't know what the f*** am i thinking..do i like him? i really don't know..i used to him..i mean..he always there for me..being nice and sweet and really good to me..but is that what i need? do i really wanna be with him? i seriously no idea at all..i'm confused..i dunno why..i got one feeling..if i really do accept him..i'm going to break up soon..maybe i'm not in the mood of starting relationship by this moment..but is that true or just an excuse? i really don't know lorr.. i promise yun to give them answer when she's back..but i'm afraid i can't make it.. i need lot of time to think bout it.. to make sure what i want..i noe..i got feeling on him.. but i dun think that's like..i dun think that's love..i seriously dun have those sweet feeling to be with him.. why? i don't know..why??i don't know...if can.. i choose not to give any answer..but i know is impossible.. i hope i needn't to answer him...yea..i'm selfish..why not remain the same like now..when the truth is told..i'm sure..friendship will be broken..
Because of him..i'm clear and awake..i mean..i know..i am still in love with watanabe kaito..even i don't want this to happen..but the fact told me..face it..i can like others..i can be with them..cos i know me and watanabe kaito will always be friend..lot of things happen btw us..i dun wanna explain why we can't couple..cos only me and him know the answer..i want this to be our secret...anyway..i really miss him..beside..i dunno what kind of feeling i'm having on F** & H.K** or maybe **N****.. they will always be my brother right.. yea.. i treat them as my bro cos they really sayang me..i don't wanna think much..don't wanna be sensitive..aikkzzz... let it be what i should be...
luv,
weiwei
*wish everything will be fine*
Reach KLIA around 11.15pm last night..but after every procedure..reach home around 1am..oh gosh..we are so tired..i will NEVER visit NZ anymore..not even free of charge..hmmm.. i rather spend my time shopping at Paris, Milan, Rome, Venice,Las Vegas, London, HK..waste money for the trip to NZ..hmphhh..anyway..i took lotz picture..hahaha..my parents said i'm my brother's private model..well..maybe..cos my bro capture every shot..heheee..enjoy taking photos..
Hmmm..i think i'm dead..i don't know what the f*** am i thinking..do i like him? i really don't know..i used to him..i mean..he always there for me..being nice and sweet and really good to me..but is that what i need? do i really wanna be with him? i seriously no idea at all..i'm confused..i dunno why..i got one feeling..if i really do accept him..i'm going to break up soon..maybe i'm not in the mood of starting relationship by this moment..but is that true or just an excuse? i really don't know lorr.. i promise yun to give them answer when she's back..but i'm afraid i can't make it.. i need lot of time to think bout it.. to make sure what i want..i noe..i got feeling on him.. but i dun think that's like..i dun think that's love..i seriously dun have those sweet feeling to be with him.. why? i don't know..why??i don't know...if can.. i choose not to give any answer..but i know is impossible.. i hope i needn't to answer him...yea..i'm selfish..why not remain the same like now..when the truth is told..i'm sure..friendship will be broken..
Because of him..i'm clear and awake..i mean..i know..i am still in love with watanabe kaito..even i don't want this to happen..but the fact told me..face it..i can like others..i can be with them..cos i know me and watanabe kaito will always be friend..lot of things happen btw us..i dun wanna explain why we can't couple..cos only me and him know the answer..i want this to be our secret...anyway..i really miss him..beside..i dunno what kind of feeling i'm having on F** & H.K** or maybe **N****.. they will always be my brother right.. yea.. i treat them as my bro cos they really sayang me..i don't wanna think much..don't wanna be sensitive..aikkzzz... let it be what i should be...
luv,
weiwei
*wish everything will be fine*
Tuesday
Reach NZ
Today's Mood : Happy but Tired.
After more than 10 hours flight.. the plane laded at Auckland Airport.. well.. now onwards my day !!! i'm not going to update my blog.. since..i'm not going 2 write everyday..online everyday.. so... i will update when i'm back.. heheheee....
Feng told me.. even if i didn't accept that fella..his feeling will last for few years.. hmmm.. is he giving me pressure ? i don't know.. really don't know.. don't wanna think but..i force to do so.. i have to give him an answer.. huhhh.. headache.. i really dunno wat to do...
luv,
weiwei *huggz*
After more than 10 hours flight.. the plane laded at Auckland Airport.. well.. now onwards my day !!! i'm not going to update my blog.. since..i'm not going 2 write everyday..online everyday.. so... i will update when i'm back.. heheheee....
Feng told me.. even if i didn't accept that fella..his feeling will last for few years.. hmmm.. is he giving me pressure ? i don't know.. really don't know.. don't wanna think but..i force to do so.. i have to give him an answer.. huhhh.. headache.. i really dunno wat to do...
luv,
weiwei *huggz*
Monday
Going New Zealand
Today's Mood : Excited
Early in the morning, he finally admit that he got feeling on me. But i don't think that's love. In fact, i feel that he got that kind of feeling on me is because of me.. i treat him nice and sweet, i think so. So i felt actually he's not truely like me. It might be a sudden feeling since the one he like does not like him. even he said not because of that .. but my feeling told me.. yea.. is the main reason .
Before going air port.. Feng & Foong bought A&W for me. Nice nice. Today, i'm wearing cap i bought from TL, Pink shirt from Esprit and mini skirt from HK..hahahaa...i think i look sweet *wink* perasan !!!
Reach Singapore around 5.30pm. I actually like singapore international air port.. iz big and nice.. hahaha.. got free online central which they called the connect centre.. i saw some japanese guy..oh goshh..they're so so cute!!! kawaii ne...
Since he told me he got feeling on me.. the way he treat me is like.. so different..is that a good sign? i don't know.. i seriously don't.. even yun and feng keep telling me bout it... but.. i think i have to think bout it..
luv,
weiwei
Early in the morning, he finally admit that he got feeling on me. But i don't think that's love. In fact, i feel that he got that kind of feeling on me is because of me.. i treat him nice and sweet, i think so. So i felt actually he's not truely like me. It might be a sudden feeling since the one he like does not like him. even he said not because of that .. but my feeling told me.. yea.. is the main reason .
Before going air port.. Feng & Foong bought A&W for me. Nice nice. Today, i'm wearing cap i bought from TL, Pink shirt from Esprit and mini skirt from HK..hahahaa...i think i look sweet *wink* perasan !!!
Reach Singapore around 5.30pm. I actually like singapore international air port.. iz big and nice.. hahaha.. got free online central which they called the connect centre.. i saw some japanese guy..oh goshh..they're so so cute!!! kawaii ne...
Since he told me he got feeling on me.. the way he treat me is like.. so different..is that a good sign? i don't know.. i seriously don't.. even yun and feng keep telling me bout it... but.. i think i have to think bout it..
luv,
weiwei
Sunday
Face our Life
Today's Mood : Normal
Iz been so long since i last updated my blog..hmmm..anyway..just continue..i'm lazy 2 think bout the past few days...all i know is..yun come over..and we talk a lot..sometimes..i dun understand y we must face all this problem which we don't really want to face it.. maybe life's like this..not so easy come..not so easy go..but we force to treat it normal by easy come easy go mood.. i'm kinda worried bout her decision..cos.. i know..her decision..change everything..change mine..change that fella too..i can see that he seriously in love with her..the problem..actually..i also dunno what's the problem..but i guess..iz no big deal...but just..for me..i wish she really think bout it..i mean..think bout accepting him..this time.. i can see that he is really...serious..hmmm..anyway.. i won't force her.. choice is still with her.. i'm just giving my opinion... hmmmm... bored...tired.. leaving tomorrow..wish everything will be fine when i'm back..
luv,
weiwei
Iz been so long since i last updated my blog..hmmm..anyway..just continue..i'm lazy 2 think bout the past few days...all i know is..yun come over..and we talk a lot..sometimes..i dun understand y we must face all this problem which we don't really want to face it.. maybe life's like this..not so easy come..not so easy go..but we force to treat it normal by easy come easy go mood.. i'm kinda worried bout her decision..cos.. i know..her decision..change everything..change mine..change that fella too..i can see that he seriously in love with her..the problem..actually..i also dunno what's the problem..but i guess..iz no big deal...but just..for me..i wish she really think bout it..i mean..think bout accepting him..this time.. i can see that he is really...serious..hmmm..anyway.. i won't force her.. choice is still with her.. i'm just giving my opinion... hmmmm... bored...tired.. leaving tomorrow..wish everything will be fine when i'm back..
luv,
weiwei
Thursday
Waiting
Today's mood : Moody
Feng having exam!!
Didn't go to school..Watch TV..The drama 'chong shang yun xiao' .. Vincent die already..Belle can't accept the truth..she imagine Vincent still with her.. she mentally sick.. Beside..Zoe sick..Heart attack..Sam very sad..And panic..Zoe might leave the world any second.. After watching this..Make me think of..Actually in this world..Not every ending will be happy ending..When they know how 2 appreciate each other..Is too late..Because..Vincent dead..Human always make mistake..They thought they like somebody but actually the truth is..They just used to each other..Many ppl dunno what they actually want..
My dear actually dun understand what she want..For me..she need somebody really care..Really love her..Maybe nowadays teenage love is only puppy love..But at least we will get some experience by trying to like somebody right now..For me..I wish she happy..But some feeling..she miss out..she started to rely..Started to like him..But she tried her best not to..she keep on telling herself she won't love him..aikkzz...In fact..I wish both of them can couple..Not that I'm helping him..But I just don't want both of them miss this chance..Something I don't have..I wish she will own it..
I started again..waiting..waitint for his call..waiting for his msg..i dun like..can say i hate it..so..i will control myself..i know i can do it...
kinda worry yun..aikzzz..wish she's alright..
Feng having exam!!
Didn't go to school..Watch TV..The drama 'chong shang yun xiao' .. Vincent die already..Belle can't accept the truth..she imagine Vincent still with her.. she mentally sick.. Beside..Zoe sick..Heart attack..Sam very sad..And panic..Zoe might leave the world any second.. After watching this..Make me think of..Actually in this world..Not every ending will be happy ending..When they know how 2 appreciate each other..Is too late..Because..Vincent dead..Human always make mistake..They thought they like somebody but actually the truth is..They just used to each other..Many ppl dunno what they actually want..
My dear actually dun understand what she want..For me..she need somebody really care..Really love her..Maybe nowadays teenage love is only puppy love..But at least we will get some experience by trying to like somebody right now..For me..I wish she happy..But some feeling..she miss out..she started to rely..Started to like him..But she tried her best not to..she keep on telling herself she won't love him..aikkzz...In fact..I wish both of them can couple..Not that I'm helping him..But I just don't want both of them miss this chance..Something I don't have..I wish she will own it..
I started again..waiting..waitint for his call..waiting for his msg..i dun like..can say i hate it..so..i will control myself..i know i can do it...
kinda worry yun..aikzzz..wish she's alright..
Wednesday
Song b4 zZzz
Today's mood : happy
I'm so happy today..Because I left half way..I mean from school..Main reason is because my sister sick..And me not feeling so well too..So we left before school end.. After that..Me, my sister & mother went chicken rice shop..hehee..The chicken was so nice and delicious..Love it so much!! heheee..But I ate too much!!! I'm so so fat now.. sob sob..
Foong woke up around 2pm..hahaaa..pig !! How can he sleep till 2 something?? Wondering.. He asked y don't I wake him up..hmmm..Y leh? cos I dun want disturb him..I dun like 2 disturb while ppl doing their stuff..heheee..
At night..We chat a lot..My attitude..My style & bla bla bla..But I'm so so tired..Stupid..He let me hear 'first love'.. Till I sleep only he hang up the call..hmmm..Stupid..
1 day before SPM
I'm so happy today..Because I left half way..I mean from school..Main reason is because my sister sick..And me not feeling so well too..So we left before school end.. After that..Me, my sister & mother went chicken rice shop..hehee..The chicken was so nice and delicious..Love it so much!! heheee..But I ate too much!!! I'm so so fat now.. sob sob..
Foong woke up around 2pm..hahaaa..pig !! How can he sleep till 2 something?? Wondering.. He asked y don't I wake him up..hmmm..Y leh? cos I dun want disturb him..I dun like 2 disturb while ppl doing their stuff..heheee..
At night..We chat a lot..My attitude..My style & bla bla bla..But I'm so so tired..Stupid..He let me hear 'first love'.. Till I sleep only he hang up the call..hmmm..Stupid..
1 day before SPM
Tuesday
Bored In School
Today's mood : Normal
Long time didn't go to school..Today..Go back again..Main reason is to update my blog and check mail..Well..Get my result too..heheee..My computer spoil..Have to do everything in school...aikzz.. Not good..Cannot online and chat..And update blog on time.. hmmm.. Anyway.. Never mind..Everyday I write in my own diary..And also here..My blogger..
Nowadays..I can see that 'pig' really care and showing his love 2 'sheep'..I think 'sheep' is afraid 2 love & 2 believe..But really want to tell her..Actually..Pig' really serious and I know he can let her has the feeling.. What feeling?? 'xing fu de gan jue'..hehee..This kind of feeling..I don't have..So..I wish..yun really can get it.
2days before SPM
Long time didn't go to school..Today..Go back again..Main reason is to update my blog and check mail..Well..Get my result too..heheee..My computer spoil..Have to do everything in school...aikzz.. Not good..Cannot online and chat..And update blog on time.. hmmm.. Anyway.. Never mind..Everyday I write in my own diary..And also here..My blogger..
Nowadays..I can see that 'pig' really care and showing his love 2 'sheep'..I think 'sheep' is afraid 2 love & 2 believe..But really want to tell her..Actually..Pig' really serious and I know he can let her has the feeling.. What feeling?? 'xing fu de gan jue'..hehee..This kind of feeling..I don't have..So..I wish..yun really can get it.
2days before SPM
Don't Feel Good
Today's mood : not so good..
Sleep till 1 something in the afternoon..yun went home at 2 something..aikzz..She left..I'm lonely..hmmm..Not exactly..But..A bit ler..Daddy mummy come home around 4pm..Decided 2 go sg Wang 2 change currency for new Zealand trip..And dinner.. Foong msg me around that time.. And yea.. We chat.. Found out that actually I don't understand him at all..Well..Maybe not at all..But..A lot of things bout him I don't know..hmmmm.. And..Yea.. yun & feng too..I mean.. They knew..I kinda listen to wad foong said.. hmmm..Not a good sign.. Anyway..I'm tryin my best 2 get off this situation..
Night..He not back yet after 12 midnight..And I actually kinda worry..He's sick..But now..He's still outside..I hate myself being a fool..I mean.. I feel I'm busybody..I shouldn't involve in it.. I should know.. He always go out late at night..Even dun go home..But hey!! I don't care other days..wat I know is..He's sick..And his exam coming..He has 2 recover b4 dat..But..I know.. He dun bother wat I say..So..wat's the point ? I really dunno...
tonight is the first night I did not pick up his call.. Got some weird feeling.. I noe that's not good feeling..But..What to do.. I cannot control myself.. I'm not mad at him.. I'm angry at myself.. For being.. a fool...
3days before SPM
Sleep till 1 something in the afternoon..yun went home at 2 something..aikzz..She left..I'm lonely..hmmm..Not exactly..But..A bit ler..Daddy mummy come home around 4pm..Decided 2 go sg Wang 2 change currency for new Zealand trip..And dinner.. Foong msg me around that time.. And yea.. We chat.. Found out that actually I don't understand him at all..Well..Maybe not at all..But..A lot of things bout him I don't know..hmmmm.. And..Yea.. yun & feng too..I mean.. They knew..I kinda listen to wad foong said.. hmmm..Not a good sign.. Anyway..I'm tryin my best 2 get off this situation..
Night..He not back yet after 12 midnight..And I actually kinda worry..He's sick..But now..He's still outside..I hate myself being a fool..I mean.. I feel I'm busybody..I shouldn't involve in it.. I should know.. He always go out late at night..Even dun go home..But hey!! I don't care other days..wat I know is..He's sick..And his exam coming..He has 2 recover b4 dat..But..I know.. He dun bother wat I say..So..wat's the point ? I really dunno...
tonight is the first night I did not pick up his call.. Got some weird feeling.. I noe that's not good feeling..But..What to do.. I cannot control myself.. I'm not mad at him.. I'm angry at myself.. For being.. a fool...
3days before SPM
Sunday
Tired !!!!!
Today's mood : tired... zzz + moody
Chong Kean's Birthday !!
i'm so so tired..sleep at 9am in the morning..but wake up at 11something..hmmm..had lunch with alvin & yun..den we watch tv..call cab for alvin 2 go kl.. and after he left.. me & yun went ikano power centre.. yun bought stuff that her teacher order her to buy.. and i bought 2 books..hehee.. will read in this week... Feng's exam start on 4th November and Foong's start on 8th November.. the day i leaving 2 newzealand..
Feng & Foong sick deee..aikzz.. all because of me..stupid..not happy lorr..their exam coming but now.. sick pulak..hmmm..Foong spained his wrist..ask him 2 urut but dun want .. stupid stupid stupid.. hmmm.. today me very tired.. cannot stand dee.. not in good mood oso.. hmmm. dun wanna continue deee... wanna sleep dee.. aikzzzz...
4 days before SPM
Chong Kean's Birthday !!
i'm so so tired..sleep at 9am in the morning..but wake up at 11something..hmmm..had lunch with alvin & yun..den we watch tv..call cab for alvin 2 go kl.. and after he left.. me & yun went ikano power centre.. yun bought stuff that her teacher order her to buy.. and i bought 2 books..hehee.. will read in this week... Feng's exam start on 4th November and Foong's start on 8th November.. the day i leaving 2 newzealand..
Feng & Foong sick deee..aikzz.. all because of me..stupid..not happy lorr..their exam coming but now.. sick pulak..hmmm..Foong spained his wrist..ask him 2 urut but dun want .. stupid stupid stupid.. hmmm.. today me very tired.. cannot stand dee.. not in good mood oso.. hmmm. dun wanna continue deee... wanna sleep dee.. aikzzzz...
4 days before SPM
Their Serious Look
Today's mood :Happy + Scary
Nat & Yoong's birthday !!!
Foong woke me up around 11am..Oh gosh..so late!! Me & Yun plan 2 wake up at 10am and call cab at 11am. But now ?! We're late. All Foong's fault for not waking me up at 10am..hmphh..aikzz..no larr..he wants me 2 sleep late a bit..cos last night we sleep at 4 something in the morning..heheee..Anyway..me & yun get everything done at 12noon.. and we called cab 2 go One Utama..Our original plan.
Met Ee Ling & Annie at Jusco. They're working there. heheee.. Quite sometimes since i last met them..not as close as F.3 deee..aikzz..we bought ticket 2 watch white chicks at 2.10pm..but mei kwan and Alvin are not here yet..so we decided 2 have lunch at our usual place -- Sushi King.. Waiting mei kwan..but can't get her..kinda worry..cos she come without permission..If anything goes wrong..Oh gosh..Really don't know what to do..Alvin too..Our little brother still on his way.. he went Chee Han's party last night. Bet it end late or well..Early in the morning..so he might be late.. we order miso soup and some food.. yun drink hot green tea..hehee..Same like me..cos i'm coughing.. The waiter 'tum' me 2 renew my sushi king's card..Sigh..Wasted 15 bucks 2 renew.. but they gave free calendar of year 2005 and teapot..heheee..so.. Still worth lar..When we finish our food..Alvin showed up with Douglas.. Douglas straighten his hair...Look a bit weird..heheeee.. and both of them got a job! they help 2 carry our stuff.. cos i bought a pair of high heels..bodyshop stuff..Perfume for Nat..we left sushi king and continue our shopping.. Have 2 buy a suitable outfit for Alvin for tonight event and nice dress for yun..mei kwan does not show up..She called for apologies cos she couldn't come..Well..Never mind.. i know she got her reason..so me and yun decided to waste our money..we didn't watch white chicks..and continue our shopping journey.. bought a shirt at Romp for Alvin..and pants from radioactive.. he will look smart with it.. after that..me and yun bought t-shirt at bodyglove..it look nice and sweet..and we got yun's dress for tonite at urban&co..i think we done a right thing.. i mean.. For not watching movie..Or else we got no time 2 buy things..heheeee...me, yun, Alvin and Douglas went for a 'talk' with some strangers..Sit down there..Get our free drinks and give some idea or comment bout their stuff.. i like the shopping complex idea..iz pretty cool..in touch,in sense,in sight..The badges are nice..The web are cool..Most of us think it will work..but the other idea.. i mean the MYSO idea..Full name is max your sense out.. not so attractive..is a bit lame and confusing..but because of this talk..we earn 20bucks.. i mean each of us get 20 bucks..heheee.. me & yun used the money to buy necklace..heheeeee....
Night..we went Nat's party..Well.. She look good tonight..i missed the chance 2 meet her ex..hehee.. Anyway..is her ex .. not mine.. :p so never mind.. but we left half way..cos rushing for other things..heheee.. we wait weil xuan at the posh lobby..we miss him so much.. ohhhh..gosh..heheeee... he still the same.. we took photo !!
After that we met Feng & Foong..Went papa chop mama grill and eat something.. My sudden silent scare feng..heheeee..funny..Stupid foong la..bully me..aikzz..but always la..i angry!! hmphh.. so order ice cuppucino..hey..i'm coughin but still drinking cold drinks.. heheee...i drank 2 & half glasses of ice cuppucino..foong dun let me drink half way..hmphh..he rampas ! Well..Don't care.. in the car..me & yun asked them 2 drop us at one utama..but they are so serious..Look so fierce..Scary!!!! hmmm.. Feng keep quiet..and Foong look so fierce and serious..aikzz..dunno why la..they don't want drop us there..Then we said we can follow them go snuker centre..but..they dun want..Say we wear till like that..hey..wat's the problem..Well.. we keep our mouth shut after that..cos they look so scary !!! arkkzz...on the way to dunno where..Foong asked Feng bring him home to get something.. Well.. he get us jacket..hmm..Yea.. We're cold..
i didn't sleep the whole night.. Talk on phone with foong..and SMS with feng.. yun and Alvin slept.. i watch Cinderella story.. not bad.. Like the phone..Look so 'chun'...
tired... aikzzz...
5 days before SPM
Nat & Yoong's birthday !!!
Foong woke me up around 11am..Oh gosh..so late!! Me & Yun plan 2 wake up at 10am and call cab at 11am. But now ?! We're late. All Foong's fault for not waking me up at 10am..hmphh..aikzz..no larr..he wants me 2 sleep late a bit..cos last night we sleep at 4 something in the morning..heheee..Anyway..me & yun get everything done at 12noon.. and we called cab 2 go One Utama..Our original plan.
Met Ee Ling & Annie at Jusco. They're working there. heheee.. Quite sometimes since i last met them..not as close as F.3 deee..aikzz..we bought ticket 2 watch white chicks at 2.10pm..but mei kwan and Alvin are not here yet..so we decided 2 have lunch at our usual place -- Sushi King.. Waiting mei kwan..but can't get her..kinda worry..cos she come without permission..If anything goes wrong..Oh gosh..Really don't know what to do..Alvin too..Our little brother still on his way.. he went Chee Han's party last night. Bet it end late or well..Early in the morning..so he might be late.. we order miso soup and some food.. yun drink hot green tea..hehee..Same like me..cos i'm coughing.. The waiter 'tum' me 2 renew my sushi king's card..Sigh..Wasted 15 bucks 2 renew.. but they gave free calendar of year 2005 and teapot..heheee..so.. Still worth lar..When we finish our food..Alvin showed up with Douglas.. Douglas straighten his hair...Look a bit weird..heheeee.. and both of them got a job! they help 2 carry our stuff.. cos i bought a pair of high heels..bodyshop stuff..Perfume for Nat..we left sushi king and continue our shopping.. Have 2 buy a suitable outfit for Alvin for tonight event and nice dress for yun..mei kwan does not show up..She called for apologies cos she couldn't come..Well..Never mind.. i know she got her reason..so me and yun decided to waste our money..we didn't watch white chicks..and continue our shopping journey.. bought a shirt at Romp for Alvin..and pants from radioactive.. he will look smart with it.. after that..me and yun bought t-shirt at bodyglove..it look nice and sweet..and we got yun's dress for tonite at urban&co..i think we done a right thing.. i mean.. For not watching movie..Or else we got no time 2 buy things..heheeee...me, yun, Alvin and Douglas went for a 'talk' with some strangers..Sit down there..Get our free drinks and give some idea or comment bout their stuff.. i like the shopping complex idea..iz pretty cool..in touch,in sense,in sight..The badges are nice..The web are cool..Most of us think it will work..but the other idea.. i mean the MYSO idea..Full name is max your sense out.. not so attractive..is a bit lame and confusing..but because of this talk..we earn 20bucks.. i mean each of us get 20 bucks..heheee.. me & yun used the money to buy necklace..heheeeee....
Night..we went Nat's party..Well.. She look good tonight..i missed the chance 2 meet her ex..hehee.. Anyway..is her ex .. not mine.. :p so never mind.. but we left half way..cos rushing for other things..heheee.. we wait weil xuan at the posh lobby..we miss him so much.. ohhhh..gosh..heheeee... he still the same.. we took photo !!
After that we met Feng & Foong..Went papa chop mama grill and eat something.. My sudden silent scare feng..heheeee..funny..Stupid foong la..bully me..aikzz..but always la..i angry!! hmphh.. so order ice cuppucino..hey..i'm coughin but still drinking cold drinks.. heheee...i drank 2 & half glasses of ice cuppucino..foong dun let me drink half way..hmphh..he rampas ! Well..Don't care.. in the car..me & yun asked them 2 drop us at one utama..but they are so serious..Look so fierce..Scary!!!! hmmm.. Feng keep quiet..and Foong look so fierce and serious..aikzz..dunno why la..they don't want drop us there..Then we said we can follow them go snuker centre..but..they dun want..Say we wear till like that..hey..wat's the problem..Well.. we keep our mouth shut after that..cos they look so scary !!! arkkzz...on the way to dunno where..Foong asked Feng bring him home to get something.. Well.. he get us jacket..hmm..Yea.. We're cold..
i didn't sleep the whole night.. Talk on phone with foong..and SMS with feng.. yun and Alvin slept.. i watch Cinderella story.. not bad.. Like the phone..Look so 'chun'...
tired... aikzzz...
5 days before SPM
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