Thursday

exam pissed

its been a month since my previous one.
i doubt if there's anyone reading my blog anymore.
in fact, i hope no one..

life have been pretty busy and messy
everything once right are now turning wrong
am i worrying too much or it simply not up to me to decide?
maybe, it's time for me to stand back and nap
i'm tired.

currently, exams are my major force
trying hard to score high, when you just don't have the quality..
it's exhausting and it's getting ugly
how long more do i have to go through this?
i ain't a good student, never be one
honest speaking, i don't care about grades
what i look into, is what you've got in brain
grades are too typical.
you can study, doesn't mean you absorb the knowledge
i don't have good results, but guess what?
my future is bright and happy

that's how life should be.
easy, simple, with a little stress.. yet, you're happy.
i am young. in my very early twenties...
burn my youth spirit but don't bore me with lectures and tutors
i don't mind going to class, i don't mind people teaching me stuff
i do mind, when they get so tense, and they pushed you hard
even worst, those who saying you're a failure if you fail university
shut up !
i know what to do with my life
i'm not primary school kid writing fancy future dreams
get real... and
stay right there and look at me
look into my eyes, look into my spirit
i have the pride you couldn't imagine,
i have the confidence you couldn't believe...
last, i have the way i want to go that you may not agree
but hey... who cares? who are you to disagree me

girl on road