today's mood : normal
it's sri kdu's spm trial 2 in this 2 weeks. Finished bm,bi,history & maths paper and commerce for this Friday. Is our school the only school that are havin 2 spm trials? ssc got one only! hmmm.. Anyway.. i don't think I'm doing well. i mean, the papers are hard !! But at least, i tried my best. Were studying with char,isa & KY last week. We <3>
heard that peoples started do dislike her. God bless me! Don't she ever think I'm the one who causes this. Is not my problem, not my business and not my fault. i just wanna stay out of it. Another 2 months to go, I'm free ! kekekeke..
missed LB. Can hardly imagine I'm actually doing this. Sigh. What a bad girl i am. Don't think I'm going to tell yun the reason or anything that soon. LB is an accident to me. i wouldn't realize until the day i felt it when he told me the fact. Anyway, i respect him. He will never know my feelings, unless yun telling. Which i noe she won't. Sometimes, i kinda hope she let LB know, and convince him. But.. Guess things would never work out btw me and him. So, it will be a hope, an empty hope i suppose.
tomorrow is my actual SPM art paper. Going to draw alphaberts playing sepak takraw with ground nuts in a unique place or environment. haha.. i added lot of characters like, mushroom from super mario, Saturn from the planets, silly grapes from rebina advertisement and nestle yogurt's. hmmmm.. Wish I'll color it nicely. :-)
received an email from a friend. It was scary. The email is basically information i think. Is about a women from dunno-where got some problem with her breast. Her breast was growing larva. Well, i saw the video clips and picture. And it is TRUE story. The doctor used something to pull the larva out from her breast, and i can see the larva is still moving. hmmm.. Not only one, but a lot of them all over her nipples area. Can hardly see her nipple. Oh my.. i was kinda freak out. i can't imagine if that happens on me. i don't think guy will be interested to hold his gf's that growing larvas..
with <3,
baby wei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Wednesday
Monday
No more Elbe
Today's mood : normal
just got home from ky's house. Was there the whole afternoon. Meet up with john & jun at mcd before going tropicana. After that, we went ky's house around 2pm. Watched some horror movie. Not really scary but some parts were freaks me out. Then, me, isa & ky got maths tuition with Fung.
msg with elbe. He's off today. Watched movie alone at t.square i guess. This is what he told me. We asked each other about <3 who. i didn't tell him i'm kinda got feelings on him. because, he told me he <3 her. lost to her, i'm ok. cos, she's really pretty & everyone likes her. not to say i got no confidence, is just.. i knew i lost to her in someway. anyway, i expected. but the feelings cant go off just like this, it take times. i'll try not to think about it. or <3-ing somebody quietly..
as in jun's case. i really don't know. i enjoyed the way he care and sayang me. but there's still no 'chemical reaction' btw us i guess. or maybe is my problem. this situation is just like that time when yfoong sayang & care me alot.. but no enthutiasm. what should i do ? i don't know.
with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
just got home from ky's house. Was there the whole afternoon. Meet up with john & jun at mcd before going tropicana. After that, we went ky's house around 2pm. Watched some horror movie. Not really scary but some parts were freaks me out. Then, me, isa & ky got maths tuition with Fung.
msg with elbe. He's off today. Watched movie alone at t.square i guess. This is what he told me. We asked each other about <3 who. i didn't tell him i'm kinda got feelings on him. because, he told me he <3 her. lost to her, i'm ok. cos, she's really pretty & everyone likes her. not to say i got no confidence, is just.. i knew i lost to her in someway. anyway, i expected. but the feelings cant go off just like this, it take times. i'll try not to think about it. or <3-ing somebody quietly..
as in jun's case. i really don't know. i enjoyed the way he care and sayang me. but there's still no 'chemical reaction' btw us i guess. or maybe is my problem. this situation is just like that time when yfoong sayang & care me alot.. but no enthutiasm. what should i do ? i don't know.
with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Guys are hard to please.
today's mood : normal
missed him.
someone msg me last night. He met me at ssc 3on3 i guess. i don't know where he got my number. But he's the one me & yun said the only 'leng zai' appear in the ssc 3on3. He's ok look not really 'leng zai'. At least, elbe is better. hmmm.. Have a chat with him. His friend scolded yoda. Not scolding' actually, is just complain that he & yun are not suitable for each other which kinda piss me & yun off. yoda's a good bf. He's what yun need.
found an article at joanne's journal. Which kinda true, & i would like to share it with my friends and every visitor who visit my blog.. (^_^)
Guys are HARD to please
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE U.(very true huh?)
If u don't MAKE LOVE with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! He says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for U.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK ;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVEE !!
see ?? sooo hard to please!!!!!
with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
missed him.
someone msg me last night. He met me at ssc 3on3 i guess. i don't know where he got my number. But he's the one me & yun said the only 'leng zai' appear in the ssc 3on3. He's ok look not really 'leng zai'. At least, elbe is better. hmmm.. Have a chat with him. His friend scolded yoda. Not scolding' actually, is just complain that he & yun are not suitable for each other which kinda piss me & yun off. yoda's a good bf. He's what yun need.
found an article at joanne's journal. Which kinda true, & i would like to share it with my friends and every visitor who visit my blog.. (^_^)
Guys are HARD to please
If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE U.(very true huh?)
If u don't MAKE LOVE with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! He says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for U.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK ;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVEE !!
see ?? sooo hard to please!!!!!
with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Sunday
Elbe vs Jun
today's mood : normal
nothing much happen these days. Only thing is my mood, my feelings.. I guess. Beside that, all I've done is study, chatting with friends..
yesterday, went ssc 3on3. Is not so success I guess. The music = not cool. The people = not cool. The court = lousy. The management = don't really noe how 2 manage the whole 3on3 things. But is ok. Not my school's 3on3 anyway. Early in the morning, had breakfast with gan, ck & karl xen. Ate bah kut teh & ck fooling around. Then, we went back ssc 2 wait for the match. I mean, yoda, feng & thean's team (EXB1). b4 that, peihuan & koilin asked me to join koilin's team cuz their team member absent. But, expected, yun dun like it. So I won't join. Asked yoda 2 call elbe. But too bad he has to work so he couldn't come to the 3on3. hmmmm.. Played volleyball with them. Nice game. luvin' it. Lunch time, we ate together with yoda, thean, feng,wengkit they all. Half way, sir Steven came. yfoong joined his table. He's still the same. Don't really like his attitude. Think that he's everything or he can handle everything. hmmmm.. Just simply dun like it. But the worst part is, EXB2 won EXB1.. wut the hell.. Is juz d bloody luck. yoda, thean & feng are much better than them!!! Not fair ? hmmm.. juz blame the luck EXB2 having.
evening. Went popular with sister & brother. Bought stationeries & books. After that.. We went a Japanese restaurant for dinner. Is bloody expensive man! Luckily I brought money. The food is not as good as sushi king anyway. hmmm.. Not worth it. But sister like it, so we had dinner there at the curve. Then, we went cold storage. Got to buy some chips and drinks for Monday. kekekeke.. I noe we'll be havin fun over ky's place.
I don't know wut's d feeling I'm havin towards elbe & jun. jun, he's somebody that really care and sayang me. I'm afraid to accept him b4 I make things clear. I mean, I don't want to simply accept somebody just because they're good and sayang me loads. For me, feelings of touching & love come first. As to elbe, he's somebody I met on And 1 3on3. Know him not more than 8 hours according 2 my beloved sister. But the feelings I'm havin are different from jun. wut am I suppose to do then ? I really don't know. Was missing him last night. And same at this moment.
with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
nothing much happen these days. Only thing is my mood, my feelings.. I guess. Beside that, all I've done is study, chatting with friends..
yesterday, went ssc 3on3. Is not so success I guess. The music = not cool. The people = not cool. The court = lousy. The management = don't really noe how 2 manage the whole 3on3 things. But is ok. Not my school's 3on3 anyway. Early in the morning, had breakfast with gan, ck & karl xen. Ate bah kut teh & ck fooling around. Then, we went back ssc 2 wait for the match. I mean, yoda, feng & thean's team (EXB1). b4 that, peihuan & koilin asked me to join koilin's team cuz their team member absent. But, expected, yun dun like it. So I won't join. Asked yoda 2 call elbe. But too bad he has to work so he couldn't come to the 3on3. hmmmm.. Played volleyball with them. Nice game. luvin' it. Lunch time, we ate together with yoda, thean, feng,wengkit they all. Half way, sir Steven came. yfoong joined his table. He's still the same. Don't really like his attitude. Think that he's everything or he can handle everything. hmmmm.. Just simply dun like it. But the worst part is, EXB2 won EXB1.. wut the hell.. Is juz d bloody luck. yoda, thean & feng are much better than them!!! Not fair ? hmmm.. juz blame the luck EXB2 having.
evening. Went popular with sister & brother. Bought stationeries & books. After that.. We went a Japanese restaurant for dinner. Is bloody expensive man! Luckily I brought money. The food is not as good as sushi king anyway. hmmm.. Not worth it. But sister like it, so we had dinner there at the curve. Then, we went cold storage. Got to buy some chips and drinks for Monday. kekekeke.. I noe we'll be havin fun over ky's place.
I don't know wut's d feeling I'm havin towards elbe & jun. jun, he's somebody that really care and sayang me. I'm afraid to accept him b4 I make things clear. I mean, I don't want to simply accept somebody just because they're good and sayang me loads. For me, feelings of touching & love come first. As to elbe, he's somebody I met on And 1 3on3. Know him not more than 8 hours according 2 my beloved sister. But the feelings I'm havin are different from jun. wut am I suppose to do then ? I really don't know. Was missing him last night. And same at this moment.
with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*
Thursday
What Should I Do ?
today's mood : sick
i'm not in school. sick. but the others went to the trip to Royal Mint and Bukit Celaka, so no point going too. why am i sick ? sigh. i think i caught a cold just like char. we went for merdeka countdown at genting on 30th august. iz a last minute decission in school. but we plan it kinda well so everything went smoothly. we got 8 people in two room. me, char, jun, syafiq, nicholas, andrea, min ern & mel. first time meet up with andrea, nick's gf. she's a nice girl. ez to mix around with us and she's cheerful ! well, we.. i mean me & char like her more than nick's ex. kekekeke.. we took pix with her and mel b4 coming back to KL.. but guess will see her soon.. if we are going out again.
31st aug 12midnight. the firework are so wonderful. so nice. so beutiful. but it drops on ground. even right infront of us. that's scary. we ran to save ourselves. hehehe.. everyone having fun. i suppose.
i think i'm kinda in a trouble.. my ex.. he told me he got some problem.. his lung got a hole.. and the hole is getting bigger and bigger..he needed my support & needed me 2 be around with him.. which.. i really dunno wut to do now.. i don't think i got feelings on him anymore.. i mean the love one.. but.. i don't feel like breaking his hope.. iz really confusing.. i don't know wut should i do now.. god.. help me.. i really dunno wut to do.. according to him.. is like.. he's dyin.. but juz like wut sophie said.. he might lying just to be with me.. i really don't know.. i talked to him last night.. it seems so real.. and i cried. cos of the words he said ? am i touched ? i don't know. i'm tired.. i don't know if the feelings is cos of pity or love.. but.. guess pity takes higher chances.. den wut should i do ? if he's really dyin.. i couldn't just destroy his hope just like dis.. if he's lyin.. no matter how.. i'll find out somedays.. will he lied ?? or iz a fact ?? sigh.
someone.. said he missed me.. someone said he cares for me.. but why must it be like this ? why after i've gave up the feelings.. den he come back and said he got strong feelings and miss me lotz ? why muz he gave up me and come back again ? sigh. don't understand.
with <3,
xiao wei
*muaskzz*
*huggiess*
i'm not in school. sick. but the others went to the trip to Royal Mint and Bukit Celaka, so no point going too. why am i sick ? sigh. i think i caught a cold just like char. we went for merdeka countdown at genting on 30th august. iz a last minute decission in school. but we plan it kinda well so everything went smoothly. we got 8 people in two room. me, char, jun, syafiq, nicholas, andrea, min ern & mel. first time meet up with andrea, nick's gf. she's a nice girl. ez to mix around with us and she's cheerful ! well, we.. i mean me & char like her more than nick's ex. kekekeke.. we took pix with her and mel b4 coming back to KL.. but guess will see her soon.. if we are going out again.
31st aug 12midnight. the firework are so wonderful. so nice. so beutiful. but it drops on ground. even right infront of us. that's scary. we ran to save ourselves. hehehe.. everyone having fun. i suppose.
i think i'm kinda in a trouble.. my ex.. he told me he got some problem.. his lung got a hole.. and the hole is getting bigger and bigger..he needed my support & needed me 2 be around with him.. which.. i really dunno wut to do now.. i don't think i got feelings on him anymore.. i mean the love one.. but.. i don't feel like breaking his hope.. iz really confusing.. i don't know wut should i do now.. god.. help me.. i really dunno wut to do.. according to him.. is like.. he's dyin.. but juz like wut sophie said.. he might lying just to be with me.. i really don't know.. i talked to him last night.. it seems so real.. and i cried. cos of the words he said ? am i touched ? i don't know. i'm tired.. i don't know if the feelings is cos of pity or love.. but.. guess pity takes higher chances.. den wut should i do ? if he's really dyin.. i couldn't just destroy his hope just like dis.. if he's lyin.. no matter how.. i'll find out somedays.. will he lied ?? or iz a fact ?? sigh.
someone.. said he missed me.. someone said he cares for me.. but why must it be like this ? why after i've gave up the feelings.. den he come back and said he got strong feelings and miss me lotz ? why muz he gave up me and come back again ? sigh. don't understand.
with <3,
xiao wei
*muaskzz*
*huggiess*
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