Congratulation ! congratulazione ! félicitation ! enhorabuena !
don't ask me why am i saying 'congratulation' in different language. it seems not enough to express my feelings. and the topic "i'm out of it".. don't ask what it means. i'm not sure about it anymore. everytime i thought its over, it seems to come back again. again and again. sigh. tired of it but still i let it move on. what the heck?! guess that's what my friends going to say it when they saw my post. and for few of them who know me since young, lets hope they won't slap me and say "not again..". well, chill my friends. i'm alright, really. after years, trust me.. i know how to handle this. and i know how to deal with it when its outcome is really negative. its not the first time, and i definitely wish it will be the last time. its like.. tired of all this. don't get it wrong! i'm not tired of love. i'd like to be in love. but just, well.. lets just hope my next guy will really appreciate me and love me. and i know, i believe he's coming to look for me soon. ^^ gosh! its totally fairy tale storyline. *laugh* at least, i'm happy with it.
went hong kong last weekend. bought myself a bag, some accessories, a cap, shirts and skirt. bought sam & kai young presents as well, their birthday's around the corner. so.. sam.. when you're reading my blog.. don't worry, i got you your birthday present.
was in terrible mood when i realize i'm not in love. aikz. to me, love is like a motivation subject. it motivates me to be cheerful and to believes. and now.. i'm like love? whatever it is. gosh!! no way i'm going to feel that. its bad for me!!! help. hahaha. don't get it wrong btw. i'm no desperate. but i enjoy being in love. *grin* so.. love me! cause i love you too. mwahx.
Wednesday
Tuesday
incredible mishap
what's happening around us? what's the latest news that revolt the masses? yes, the public are concern about the incredible mishap happened to little ho peng, a seven-years-old boy. the kidnap and murdered case of little ho peng shocks the public. why? why is it giving such an impact to us, its only a kidnap case or murder case. it happens all the time. well, yes.. very indeed, it happens all the time. but not when the prime culprit is the brother-in-law. i'm a little upset when i saw this news on the paper. wondering how can this happened? he's not only committed a crime, but he killed his wife's youngest brother. it suppose to be a family tragedy. how's the wife going to face her parents and family? her beloved husband killed her own brother. gosh! he's definitely a dregs and does not have the conscience. this tragedy's now the hottest news in the country, well.. at least, to me it is. almost all the newspaper report it and make it the front-page news. sigh. felt sad bout it, i'm sure the others feel the same as me. little ho peng death is unexpected. unbelievable it was done by the brother-in-law. i am angry. i am hating. i don't understand why is there a reason for ones to hurt their family. i mean, hey! its your brother too. its your wife's brother. your family!! why's he cruel enough to hurt his family member? oh my god. tell me why? i really couldn't help myself to be angry and to be sad for little ho peng and his family. i was thinking that, if this happen to be somebody i know, guess i'll whack up the fella, curse him till the last second before he die. its a life ! he took away a life of a 7 years old kid. is it doomed? i don't know. if it is, why? he's still young. he can be somebody to everybody in the future. why take away his chances? why take away the family's hope? and broke their heart? well.. maybe i shouldn't be so angry.
Monday
abysmal decision
who am i to you? that's one of the question i always wanted to ask few of my friends. and yet, i didn't bring it up when i'm with them. am i afraid of getting negative answers? well, guess so. i couldn't think of another one beside that. to my family, i guess i'm the one being crazy and happy. active & childish. *smile* but my family love me more than anyone else. to my friends, some of them like me cause of me, some of them hate me cause i'm weird. however, swear to god i never hate anyone. well, maybe i dislike but definitely not hate. hate make me feel worst. if there's somebody i really dislike, introspection is what he/she need to do. i hardly dislike people. cause i don't really bother and care for those who doesn't care and love me. accept it! i'm like that. that's why, i got no friends. *sobs*
i realize i'm a typical absent-minded person. very forgetful, yet doesn't pay attention on what i'm doing. yes, i'm forgetful. clumsy as well. that's also reason my parents worrying how am i going to survive. i'm not alert too. sigh. tons of shortcoming. feels sorrowful to all my family, friends and boyfriend wannabe. so here's a reminder for all of you who want to be my friend and also my boyfriend *shy* accept me for being such a unique and weird person. appreciate me when you have it, cause you won't have another friend with this weird yet funny attitude like me!! hahaha. friends and lovers acumen. whatever! i'm trying to adapt so that i can be a little ordinary but not weird.
i don't know what should i do to woo you out of my used-to-be peaceful life. loving somebody suppose to be something great and sweet, alas, but not when it happens to be you. i allude few times but none of it seems to wake you up or remind you the feelings. whenever there's something happen to you, seriously, i felt sad for you too. this shouldn't happen, not after i make a good and smart choice for not falling in love with you. its just, my plan seems to be loses its shape. too bad. but i believed i may go out from the sentiments.
i realize i'm a typical absent-minded person. very forgetful, yet doesn't pay attention on what i'm doing. yes, i'm forgetful. clumsy as well. that's also reason my parents worrying how am i going to survive. i'm not alert too. sigh. tons of shortcoming. feels sorrowful to all my family, friends and boyfriend wannabe. so here's a reminder for all of you who want to be my friend and also my boyfriend *shy* accept me for being such a unique and weird person. appreciate me when you have it, cause you won't have another friend with this weird yet funny attitude like me!! hahaha. friends and lovers acumen. whatever! i'm trying to adapt so that i can be a little ordinary but not weird.
i don't know what should i do to woo you out of my used-to-be peaceful life. loving somebody suppose to be something great and sweet, alas, but not when it happens to be you. i allude few times but none of it seems to wake you up or remind you the feelings. whenever there's something happen to you, seriously, i felt sad for you too. this shouldn't happen, not after i make a good and smart choice for not falling in love with you. its just, my plan seems to be loses its shape. too bad. but i believed i may go out from the sentiments.
Saturday
Countries
received an email from yee en on meaning of countries. its not something really outstanding but it worth sharing with my blogders. *grin* picked few of my favorites on the list to post it in my blog, and i hope my blogders will like it. earnestly. i'd choose the best for you!
I.T.A.L.Y - I Trust And Love You
F.R.A.N.C.E - Friendship Remain And Never Can End
C.A.N.A.D.A - Cute And Naughty Action that Developed into Attraction
M.A.N.I.L.A - May All Nights Inspire Love Always
K.E.N.Y.A - Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
well, is that enough to please you? i don't think so. anyway, those are few i think nice. so when we're talking to someone you always have a crush on, say him/her I.T.A.L.Y. !! be a little creative and romantic helps a lot. it might be one of the reason people falling in love with you. oh yea~ i always wanted to talk about this thing that's stuck in my mind for like 38hours. have you been asked why do you love somebody? like your love asking you, why do you love me? at first i thought loving somebody is with no reason. you simply love her/he. that seems to be a familiar answer to you too, right? answer like, "why i love you? no reason. i just love you." gosh! that's so not right. i realize actually you love someone with reasons. at least A reason but we just don't know. when you don't know why you love, actually you're not that-in-love. get what i'm trying to say? love can be selfish and it also can be really great. its all depends on which point you look at it and which one you preferred. omg, i don't know what i'm trying to say. confusing? yes! as always.
I.T.A.L.Y - I Trust And Love You
F.R.A.N.C.E - Friendship Remain And Never Can End
C.A.N.A.D.A - Cute And Naughty Action that Developed into Attraction
M.A.N.I.L.A - May All Nights Inspire Love Always
K.E.N.Y.A - Keep Everything Nice, Yet Arousing.
well, is that enough to please you? i don't think so. anyway, those are few i think nice. so when we're talking to someone you always have a crush on, say him/her I.T.A.L.Y. !! be a little creative and romantic helps a lot. it might be one of the reason people falling in love with you. oh yea~ i always wanted to talk about this thing that's stuck in my mind for like 38hours. have you been asked why do you love somebody? like your love asking you, why do you love me? at first i thought loving somebody is with no reason. you simply love her/he. that seems to be a familiar answer to you too, right? answer like, "why i love you? no reason. i just love you." gosh! that's so not right. i realize actually you love someone with reasons. at least A reason but we just don't know. when you don't know why you love, actually you're not that-in-love. get what i'm trying to say? love can be selfish and it also can be really great. its all depends on which point you look at it and which one you preferred. omg, i don't know what i'm trying to say. confusing? yes! as always.
Friday
Boyfriends
song playing on iTune :Sorry, I Love You
went out for lunch at damansara utama with both my darling *claudia & kelly*. missed those days we used to hang around. i felt like crying when i see them. sigh. leaving soon. real soon. not much time for us to be together and fool around. anyway, we're going out next week! can't wait till then.
to round up everything happen today, i end up talking about what my ex wrote in his blog. well, feeling gratitude to his post. it jog my memory with him few years back. hahaha. and i have to tell you, it shouldn't happen. cause i missed it. i'm no going to deny he's the first guy i fallen crazily. furthermore, the guy that hurt me the most like what he said. however, its over. i never regret being with him, but i regretted to love him profoundly. sorry dude! hahaha. he won't mind anyway. to him, i was his girl once and forever, friends i guess. ^^
anyhow, i missed a lot of great guy. there were so nice and sweet to me but look what have i done? i woo them away. sigh. sorry guys! but every one of you gave me memories.
1st - kian keat. that's really puppy love relationship. what you expect? i'm only standard 4 when we had a crush on each others. and get together when we're standard 5, till standard 6.
2nd - a guy i wouldn't want to mention at all. sorry!
3rd - chin meng. he's my first bf in secondary school. it happen to be something wrong, so we broke off in a month.
4th - sam. he's my second bf in catholic high school. the one i love the most. and the first guy i cried for. lots memories in lion dance troupe and genting trip.
5th - kok fai. we were good friends. but after broke up with sam, we coupled. for less than 2weeks. that's so wrong.
6th - tuck loong. this guy i missed the most now. he used to be really nice and sweet to me. the only guy that met with all my family and relatives. we went out almost everyday. but still end up apart, i'm not over on sam yet.
7th - wlern. for a month.
8th - jack. for a month.
9th - u jun. for a month.
10th - andy. for 2month plus.
wow.. perfect 10. anyway. there's a guy, i love him as much as i loved sam, watanabe kaito!! i know he had feelings on me, we had great moment that night at bintang walk, redbox, my house and sunway pyramid. we're as close as sweet and passionate couple. but we just couldn't end up to be an item. sigh. anyway, i'll never forget 25-26 December 2004. hope you won't forget too, boy boy. *grin*
well, maybe to any of you who's reading this might think i'm a playgirl or a player. i won't fight for it as i don't think there's any need to do that. i mean, to some of my friends that know me well understand i'm not exactly a player. i used to love being in a serious relationship and loving people madly without intellect. after my 4th boyfriend, i realize there's no need to be so serious in this age. i still love my boyfriend, but not without intellect and i still treat them nicely. and be a good girlfriend. until i know we're not suitable, or we can't click each other, no chemical reaction on.. i'll leave. even worst, i'll leave when i know i can't control my feelings toward him. i don't want to be stuck in a real serious and committed relationship at this age. i want casual one. ^^ so.. sorry if this blog causes any uncomfortable feelings to you.
went out for lunch at damansara utama with both my darling *claudia & kelly*. missed those days we used to hang around. i felt like crying when i see them. sigh. leaving soon. real soon. not much time for us to be together and fool around. anyway, we're going out next week! can't wait till then.
to round up everything happen today, i end up talking about what my ex wrote in his blog. well, feeling gratitude to his post. it jog my memory with him few years back. hahaha. and i have to tell you, it shouldn't happen. cause i missed it. i'm no going to deny he's the first guy i fallen crazily. furthermore, the guy that hurt me the most like what he said. however, its over. i never regret being with him, but i regretted to love him profoundly. sorry dude! hahaha. he won't mind anyway. to him, i was his girl once and forever, friends i guess. ^^
anyhow, i missed a lot of great guy. there were so nice and sweet to me but look what have i done? i woo them away. sigh. sorry guys! but every one of you gave me memories.
1st - kian keat. that's really puppy love relationship. what you expect? i'm only standard 4 when we had a crush on each others. and get together when we're standard 5, till standard 6.
2nd - a guy i wouldn't want to mention at all. sorry!
3rd - chin meng. he's my first bf in secondary school. it happen to be something wrong, so we broke off in a month.
4th - sam. he's my second bf in catholic high school. the one i love the most. and the first guy i cried for. lots memories in lion dance troupe and genting trip.
5th - kok fai. we were good friends. but after broke up with sam, we coupled. for less than 2weeks. that's so wrong.
6th - tuck loong. this guy i missed the most now. he used to be really nice and sweet to me. the only guy that met with all my family and relatives. we went out almost everyday. but still end up apart, i'm not over on sam yet.
7th - wlern. for a month.
8th - jack. for a month.
9th - u jun. for a month.
10th - andy. for 2month plus.
wow.. perfect 10. anyway. there's a guy, i love him as much as i loved sam, watanabe kaito!! i know he had feelings on me, we had great moment that night at bintang walk, redbox, my house and sunway pyramid. we're as close as sweet and passionate couple. but we just couldn't end up to be an item. sigh. anyway, i'll never forget 25-26 December 2004. hope you won't forget too, boy boy. *grin*
well, maybe to any of you who's reading this might think i'm a playgirl or a player. i won't fight for it as i don't think there's any need to do that. i mean, to some of my friends that know me well understand i'm not exactly a player. i used to love being in a serious relationship and loving people madly without intellect. after my 4th boyfriend, i realize there's no need to be so serious in this age. i still love my boyfriend, but not without intellect and i still treat them nicely. and be a good girlfriend. until i know we're not suitable, or we can't click each other, no chemical reaction on.. i'll leave. even worst, i'll leave when i know i can't control my feelings toward him. i don't want to be stuck in a real serious and committed relationship at this age. i want casual one. ^^ so.. sorry if this blog causes any uncomfortable feelings to you.
Thursday
Baffling
song playing on iTune : Pick Up The Phone by Tyrese & Ludacris Ft. R Kelly
intended to watch the movie everyone's talking about with friends. but something happened, so i canceled the plan. yea~ i missed it! the da vinci code seems to be the hitto of the month. sigh. anyway, i'm leaving in another 16days, minus days in Hong Kong.. another 12days. omg! that's really fast. gotta catch up with my buddies next week and days before i left, anytime but not this week. i'm fully booked. *chuckle*
i'm being so "run-of-the-mill". my life is lacking unusual aspects, in other way.. i'm being too ordinary. well, not completely but i just feel that i'm too typical. trying to be different and unique. its like i got nothing better to do but reading different kind of articles or reading others blog. well, i did something else like helping around in the kitchen, starting to stow my belongings into the baggage, doing some office work in my parent's company, part time driver and of course blogging as well. after that, i realize i've left my friends. as in, i should be out with them all the time, catching the latest gossip, fooling around, taking pictures. its not like i don't want to gather with them, but i seriously need to take care of my family first. that's why i switch it, postpone all my date to next week. sorry, my friends! i'll see you guys soon.
i'm baffling almost all day. wondering how will my life be when i'm alone in melbourne. am i regretting? should i study over there? well, i insist to be there. its for my own good and also my brother and sister's. this is the first time leaving the family. the very first time. i'm always close and stick with my family all time, what will happen later on? hopefully everything will be alright.
don't feel like talking about it or even typing it out now. but definitely i'm going to blog everyday. to keep my family and friends updated. wish me luck man!
intended to watch the movie everyone's talking about with friends. but something happened, so i canceled the plan. yea~ i missed it! the da vinci code seems to be the hitto of the month. sigh. anyway, i'm leaving in another 16days, minus days in Hong Kong.. another 12days. omg! that's really fast. gotta catch up with my buddies next week and days before i left, anytime but not this week. i'm fully booked. *chuckle*
i'm being so "run-of-the-mill". my life is lacking unusual aspects, in other way.. i'm being too ordinary. well, not completely but i just feel that i'm too typical. trying to be different and unique. its like i got nothing better to do but reading different kind of articles or reading others blog. well, i did something else like helping around in the kitchen, starting to stow my belongings into the baggage, doing some office work in my parent's company, part time driver and of course blogging as well. after that, i realize i've left my friends. as in, i should be out with them all the time, catching the latest gossip, fooling around, taking pictures. its not like i don't want to gather with them, but i seriously need to take care of my family first. that's why i switch it, postpone all my date to next week. sorry, my friends! i'll see you guys soon.
i'm baffling almost all day. wondering how will my life be when i'm alone in melbourne. am i regretting? should i study over there? well, i insist to be there. its for my own good and also my brother and sister's. this is the first time leaving the family. the very first time. i'm always close and stick with my family all time, what will happen later on? hopefully everything will be alright.
don't feel like talking about it or even typing it out now. but definitely i'm going to blog everyday. to keep my family and friends updated. wish me luck man!
Wednesday
20 years Anniversary
song playing on iTune : For Me This Is Heaven by Five of Fighting
was about to sick, i guess. hopefully its not happening. watched " i not stupid too " again. *grin* i know, lame. but just couldn't stop myself from watching it again & again. really like them *shawn, joshua, ashley and nate*. don't ask me why! their not 'that' good looking but something inside them attracted me. and the way they acted. well, a little over-react but its still realistic and natural. oh, the best part is - i found shawn & nate's blog. read nate's blog, and one of her post made me laugh my ass off. people thought she is shawn's girlfriend ! *LOL* i don't know why but they look great. i mean, nate's pretty. she deserved. ^^ found something different between shawn's blog and wendy's. shawn's blog seems to be more down to earth and real. but wendy's really commercialese. she's right, everyone mostly singaporean read her blog but sometimes i really don't understand why. sigh. whatever, i'm only a blogder *blogs reader*. oh no! i'm not only a blogder but also a blogger. although my blog is not well-known or maybe nobody's reading my blog.. but i got the passion on it. no point writing on a piece of paper or in a book and named it My Diary. i prefer blogging, or i should say "online diary".
btw. today's my parents 20 years wedding anniversary. gosh. touched? hahaha. a little. not easy to maintain a relationship. my parents are loving, and so everyone of us in the family loves too. we went imbi palace for dinner with richard, lmp, lbk, justine, sam, andy, kelvin and my family. enjoyed. had durian pancake for dessert. it taste good but just aren't like the one i had at klgcc. that's the bomb! while enjoyin my meal, received sam's sms. cookie vomited. omg! what's wrong with her? is she alright? i don't know. hope everything will be fine. wong sam lin! you better take good care of cookie. ^^ anyway, i know he will. cookie is his lovely puppy.
p/s : today is also lee hom's birthday!!! happy birthday!
was about to sick, i guess. hopefully its not happening. watched " i not stupid too " again. *grin* i know, lame. but just couldn't stop myself from watching it again & again. really like them *shawn, joshua, ashley and nate*. don't ask me why! their not 'that' good looking but something inside them attracted me. and the way they acted. well, a little over-react but its still realistic and natural. oh, the best part is - i found shawn & nate's blog. read nate's blog, and one of her post made me laugh my ass off. people thought she is shawn's girlfriend ! *LOL* i don't know why but they look great. i mean, nate's pretty. she deserved. ^^ found something different between shawn's blog and wendy's. shawn's blog seems to be more down to earth and real. but wendy's really commercialese. she's right, everyone mostly singaporean read her blog but sometimes i really don't understand why. sigh. whatever, i'm only a blogder *blogs reader*. oh no! i'm not only a blogder but also a blogger. although my blog is not well-known or maybe nobody's reading my blog.. but i got the passion on it. no point writing on a piece of paper or in a book and named it My Diary. i prefer blogging, or i should say "online diary".
btw. today's my parents 20 years wedding anniversary. gosh. touched? hahaha. a little. not easy to maintain a relationship. my parents are loving, and so everyone of us in the family loves too. we went imbi palace for dinner with richard, lmp, lbk, justine, sam, andy, kelvin and my family. enjoyed. had durian pancake for dessert. it taste good but just aren't like the one i had at klgcc. that's the bomb! while enjoyin my meal, received sam's sms. cookie vomited. omg! what's wrong with her? is she alright? i don't know. hope everything will be fine. wong sam lin! you better take good care of cookie. ^^ anyway, i know he will. cookie is his lovely puppy.
p/s : today is also lee hom's birthday!!! happy birthday!
Tuesday
What I See In Chocolate's
when i say what i see in chocolate's doesn't mean the chocolate bar or hot chocolate drinks. what i mean is chocolate's blog. was roaming my friends' blogs and i saw a deleted comment. curiosity motivate me to check it out and so i found this blog "chocolate rox" by a singaporean young lady, catherine a.k.a empty chocolate. read her latest blog with title "troubled". wondering if everyone taking relationship more serious than studies in singapore. well, i got no idea on it. don't really expose myself to singaporean's life, so i won't say anything bout it. what concern me is.. she got an attitude towards relationship. she's right in some way. nowadays people take it too serious, and they often left their studies aside, full concentration on their lovers. what's that about? i said it as a student's point of view. we're young, we're student. why is everyone settled and committed into a serious relationship where they can't afford to lose it? i believe we live for ourselves and for those who love us. hate it when i heard people saying " i can't live without him/her ". i mean, hey! is she/he giving oxygen to you or part of your organs? why can't live without him/her? it doesn't make sense at all. after breaking off or ending a relationship, why don't think it positive like " new life for me " or " the next one will be better " or " she/he's just not my cup of tea, looking forward for the next one ". well, i personally think that all these sentence sounds better than, " i can't live without him/her " or begging for their ex-es to come back. agree with that? *grin* i don't care if you disagree anyway. move on your fit if you dislike my whole idea. relationship in our age which's like 14-24yrs old are dangerous if you don't know how to handle it well. it might ruin your life ! family and friends come first before studies. and trust me, studies come first before relationship in this age. after your studies, lets say you'll be living till early seventies, you got 40 plus years to be in love, seriously in love, madly in love till you left everything behind for love. *wink* that's so fanatical. but that's what i think.
as for me, i'm looking forward to be love and to love. casually but not madly. giving spaces and freedom for each other, respecting decision, discuss about things but not everything ( hey! everyone have their privacy ), sharing their happiness and sorrows with no pressures given, accompany each other even its only cleaning dishes in the kitchen.. owh! that's so hard to get somebody with all that. so, its better if i concentrate on my studies. for my own good, and for my foresee bright future. *smile*
as for me, i'm looking forward to be love and to love. casually but not madly. giving spaces and freedom for each other, respecting decision, discuss about things but not everything ( hey! everyone have their privacy ), sharing their happiness and sorrows with no pressures given, accompany each other even its only cleaning dishes in the kitchen.. owh! that's so hard to get somebody with all that. so, its better if i concentrate on my studies. for my own good, and for my foresee bright future. *smile*
Monday
Dislike Sylvia
Song showing on my 
: Just Let Me Cry by Ashlee Simpson
Things happen in one day. Practically, I just don't know how to react. Its like in a getting electric shock in a sudden when you're swimming, and yea.. make no sense at all. I'm wondering, is our life be doomed? I do think if we believe, everything can be change.
Trying to make a difference. I mean, yea~ I dislike the current Sylvia. I'm not a good lover, nor a good friend or daughter. I just simply not good enough. Trying to change myself. Trying to be more concern bout others. I'm used to zipped up my heart and not letting anything to unzip it. This causes my public relationship aren't good enough. Well, I wanted to be more sociable. and of course, not a call girl. Just loves to mix around. I used to mix around, mad enough for everything. Some people find I'm cool and quiet ; and loads of them strongly disagree with it. Hahaha. How can I be quiet? and trust me, I'm not cool at all. I'm hot ! Gosh~ own praises. Anyway, I just simply love taking pictures of myself, and also things around. Maybe later on, my blog will turn out to be photoblog. ^^ who knows. Lets hope it won't be a photoblog. I may not be the asian best blogger like xia xue @ wendy, but at least I love bloggin, passion on blogging. It motivate me to move on. And I really love writing stuff bout myself, every single moment.. I'm afraid I might forget some other days, lost memories perhaps. *grin*
Btw, Happy Birthday Yap Kok Fai !!!
: Just Let Me Cry by Ashlee SimpsonThings happen in one day. Practically, I just don't know how to react. Its like in a getting electric shock in a sudden when you're swimming, and yea.. make no sense at all. I'm wondering, is our life be doomed? I do think if we believe, everything can be change.
Trying to make a difference. I mean, yea~ I dislike the current Sylvia. I'm not a good lover, nor a good friend or daughter. I just simply not good enough. Trying to change myself. Trying to be more concern bout others. I'm used to zipped up my heart and not letting anything to unzip it. This causes my public relationship aren't good enough. Well, I wanted to be more sociable. and of course, not a call girl. Just loves to mix around. I used to mix around, mad enough for everything. Some people find I'm cool and quiet ; and loads of them strongly disagree with it. Hahaha. How can I be quiet? and trust me, I'm not cool at all. I'm hot ! Gosh~ own praises. Anyway, I just simply love taking pictures of myself, and also things around. Maybe later on, my blog will turn out to be photoblog. ^^ who knows. Lets hope it won't be a photoblog. I may not be the asian best blogger like xia xue @ wendy, but at least I love bloggin, passion on blogging. It motivate me to move on. And I really love writing stuff bout myself, every single moment.. I'm afraid I might forget some other days, lost memories perhaps. *grin*
Btw, Happy Birthday Yap Kok Fai !!!
Sunday
Pictures Update!!
crazy me with sista! woooo..
graduation day!! hope so.. lol
piggy me!! mwahx.
all me. and still me!
Happy Mother's Day
Song playing on iTune : Can You Feel The Love Tonight by Kenny G
Happy Mother's Day to every mom all over the world !! It's really a meaningful day. I mean, people appreciate mothers and thanks mothers on this day. Well, its better you appreciate your mother every single day but still, at least there's one particular day your mother's the boss! Think about it, there's really no reason for you not to love your mother. She's the one who given you life, giving you a precious chance to live in this wonderland. I don't think there's a mother who doesn't love their kids. Nearly impossible. Happy Mother's Day to my lovely mother, Esther! Love you loads. *hugs*
Woke up late. The funniest part is, I slept in my brother's room and he slept in my room. So we'd switched for one night. We went Sg Buloh to pick up another mother, which is my granny. Then, brunch at KLGCC. Nice food, happily enjoying with my family and relatives. Saw Chun Keat & Tiffie, with.. Parents, i suppose. Awkward thou. ^^ got a bad news from Sam. Well, he's single again. Wouldn't be long i guess. Just wish that everything would be fine. as i know, he likes her. Well, maybe i should just keep my mouth shut and not talking about it. *grin*
Let's figure it out. I'm totally lost. Everything not under control, in another way, its out of control. I just have to get it done and make sure I'm doing the right thing. Yet, it seems to be something tough. or me myself don't feel like doing it? i got no idea bout it. Sigh. Give me a break.
Happy Mother's Day to every mom all over the world !! It's really a meaningful day. I mean, people appreciate mothers and thanks mothers on this day. Well, its better you appreciate your mother every single day but still, at least there's one particular day your mother's the boss! Think about it, there's really no reason for you not to love your mother. She's the one who given you life, giving you a precious chance to live in this wonderland. I don't think there's a mother who doesn't love their kids. Nearly impossible. Happy Mother's Day to my lovely mother, Esther! Love you loads. *hugs*
Woke up late. The funniest part is, I slept in my brother's room and he slept in my room. So we'd switched for one night. We went Sg Buloh to pick up another mother, which is my granny. Then, brunch at KLGCC. Nice food, happily enjoying with my family and relatives. Saw Chun Keat & Tiffie, with.. Parents, i suppose. Awkward thou. ^^ got a bad news from Sam. Well, he's single again. Wouldn't be long i guess. Just wish that everything would be fine. as i know, he likes her. Well, maybe i should just keep my mouth shut and not talking about it. *grin*
Let's figure it out. I'm totally lost. Everything not under control, in another way, its out of control. I just have to get it done and make sure I'm doing the right thing. Yet, it seems to be something tough. or me myself don't feel like doing it? i got no idea bout it. Sigh. Give me a break.
Emptiness
Song playing on iTune : Lonely No More by Rob Thomas
Back from Melbourne few hours ago. Felt so empty. Oh dear, I doubt I can still pretend you're nobody to me. Everytime I look into your eyes, I tried so hard to find my image or even a tiny shadow, but the truth is everytime i look into your eyes, i saw nothing me looking at you with hope. The hope is no longer there. Empty hope gave me painful dreams. Although I tried so hard not to remember i care. I'm such a fool to wait for this empty hope, I'm such a fool to even think about you loving me. Trust me, dear. I'm leaving you behind with all these painful dreams and pieces of my broken heart. I'll take good care of her, cause i promise you to do so. After that, there's no need me to be there. Have you ever think you're selfish? I'm not blaming or complaining. In fact, I'm happy you look for me when you're lonely or no one else to be with. But, I can't stay here and wait for your call. Wait till you're free, wait till you're lonely and nobody there for you. I'm tired of waiting. Forgive me for giving up. I'm too sensitive for this game, pulling off would be a great choice. Before my heart is badly damage and broken into pieces then into dust.. i choose to let go myself. Loving you, really tough, really bitter, really sad.. If there's second chance, i wish I'm not falling in love with you, not again. *grin* What you need is not me, is your angel. Even though you told me devil had defeated angel. But deep down in your heart, i know.. Devil fall in love with angel as well. That's why, the victory is still angel.
Back from Melbourne few hours ago. Felt so empty. Oh dear, I doubt I can still pretend you're nobody to me. Everytime I look into your eyes, I tried so hard to find my image or even a tiny shadow, but the truth is everytime i look into your eyes, i saw nothing me looking at you with hope. The hope is no longer there. Empty hope gave me painful dreams. Although I tried so hard not to remember i care. I'm such a fool to wait for this empty hope, I'm such a fool to even think about you loving me. Trust me, dear. I'm leaving you behind with all these painful dreams and pieces of my broken heart. I'll take good care of her, cause i promise you to do so. After that, there's no need me to be there. Have you ever think you're selfish? I'm not blaming or complaining. In fact, I'm happy you look for me when you're lonely or no one else to be with. But, I can't stay here and wait for your call. Wait till you're free, wait till you're lonely and nobody there for you. I'm tired of waiting. Forgive me for giving up. I'm too sensitive for this game, pulling off would be a great choice. Before my heart is badly damage and broken into pieces then into dust.. i choose to let go myself. Loving you, really tough, really bitter, really sad.. If there's second chance, i wish I'm not falling in love with you, not again. *grin* What you need is not me, is your angel. Even though you told me devil had defeated angel. But deep down in your heart, i know.. Devil fall in love with angel as well. That's why, the victory is still angel.
Monday
Day In Melbourne
Not sure when am I going to blog again. Maybe, a week later. who knows. I'm now in Melbourne, typing this post at house of the guy i was once fallen madly for. Anyway, that's not the main point. The main thing I wanna tell is, I'm not really over yet. Still thinking bout her almost every night. Thinking bout those stuff we used to do together, those days, those memories keep coming back. Flashing in my mind. Guess I'm gonna have a real hard brain storm if I don't learn how to let go. Things just shouldn't go on like this. Earnestly, I treated her like my real sister. Its definitely something more than a close buddy. But what I get for return? Beside pieces of my broken heart. I have no idea how long will I take to get all this over. Yet, should I do it? Pretending like I don't care. Tired of being a tough girl, but there's nothing I can do beside picking up this fake id of mine. Everyone thinks I'm tough, I'm cool, even worst cold blooded. I don't care, seriously. What really hit me is, the truth. After decided not to love the one who forever doesn't belongs to me, i too make a decision on not looking back for her. Its totally useless. Don't really care what others think bout it. Some do thought I'm a bit too much or over reacted. Whatever it is. I just can't take it anymore. Leaving is definately not a good choice but i'd choose to leave. Thought it might be a good way of handling stuff like this, but.. I'm wrong. obviously I'm wrong. picking the wrong choice. sigh. too bad for everything. being alone is what i'm always facing. loneliness is like part of my life nowadays. you won't understand.. cause you never felt alone even you're in a crowd. yea~ i know, that's sad. and totally s**k to the maximum. But what to do? I'm tired. I don't wanna fix this problem, cause I understand there's really no point. Please, if you do have, give be a solid reason. The both of you! The one i used to love and the one i always love. Girl, give me a solid reason to forget it and bring our tenderness back to my life. Boy, don't come back only when you need me, you don't know how it hurt me and yet i'm dumb enough to do so. Sorry both~ whatever it is. just be happy. that's the least i'm expecting from you.
Saturday
I Not Stupid Too
Song playing on iTune : True Blue by Raine Yang
Watched "I Not Stupid Too". Oh-My-God!! Catch me, I'm falling. *grin* Joshua Ang & Shawn Lee are so 'yandaoo' !!! I'd watched "I Not Stupid" which is the part one few years ago when they were still kids with some bored storyline. But now? "I Not Stupid Too" is all about teenagers. They're grown up! Facing teenagers' problem like we do. Gosh! Please don't say I'm bad taste or anything, its my choice anyway. Joshua's cool and protective. Shawn's smart and gentle. They're just the types of guys I wanted, but hardly met in my life. Well, that's sad.
"I Not Stupid Too" is really a good movie. It shows and reflects the realities. Giving information to everyone on social problems that always happens in our life. Its an education type of movie. In the movie, Joshua & Shawn were facing problems with their parents. Just like what's happening around, misunderstanding and lack of communication between parents and their children. It causes the youngster to get involve in gangsterism and it might ruin their entire life. Its not exactly the youngsters' fault to be part of a mafiaS but just think about it.. At home, parents controlling their life, hardly communicate with their children well. But when they're with a bunch of so-called 'friends', their 'friends' support them, and listen to them. Don't make a mistake, adults! Keep talking and scolding your children are not a good way of communication. Good communication between parents and these young generations are listening and respect. I'm sure teenagers are not some sort of crime offenders, they're actually nice and good. Its just, they need love and cares which nowadays parents hardly gave it. Buying stuff or giving much cash to their children are not a way. What your children need the most is love. Tenderness with family. Trust me, the key is communicate. I understand parents trying to give the best and arranged everything for their children. Like what they always said, " Son, It's for your own good." But is that what your child want? Forcing or ordering your children to accept something are not a good way. Why not sit down and talk to them? Tell them how you feel, understand what they want and how they feel when you've done something making them feeling uneasy? Think both way. I know every parents thought what they've done are for their children's own good, but think about it. If children don't accept it and strongly object it, what are you going to do? In this case, some parents will scold or even cane their children. But is that a good way to solve problem? I don't think so. As for me and my parents, they listen to me. I mean, we discuss bout it, understand what's in each others mind and find a way to solve it. Parents, be open minded and listen to your kids! They're young, but it doesn't mean you're always right. Teenagers, don't be too stubborn, talk to your parents and listen to their advises! They're experienced and they know how to handle things better than you do. See?! If both parents and teenagers are like what I said, there won't be any violent cases happen. And also, social problems will decrease as well. *smile*
Specially thanks to Joshua & Shawn. Cause of them, I love this movie. Cause of their movie, I realized I'm well-being and have a wonderful family & friends. Mwahx!! Love 'em. F.A.M.I.L.Y = Father And Mother I Love You
p.s Trust me. You MUST watch I Not Stupid Too. Worth your $$ for tickets, vcd and dvd.
Watched "I Not Stupid Too". Oh-My-God!! Catch me, I'm falling. *grin* Joshua Ang & Shawn Lee are so 'yandaoo' !!! I'd watched "I Not Stupid" which is the part one few years ago when they were still kids with some bored storyline. But now? "I Not Stupid Too" is all about teenagers. They're grown up! Facing teenagers' problem like we do. Gosh! Please don't say I'm bad taste or anything, its my choice anyway. Joshua's cool and protective. Shawn's smart and gentle. They're just the types of guys I wanted, but hardly met in my life. Well, that's sad.
"I Not Stupid Too" is really a good movie. It shows and reflects the realities. Giving information to everyone on social problems that always happens in our life. Its an education type of movie. In the movie, Joshua & Shawn were facing problems with their parents. Just like what's happening around, misunderstanding and lack of communication between parents and their children. It causes the youngster to get involve in gangsterism and it might ruin their entire life. Its not exactly the youngsters' fault to be part of a mafiaS but just think about it.. At home, parents controlling their life, hardly communicate with their children well. But when they're with a bunch of so-called 'friends', their 'friends' support them, and listen to them. Don't make a mistake, adults! Keep talking and scolding your children are not a good way of communication. Good communication between parents and these young generations are listening and respect. I'm sure teenagers are not some sort of crime offenders, they're actually nice and good. Its just, they need love and cares which nowadays parents hardly gave it. Buying stuff or giving much cash to their children are not a way. What your children need the most is love. Tenderness with family. Trust me, the key is communicate. I understand parents trying to give the best and arranged everything for their children. Like what they always said, " Son, It's for your own good." But is that what your child want? Forcing or ordering your children to accept something are not a good way. Why not sit down and talk to them? Tell them how you feel, understand what they want and how they feel when you've done something making them feeling uneasy? Think both way. I know every parents thought what they've done are for their children's own good, but think about it. If children don't accept it and strongly object it, what are you going to do? In this case, some parents will scold or even cane their children. But is that a good way to solve problem? I don't think so. As for me and my parents, they listen to me. I mean, we discuss bout it, understand what's in each others mind and find a way to solve it. Parents, be open minded and listen to your kids! They're young, but it doesn't mean you're always right. Teenagers, don't be too stubborn, talk to your parents and listen to their advises! They're experienced and they know how to handle things better than you do. See?! If both parents and teenagers are like what I said, there won't be any violent cases happen. And also, social problems will decrease as well. *smile*
Specially thanks to Joshua & Shawn. Cause of them, I love this movie. Cause of their movie, I realized I'm well-being and have a wonderful family & friends. Mwahx!! Love 'em. F.A.M.I.L.Y = Father And Mother I Love You
p.s Trust me. You MUST watch I Not Stupid Too. Worth your $$ for tickets, vcd and dvd.
Wednesday
MALAYSIAN
Song playing on my iTune : Pump It by B.E.P
Yooohaaa!! Happy Birthday to my dearest sister, Chelsea! She's ten years old now. I felt so old, *sobs* I'm 8teen and she's ten? There's a gap between us, but not a massive one anyway. Was rushing to get my student visa done in the after noon. Thought I'm going to miss the Thomas Cup 2006 Live on Astro SuperSport. But I managed to rush home on time. It started at 4 in the evening. C.W.Lee's The bomb!! OMFG. He's so talented on badminton. Defeated H.Lee. He's skillful and alert. C.H. Wong injured half way. It's a bad news for M'sia Badminton Team. But M'sia 2nd Double & Hashim Mohd. Hafiz done their best and won the match!! Congratz. *grin* Looking forward for the semi-finals on Friday!! Go~Go~Go, Malaysia. Was touched by Malaysian. You'll see how we gathered and support our country when come to National Issues. Thomas cup, there're nearly 300 Malaysian in Japan supporting. And also a bunch of fans and cheerleaders from Malaysia are now at Japan. Good luck, Team Spirit!! Malaysia Boleh!! Hahahah. Trust me, Malaysia will defeat Denmark too! This Friday, 4pm Live on Astro SuperSports. ^^ Don't miss it.
After the match, my family & I went the curve for dinner. Then, we went Harvey Norman. Daddy bought me a brand new Canon Digital Camera with 6.0 Megapixels. Its the Canon Digital Ixus 65!! I luv it. mwahx. Thanks loads daddy. xoxo.
p.s i love daddy & mummy.
Yooohaaa!! Happy Birthday to my dearest sister, Chelsea! She's ten years old now. I felt so old, *sobs* I'm 8teen and she's ten? There's a gap between us, but not a massive one anyway. Was rushing to get my student visa done in the after noon. Thought I'm going to miss the Thomas Cup 2006 Live on Astro SuperSport. But I managed to rush home on time. It started at 4 in the evening. C.W.Lee's The bomb!! OMFG. He's so talented on badminton. Defeated H.Lee. He's skillful and alert. C.H. Wong injured half way. It's a bad news for M'sia Badminton Team. But M'sia 2nd Double & Hashim Mohd. Hafiz done their best and won the match!! Congratz. *grin* Looking forward for the semi-finals on Friday!! Go~Go~Go, Malaysia. Was touched by Malaysian. You'll see how we gathered and support our country when come to National Issues. Thomas cup, there're nearly 300 Malaysian in Japan supporting. And also a bunch of fans and cheerleaders from Malaysia are now at Japan. Good luck, Team Spirit!! Malaysia Boleh!! Hahahah. Trust me, Malaysia will defeat Denmark too! This Friday, 4pm Live on Astro SuperSports. ^^ Don't miss it.
After the match, my family & I went the curve for dinner. Then, we went Harvey Norman. Daddy bought me a brand new Canon Digital Camera with 6.0 Megapixels. Its the Canon Digital Ixus 65!! I luv it. mwahx. Thanks loads daddy. xoxo.
p.s i love daddy & mummy.
Tuesday
The Getaway
Song playing on my iTune : The Getaway by Hilary Duff
Starting to like this song, cause of the lyrics. It doesn't make sense to you, i know. But it just like what I'm trying to tell him. Yellow are those I'm trying to tell him. ^^
" Here I am again, talking to myself
Sitting at a red light, both hands on the wheel
How am i suppose to feel ?
So much running through my mind
First you wanna be free, now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals and signs
Its so hard to let you in,
Thinking you might slam the brakes again
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
I can't keep coming back to you
Everytime you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause everytime I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror
To a place where i can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is I can't even say goodbye"
I make a mistake and I'm trying to correct it. What mistake is't? hahaha. It's silly. i thought i can love without caring others. Its a mistake. But the biggest mistake was, i forgot to care bout me myself. If loving him hurt so bad, i prefer trying not to love. But that ain't easy for someone like me. Although i seems to be a player in some people's mind, but i take love serious. Once in love, I'm really fallin for it. That's me! Hard for me to fall in love, hard for me to not love. That's so ordinary thou. *grin* anyway, I'm not waiting like a fool anymore. gotta move on, girl! lookin' forward for my Mr. Right. ^^ wish me luck.
Starting to like this song, cause of the lyrics. It doesn't make sense to you, i know. But it just like what I'm trying to tell him. Yellow are those I'm trying to tell him. ^^
" Here I am again, talking to myself
Sitting at a red light, both hands on the wheel
How am i suppose to feel ?
So much running through my mind
First you wanna be free, now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals and signs
Its so hard to let you in,
Thinking you might slam the brakes again
Put the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
I can't keep coming back to you
Everytime you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause everytime I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror
To a place where i can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is I can't even say goodbye"
I make a mistake and I'm trying to correct it. What mistake is't? hahaha. It's silly. i thought i can love without caring others. Its a mistake. But the biggest mistake was, i forgot to care bout me myself. If loving him hurt so bad, i prefer trying not to love. But that ain't easy for someone like me. Although i seems to be a player in some people's mind, but i take love serious. Once in love, I'm really fallin for it. That's me! Hard for me to fall in love, hard for me to not love. That's so ordinary thou. *grin* anyway, I'm not waiting like a fool anymore. gotta move on, girl! lookin' forward for my Mr. Right. ^^ wish me luck.
Monday
It's May!!!
Song showing on my ipod : Murder On The Dancefloor by Sophie Ellis-Bextor
Happy Labour Day!! *Grin* nahhhh.. I know, L-A-M-E. Its a long weekend, suppose to call up some friends and hang out, chilling, gossiping. I've missed out a lot, i know. What's the latest goss ? i have no idea. Maybe its time for me to catch up some hot & spicy goss.
Oh-My-God. 1st of May !! Arghh. My last month in Msia before leaving to Melbourne for my future. Excited? Yea~ a little. Scared? Oh.. Definitely, not much. *LOL* i can handle this. So what am I going to do in this month? Here come the list with plenty of to-do thingies.. :
1. Get everything packed
2. Slim down ( nearly impossible to make it )
3. Remember my yoga postures
4. Get my hair done
5. Catch up with my kdu buddies
6. Clubbing with my help buddies
7. yum cha with my old friends
8. Finish reading Pop Princess
9. Prepare for Hong Kong trip
10. Inform my friends bout it
.... So, that's the top-ten things I should get it done before 1st of June. Others, I'll just figure it out. not much time left. I'm leaving to Melbourne on 7th with aunt jenny, accompany her to get a place for Yvonne. Then, going Hong Kong end of the month. Pheww~ busy me. That's why my life is busy and colorful. ^^
Congrats Claudia for being the top10 of iFeel girl search 2006 for the second week. She's waiting for the interview i guess. At the mean time, my pretty babe - Sarah participate in iFeel girl search 2006 as the week 4 participants. Vote for my babe!! hahaha ~ Sarah is my close friend since form 1. She's pretty, kawaii, hot, smart, charming & friendly. Hope she'll get into the top10 for 4th week. Then, Claudia and Sarah might have a chance to meet each other and compete! woahhaaha. btw, Annie too participate in iFeel girl search 2006. Good luck to 'em!! All the best.
I prepared breakfast for my family this morning. Did i mention that in the beginning? wohahah~ don't think so. Anyway, i made pancake, sandwiches, sausages and fried eggs for them. Healthy breakfast! First time making pancake. Its not as hard as i thought, actually, its easy! Had cranberry juice for the meal too. hahaha. Sam was here for breakfast. And we'd gossip bout our celebrities friends. woooops. hahhaa..
well.. well.. Topic of the day.. Miss X. 's totally different. Frankly speaking, i do think she's acting like a slut nowadays. No offence but.. Hey! See how she dress up herself and looking at what's in his little handbag? Gosh! Can't believe it. a college student but dressing up like a night club pr ? That's so weird. And its a little over. Really. not that i dislike her or anything, i used to know her well. But definitely not the current miss X. arghh. Don't ask why am i using the 'X' sign instead of putting the 'name' in it. No way! i don't want my blog to be banned. I'm just trying to point out, what's wrong with those chics with full make up and over dressed to college. i mean, you're there to study, not some fashion show right? Putting on lips gloss, lips butter, lips balm, perfume, eye brow liner are still fine with me. But, what's the point putting on powders, eye shadow, mascara, blush, and others on your face for? You're there to study anyway. or even worst, wearing all kinds of blings blings and those clothes we'll only see it in the fashion mags or fashion show like sofy fur on shoulders, high-heels with matching dress and bags and make up and accessories. Oh my.. That's like.. Too much. Lets think about this, you're a student and dressing up like a supermodel *wannabe* and make ups on your face?? Does it make sense to you? hmmm.. or maybe.. Yea~~ lack of attention. And that's so sad. You need to put on make ups and dressing like a night club dancer to catch attention. That's so .. Sad.
p.s love you!
Happy Labour Day!! *Grin* nahhhh.. I know, L-A-M-E. Its a long weekend, suppose to call up some friends and hang out, chilling, gossiping. I've missed out a lot, i know. What's the latest goss ? i have no idea. Maybe its time for me to catch up some hot & spicy goss.
Oh-My-God. 1st of May !! Arghh. My last month in Msia before leaving to Melbourne for my future. Excited? Yea~ a little. Scared? Oh.. Definitely, not much. *LOL* i can handle this. So what am I going to do in this month? Here come the list with plenty of to-do thingies.. :
1. Get everything packed
2. Slim down ( nearly impossible to make it )
3. Remember my yoga postures
4. Get my hair done
5. Catch up with my kdu buddies
6. Clubbing with my help buddies
7. yum cha with my old friends
8. Finish reading Pop Princess
9. Prepare for Hong Kong trip
10. Inform my friends bout it
.... So, that's the top-ten things I should get it done before 1st of June. Others, I'll just figure it out. not much time left. I'm leaving to Melbourne on 7th with aunt jenny, accompany her to get a place for Yvonne. Then, going Hong Kong end of the month. Pheww~ busy me. That's why my life is busy and colorful. ^^
Congrats Claudia for being the top10 of iFeel girl search 2006 for the second week. She's waiting for the interview i guess. At the mean time, my pretty babe - Sarah participate in iFeel girl search 2006 as the week 4 participants. Vote for my babe!! hahaha ~ Sarah is my close friend since form 1. She's pretty, kawaii, hot, smart, charming & friendly. Hope she'll get into the top10 for 4th week. Then, Claudia and Sarah might have a chance to meet each other and compete! woahhaaha. btw, Annie too participate in iFeel girl search 2006. Good luck to 'em!! All the best.
I prepared breakfast for my family this morning. Did i mention that in the beginning? wohahah~ don't think so. Anyway, i made pancake, sandwiches, sausages and fried eggs for them. Healthy breakfast! First time making pancake. Its not as hard as i thought, actually, its easy! Had cranberry juice for the meal too. hahaha. Sam was here for breakfast. And we'd gossip bout our celebrities friends. woooops. hahhaa..
well.. well.. Topic of the day.. Miss X. 's totally different. Frankly speaking, i do think she's acting like a slut nowadays. No offence but.. Hey! See how she dress up herself and looking at what's in his little handbag? Gosh! Can't believe it. a college student but dressing up like a night club pr ? That's so weird. And its a little over. Really. not that i dislike her or anything, i used to know her well. But definitely not the current miss X. arghh. Don't ask why am i using the 'X' sign instead of putting the 'name' in it. No way! i don't want my blog to be banned. I'm just trying to point out, what's wrong with those chics with full make up and over dressed to college. i mean, you're there to study, not some fashion show right? Putting on lips gloss, lips butter, lips balm, perfume, eye brow liner are still fine with me. But, what's the point putting on powders, eye shadow, mascara, blush, and others on your face for? You're there to study anyway. or even worst, wearing all kinds of blings blings and those clothes we'll only see it in the fashion mags or fashion show like sofy fur on shoulders, high-heels with matching dress and bags and make up and accessories. Oh my.. That's like.. Too much. Lets think about this, you're a student and dressing up like a supermodel *wannabe* and make ups on your face?? Does it make sense to you? hmmm.. or maybe.. Yea~~ lack of attention. And that's so sad. You need to put on make ups and dressing like a night club dancer to catch attention. That's so .. Sad.
p.s love you!
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