Monday

2005 Christmas !

Current mood : happy
current song : beauty and the beast

I'm back from HK !!

went HK on 21st Dec. Was excited and we went to 'tong lo wan' for dinner. Missed the food so much. ^^ after that, we went Sogo and some shop around. Bought ROXY bag, shirts, purse and phone hanger there. Stuff over there are much cheaper than Malaysia's. So happy I bought them. Beside that, I also bought 2 cap, a black one and green one. love'em so much ! hahaha.. We had supper at 'tong chew'. Midnight, saw boyz at the cinema entrance. Oh gosh, the way the dress up -- chun ! We went Disneyland the second day. Took the fast train to Disney. Was really excited. I really feel that Disneyland is a place where everyone become pure, happy and lovely. It's like a fairy tale for everyone who visit Disneyland. Took some picture there. The parade was nice but it's without beauty and the beast, aladdin's jasmine and mulan. We also line up to take picture with pooh and tiger ! Happy. Bought cookies back, I actually want the box and can only. The food belongs to, my friends. LOL. Besides, I bought Disney pin, ring, key chain and other stuff. Love to be there. The sleeping castle = wonderful. We went for the space adventurer ride, it's actually something like cockscrew. Excited and fun. lovin' it ! Not much thing to buy cuz all selling winter clothes. But I manage to buy a pair of addidas shoe, converse shoe, star ring, 5bracelet, 3 phone hanger, 2 esprit pants, 1 esprit green jacket, beach shorts, red jacket, green polo shirt and 2 swatch winter collection. *LOL* happy. Also bought Desperate Housewife DVD. wowww ! Bought a hello kitty phone hanger for Chloe, couple soap for yoda & yun, plant for Joanne. ^^

wasn't happy before talking to Ed. Told him what had happen including my ex's problem and issue with my sister. Feelings for *u noe hu not strong anymore. Actually, feel better now. I mean, I'm not that 'degil' anymore that's why I'm so relief and relaxing. ^^ ed makes me feel much better !! muaskz. hehehee.. Another issue.. That's what really disturbing me. Wasn't happy she last minute cancel the concert. But had asked feng to go with me.. If not daddy sure scold.. hmmm.. Guess this time bond had break apart.. Am I sad ? Hell yah. But nothing much I can do.. Things are like that, we never had a friend that can stay forever. No matter how close, how loving.. There's time to say 'bye bye'. Just like what Ed said there's no best friend, your best friend is u yourself. Well, make sense to me. Now, my best friend is my laptop and mcky. I guess that might make things look easier and make me feel better.

another thing to handle. My birthday party !! Mom allow me to have a party. *excited*

Sunday

Back From Penang Trip

Current Mood : Weird
Current Song : Yeah - Usher

came back from Penang last night. Reached Pudu Station around 5 in the morning, then come back to my house by taxi with Jun & Kai Young. Super tiring. Lot of things happen during the trip. The first day, guess it's my most happy day among the others day. After almost 10hours train, we reached Butterworth around 6 in the morning. 10 of us plus kalai were so damn tired. We ( kaiyoung, u-jun, sylvia, sophie, gavin, min ern, tristen, john, jmeng, isa) went for breakfast, then to the beach. Guys were enjoy playing penang's traditional games and playing with the sea water. We checked in around 11 in the morning at Sri Sayang, our service apartment. Jun was not feeling well, in fact havin light fever and headache. kinda worried. Anyway, we went to the beach in the evening. Played jet ski and crazily having fun in the sea. Was really happy he actually treat me good and i don't know.. Maybe think too much Dee. After that, we went to our apartment's pool, water is cooling. Really havin fun not only cause of having fun with a bunch of friends but also because i actually found the feelings and knew i really seriously madly liking him. Went glo around 11 pm. Ladies night. Before we went in, there's some street party at Gloria jeans, jun and isa were the first two guys among us joined the drinking beer with straw contest. But after their turn, the lady pull me up to the contest and jmeng, gavin came with me. I'm so shocked when i knew I'm the only girl joining this contest. And surprisingly, me and gavin got into the final round. That's so fun. Anyway, i lost in the final round and gavin won the Russian guy. After that, we went to glo. Everything were kinda blurry. From what i remembered .. jun drunk and cried.. I'm drunk too.. Threw out at the road and at mamak. min ern is really a sweet guy, he's there to accompany the whole way back to our apartment. same goes to isa and john.

the second day, we went to the beach again. Barbecue beside the beach. Things change after today. charlynne and syafiq joined us. They just finish their genting trip with friends. Lot of things happen. Don't know how to explained. Don't even want to talk about it i guess. After today, things became different. So, i guess I'm not going to talk about it. Was not really happy bout it. But i do enjoy the trip. Seriously. Happy to have them. Thanks a lot to charlynne da hottie, sophie da blurrie, isa da funky, kalai da bomb, u-jun da crazy, min ern da flirty, john da shaggy, tristen da monkey, syafiq da piggy, jiunn meng da giant, kai young da horny and gavin da big man. i really enjoy this trip to penang.

Tuesday

SSC Prom

Current mood : excited and joyful

went SSC prom last night at Zest Club, which is a rundown club. The atmosphere over there, seriously cool and funky. Lot of pretty girl we saw, guys.. Well, Andrew is cute & the only good looking guy and Vic the Malaysian idol, wowww.. Others only look smart. Kelvin is smart, izman cool, Marvin not bad, another Kelvin look like one of my friend, zhi ven .. Well, no comment. As for ladies, Amy was here she look way better wearing the red dress compare to Sri kl prom, Vivian look different but sweet, yingying look nice in her red dress too, wouldn't forget the red rose on her chest and the nails.. hahaha.. Saw sonia there. OMG, she so not come for the prom i guess, wearing tanktop and jeans but yet sexy and hot. Oh, forgot to mention koilin.. That's so not right. Her boyfriend Adrian shorter than her after wearing the heels, it looks weird. And her dress, well red again.. But too skinny.. No boobies and ass to show.. *sigh* pei huan not here.. She went penang, arghh. i even met joy's brother, John and his band. Their violinist changed, not the previous one anymore, i mean the super handsome and chun guy we met in my school.. Turn out to be another fella, more active and sporty but not as good looking as him. i took picture with the band and they really nice to talk.. Well, i break my record. hahaa.. Dancing non stop with don't know how many guys and how many girls and how many songs. Was crazy last night. Let me see, well.. i did dance with both Kelvin, Andrew a lil, sonia, Marvin, izman, the band members, few Malay, few Indian, victor, Vivian, cezylnne, yin ling.. etc.. wowww.. Wondering how can i be so crazy.. ^^

me and my darlinxx at dome waiting for 'driver'

Sunday

GCE 'A' Levels

Current Mood : Happy
Current Song : I Won't Cry - Yummy

went Helps University College in the afternoon, they got a education talk at 2pm. At first don't really know about London Examinations GCE A Levels, but after the talk.. i totally understand and decided to go Helps. Especially after talking to Jahn Cheah, the head of A levels department, A levels student Stephanie, Pik Teng & Hui Fen, they are so friendly and fun..

from what i know, the GCE 'A' Levels programme is conducted by the prestigious London Examinations, delivered by Edexcel International which works closely with the UK government, education ministries around the world, universities and professional organizations to ensure high academic standards. The features of Helps A Levels are Home-based, world-wide recognition, curriculum2000 with modular system, unlimited re-sitting of examination units, gold standards in examination and rank no.1 . They are professional recognition by the qualifications and curriculum authority (QCA),UK. And is fully accredited by the National Accreditation Board of Malaysia. That's why my parents want and i myself want to go there too. *wink*

my darlinxx might be joining the part time model training. Congratulation ! kinda unhappy bout it cause it might be the reason that cut down time to spend together this holiday. *sigh* but.. Since she like it and wanna give a try, then i can only support her.

Saturday

Felt Sorry

Current Mood : Bad
Current Song : Incomplete - BSB

felt so sorry for not going BU's prom with Wae Lern. Really hope he'll forgive me and have had a wonderful night with his friends.

nothing better to do. Woke up around 11 in the morning. Had a nightmare last night. *phew* it's that a bad sign or bad luck alert ? Hope it's not. But I'm wrong. i lost one of the diamond on my bling bling stars, so sad. And i gained weight !! Thanks to cuppucino chips. *sobs*
anyway, don't really care bout it.

watched super generation. i so want to learn dancing now, not ballet of cause. I'm not, i mean my body is not that flexible anymore. i feel like learning hip hop, modern dance and even waltz. arghh.. Don't think my parents allow me to do so anyway. They rejected my request to sign up at fitness first. But yoga class hell yeaa.. I'm going to join them. *wink*

Friday

Awake !!

Current mood : chilling

just wake up but still tired. *sigh* well, I'm not as blur as last night or this morning.. So, i guess i can give some details bout Sri KDU's prom night. :-)

reached Carcosa around 8pm. Went in with a bunch of friends like Char, Sophie, Yi Wen, Andrea, Joee, Kai Young and others. Char cut her hair, she look sexy. Sophie so not look like her after putting make up but she look sexy with the short prom dress. Isa look good in his outfit. But Kai Young look smarter and cool. Hann's prom date, Natalia is tall and look nice in her white prom dress, she's so skinny. Tristen is here too. He look different but still crazy. *LOL* Joee look super hot in her prom dress, it's expensive but she look nice and her body figure seriously nice. Andrea came with Nick. She wore a red long dress. Mich and Mushira wore the dress i saw at Zara. Stupid sales girl told me the dress will be out after Christmas!! arghhh..

we enjoyed the most were the dancing part. Lot of them dance crazily and happily.

Whatever It Is

Current mood : tired and confusing
current song : my boo - Usher

slept at 3.30am, wake up at 6am then sleep again, wake up at 10.15am. couldn't sleep well the whole night. I'm dead, going to be the ugliest lady in somebody's prom, I'm so sorry *sobs* but i couldn't help it. I'm not sure if I'm still in the mood to Penang. But i promised Char and Isa to go, guess will stick with it unless something really bad happen. Knowing the truth seriously not a good things, shouldn't ask at the first place but I'm like that, no matter what happen i just want to make things clear. As i wish, we're now perfectly and absolutely understand the situation. Which kinda harsh. Anyway, everything will be fine right? So I'm now 100% single. And i can go for another relationship. Be tough, be strong. i believe nothing in this world is impossible except for love. I'm always losing those i really want. Things are weird enough. If I'm not serious into a relationship, guys will be serious and loving. Things go other way round when I'm seriously in love. So what should i do ? to be serious or not ? Nobody can actually answer me this. *sigh*

confusing if it's the right time i accept other guy when I'm still waiting him. But we already know the answer that he doesn't <3 anymore. was wondering why some people can easily saying the got no feelings anymore after they've told the girl how much they love her.. it sound like girl equal to games.. after the player finish playing or find it hard to finish the game.. they will put it away even they've been telling how cool is the game and they love it so much.. but that was before playing the games. that's why some people said, love is acually a game. female act as games and male as players. it's all depends on how excited the games were and how the players play the game.not to say that guys control everything but think another way, girls control the guy's by setting up a game..giving them exciting, love and sometimes cruely make guys give up on breaking the game's record. isn't it ?

Sri KDU's Prom

current mood : blue

was busy the whole noon til evening. went Nails Garden to get my nails art coloured and punched a hole to put diamond star.. only that spend me around 2 hours plus. after that, went time square to get my hair done. thanks to Eddie, me & my darlinxx yun look great. the way he tied our hair are so unique. and he's super good at make up.. well, at least i like it.

prom at Carcosa. starting was not that good but it ends up fun and crazy. eveyone enjoyed i guess. dance !! dance with MJ, he's so tall. huh.. but nice man.. and his hand so warm. sweet guy.. also dance with *somebody.. i'm not sure if the feelings i sense is right or wrong signal.. at first.. but we found out it's a mistake.. so everything is fine now..

Thursday

Final Decision

Current mood : normal

went OU with my darlinxx and lovely boy. We were looking for my prom dress but couldn't get one. *sigh* saw Mich and Sam, they are dating !! hahah.. It's not breaking news anyway. Saw Mushira and Kok Shern too. Sweet. hmmm.. Alvin bought a sweater , black giordano tee and a grey shirt from WH.. look nice on him. :-) nothing much happen beside we help him to asked a waitress's name.. Tired.

Vincent came and did some counting stuff.. Well.. My final decision is Helps University College. Sunway.. Not as good as Helps.. Perhaps, people there might disturbing me. i listen to him. And my backbone, *sigh*.. Not straight. Have to go some clinic to switch it back to it own position. Was kinda scare but not that worried like i thought. Tired..

sleeping soon. gonna sleep and take a good rest for tomorrow's prom.

Wednesday

LONDON vs CAMBRIDGE

Current mood : confusing
current song : Frosty The Snowman

was bored in the morning. Doing nothing but watching 'Devil is beside'. Rainy is so cute. Guess I'm going to buy the whole set of vcd. *wink* went Desa Hartamas during lunch time, had lunch at a Japanese Restaurant. Delicious & fresh. *yummy* was looking for my prom dress for BU's prom night, but couldn't get one. Guess have to look for it at BCBG or Zara tomorrow. *sigh*.. I'm broke. And another problem, I'm not sure if i should buy that pair of high heels i saw at Vincci. i do like it but i already got 3 pairs of high heels. hmmm.. And i am looking for a mask too. wahhh !! Gosh.. Prom is like on Friday but I'm not ready yet. Not dieting too. Boo~ anyway, went Vivian Tsai's Wardrobe. Dresses there sucks! Old, not fahionable at all, and expensive too. Hate that sales girl.. Dislike the way she look at me when I'm choosing.. Well, i admit I'm picky but it doesn't mean u can look at me like I'm troublesome.

after that, went ikano with brother. Bought fruits and vitagen for this two days. *sigh* starving. Talked to uncle Au Yong. He explained to me about LONDON's and Cambridge's A levels. Surprisingly, after his explanation i think the chances for me to study at HELPS are higher. i mean, no offence but LONDON obviously more popular and well known in UK and other Europe Country.. Even Aussie. Not to say that Cambridge is not good. But hey.. LONDON's A levels all papers mark by 6 parties and is computerized.. And Uncle Au Yong definitely can get me in to any university i wish to go to.. hmmm.. Sounds great isn't it ? Anyway, will talk to him face to face this weekend with those lecturer.. wohooo ~ excited. blahhh..

aughhhh~~ haven't got my beach wear for penang trip. I'm so dead. I'm broke.. Anyway.. tristen is back.. sam is back.. Kenneth coming back.. Woo.. Waiting for u !!

Monday

Happy go lucky.

Current mood : bored & excited

finally, last day of spm.. Poor account student like my darlinxx yun, Sophie, Michelle, Chen Hwa, Julie, min ern, Chloe & others.. Finished their last paper on last day of spm. But it shouldn't be a problem for them. *smile*

was at home the whole morning. Doing nothing but fixing my computer, *sigh* detected more than 20viruses, thanks to Morpheus. Feel like crying. Luckily, Kelvin brought my vaio laptop last night. I'm so in love with it. It's not heavy, 1.75kg and is silver white. Can't believe i have it !! woooho~ it's like my lucky month. First, got my prom dress, after that, laptop.. hahaha.. So happy. Can't wait to show it to my friends. Can't wait to the prom night at Carcosa or Sunway or Renaissance. *excited*

I'm so lost. Well, not really. Love is not everything to me, but it is something to make my life look more.. Excited ? i don't know. Somebody told me, loving someone is way easier then trying to forget someone u love. Well, it make sense. For example, me & Watanabe kaito. After loving him, i seriously tried so hard to forget the feelings I'm having on him. But it seems to be the hardest thing to do, harder than not failing history paper. Last year, i fall in love with him in 3 days but it takes more than a year for me to stop loving him. At least, i know i seriously gave up. Is not that i don't want to love him anymore, but loving him is like hoping rain drops in the drought.. So, i choose to give up and back to the tropical forest where rain always moisture the land. i know my friends will support me !! hahaha.. They wouldn't want to see me unhappy. Without love, i still got friends, got family and my hobbies.. Thanks to Starbuck for chilling me by hot chocolate & Frappacino.. Thanks to my blog for letting me shout out and cries out my stuff and feelings.. Thanks to movie and music.. No music no life.

YESSS !!!

Current mood : happy
current song : all about love - air supply

is early in the morning now.. 12something midnight, not sleeping but online chattin with friends & writing this. I suppose to sleep at this time but I'm too excited and happy !!
went Midvalley with my darlinxx yun & luvly boy. We bought some stuff.
was regretted for not buying Axxez's crown hair accesories. *sigh*.
but it seriously expensive shit.. Never mind.
at least I bought a pair of high heels at Blay.
reached Midvalley around 11.30 in the morning. Walking around, searching stuff for prom.
Alvin reached around 12 I guess. We went Nando's for lunch.. He's more tanned and well.. Fit. *smile*we help him to look for a pair of jeans and shirt.
we first went to Calvin Klein Jeans, OMG the one he choose, look nice, simple cutting but it cost almost 500bucks which I seriously don't think is a good idea for him to spend it like this.
so we went Topshop, well.. Couldn't get what he want. And finally, we went to the 'lala' shop, Romp. Alvin bought it there. It looks good and not 'lala'.. So, I think it will be alright for him to wear it on his date. hahahaha..
after that, we went few shops to look for h.yun's high heels.. Well, she already tall and slim, still looking for high heels.. Crazy girl. Anyway.. After searching a few shops like nose, vincci, pretty fit, she bought her heels at Blay. Same like me ! Yeah *hi5*
still thinking should i buy the silver one i saw at vincci, hmm.. Thinking.. Hard to make decision. i already got 3 pair.. If i buy that.. wowww.. I'm afraid my dad will kill me. Spend around 500buck in 2days to get my handbag, bracelet, necklace, earrings,cosmetics and heels.. hmmm.. *sad*.. But I'm so happy.. i bought the heels.. Well, i like it. :-)

Sunday

who said i hate ?

Current mood : happy
current song : all I want for Christmas

arghhh !! Woke up early in the morning around 8.40am.. I seriously do think I need more beauty rest but haha.. I couldn't. Going out with my lovely h.yun & lil Alvin brother.. h.yun Is taking her shower, and I'm sitting in front of my computer, writing this. Well, read someone's blog. Think somebody is not in a very good situation. hmmm.. People or maybe even *somebody actually thought I hate *somebody but actually, I seriously don't hate.. To me, I'm those happy go lucky person. You treat me good, I'm respond with the same. But if u treat me badly, I'm sorry to say, you're not my friend nor enemy, you're just nobody, friendships between me & *somebody.. Complicated.. I don't even know if there's still any friendship bond between us.. But even as a reader.. I do felt pain for what *somebody wrote in *somebody's blog.. Some advice for *somebody : things are not as bad as you think.. Look into the future but not the past.. It will only be part of your experience and memories.. Don't try to forget cause it will only make thing worst.. Let it be what it should be.. People appreciate things when they first get it or just got it.. But slowly, times take place and people started to take things for granted.. Not that they don't care anymore, is just, it is not important anymore. Same goes to relationship.. Is just like the changing of 4 seasons.. Spring = love seed started to bloom.. Summer = passionate and hot, couple felt so comfortable and lovely together.. Autumn = relationship started to be cooled down, less sweet talk, less sweet stuff, less hot topic perhaps.. At last and finally, winter = the end of a relationship.. But winter doesn't mean hopeless.. You can still wish and wait for the next spring, next summer.. But all is depends on fate and yourself.

pheww.. Went OU yesterday. Bought myself a little black handbag and a bracelet. Satisfy ? sorta. Couldn't get myself a suitable high heels for prom. arghhh. And it's like less than a week to go. awww mama.. Help.. hahhaha.. Never mind, will try to get it at midvalley. Saw beelian and her sister. OMG, she's super slim. Well, maybe I should use a word, chopstick to describe her legs. I mean, how can she be so tall and yet thin ? hmmm.. Compare to myself.. arhhh.. I'm fat and short.. hmm.. nevermind, it doesn't make me feel bad or lost my confidence.. hahaha.. Cause I'm myself, love me? Love my style.. yoyoooo.. !

Friday

Edmundser

Current mood : happy
current song : butterfly - mariah Carey

pheww.. Really tired. Went KLCC with my family.. Had lunch at Madam Kwan, the food were not as bad as bangsar branch :-) and mom paid 2 buck for using the washroom before that. walkin' around while waiting daddy finish his business at avenue K.. Was bored.. But suddenly.. i saw a long black dress hung up behind the glass.. It look gorgeous. Went in to have a look, and try on it.. Wow.. It perfectly fit me, was so happy.. It prove that I'm not super fat till couldn't even fit in the dress.. hahaha.. Self confidence are back to me again ! wohooo~ asked the salesgirl and the designer of the dress.. Forgot what's his name.. But he told me this black dress.. Is the only one in Malaysia.. And was on some fashion show last week.. It's new, fresh & precious.. wohoooo.. Mummy bought it for me anyway.. It's kinda expensive.. But she bought it.. hahahaaa.. It's from the Edmundser.. yeaaa.. And I'm now their member :-D

well.. Got a dress for prom night. i think I'm going to wear it to Sri KDU prom at Carcosa.. Which i still don't know the location of this 20yrs old so-called hotel.. urmmz.. Anyway.. Haven't got any handbag, accessories or heels to match my prom dress.. And.. How bout the other two prom ? Got to get another 2 dress for it.. hmmm.. Another 6days for me to prepare.. *sigh*.. What a rush.. hmmmm.. Anyway.. I'm satisfy with my Edmundser black dress. *wink*

Thursday

kungfu mahjong 2

current mood : happy
current song : first love - utada hikaru

was bz diz days.. din't update muh blog.

went sunway coll on tuesdae.. met yong jie & his father askin bout those pre-u stuff.. me & yun went without parents, felt we're mature enough 2 handle stuff.. decided 2 take sunway's a levels instead of helps.. cos their a levels are admitted by cambridge while helps, not clear bout it.. so, sign up soon. :-) after dhat, we went sp ferrr lunch & decided 2 watch a movie, kungfu mahjong 2. met daddy mummy ferrr lunch at deli france b4 d movie. yun sleepover. both of ux & muh brother play mahjong till 4 in d morning.. happy.. farnieee ..

yesterdaeee.. went sp again with yun, muh brother & sister.. had lunch at sushi king. den we went ferr skating. happieee.. farniee part iz we tried so hard 2 push muh brother down.. as 3 of ux fell cos of those ppl there.. hrmphhh.. yeaaa.. lot of 'human' .. of cos.. iz holidaeee.. anywaeee.. we enjoyed. saw jun while skatin. but when he start 2 skate.. i'm leavin.. ehehehe. so i actuallieee dont noe his skatin skillz.. n de weird part iz.. four of ux.. our feet.. skins is peelin off.. hahahaa.. pain.. ouch..

i'm wonderin if iz muh bad luck daeee.. i fell down again.. at home.. thnx 2 cat n rain.. n muh billabong sandals.. ouchh.. pain shyte..

with <3,
baby wei.

Monday

spm = over

current mood : excited
current song : tears in heaven

wooohooo ~~~ my last paper finished. hahaha.. i'm free from spm now. no exam anymore.. am so happieee.. economic paper is so damn ez. i mean, consider the easiest among all muh trials and skwels exam. hahahhaa.. can't blif i actuallieee noe all 6 q's. hmmm.. smart ? a bit la.. blekkk..

din't blog last nite. was realliee tired. why ? hahahahaa.. another farnieee experience. went to diethlem carnival sales. helpin around... be a part time sales girl there.. reallieee.. learn alot.. and make alot of money.. yohoooo.. more than 20k man.. so damn happpieee.. beside, i did sumthin reallieee.. crazeee... hahaha.. i wore the bunny costume.. walk around the carnival stall and dance around.. yeahhh~ everyone was laughin n playin with me toooo.. 'hau' gor gor keep laughing.. ' ah di' and ah ken gor oso.. mi & brother work from morning till evening around6.. happieee.. farnieeee.. but verriii tired.. blekkkk.. wish to have another workin chance.. hmmmmm

dream about isa, me, char, ky last nite.. farniee shyte tooo.

with <3,
baby wei

Saturday

Harry Potter & Zathura

current mood : happy
current song : cryin in the rain

went ou with bunch of kdu buddies. well, meet brian & jun up at u-bowl. after dhat, we bought tickets. silly john bought de wrong time, asked 2 switch de time but too bad, is not allow 2 do so. hmmm.. so we watched zathura. iz de same author of 'jumanji'. well, the movie was okay. i mean, the little boy who called danny looks cute, as in chubby little clumsy boy. de storyline not bad, farniee when de sister - lisa actualliee fall ferrr de gorgeous eyes of her own brother, as in.. when walter becomes adult.. lotsa excitin moment in diz movie.. tryin 2 bring up a theme - championship btw brothers.. i suppose. after de movie.. i left.. felt sorreee but.. i left anywae..saw joy when i'm leavin.. joy as in joy chong.

went ou again in d evenin with andy, brother & sister. had sum juicy drinks b4 de movie, n i met chun keat. can't blif it, he's workin there! watched harry potter and the globet of fire.. again. well, i watched it yesterday.. and 2day, i pretend nvr watch b4. ahahhaha.. of cos i can't tell them i watch yesterday when i already told them i went ferrr a seminar.. hell no ! okieee.. back 2 de topic.. harry potter and the globet of fire.. urmzz.. nice movie.. emma watson is so hot.. especially de walkin out n dancin scene with victor krum dhat weird guy. not handsome at all, but muscular.. ron jealous! hahaha.. but dere's sum1 cuter & hot.. cedric.. he's da bom.. but sad thing is.. he die in de end.. dhat's so sad. Lord Voldermort is back in action.. can't wait to watch de next movie..

hmmm.. kinda tired now.. sleepin soon. zzz

with <3,
baby wei

Wednesday

ANTI-Anger

current song : hurt somethin' - missy elliott
current mood : calm

finalliee.. 8 papers over. muh last paper iz on next mondae.. iz muh economic paper. how cool it iz.. i mean.. i can n-joy ferr lyk 4 dae.. well.. 5 dae actualliee.. but 1 dae studyin.. hahaha.. went swimming around 12noon.. yehh.. crazeee biatch.. i mean me, muh sister & muh brother.. we're crazee.. swam an hour plus.. iz reallieee swimmin diz time.. not chit chattin in de pool lyk wut i used 2 do with muh buddiess.. n i'm feelin tired.. n feelin dhat muh legs r not mine nemoree.. newaeee.. we had lotsaa fun dis afternoon..

read sumthin bout anger. people easiliee get angry. but wut exactly causes it?? anger can be caused by almost anythin.. most of them can be broken down into external things lyk annoyin ppl or traffic jams.. or internal thingy.. lyk jealousy or worryin too much..iz usualliee caused by things out of control, n dhat's wut it can be so damn f***in annoyin..! hehehe..as i noe.. alot of ppl usppress anger n let it fester inside, but i strongly feel dhat iz not a healthy way.. even though sumtimes i'm doin d same thing.. n i found sumwae 2 express healthy.. when i feel sumthin start 2 boil up inside mi.. i usualliee write down exactly wut i'm thinkin in a book, i also talk 2 muh buddies bout muh feelin.. throwin cushion against de wall, go for a jog n turn up music reallliee loud sing along n dance lyk mad r also ways 2 chill out a little bit.. beside dhat.. breathe deeply n repeat calming words 2 urself n cook somthing 2 eat also nice way too calm n those r also anti-anger tips.

plannin bout de penang trip.. well.. guez we'll have fun.. wanted 2 go pangkor trip with muh darlling.. but i dun realliee noe ppl at sri cahaya.. so i betta stick with muh kdu asses.. hahahaa.. can't wait !!! huhhhh.. prom nite.. both prom mi & darllinng goin as single.. hoping 2 snatch somebodeee there.. hahahaa.. well.. who cares anyway..

thinkin which coll should i go ferrr muh a- levels.. sunway coll send mi de application.. helps uni coll.. i got de application form.. *sigh*.. which one ?? arghhhh...

with <3,
baby wei

Tuesday

SPM- ENGLISH & HISTORY

current mood : blue
current song : i want it dhat way - bsb
another 6 subjects to go.

english & history paper were over. i'm so happiee de most tough subject--history is over. wow!! i mean, iz easier ferr mi 2 study other subject compare 2 history. cuz iz bored & i don't noe.. in malay. hmm.. english paper was ez. i wrote an essay about 'music'. but ferr history, section a was okiez but not section b. i dunno wut de hell m i writin in section b. hope iz ok & at least got an A2 or B3. god bless.

things shud b goin alryte i guez. asked if i makin him feelin un-ez. but he said no. hmm.. so i'll take it as no den. tmr is maths n art paper. hmmm.. aikzz.. gotta do some practise on it. *sigh*

with <3,
baby wei

SPM- Malay = OVER

current mood : nervous
current song : all i noe - 5 for fighting
another 8 subjects to go.

finallee, spm starts. finished muh first paper, malay. well, not dhat hard. still can answer those q's. and malay is over haha. we're so happiee. no more studyin malay sastera or doing malay essay. wohooo ~ 1 subj over ferr mi. 8 more to go. gam ba teh ! hehehee.. tmr will be english & history p2. well, english not much 2 study but history.. gosh.. hell lot of studies. n memorizin thingy. hope i can do it. well.. wish history set 3 not comin out.
god bless muh fwenx - yun, char, isa, young, jun, joanne, sophie, mich, min ern, nick, alvin, benon, shein, julie, jo, meikwan, tuck loong, chloe, alex see, chen hwa, chan guo, choon yu, colin, lern, john. long cheak, nabil, sonia, wayne, ryan etc.

well.. i'm sure bout sumthin. we got no hope anymore. i mean.. yeh.. heard dhat he's goin after sumbodeee. hmm.. feelin not dhat good. but iz alrite, i'll be fine. hmmm. n i'm sure.. dhat i'm a sensitive & emotional person. duh..

gotta study history soon. *sigh*

with <3,
baby wei

Saturday

esprit's partay!!

current mood : tired
current song : wannabe - spice girls
spm : 3 days left

went sunway pyramid around 5 in de evening. ferr esprit's partay.. elbe got invitation ferr mi & muh darlinx*yun*. after tuition, yoda(yun's bf) pick ux up at her hs. meet up elbe at delifrance. he cut his hair, look cute. *wink*. had dinner at sushi king with muh darlinxx while yoda & elbe at a chinese restaurant outside pyramid. according 2 muh darlinxx, guess de waiter tried 2 get our number. cuz when he asked mi 2 answer a survey thingy ferr sushi king, darlinxx told mi not 2 write muh number. so, we wrote yoda's instead. smart ! on de wae 2 esprit, yoda & elbe said they saw benon. hmmm.. but too bad, when we reached, he left. lotsa ppl que up ferr de sales. i mean, esprit party iz lyk a super mega sales. with de invitation, we got 50%discount ferr almost all items. chun shit. saw a white purse, decided 2 buy it. but sumthin happen. i lost muh bluetooth handsfree while changing in de changing room. in fact, i think i left it there. when asked ferr help, i mean we juz askin them 2 check if iz still there.. de manager frm lot 10 iz super rude. i'm so angry. walked around 2 calm muhself down. gave up de purse cuz i dislike de attitude of them. blek. nvm. i'll get it sumwhere. so.. i end up buyin nothin. hmm.. oh no. i bought sumthin. yea.. bought red earth's lip glaze, oreef's black jacket & chicken little soundtrack. wowww.. happieee enough. darlinxx & yoda have a fight when we decided not 2 watch movie. well, iz not yoda faulth actualliee.. he's jux tryin 2 ask few times. mayb spm students are now stress up. lyk mi , ky, isa, alex n now.. even muh darlinxx.. easilieee angry. shuld be alryte anywae.

nite.. watched 2 movies. sister act II and eight legged freaks. sister act was de bomb! iz supper farniee. hahaha.. but eight legged freaks. freak mi out. gonna watch de second time. sumdae after spm. cuz was too afraid 2 watch properly. was closin eyes or coverin muhself with blanket all time. hahaa..

oh no!! gonna study. spm. ! arghh.. history & maths. gonna die soon. *sobs*

with <3,
baby wei

Thursday

30 Mind Blowing Styles of Kissin

1.de basic lip kixx or (wut i called),de interlock kixx
- In diz kiss, eu part ur lips slightly and kiss one lip of ur partner, while she kisses de other. Then eu alternate lips. Make sure eu tilt heads, so dhat ur noses juz brush and are not 'nose' on.

2.de shy kixx
-When either eu or ur partner iz shy, then take a quick look around to make sure no one iz watching before planting a closed, puckered up kiss on her lips. de 'quick-look-around-to-see-if-no-one-is-watching', gives diz short and sweet kiss, its name.

3.de stolen kixx
-When ur partner iz least expecting it and eu suddenly lean forward and steal a quick kiss from her lips. de fun lies in dde surprise.

4.de quick kixx
-diz gentle kiss reassures and warms ur girl by showing her eu care. Place ur lips over both of hers to give her a quick kiss filled with warmth and feeling.

5.de quick tongue kixx
- diz kiss mimics the Quick Kiss described above, but with one difference. When eu haf encompassed her lips with ur own, kiss her by quickly sliding ur tongue in-and-out of her mouth and immediately arouse ur passions.

6.de mirror kixx
-In diz erotic kiss, eu kiss in front of de mirror and see ur reflection (turn by turn) to turn urself on even more. If only one partner likes to see de reflection in de mirror, thende other will kiss him or her shamelessly ferr de greatest effect.

7.de talkin kixx
-de talking kiss like its name includes whispered endearments or commands while eu are kissing. If eu don’t say anything, ur girl might think eu aren't interested. So make sure eu whisper blandishments like, 'God! eu taste so gud’ b'cuz talking will create a deeper connection. Girls normally talk to give commands or express their desire or dislike ferr something, so make sure eu listen.

8.de laughin kixx
-de laughing kiss takes place when both of eu are kissing and one of eu (normally the girl) starts to giggle or laugh while kissing. It isn’t b'cuz she is making fun of you, the reason is quite simply, dhat a smooch can be such fun and gives rise to such delicious feelings, dhat it is quite impossible resist de giggles bubbling up inside

9.de eye kixx
-de eye kiss iz sensual, sweet and romantic and a great wae to shower luv and affection on ur partner. Start with a small tiny kiss on one eye, then kiss de other eye and then move to de lips. eu can of course do it mouth first and then de eyes, or de eyes first, followed by de lips; either wae it iz a warm and affectionate kiss.

10.straight to de heart kixx
-diz one I truly believe it leads straight to de heart. Place a deep, heartfelt closed lips kiss on de outside of de left cheekbone, on de outer edge of de cheek. After eu have placed a kiss there, tell your girl “there that’ll go straight to ur heart now”. Then move on to de eyes and lips if eu want to, or juzleave it as a single kiss, branding ur girl’s cheek with love and desire

11.de ear kixx
-Nibble gently on ur girl’s outer ear and bite de ear lobe very gently. If she likes it eu can also lick and trace de contours of her ear with ur tongue and lips. Believe mi, it feels very sexy and will send shivers down her spine.

12.de fight & den make up kixx
-As eu’ll soon discover, half de fun of fighting is in de making up. So when she walks off in a huff, follow her and in a very dominating manner, grab her either from behind (simply slide an arm around her waist) or from de front (by holding onto her arms) and give her brief hard kisses, till she melts. When you feel her anger dissipating, then gentle your kisses, till passion flares hot again. Keep in mind, passion is the other side of anger, so the madder she is, the hotter she’ll burn.

13.de biting,suckin,lickin,sliding kixx
-dizkiss can take place anywhere on her body. For example, eu canbite or nibble her shoulders, suck her fingers, lick her ear and place long sliding kisses up her arm or legs. Consider her body to be an undiscovered plateau of pleasures and explore each body part, with de attention it deserves; by biting, sucking or licking.

14.de phone kixx

15.de neck kixx
-Oh! Hot! Hot! Hot! diz one kiss dhat really sends de wires sizzling and will effectively short-circuit all coherent thought! Men normally don’t get so excited by it, but women all but melt at de mere thought of one. de neck kiss is best begun if eu are behind ur girl. Simply move her hair aside, and place a long lingering kiss. Then kiss ur way up and down her neck. When she arches her back and lifts up her face for easier access, eu can turn her to face eu and continue pressing heated kisses, gentle nibbles and deep soul shaking licks, to her neck and shoulders. check out her collarbone too and then kiss ur way to de smooth valley between her breasts. Results: one dazed, pliant, passionate female in your arms.

16.de eskimo kixx
-de Eskimo kiss is cute and cuddly and all eu have to do is rub noses together. It is much more fun then it sounds and eu can even have a mock nose fight. When ur girl is busy giggling over it, eu could take advantage and drop a different kind of kiss on her laughing mouth. So, it’s a great ice breaker

17.de electric kixx
- Both of eu should stand facing each other on a rug and then rub ur feet on it. Then kiss quickly. de static electricity builds up to give a small electric shock which is very exciting.

18.de wet kixx
- Any kind of kiss with ur mouth open, is a wet kiss. It could be playful or passionate, and might or might not involve the tongue. Juz be careful of one thing, swallow ur saliva before eu start and if eu need to, take a break to keep it down. eu could take a break by either moving backwards to look into her eyes, or by placing a different kind of kiss on her cheeks, neck or hands

19.de hollywood kixx
-In de true style of romantic movies, sweep her over one arm, then bend her backwards over it, while du lean down to give her a deep, long fulfilling kiss. (Watch a few older style movies like ‘Gone with the Wind’ to see how it is done). Juz be careful, eu don’t drop her and don’t break ur back trying it. eu could always pretend to try out dancing the old fashioned way and then sort of lead into it, or if eu are sure of urself then fall into it.

20.de bad boy
- Dress like a stud, a gangster, a don ... Wear a leather coat, dark glasses and boots. Stand aloof next to the bar, or wall or lean up against a car, with your legs crossed, and hands on either side of you, propped against the bar. Let your girlfriend do the running, and kiss you while you act all nonchalant and bored. It’s great for a change and can really get the juices running.

21.lip suction
-In this kiss, you kiss either the lower or the upper lip, while your partner kisses the opposite one. Draw the lip you are kissing, into your mouth and suck on it, to create a vacuum like sensation. Then switch to the other lip. What’s more, you can also suck her tongue gently and then retreat, to let her try it.

22.de teasing kixx
-Have your girl stand or sit down, perfectly still. Tell her she cannot move, or kiss you back no matter what you do. Then start to kiss her slowly and gently, all over her body. Stretch out the anticipation as much as you can. However, make sure you stay away from the erotic zones, unless you are both familiar with each other, and you know that it’s okay to touch her breasts or hips

23.de butterfly kixx
-A romantic, starter kiss. Lean close to your partner’s cheek and flutter and rub your eyelashes against her cheek. Some girls don’t really think much of it, so play it by ear.

24.de music kixx
-Normally you dance to the beat, but now you can kiss to the beat. At every beat kiss each other. If the music is slow, go for soft, deep, languorous kisses and if it is fast, try quick short ones either on the mouth or cheeks etc.

25.de upside down kixx
-When your girl is sitting down on a chair and you have walked across to her, approach her from behind and bend over to kiss her. You can lean over and kiss her when she is sitting, or have her lie with her head in your lip (or vice versa) and lean over to kiss her. Since the angles change, everything looks and feels excitingly different

26.de vacuum kixx
-A lot of girls have never tried a vacuum kiss, so make sure you try it at least once, with every new partner. Simply cover her mouth with yours and try to suck out the air out of her body. Break apart to let each other breathe.

27.de french kixx
-The French kiss has been discussed in great detail, separately in this book. There is no right or wrong way to French Kiss, however the main thing is to be sensitive to your partner’s needs and desires. Read her lips, does she want more, or has she had enough for the time being. Flicker the tip of your tongue, play chase and try different things to make your French Kiss sexy and fun

28.de torrid kixx
-This is a passionate, wet kiss, with a lot of hair pulling (not to hard though), passionate body rubbing, arching backs and desperate embraces. Start by kissing as normal and if your partner is responding, then unleash the passion.

29.de car kixx
-Rule number one, be comfortable. Number two: Make sure you are parked in a safe spot, away from prying eyes. And lastly, the car is great for kissing, mainly because the smell of leather and car is a big turn on. A good car screams power and authority and makes the person driving it very sexy. Draw back before your girl has had enough and you can be sure of more car kisses, in the near future

30.kixxing with braces
-Contrary to expectations, kissing with braces can be sexy and exciting. A little bit like someone wearing a tongue ring, only on a larger scale. The two main things you need to be careful of are: 1) good oral hygiene and 2) Pushing too hard – subtle and gently does the trick So have fun discovering the various types of kisses.

Help University College

current mood : blurr
days to spm : 5days

thanks to 'tai gor gor' ferr wakin mi up.the only tuition ferr the dae - maths. Muh maths seriously gone case, don't noe how de hell can i not doing well in diz subject. Read tze lin's blog. Oh my god, her minimum 9As is lyk muh straight As. i mean, yea.. I'm takin only 9 subjects. Thanks to muh stupid decision ferr not taking EST and Mandarin ferr xtra As. I'm good at it. Huh.. Never mind. It's over, no point thinkin bout it now. spm is nearer, and I'm super relaxin. i mean which spm student will Online, playing games, watching TV.. instead of studyin n doin revision?? well, i reallee scare and i wanna score in muhspm but yet.. i'm lazy. Another 5days to muh Malay paper & history paper. Well.. Malay paper ix not dhat hard, I'm well prepared. But history.. So much to study !! arghhh..And I'm only confidence on muh Malay, moral, commerce, economic, art, science.. Only 6As.. muh maths, history and English.. arghhhh..

lern was unhappy last nite. Well, thanks to Jim i guess. They were not close friends anymore. He seems to be kinda over react bout it.. i mean, lern shouldn't have curse so much in his blog. It juz doesn't sound good. And some of de word he used, kinda offensive..

dumb dumb jia heng not free dhat nite, can't be muh prom date dee. aikz.. Too bad T.T he will be de perfect guy ferr ssc's prom nite. But never mind.. :-)

thinkin de whole nite. Should i go penang trip or not. But I've promised muh darrling to go coral bay with her, so guess I'll give up penang trip although i noe it will be super fun with kalai & char, isa and others. de time juz can't fit everythin. If they change de date ferr penang trip, then i guess many of them cannot make it. So ix better they stick with it, without mi.

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went Help University College dix afternoon. Talk to them. Ms guvina advice mi to take 'A' levels only instead of taking few subjects. There are lotx benefits for mi in de future. Decided to take their GCE 'A'Levels for 18months with 4 subjects. After that, they got two choice.. Either i straight awae go oversea for muh further studies or stay in help taking de 1+2 or 2+1. If after 'A'Levels straight awae go, i got choices lyk to choose University of Oxford, University of Cambridge, Melbourne University, University of Wales and so on. But their first intake fore 'A' Levels ix on de 3rd of January. hmmm.. Called few of muh friends, they most probably goin Taylor College which i was thinkin to go bfore sumthin happen. hmmm.. Never mind. I'll meet new frenx in Helps and keep in touch with those current close frenx too. :-) is lyk so fast, next Monday spm startx. and i'm goin to be a 18 college girl soon!! wowww.. *excited*. :-)

sister wasn't around these daes. Weird. de first time she left de house and stay over nite at somewhere else. Well, she went megan's house ferr sleepover. Hope she enjoy de sleepover. But.. hahaha.. She decided to come back 3days earlier which ix tommorow. She missed ux !!

with <3,>
baby wei

Wednesday

What's Wrong with Me ?

mood : confusing @ blur
current song : because you live - Jesse
spm : 6days

went 2 school early in d morning, got some talk about spm. It's de first time seeing him after we.. u noe.. Felt kinda weird. Tried to ignore de feelin. Keep tellin' muhself, "he's de one eu reallee lyk. But de one eu luv iz Watanabe kaito, suppose to be him, remember?" yeaa.. i luv him.. Don't i ? Rachel remind mi sumthin. msged her and told her bout diz situation. She told mi, " are eu sure eu luv Watanabe kaito? Or ix juz b'cuz eu are not willin to let go.. B'cuz both of eu are not couple even eu are close enough to have dhat relationship?" Rachel iz a fwen i met during muh psychology claz. And, she obviously made a point. Am i seriously loving Watanabe kaito deeply ? Or iz only a crush ?? Only b'cuz we haven't been together dhatz y I'm not willing to give up ? i reallee don't noe. Wanted to talk to isa bout diz. But, at last i zipped muh mouth. I'm de one who make de decision, now every1 iz happy i guess.. Why must i make things clear ? Maybe iz better ferr mi to live in world like.. Believing muhself still deeply in luv.. even i noe muh luv to him definitely got no return. Yea.. I'm de sickest girl ever.. Serious.. Ferr de first time i admit.. i suck !.. i messed up everythin.. Don't even noe what's going on..

what's wrong with mi ????!!! At diz time, i should stay in muh study room.. Doing revision ferr subjects I'm not good at.. But instead of doin dhat, I'm writing stuff here.. Expressing muh feelings.. i don't think any of them got time to read my blog.. But.. i do hope.. Some stranger.. Some counselor.. Can help mi.. Dropping comments.. Guide mi.. What should i do.. in my psychology class.. i learn sumthin.. i do.. i noe how to control muh feelings now.. urmz.. Not dhad gud, but at least better than bfore.. Keeping muhself buzy might not be a right way.. But yet I'm doing all time.. Study all time, almost. in claz, i learn how to relax muhself.. Not only physical but also mentally.. Attend de relaxation claz too.. It's working.. dhatz also one of de reason why i am takin 3 degree.. Business, law & psychology.. All heavy & tough subjects.. But.. I'm interested in..

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nite. finish tuition with rama. wasn't dhat happy. realize he's feelin uneasy when i'm around.. thought i'm sensitive but even isa & young saw dhat. hmm.. guess i'm not goin taylor with them diz thursdae. anyway, i can do nothing. still thinking where to go, helps or taylor ? or maybe both. hmmm.. taylor - business, helps - psychology & law. those are what i want !! will talk to friends & family bout it.. later on..

read those comment , which i don't noe who wrote it. he's right, i should tell watanabe kaito how i feel bout him. but,, juz lyk what i've said. i'm lost. i don't noe what i want now. iz de feeling i'm havin luvor is only b'cuz i'm unwillingly to let go. i don't noe. telling him doesn't make things work. in fact, he'll try to avoid mi and ignore mi. he's dhat kind of person. remember he told mi "i don't want eu to get hurt, dhatz why i ignore eu. cos i'm not sure if i want to start a relationship. ignoring eu might let eu give up on mi and eu won't feel hurt." what else can i say ?? i noe he luv, but at de same time, i noe he doesn't want de relationship to grow.

with <3,
baby wei

Tuesday

Let Go ?

current mood : moody
current song : mungkin nanti -peterpan

juz got home from ou. went ferr dinner. read muh previous post. Those i posted in last yr's December, those about mi & Watanabe kaito. wouldn't want to admit, but yea.. i missed him. A lot. more than i tot. after 10months, i tot i let go those 'feelin' btw ux. i tot i can let go, stop loving and stop missing.. even worst, stop wishing. dhatz what i tot. in these months, i tried to avoid talking bout him. Tried not to SMS him or even, chat online. after few months, i tot i 4got, tot i let go.. and i tot I'm in luv again.. Concentrating on another relationship. But, it seems to be mission impossible ferr mi to luv him while my heart only can fit one person which iz Watanabe kaito.. Even elbe couldn't replace. isn't it a joke. Big joke. after so many months..*sigh* my god~ if there's choices, i seriously don't wish to continue with diz. Iz hurt. Tried so hard to over come it, tried so hard to stop loving him.even tried to be fanatical in another relationship. But no matter how hard i tried, Watanabe kaito still de one i love de most. de others, i felt sorry but i can only use de word "like". I'm dhat kind of person.. Easy lyk somebody,but hard ferr mi to luv sumbodee..Watanabe kaito iz de first guy i luv.. But sorry to sae, we can only be fwen.

watched a movie starring by Andy Lau, "all about love". in de movie, he spend his time with a girl whose heart was belongs to his wife once. But she has not much time left. He willing to give her surprises by giving different festival in few daes ferr her. Nothing more touching than having ur luv ones beside eu when eu noe eu're no longer staying alive. Watched diz movie twice, yet i cried twice. I'm a sensitive girl, even i do look tough. 19th of January, muh buffdae.. i suppose to be a Capricorn girl.. But muh characteristic, more to Aquarius. My frenx sae dhat, muh family sae so & even my teachers and lovers.

with <3,
baby wei

Monday

a guy who's dream come true

got this and copied from a friend called Liz.
yellow= my thoughts

-i'm the guy who will text you every single morning & tell you good morning & every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
(few of my friend are doing this, and i think is a normal thing but sweet. at least u noe, every morning the he remember you; every night he remember you.)

-i'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you & you make me smile"
(somebody might be doing this, but i'll only feel touched when he show it and mean it)

-i'm the guy who is shy yet bold in d right ways in front of you
(sound sweet :-) )

-i'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are
( i love this.. love beach and love to advanture)

-i'm the guy who will show up at your games without you knowing just to surprise you
( this show that you're caring and always finding ways to heat up our relationship)

-i'm the guy who will hold you when you crying and wipe away your tears
( don't stop me from crying..)

-i'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to
(seldom guy make it.. i would love my guy doing it)

-i'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you arent' feeling well
( feeling so warm.. girl need to be comfort and accompany when we're sick!)

-i'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead
( doesn't mean french kissing is bad, but kissing on forehead = sweet )

-i'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk
( whose partner will seriously listening what their so call lover talking?)

-i'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with
( telling the truth, believe your partner, trust him.)

-i'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you
( this sound easy, but normally guy don't really like to show out how much they love you)

-i'm the guy who really wants to make you the happiest girl in the world
( i'll be the happiest girl if and only if LOVE, CARE, TRUST, RESPECT and a lil bit of jealousy appear in a relationship)

with <3,
baby wei

M.U won !!

today's mood : happy
spm : next monday
current song : true blue - rainie


watched man.u versus chelsea last nite. man.u won with 1-0. :-) happieee. althought really tired, cos the match end around 2am. but still ok cos my supporting team won. tai gor gor lost to me.. he took chelsea. hahaha..don't think rooney is doing well in d match.. but ronaldo, not bad. hehehe..

many things happened. first of all, i ended my relationship. he is a nice guy. but maybe both of us just not the one for each other.what he want from me, is not what i can give at the moment. ended the relationship make things better i guess. at least, he won't be upset bout me anymore. and i wouldn't need to worry i'm making somebody unhappy.isa is right. i'm not that kind of person who will commit myself too serious in a relationship unless i know and i'm sure he's the one i want. but not much people will think like this, they might thought i'm a bitch or a slut who don't take love seriously. til now, there's only 1 person i want, but i know i couldn't have him around. he'll always in my heart, and i'll lock him somewhere till my second prince charming is here for me. people wondering what kind of boyfriend i want. actually, maybe i'm a little choosy..

to be my boy he must be :
-smart
-caring
-daring
-love me
-love my family
-respect me
-sayang me til spoiled me
-discuss his problem with me
-can communicate well
-willing to spend money on me
-concern bout me
-beside, he has to love his family too
-respect them
-have a bunch of crazy fren who can crazee with me ! :-)


yea~ i know what i want is a bit too much. but i don't want to have somebody i don't want. it will be a mistake i wouldn't want to have in my life. rules to be my boy are setted few days ago. :-) hahahaha..

spm are around the corner, next monday..my first two paper are malay & history. don't know why, i'm not that nervous. i'll feel a bit scare cos i don't want to fail any of my subjects. but i'm not nervous. doesn't look like a spm student too. watched three movies when i'm studying at my apartment in awana. went genting on friday afternoon for 3 hours plus to watch koma 2. went genting on saturday evening around 5pm to 10something for chicken little and 'zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni', and dinner at olive with tai gor gor.he took mc 2 teman us i guess. but too bad, daddy mommy going back early, so he has so do something else alone instead of hanging around with me & yun.

with <3,

baby wei

Tuesday

Back to normal

today's mood : happy

after few days, i think our friendship back to normal. Not fully but at least, we started to talk again, hang out again, huggin each other again.. Missed those thing when we're havin problem. Went for a movie on Sunday, then havin fun at arcade. Had bah kut teh for lunch, and took picture at dreamland. Brought her to my science tuition too. Even zach said we look alike. People always thought we're sister, as in real sister. But actually we are only 4yrs friends.in between, we go through a lot of things. Happiness, sadness, loneliness, craziness and so on. Watched more than 20movies together, took more than 300bucks photo at dreamland, spend more than 250days per year.having the same taste, but not on choosing boyfriend.

Monday, asked Nat to bring my stuff last Friday. Not going to school since yun was here. So asked jun helped me to collect my stuff. But as expected, she only bring my esprit shorts. How bout the money ? She said she need to pay it to Mr selvam for tuition thing i suppose. But how bout me ? I'm getting pissed. Mom has been asking long time. Beside, how bout my blue fila shorts ? Science notes? Year is going to end soon. Class is no longer havin. Students no longer goin to school. How am i going to take back my stuff before holiday if things keep going like this? The only way is, like what my parents said, ask from her parents. But this will be my last steps, don't want her parents scold her anyway.

wish that our class trip to penang can postpone. So i can go pangkor trip with yun. wanna enjoy beach volleyball with arif and thean they all.. hahaha.. Should be really fun..

with <3,>
baby wei *huggies* *muaskz*

Friday

isa's day

today's mood : happy :-)

happy birthday to isa ! well.. bought 5 cake last night for isa.. and i think they are delicious.. i'm on diet.. so i dint eat.. hehehe.. well.. i took a bite.. and the tiramisu was delicious. early in the morning before 9am.. isa reached my house.. knock on my room door.. and i just wake up.. hahaha.. lazy bum.. then, we waited char to pick us up to ou. meeting jun,joee ,brian they all there. we're all out for movie and of cause for isa. our movie started at 4.45pm.. so we got like.. hmmmm.. 4 hours plus to hang around in ou. had lunch at old asia, met MJ.. she's still 'friendly' and today's her birthday too. after that, we went to the snooker place with jun teng & isa for fussball and pool.. me and isa partner & we woop jun teng and char on fussball.. yohooo.. it's my first time playing anyway. den, we played photo hunt with joee & sze liang. hahaa.. break the record too. hmmm.. not bad huh.. watched into the blue.. jessica alba is fuckin hot !! oh my god.. her body is super nice.. nice shape.. nice ass.. nice tits.. everything nearly perfect.. huhhhh.. her ass is so firm.. woww.. wondering the guys got any erection about it.. blekk.. nahhh.. i'm notty.. hahahaa.. after the movie, we went isa's house. his house.. hmmm.. the area is some dunno what malay kampung.. and is so scary.. dark.. quiet.. deep inside.. that's my first impression.. but isa's house is nice and cooling.. w/o air-cond. and not forget to mention.. his mom !!! cooking skills are best of the best. food are so nice.. better than the restaurant.. not forget to mention the home made ice-cream cake with fruits on top.. wowww... that's the bomb!!! and the salad.. chicken.. pasta.. lots of food.. hmmmm...yummy yummy !

things finally settled.. i guess.. 'u' got ur own life now.. wish everything's fine.. and everyone preparing for spm.. hmmmm.. pmr over.. n now is time for us.. the spm student !! wohhooooo..

with <3,
wei

Monday

Something wrong

Today's mood : normal

not in a good mood. Seems like lot of things happen nowadays. Especially, friendship btw me and yun. I don't know what's going on actually. Maybe, my prediction is right. Ever since she started relationship with kl.. I know, one day.. He'll take over my place and be the top of her toplist. Always thought I'm the one she'll always rely but not anymore.. After these years, I think is time for me to let go her. I mean, I always take the job to protect her and be there for her all time. But this is no longer my job. hmm.. Thought to talk to her last Friday.. But end up me alone waiting in my room and she's playing outside. That's why I said.. This is not a easy problem for us to solve.

luckily.. There's still a bunch of friends supporting me. For ex like char, Sophie,mich, ky and isa.. Not forget to mention jun too.. They're there cheering me up, make sure I'm alright. hmmm. Thanks a lot dude.. But.. I know.. I missed those days we used to hang around.. Taking pix.. Now.. Wondering.. There's no current pic of both of us.. Not anymore.. There's no picture of this look alike closest sisters.

end of this year's class trip, no more Bali trip. Bali attacked by boom. Parents won't allow us to visit there even after few months. So, we're going penang. kalai noe dat place well.. So guess we'll have fun. Watched the skeleton something with char and Sophie. The storyline is interesting. Something bout the hoodoo which attracted me. Wondering is there really black magic happening around us. hmmmm.. Maybe, who knows. But the ending, well actually no ending.. The story and the black magic is never ending.

started to write a personal diary. writing something i wouldn't show in this blog. something deep down in my heart. which i only want me, myself to know it and read it. this is another way of psychological healing. way to express feelings.

with <3,
baby wei

Tuesday

someone read my blog and feeling insecure. Someone read my blog and asked why am i doing this ? Which I'm really blurr right now. But i think they might misunderstand something.. Asking why feeling insecure but there's no reply. hmmm.. Just wanna make things clear again.. My blog is where i release my stress and tells out my feelings. Once I've chosen someone to be his, I'm his. no other things or other thoughts. But if he doesn't want to believe me, then too bad la.. a relationship w/o trustworthy is not a good thing.. If I'm not someone's i will be flirtie and messing around.. And that's me. People misunderstood that I'm playgirl or whatever they thought i am. But me myself know and yun understand me well. i don't easily accept people just because they like me or caring. What i want is feelings. feelings come, i accept. Feelings go, I'll tell the truth. i don't know what others think about me having this attitude, but that's me. Love me, love my attitude. I've been hurt in my previous relationship. Deep cut down inside my heart. What i want is not promise anymore, not super duper serious relationship at the moment. But casual one. Casual relationship doesn't mean not serious at all. i just want freedom and let everything go on smoothly. That's what people say, slow and steady.. Which things working well now. Instead of having a super serious relationship, i enjoy the casual one. At least, i won't feel pressure. Won't feel so bad if anything happen. But people usually don't understand. If u wanna say I'm a b**** or playgirl.. Go on.. i don't give a damn as i know I'm not. But let me tell u guys, u've never been in an awful relationship that hurts like shit, tearing ur heart apart and remind u always. That's why, u won't know how i feel actually. Not even my closest family and yun.

with <3,
baby wei
*muaskz*
*huggies*

Monday

feeling awful right now. Just got back from tuition. Actually, it's not a big deal. Maybe I'm a bit over-react, but i seriously don't feel good. But that's what going on around us, people used people when they needed them. Once they found out the person was used long time no longer useful, out the person go. i sort of feel like I'm in this situation. When nobody have tuition with *him, he called me. But once there's another person appear, *he's finding excuse to get my ass off from there. Really don't feel good. Maybe *he's right. I'm learning' fast and all that. But he never think that, beside havin tuition with *him & someone, i don't think there are people living near by who need tuition like i do. So how am i going to join others ? Or take anyone to start another tuition class with.. Sigh. What else can i say but accept the suggestion ? Yea.. Feel bad. Maybe.. For my own good ? And theirs? Maybe.. Anything.. Not going to make them feel bad.. Even thou they kinda cruel to me in someway.. I'm not as good as what they thought. Only at that particular section I'm good.. Anyway.. There's no need for this to go on.. I'm the exception now. What i should do is?? Do it by myself.

phew.. Feel better now.. After splitting all problems & negative thoughts. That's me.. no matter what happen.. I'll be fine. i know I'll be fine. Trust me. Trust my ability to be alright all time. Getting tougher & stronger nowadays. Realized nobody is really ur good or close friends. ur closest friend and the one who understand u the most is urself. Be good to urself, be honest to urself. Find someway to express ur feelings and all.. u'll feel better. That's what i always do and I'm doing right now.. :-) move it on. God bless !

with <3,
baby wei
*huggies*
*muaskz*

Hmmm

today's mood : normal

nearly 12.30 in the morning. suppose to be sleeping like a pig but instead i'm updating my blog here. Tai gor gor & his gf sleeping over night at my house. he's my dad's god-son i guess. nice fella, very tall.. around 183cm i guess. from taiping. but his gf, i don't seems to like her that much. she was so picky on our dinner at imbi palace. she doesn't eat vege at all !!! and no birdnest, no sharkfin, no seafood..hmmm.. weird girl.

something happen 2day. it make me realize that, there's some problem btw us. i don't know what is that. but i know, there seems to like have a gap. nowadays, or maybe started long time ago.. i'm no longer the one to talk to or to rely on or to put on the first place.. somebody take over my place. is that a good thing ? i don't know. felt left out in someway. but, that's what i predict long time ago. sigh.

visited *sapphire's blog. *sapphire thought i over come everything. but, he won't know what am i facing. if he's really understand me that well.. he wouldn't say that. anyway, know that he's facing problem bout choosing somebody. don't know if he'll consider my suggestion but just wanna let him know.. actually, choosing somebody is harder than loving somebody. you won't know if u've missed the one u actually wanted but what u can do is to appreciate, and try to let the one u are havin to be the one u wanted.. to tell honestly, i don't really get over my case.. but at least i tried. i try to accept other things.. accept others opinion.. think in different perspective. trying so hard. i know *sapphire thinks that i'm a b****.. but i know i'm not what he thought. some1 said i'm the one who make him change.. i wish i'm not. only if there's second chance.

bali bom by terrorist again. i guess. don't think daddy mummy's going to let me visit bali end of the year with my classmates. sigh. where should we go then ? lets think about it.

wanna watch into the blue so badly. jess alba's so damn HOT !!!

with <3,
baby
*huggies*
*muaskz*

Wednesday

spm trial 2

today's mood : normal

it's sri kdu's spm trial 2 in this 2 weeks. Finished bm,bi,history & maths paper and commerce for this Friday. Is our school the only school that are havin 2 spm trials? ssc got one only! hmmm.. Anyway.. i don't think I'm doing well. i mean, the papers are hard !! But at least, i tried my best. Were studying with char,isa & KY last week. We <3>
heard that peoples started do dislike her. God bless me! Don't she ever think I'm the one who causes this. Is not my problem, not my business and not my fault. i just wanna stay out of it. Another 2 months to go, I'm free ! kekekeke..
missed LB. Can hardly imagine I'm actually doing this. Sigh. What a bad girl i am. Don't think I'm going to tell yun the reason or anything that soon. LB is an accident to me. i wouldn't realize until the day i felt it when he told me the fact. Anyway, i respect him. He will never know my feelings, unless yun telling. Which i noe she won't. Sometimes, i kinda hope she let LB know, and convince him. But.. Guess things would never work out btw me and him. So, it will be a hope, an empty hope i suppose.
tomorrow is my actual SPM art paper. Going to draw alphaberts playing sepak takraw with ground nuts in a unique place or environment. haha.. i added lot of characters like, mushroom from super mario, Saturn from the planets, silly grapes from rebina advertisement and nestle yogurt's. hmmmm.. Wish I'll color it nicely. :-)
received an email from a friend. It was scary. The email is basically information i think. Is about a women from dunno-where got some problem with her breast. Her breast was growing larva. Well, i saw the video clips and picture. And it is TRUE story. The doctor used something to pull the larva out from her breast, and i can see the larva is still moving. hmmm.. Not only one, but a lot of them all over her nipples area. Can hardly see her nipple. Oh my.. i was kinda freak out. i can't imagine if that happens on me. i don't think guy will be interested to hold his gf's that growing larvas..

with <3,
baby wei
*huggies*
*muaskz*

Monday

No more Elbe

Today's mood : normal

just got home from ky's house. Was there the whole afternoon. Meet up with john & jun at mcd before going tropicana. After that, we went ky's house around 2pm. Watched some horror movie. Not really scary but some parts were freaks me out. Then, me, isa & ky got maths tuition with Fung.

msg with elbe. He's off today. Watched movie alone at t.square i guess. This is what he told me. We asked each other about <3 who. i didn't tell him i'm kinda got feelings on him. because, he told me he <3 her. lost to her, i'm ok. cos, she's really pretty & everyone likes her. not to say i got no confidence, is just.. i knew i lost to her in someway. anyway, i expected. but the feelings cant go off just like this, it take times. i'll try not to think about it. or <3-ing somebody quietly..

as in jun's case. i really don't know. i enjoyed the way he care and sayang me. but there's still no 'chemical reaction' btw us i guess. or maybe is my problem. this situation is just like that time when yfoong sayang & care me alot.. but no enthutiasm. what should i do ? i don't know.


with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*

Guys are hard to please.

today's mood : normal

missed him.

someone msg me last night. He met me at ssc 3on3 i guess. i don't know where he got my number. But he's the one me & yun said the only 'leng zai' appear in the ssc 3on3. He's ok look not really 'leng zai'. At least, elbe is better. hmmm.. Have a chat with him. His friend scolded yoda. Not scolding' actually, is just complain that he & yun are not suitable for each other which kinda piss me & yun off. yoda's a good bf. He's what yun need.

found an article at joanne's journal. Which kinda true, & i would like to share it with my friends and every visitor who visit my blog.. (^_^)

Guys are HARD to please

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;
If u Don't, he says u are PROUD.
If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying to LURE him;
If u Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.
If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, he says u have no BRAINS.
If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;
If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT.
If u don't Love him, he tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love him, he will try to LEAVE U.(very true huh?)
If u don't MAKE LOVE with him., he says u don't Love him;
If u do!! He says u are CHEAP.
If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, he says that u don't TRUST him.
If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;
If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for U.
If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.
If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK ;
If he does WELL, it's BRAINS.
If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;
If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVEE !!
see ?? sooo hard to please!!!!!

with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*

Sunday

Elbe vs Jun

today's mood : normal

nothing much happen these days. Only thing is my mood, my feelings.. I guess. Beside that, all I've done is study, chatting with friends..

yesterday, went ssc 3on3. Is not so success I guess. The music = not cool. The people = not cool. The court = lousy. The management = don't really noe how 2 manage the whole 3on3 things. But is ok. Not my school's 3on3 anyway. Early in the morning, had breakfast with gan, ck & karl xen. Ate bah kut teh & ck fooling around. Then, we went back ssc 2 wait for the match. I mean, yoda, feng & thean's team (EXB1). b4 that, peihuan & koilin asked me to join koilin's team cuz their team member absent. But, expected, yun dun like it. So I won't join. Asked yoda 2 call elbe. But too bad he has to work so he couldn't come to the 3on3. hmmmm.. Played volleyball with them. Nice game. luvin' it. Lunch time, we ate together with yoda, thean, feng,wengkit they all. Half way, sir Steven came. yfoong joined his table. He's still the same. Don't really like his attitude. Think that he's everything or he can handle everything. hmmmm.. Just simply dun like it. But the worst part is, EXB2 won EXB1.. wut the hell.. Is juz d bloody luck. yoda, thean & feng are much better than them!!! Not fair ? hmmm.. juz blame the luck EXB2 having.

evening. Went popular with sister & brother. Bought stationeries & books. After that.. We went a Japanese restaurant for dinner. Is bloody expensive man! Luckily I brought money. The food is not as good as sushi king anyway. hmmm.. Not worth it. But sister like it, so we had dinner there at the curve. Then, we went cold storage. Got to buy some chips and drinks for Monday. kekekeke.. I noe we'll be havin fun over ky's place.

I don't know wut's d feeling I'm havin towards elbe & jun. jun, he's somebody that really care and sayang me. I'm afraid to accept him b4 I make things clear. I mean, I don't want to simply accept somebody just because they're good and sayang me loads. For me, feelings of touching & love come first. As to elbe, he's somebody I met on And 1 3on3. Know him not more than 8 hours according 2 my beloved sister. But the feelings I'm havin are different from jun. wut am I suppose to do then ? I really don't know. Was missing him last night. And same at this moment.

with <3,
weiwei
*huggies*
*muaskz*

Thursday

What Should I Do ?

today's mood : sick

i'm not in school. sick. but the others went to the trip to Royal Mint and Bukit Celaka, so no point going too. why am i sick ? sigh. i think i caught a cold just like char. we went for merdeka countdown at genting on 30th august. iz a last minute decission in school. but we plan it kinda well so everything went smoothly. we got 8 people in two room. me, char, jun, syafiq, nicholas, andrea, min ern & mel. first time meet up with andrea, nick's gf. she's a nice girl. ez to mix around with us and she's cheerful ! well, we.. i mean me & char like her more than nick's ex. kekekeke.. we took pix with her and mel b4 coming back to KL.. but guess will see her soon.. if we are going out again.

31st aug 12midnight. the firework are so wonderful. so nice. so beutiful. but it drops on ground. even right infront of us. that's scary. we ran to save ourselves. hehehe.. everyone having fun. i suppose.

i think i'm kinda in a trouble.. my ex.. he told me he got some problem.. his lung got a hole.. and the hole is getting bigger and bigger..he needed my support & needed me 2 be around with him.. which.. i really dunno wut to do now.. i don't think i got feelings on him anymore.. i mean the love one.. but.. i don't feel like breaking his hope.. iz really confusing.. i don't know wut should i do now.. god.. help me.. i really dunno wut to do.. according to him.. is like.. he's dyin.. but juz like wut sophie said.. he might lying just to be with me.. i really don't know.. i talked to him last night.. it seems so real.. and i cried. cos of the words he said ? am i touched ? i don't know. i'm tired.. i don't know if the feelings is cos of pity or love.. but.. guess pity takes higher chances.. den wut should i do ? if he's really dyin.. i couldn't just destroy his hope just like dis.. if he's lyin.. no matter how.. i'll find out somedays.. will he lied ?? or iz a fact ?? sigh.

someone.. said he missed me.. someone said he cares for me.. but why must it be like this ? why after i've gave up the feelings.. den he come back and said he got strong feelings and miss me lotz ? why muz he gave up me and come back again ? sigh. don't understand.

with <3,
xiao wei
*muaskzz*
*huggiess*

Tuesday

Haze is gone ??

today's mood : normal

finally, the haze is gone. Well, not really sure because the Indonesia forest is still burning. But, at least the wind did not bring the smoke over our place, hopefully. Past few days, everyone can hardly breath.. Well.. Maybe i should say, can't breath easily cos of the haze.. We need a mask.. But now ? People back to their daily routine.. Laugh loudly, stay outside the house, play basketball, do outdoor activities.. The most important point is.. Without wearing a mask. The air is still polluted, just not as serious as the past few days.. i mean last week.. So, is better for everyone to drink more water.. Try not to stay outside for long time.. Or like me, put lamp Berger in ur room with different kind of smell.. It's a good idea.. Thanks for the people who investigate this refreshing item.. My house got no haze at all.. Smells good all time.. hahaha.. Envy ??

i changed my msn add to a
new one because there's lot of strangers disturbing me at my old acc.. i don't know who and why. Even i tried to block.. But it seems can't work for long term.. hmmm.. They even send me pornographic.. Oh goshhh.. Grossed ! i don't understand.. Don't they feel embarrassed sending those stuff to a female ? hmmm.. i understand guys need that for some purpose, but doesn't mean they have to share it with girls right..

I'm getting excited.. Going hk this holiday.. Going 2 shop till crazy.. iz mega sales over there.. So.. hehehee.. See wut I'll get for myself & my friends.. Shops over there open till 10 or 11pm.. Which means, i can shop from morning till nite nearly mid.. Wow... Going 'mong kok','hoi gong seng','tai zi gong cheung','sogo','new trend palace' etc etc.. hahahahaa.. I'm so so so happy man... Hey hey hey.. *slap* oops.. Maybe i shouldn't think bout dis yet.. cus.. Hello.. I'm having my first trial exam !!!

with <3
baby*angel
*muaskz*
*huggies*

Thursday

Hazy Malaysia

today's mood : happy

i'm so happy !! my school principal made an announcement ~ tomorrow no school due to the bad weather these days. that means, i got one week extra to be well prepare for my commerce exam !! hahaha.. but, gosh.. i have to come back to school for exam during the holidays!! hmm.. nvm.. as long as.. i got extra time to brush up my commerce.

the weather worst than ever. the haze almost covered the whole kota damansara. i can't see my school clearly from the petrol station.. which really near by sri kdu.. i'm kinda worrying.. heard that this situation might continue til Oct.. means, people like us will be suffering for few months. the haze is killing us!!! worried bout my family, my friends, even.. the strangers as we're all living in the same country -- malaysia. where does the haze come from ? yea.. our neighbour.. indonesia.. can they just STOP burning the forest ? don't they know the moral of loving the nature & stop polluting the air ? everyone is wearing a mask to school.. see ! it means the situation is kinda serious.. if not, i don't think student like us will be so 'hardworking' to buy & wear the mask.. i don't wanna die early! i stil got alot of things to do.. but i seriously do think that the haze will effect our health.. especially to those who're having breathing problems & heart problems.. everywhere is covered by the haze.. can't see Riana Green clearly from my house.. can't open my eyes wide cuz it's painful.. oh noo.. not even outdoor activities are allow.. sigh.. no.. nothing can be done except staying at home.. doing revision for my bloody subjects..

hahaa.. finished 4 subjects (english,malay,maths & history) .. wohoooo~ 5 more to go !!! talk bout exam.. oh.. today's maths seriously hard.. i mean paper 2.. but i manage to finish as much as i can.. i'm not sure my earth and sphere answer is right or wrong but at least i tried.. i think my plane & translation, reflection, enlargement answer is correct.. hehehee.. thanks to mr foong.. 5 lesson.. cover up 10 topics.. wow.. that's cool !! beside.. let's talk bout my history paper.. i screwed up.. don't know wut de hell am i writing.. juz wrote all the crapz i know.. make the essay part look longer & full with words.. hmmmm.. that's a kind of strategic.. hahaha..

2day.. after maths paper 1.. we got 3 hours break cos student like me don't take english litereture.. so i went home.. with Julie & Jming.. we thought to study maths.. but end up watching tv.. hahaha..we so not look like a spm student.. playing piano.. watching tv.. eating.. drinking.. hmmm.. enjoying our life til 12something.. we go back to school for our next paper at 1pm.. after school.. went Julie's house with Michelle.. guess wut we did.. instead of studying science.. we end up gossiping and talking crapz like.. animals are horny.. who and who is so call sweet in school just now.. the haze.. the teachers.. the drama.. and bla bla bla.. wasted 2hours just like that.. whose fault ? teacher fault.. we suppose having tuition.. for 'smjk' but.. teacher's busy..so we thought of studying science together since Julie & Michelle's are better than me in this subject.. but.. haihz.. still.. no mood to study at all !! because of a&w !! hahaha.. we ate the aroma chicken.. yummmy.. delicious.. but the skin's not crispy enough.. sighh..

with <3,
baby angel
*huggies*
*muaskz*