spm = over

current mood : excited
current song : tears in heaven

wooohooo ~~~ my last paper finished. hahaha.. i'm free from spm now. no exam anymore.. am so happieee.. economic paper is so damn ez. i mean, consider the easiest among all muh trials and skwels exam. hahahhaa.. can't blif i actuallieee noe all 6 q's. hmmm.. smart ? a bit la.. blekkk..

din't blog last nite. was realliee tired. why ? hahahahaa.. another farnieee experience. went to diethlem carnival sales. helpin around... be a part time sales girl there.. reallieee.. learn alot.. and make alot of money.. yohoooo.. more than 20k man.. so damn happpieee.. beside, i did sumthin reallieee.. crazeee... hahaha.. i wore the bunny costume.. walk around the carnival stall and dance around.. yeahhh~ everyone was laughin n playin with me toooo.. 'hau' gor gor keep laughing.. ' ah di' and ah ken gor oso.. mi & brother work from morning till evening around6.. happieee.. farnieeee.. but verriii tired.. blekkkk.. wish to have another workin chance.. hmmmmm

dream about isa, me, char, ky last nite.. farniee shyte tooo.

with <3,
baby wei

Harry Potter & Zathura

current mood : happy
current song : cryin in the rain

went ou with bunch of kdu buddies. well, meet brian & jun up at u-bowl. after dhat, we bought tickets. silly john bought de wrong time, asked 2 switch de time but too bad, is not allow 2 do so. hmmm.. so we watched zathura. iz de same author of 'jumanji'. well, the movie was okay. i mean, the little boy who called danny looks cute, as in chubby little clumsy boy. de storyline not bad, farniee when de sister - lisa actualliee fall ferrr de gorgeous eyes of her own brother, as in.. when walter becomes adult.. lotsa excitin moment in diz movie.. tryin 2 bring up a theme - championship btw brothers.. i suppose. after de movie.. i left.. felt sorreee but.. i left anywae..saw joy when i'm leavin.. joy as in joy chong.

went ou again in d evenin with andy, brother & sister. had sum juicy drinks b4 de movie, n i met chun keat. can't blif it, he's workin there! watched harry potter and the globet of fire.. again. well, i watched it yesterday.. and 2day, i pretend nvr watch b4. ahahhaha.. of cos i can't tell them i watch yesterday when i already told them i went ferrr a seminar.. hell no ! okieee.. back 2 de topic.. harry potter and the globet of fire.. urmzz.. nice movie.. emma watson is so hot.. especially de walkin out n dancin scene with victor krum dhat weird guy. not handsome at all, but muscular.. ron jealous! hahaha.. but dere's sum1 cuter & hot.. cedric.. he's da bom.. but sad thing is.. he die in de end.. dhat's so sad. Lord Voldermort is back in action.. can't wait to watch de next movie..

hmmm.. kinda tired now.. sleepin soon. zzz

with <3,
baby wei

ANTI-Anger

current song : hurt somethin' - missy elliott
current mood : calm

finalliee.. 8 papers over. muh last paper iz on next mondae.. iz muh economic paper. how cool it iz.. i mean.. i can n-joy ferr lyk 4 dae.. well.. 5 dae actualliee.. but 1 dae studyin.. hahaha.. went swimming around 12noon.. yehh.. crazeee biatch.. i mean me, muh sister & muh brother.. we're crazee.. swam an hour plus.. iz reallieee swimmin diz time.. not chit chattin in de pool lyk wut i used 2 do with muh buddiess.. n i'm feelin tired.. n feelin dhat muh legs r not mine nemoree.. newaeee.. we had lotsaa fun dis afternoon..

read sumthin bout anger. people easiliee get angry. but wut exactly causes it?? anger can be caused by almost anythin.. most of them can be broken down into external things lyk annoyin ppl or traffic jams.. or internal thingy.. lyk jealousy or worryin too much..iz usualliee caused by things out of control, n dhat's wut it can be so damn f***in annoyin..! hehehe..as i noe.. alot of ppl usppress anger n let it fester inside, but i strongly feel dhat iz not a healthy way.. even though sumtimes i'm doin d same thing.. n i found sumwae 2 express healthy.. when i feel sumthin start 2 boil up inside mi.. i usualliee write down exactly wut i'm thinkin in a book, i also talk 2 muh buddies bout muh feelin.. throwin cushion against de wall, go for a jog n turn up music reallliee loud sing along n dance lyk mad r also ways 2 chill out a little bit.. beside dhat.. breathe deeply n repeat calming words 2 urself n cook somthing 2 eat also nice way too calm n those r also anti-anger tips.

plannin bout de penang trip.. well.. guez we'll have fun.. wanted 2 go pangkor trip with muh darlling.. but i dun realliee noe ppl at sri cahaya.. so i betta stick with muh kdu asses.. hahahaa.. can't wait !!! huhhhh.. prom nite.. both prom mi & darllinng goin as single.. hoping 2 snatch somebodeee there.. hahahaa.. well.. who cares anyway..

thinkin which coll should i go ferrr muh a- levels.. sunway coll send mi de application.. helps uni coll.. i got de application form.. *sigh*.. which one ?? arghhhh...

with <3,
baby wei

SPM- ENGLISH & HISTORY

current mood : blue
current song : i want it dhat way - bsb
another 6 subjects to go.

english & history paper were over. i'm so happiee de most tough subject--history is over. wow!! i mean, iz easier ferr mi 2 study other subject compare 2 history. cuz iz bored & i don't noe.. in malay. hmm.. english paper was ez. i wrote an essay about 'music'. but ferr history, section a was okiez but not section b. i dunno wut de hell m i writin in section b. hope iz ok & at least got an A2 or B3. god bless.

things shud b goin alryte i guez. asked if i makin him feelin un-ez. but he said no. hmm.. so i'll take it as no den. tmr is maths n art paper. hmmm.. aikzz.. gotta do some practise on it. *sigh*

with <3,
baby wei

SPM- Malay = OVER

current mood : nervous
current song : all i noe - 5 for fighting
another 8 subjects to go.

finallee, spm starts. finished muh first paper, malay. well, not dhat hard. still can answer those q's. and malay is over haha. we're so happiee. no more studyin malay sastera or doing malay essay. wohooo ~ 1 subj over ferr mi. 8 more to go. gam ba teh ! hehehee.. tmr will be english & history p2. well, english not much 2 study but history.. gosh.. hell lot of studies. n memorizin thingy. hope i can do it. well.. wish history set 3 not comin out.
god bless muh fwenx - yun, char, isa, young, jun, joanne, sophie, mich, min ern, nick, alvin, benon, shein, julie, jo, meikwan, tuck loong, chloe, alex see, chen hwa, chan guo, choon yu, colin, lern, john. long cheak, nabil, sonia, wayne, ryan etc.

well.. i'm sure bout sumthin. we got no hope anymore. i mean.. yeh.. heard dhat he's goin after sumbodeee. hmm.. feelin not dhat good. but iz alrite, i'll be fine. hmmm. n i'm sure.. dhat i'm a sensitive & emotional person. duh..

gotta study history soon. *sigh*

with <3,
baby wei

esprit's partay!!

current mood : tired
current song : wannabe - spice girls
spm : 3 days left

went sunway pyramid around 5 in de evening. ferr esprit's partay.. elbe got invitation ferr mi & muh darlinx*yun*. after tuition, yoda(yun's bf) pick ux up at her hs. meet up elbe at delifrance. he cut his hair, look cute. *wink*. had dinner at sushi king with muh darlinxx while yoda & elbe at a chinese restaurant outside pyramid. according 2 muh darlinxx, guess de waiter tried 2 get our number. cuz when he asked mi 2 answer a survey thingy ferr sushi king, darlinxx told mi not 2 write muh number. so, we wrote yoda's instead. smart ! on de wae 2 esprit, yoda & elbe said they saw benon. hmmm.. but too bad, when we reached, he left. lotsa ppl que up ferr de sales. i mean, esprit party iz lyk a super mega sales. with de invitation, we got 50%discount ferr almost all items. chun shit. saw a white purse, decided 2 buy it. but sumthin happen. i lost muh bluetooth handsfree while changing in de changing room. in fact, i think i left it there. when asked ferr help, i mean we juz askin them 2 check if iz still there.. de manager frm lot 10 iz super rude. i'm so angry. walked around 2 calm muhself down. gave up de purse cuz i dislike de attitude of them. blek. nvm. i'll get it sumwhere. so.. i end up buyin nothin. hmm.. oh no. i bought sumthin. yea.. bought red earth's lip glaze, oreef's black jacket & chicken little soundtrack. wowww.. happieee enough. darlinxx & yoda have a fight when we decided not 2 watch movie. well, iz not yoda faulth actualliee.. he's jux tryin 2 ask few times. mayb spm students are now stress up. lyk mi , ky, isa, alex n now.. even muh darlinxx.. easilieee angry. shuld be alryte anywae.

nite.. watched 2 movies. sister act II and eight legged freaks. sister act was de bomb! iz supper farniee. hahaha.. but eight legged freaks. freak mi out. gonna watch de second time. sumdae after spm. cuz was too afraid 2 watch properly. was closin eyes or coverin muhself with blanket all time. hahaa..

oh no!! gonna study. spm. ! arghh.. history & maths. gonna die soon. *sobs*

with <3,
baby wei

30 Mind Blowing Styles of Kissin

1.de basic lip kixx or (wut i called),de interlock kixx
- In diz kiss, eu part ur lips slightly and kiss one lip of ur partner, while she kisses de other. Then eu alternate lips. Make sure eu tilt heads, so dhat ur noses juz brush and are not 'nose' on.

2.de shy kixx
-When either eu or ur partner iz shy, then take a quick look around to make sure no one iz watching before planting a closed, puckered up kiss on her lips. de 'quick-look-around-to-see-if-no-one-is-watching', gives diz short and sweet kiss, its name.

3.de stolen kixx
-When ur partner iz least expecting it and eu suddenly lean forward and steal a quick kiss from her lips. de fun lies in dde surprise.

4.de quick kixx
-diz gentle kiss reassures and warms ur girl by showing her eu care. Place ur lips over both of hers to give her a quick kiss filled with warmth and feeling.

5.de quick tongue kixx
- diz kiss mimics the Quick Kiss described above, but with one difference. When eu haf encompassed her lips with ur own, kiss her by quickly sliding ur tongue in-and-out of her mouth and immediately arouse ur passions.

6.de mirror kixx
-In diz erotic kiss, eu kiss in front of de mirror and see ur reflection (turn by turn) to turn urself on even more. If only one partner likes to see de reflection in de mirror, thende other will kiss him or her shamelessly ferr de greatest effect.

7.de talkin kixx
-de talking kiss like its name includes whispered endearments or commands while eu are kissing. If eu don’t say anything, ur girl might think eu aren't interested. So make sure eu whisper blandishments like, 'God! eu taste so gud’ b'cuz talking will create a deeper connection. Girls normally talk to give commands or express their desire or dislike ferr something, so make sure eu listen.

8.de laughin kixx
-de laughing kiss takes place when both of eu are kissing and one of eu (normally the girl) starts to giggle or laugh while kissing. It isn’t b'cuz she is making fun of you, the reason is quite simply, dhat a smooch can be such fun and gives rise to such delicious feelings, dhat it is quite impossible resist de giggles bubbling up inside

9.de eye kixx
-de eye kiss iz sensual, sweet and romantic and a great wae to shower luv and affection on ur partner. Start with a small tiny kiss on one eye, then kiss de other eye and then move to de lips. eu can of course do it mouth first and then de eyes, or de eyes first, followed by de lips; either wae it iz a warm and affectionate kiss.

10.straight to de heart kixx
-diz one I truly believe it leads straight to de heart. Place a deep, heartfelt closed lips kiss on de outside of de left cheekbone, on de outer edge of de cheek. After eu have placed a kiss there, tell your girl “there that’ll go straight to ur heart now”. Then move on to de eyes and lips if eu want to, or juzleave it as a single kiss, branding ur girl’s cheek with love and desire

11.de ear kixx
-Nibble gently on ur girl’s outer ear and bite de ear lobe very gently. If she likes it eu can also lick and trace de contours of her ear with ur tongue and lips. Believe mi, it feels very sexy and will send shivers down her spine.

12.de fight & den make up kixx
-As eu’ll soon discover, half de fun of fighting is in de making up. So when she walks off in a huff, follow her and in a very dominating manner, grab her either from behind (simply slide an arm around her waist) or from de front (by holding onto her arms) and give her brief hard kisses, till she melts. When you feel her anger dissipating, then gentle your kisses, till passion flares hot again. Keep in mind, passion is the other side of anger, so the madder she is, the hotter she’ll burn.

13.de biting,suckin,lickin,sliding kixx
-dizkiss can take place anywhere on her body. For example, eu canbite or nibble her shoulders, suck her fingers, lick her ear and place long sliding kisses up her arm or legs. Consider her body to be an undiscovered plateau of pleasures and explore each body part, with de attention it deserves; by biting, sucking or licking.

14.de phone kixx

15.de neck kixx
-Oh! Hot! Hot! Hot! diz one kiss dhat really sends de wires sizzling and will effectively short-circuit all coherent thought! Men normally don’t get so excited by it, but women all but melt at de mere thought of one. de neck kiss is best begun if eu are behind ur girl. Simply move her hair aside, and place a long lingering kiss. Then kiss ur way up and down her neck. When she arches her back and lifts up her face for easier access, eu can turn her to face eu and continue pressing heated kisses, gentle nibbles and deep soul shaking licks, to her neck and shoulders. check out her collarbone too and then kiss ur way to de smooth valley between her breasts. Results: one dazed, pliant, passionate female in your arms.

16.de eskimo kixx
-de Eskimo kiss is cute and cuddly and all eu have to do is rub noses together. It is much more fun then it sounds and eu can even have a mock nose fight. When ur girl is busy giggling over it, eu could take advantage and drop a different kind of kiss on her laughing mouth. So, it’s a great ice breaker

17.de electric kixx
- Both of eu should stand facing each other on a rug and then rub ur feet on it. Then kiss quickly. de static electricity builds up to give a small electric shock which is very exciting.

18.de wet kixx
- Any kind of kiss with ur mouth open, is a wet kiss. It could be playful or passionate, and might or might not involve the tongue. Juz be careful of one thing, swallow ur saliva before eu start and if eu need to, take a break to keep it down. eu could take a break by either moving backwards to look into her eyes, or by placing a different kind of kiss on her cheeks, neck or hands

19.de hollywood kixx
-In de true style of romantic movies, sweep her over one arm, then bend her backwards over it, while du lean down to give her a deep, long fulfilling kiss. (Watch a few older style movies like ‘Gone with the Wind’ to see how it is done). Juz be careful, eu don’t drop her and don’t break ur back trying it. eu could always pretend to try out dancing the old fashioned way and then sort of lead into it, or if eu are sure of urself then fall into it.

20.de bad boy
- Dress like a stud, a gangster, a don ... Wear a leather coat, dark glasses and boots. Stand aloof next to the bar, or wall or lean up against a car, with your legs crossed, and hands on either side of you, propped against the bar. Let your girlfriend do the running, and kiss you while you act all nonchalant and bored. It’s great for a change and can really get the juices running.

21.lip suction
-In this kiss, you kiss either the lower or the upper lip, while your partner kisses the opposite one. Draw the lip you are kissing, into your mouth and suck on it, to create a vacuum like sensation. Then switch to the other lip. What’s more, you can also suck her tongue gently and then retreat, to let her try it.

22.de teasing kixx
-Have your girl stand or sit down, perfectly still. Tell her she cannot move, or kiss you back no matter what you do. Then start to kiss her slowly and gently, all over her body. Stretch out the anticipation as much as you can. However, make sure you stay away from the erotic zones, unless you are both familiar with each other, and you know that it’s okay to touch her breasts or hips

23.de butterfly kixx
-A romantic, starter kiss. Lean close to your partner’s cheek and flutter and rub your eyelashes against her cheek. Some girls don’t really think much of it, so play it by ear.

24.de music kixx
-Normally you dance to the beat, but now you can kiss to the beat. At every beat kiss each other. If the music is slow, go for soft, deep, languorous kisses and if it is fast, try quick short ones either on the mouth or cheeks etc.

25.de upside down kixx
-When your girl is sitting down on a chair and you have walked across to her, approach her from behind and bend over to kiss her. You can lean over and kiss her when she is sitting, or have her lie with her head in your lip (or vice versa) and lean over to kiss her. Since the angles change, everything looks and feels excitingly different

26.de vacuum kixx
-A lot of girls have never tried a vacuum kiss, so make sure you try it at least once, with every new partner. Simply cover her mouth with yours and try to suck out the air out of her body. Break apart to let each other breathe.

27.de french kixx
-The French kiss has been discussed in great detail, separately in this book. There is no right or wrong way to French Kiss, however the main thing is to be sensitive to your partner’s needs and desires. Read her lips, does she want more, or has she had enough for the time being. Flicker the tip of your tongue, play chase and try different things to make your French Kiss sexy and fun

28.de torrid kixx
-This is a passionate, wet kiss, with a lot of hair pulling (not to hard though), passionate body rubbing, arching backs and desperate embraces. Start by kissing as normal and if your partner is responding, then unleash the passion.

29.de car kixx
-Rule number one, be comfortable. Number two: Make sure you are parked in a safe spot, away from prying eyes. And lastly, the car is great for kissing, mainly because the smell of leather and car is a big turn on. A good car screams power and authority and makes the person driving it very sexy. Draw back before your girl has had enough and you can be sure of more car kisses, in the near future

30.kixxing with braces
-Contrary to expectations, kissing with braces can be sexy and exciting. A little bit like someone wearing a tongue ring, only on a larger scale. The two main things you need to be careful of are: 1) good oral hygiene and 2) Pushing too hard – subtle and gently does the trick So have fun discovering the various types of kisses.

Help University College

current mood : blurr
days to spm : 5days

thanks to 'tai gor gor' ferr wakin mi up.the only tuition ferr the dae - maths. Muh maths seriously gone case, don't noe how de hell can i not doing well in diz subject. Read tze lin's blog. Oh my god, her minimum 9As is lyk muh straight As. i mean, yea.. I'm takin only 9 subjects. Thanks to muh stupid decision ferr not taking EST and Mandarin ferr xtra As. I'm good at it. Huh.. Never mind. It's over, no point thinkin bout it now. spm is nearer, and I'm super relaxin. i mean which spm student will Online, playing games, watching TV.. instead of studyin n doin revision?? well, i reallee scare and i wanna score in muhspm but yet.. i'm lazy. Another 5days to muh Malay paper & history paper. Well.. Malay paper ix not dhat hard, I'm well prepared. But history.. So much to study !! arghhh..And I'm only confidence on muh Malay, moral, commerce, economic, art, science.. Only 6As.. muh maths, history and English.. arghhhh..

lern was unhappy last nite. Well, thanks to Jim i guess. They were not close friends anymore. He seems to be kinda over react bout it.. i mean, lern shouldn't have curse so much in his blog. It juz doesn't sound good. And some of de word he used, kinda offensive..

dumb dumb jia heng not free dhat nite, can't be muh prom date dee. aikz.. Too bad T.T he will be de perfect guy ferr ssc's prom nite. But never mind.. :-)

thinkin de whole nite. Should i go penang trip or not. But I've promised muh darrling to go coral bay with her, so guess I'll give up penang trip although i noe it will be super fun with kalai & char, isa and others. de time juz can't fit everythin. If they change de date ferr penang trip, then i guess many of them cannot make it. So ix better they stick with it, without mi.

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went Help University College dix afternoon. Talk to them. Ms guvina advice mi to take 'A' levels only instead of taking few subjects. There are lotx benefits for mi in de future. Decided to take their GCE 'A'Levels for 18months with 4 subjects. After that, they got two choice.. Either i straight awae go oversea for muh further studies or stay in help taking de 1+2 or 2+1. If after 'A'Levels straight awae go, i got choices lyk to choose University of Oxford, University of Cambridge, Melbourne University, University of Wales and so on. But their first intake fore 'A' Levels ix on de 3rd of January. hmmm.. Called few of muh friends, they most probably goin Taylor College which i was thinkin to go bfore sumthin happen. hmmm.. Never mind. I'll meet new frenx in Helps and keep in touch with those current close frenx too. :-) is lyk so fast, next Monday spm startx. and i'm goin to be a 18 college girl soon!! wowww.. *excited*. :-)

sister wasn't around these daes. Weird. de first time she left de house and stay over nite at somewhere else. Well, she went megan's house ferr sleepover. Hope she enjoy de sleepover. But.. hahaha.. She decided to come back 3days earlier which ix tommorow. She missed ux !!

with <3,>
baby wei

What's Wrong with Me ?

mood : confusing @ blur
current song : because you live - Jesse
spm : 6days

went 2 school early in d morning, got some talk about spm. It's de first time seeing him after we.. u noe.. Felt kinda weird. Tried to ignore de feelin. Keep tellin' muhself, "he's de one eu reallee lyk. But de one eu luv iz Watanabe kaito, suppose to be him, remember?" yeaa.. i luv him.. Don't i ? Rachel remind mi sumthin. msged her and told her bout diz situation. She told mi, " are eu sure eu luv Watanabe kaito? Or ix juz b'cuz eu are not willin to let go.. B'cuz both of eu are not couple even eu are close enough to have dhat relationship?" Rachel iz a fwen i met during muh psychology claz. And, she obviously made a point. Am i seriously loving Watanabe kaito deeply ? Or iz only a crush ?? Only b'cuz we haven't been together dhatz y I'm not willing to give up ? i reallee don't noe. Wanted to talk to isa bout diz. But, at last i zipped muh mouth. I'm de one who make de decision, now every1 iz happy i guess.. Why must i make things clear ? Maybe iz better ferr mi to live in world like.. Believing muhself still deeply in luv.. even i noe muh luv to him definitely got no return. Yea.. I'm de sickest girl ever.. Serious.. Ferr de first time i admit.. i suck !.. i messed up everythin.. Don't even noe what's going on..

what's wrong with mi ????!!! At diz time, i should stay in muh study room.. Doing revision ferr subjects I'm not good at.. But instead of doin dhat, I'm writing stuff here.. Expressing muh feelings.. i don't think any of them got time to read my blog.. But.. i do hope.. Some stranger.. Some counselor.. Can help mi.. Dropping comments.. Guide mi.. What should i do.. in my psychology class.. i learn sumthin.. i do.. i noe how to control muh feelings now.. urmz.. Not dhad gud, but at least better than bfore.. Keeping muhself buzy might not be a right way.. But yet I'm doing all time.. Study all time, almost. in claz, i learn how to relax muhself.. Not only physical but also mentally.. Attend de relaxation claz too.. It's working.. dhatz also one of de reason why i am takin 3 degree.. Business, law & psychology.. All heavy & tough subjects.. But.. I'm interested in..

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nite. finish tuition with rama. wasn't dhat happy. realize he's feelin uneasy when i'm around.. thought i'm sensitive but even isa & young saw dhat. hmm.. guess i'm not goin taylor with them diz thursdae. anyway, i can do nothing. still thinking where to go, helps or taylor ? or maybe both. hmmm.. taylor - business, helps - psychology & law. those are what i want !! will talk to friends & family bout it.. later on..

read those comment , which i don't noe who wrote it. he's right, i should tell watanabe kaito how i feel bout him. but,, juz lyk what i've said. i'm lost. i don't noe what i want now. iz de feeling i'm havin luvor is only b'cuz i'm unwillingly to let go. i don't noe. telling him doesn't make things work. in fact, he'll try to avoid mi and ignore mi. he's dhat kind of person. remember he told mi "i don't want eu to get hurt, dhatz why i ignore eu. cos i'm not sure if i want to start a relationship. ignoring eu might let eu give up on mi and eu won't feel hurt." what else can i say ?? i noe he luv, but at de same time, i noe he doesn't want de relationship to grow.

with <3,
baby wei

Let Go ?

current mood : moody
current song : mungkin nanti -peterpan

juz got home from ou. went ferr dinner. read muh previous post. Those i posted in last yr's December, those about mi & Watanabe kaito. wouldn't want to admit, but yea.. i missed him. A lot. more than i tot. after 10months, i tot i let go those 'feelin' btw ux. i tot i can let go, stop loving and stop missing.. even worst, stop wishing. dhatz what i tot. in these months, i tried to avoid talking bout him. Tried not to SMS him or even, chat online. after few months, i tot i 4got, tot i let go.. and i tot I'm in luv again.. Concentrating on another relationship. But, it seems to be mission impossible ferr mi to luv him while my heart only can fit one person which iz Watanabe kaito.. Even elbe couldn't replace. isn't it a joke. Big joke. after so many months..*sigh* my god~ if there's choices, i seriously don't wish to continue with diz. Iz hurt. Tried so hard to over come it, tried so hard to stop loving him.even tried to be fanatical in another relationship. But no matter how hard i tried, Watanabe kaito still de one i love de most. de others, i felt sorry but i can only use de word "like". I'm dhat kind of person.. Easy lyk somebody,but hard ferr mi to luv sumbodee..Watanabe kaito iz de first guy i luv.. But sorry to sae, we can only be fwen.

watched a movie starring by Andy Lau, "all about love". in de movie, he spend his time with a girl whose heart was belongs to his wife once. But she has not much time left. He willing to give her surprises by giving different festival in few daes ferr her. Nothing more touching than having ur luv ones beside eu when eu noe eu're no longer staying alive. Watched diz movie twice, yet i cried twice. I'm a sensitive girl, even i do look tough. 19th of January, muh buffdae.. i suppose to be a Capricorn girl.. But muh characteristic, more to Aquarius. My frenx sae dhat, muh family sae so & even my teachers and lovers.

with <3,
baby wei

a guy who's dream come true

got this and copied from a friend called Liz.
yellow= my thoughts

-i'm the guy who will text you every single morning & tell you good morning & every single night to tell you sweet dreams.
(few of my friend are doing this, and i think is a normal thing but sweet. at least u noe, every morning the he remember you; every night he remember you.)

-i'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you & you make me smile"
(somebody might be doing this, but i'll only feel touched when he show it and mean it)

-i'm the guy who is shy yet bold in d right ways in front of you
(sound sweet :-) )

-i'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are
( i love this.. love beach and love to advanture)

-i'm the guy who will show up at your games without you knowing just to surprise you
( this show that you're caring and always finding ways to heat up our relationship)

-i'm the guy who will hold you when you crying and wipe away your tears
( don't stop me from crying..)

-i'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to
(seldom guy make it.. i would love my guy doing it)

-i'm the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you arent' feeling well
( feeling so warm.. girl need to be comfort and accompany when we're sick!)

-i'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead
( doesn't mean french kissing is bad, but kissing on forehead = sweet )

-i'm the guy who actually listens to you when you talk
( whose partner will seriously listening what their so call lover talking?)

-i'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with
( telling the truth, believe your partner, trust him.)

-i'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you
( this sound easy, but normally guy don't really like to show out how much they love you)

-i'm the guy who really wants to make you the happiest girl in the world
( i'll be the happiest girl if and only if LOVE, CARE, TRUST, RESPECT and a lil bit of jealousy appear in a relationship)

with <3,
baby wei

M.U won !!

today's mood : happy
spm : next monday
current song : true blue - rainie

watched man.u versus chelsea last nite. man.u won with 1-0. :-) happieee. althought really tired, cos the match end around 2am. but still ok cos my supporting team won. tai gor gor lost to me.. he took chelsea. hahaha..don't think rooney is doing well in d match.. but ronaldo, not bad. hehehe..

many things happened. first of all, i ended my relationship. he is a nice guy. but maybe both of us just not the one for each other.what he want from me, is not what i can give at the moment. ended the relationship make things better i guess. at least, he won't be upset bout me anymore. and i wouldn't need to worry i'm making somebody unhappy.isa is right. i'm not that kind of person who will commit myself too serious in a relationship unless i know and i'm sure he's the one i want. but not much people will think like this, they might thought i'm a bitch or a slut who don't take love seriously. til now, there's only 1 person i want, but i know i couldn't have him around. he'll always in my heart, and i'll lock him somewhere till my second prince charming is here for me. people wondering what kind of boyfriend i want. actually, maybe i'm a little choosy..

to be my boy he must be :
-smart
-caring
-daring
-love me
-love my family
-respect me
-sayang me til spoiled me
-discuss his problem with me
-can communicate well
-willing to spend money on me
-concern bout me
-beside, he has to love his family too
-respect them
-have a bunch of crazy fren who can crazee with me ! :-)

yea~ i know what i want is a bit too much. but i don't want to have somebody i don't want. it will be a mistake i wouldn't want to have in my life. rules to be my boy are setted few days ago. :-) hahahaha..

spm are around the corner, next monday..my first two paper are malay & history. don't know why, i'm not that nervous. i'll feel a bit scare cos i don't want to fail any of my subjects. but i'm not nervous. doesn't look like a spm student too. watched three movies when i'm studying at my apartment in awana. went genting on friday afternoon for 3 hours plus to watch koma 2. went genting on saturday evening around 5pm to 10something for chicken little and 'zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni', and dinner at olive with tai gor gor.he took mc 2 teman us i guess. but too bad, daddy mommy going back early, so he has so do something else alone instead of hanging around with me & yun.

with <3,
baby wei