2005 Christmas !

Current mood : happy
current song : beauty and the beast

I'm back from HK !!

went HK on 21st Dec. Was excited and we went to 'tong lo wan' for dinner. Missed the food so much. ^^ after that, we went Sogo and some shop around. Bought ROXY bag, shirts, purse and phone hanger there. Stuff over there are much cheaper than Malaysia's. So happy I bought them. Beside that, I also bought 2 cap, a black one and green one. love'em so much ! hahaha.. We had supper at 'tong chew'. Midnight, saw boyz at the cinema entrance. Oh gosh, the way the dress up -- chun ! We went Disneyland the second day. Took the fast train to Disney. Was really excited. I really feel that Disneyland is a place where everyone become pure, happy and lovely. It's like a fairy tale for everyone who visit Disneyland. Took some picture there. The parade was nice but it's without beauty and the beast, aladdin's jasmine and mulan. We also line up to take picture with pooh and tiger ! Happy. Bought cookies back, I actually want the box and can only. The food belongs to, my friends. LOL. Besides, I bought Disney pin, ring, key chain and other stuff. Love to be there. The sleeping castle = wonderful. We went for the space adventurer ride, it's actually something like cockscrew. Excited and fun. lovin' it ! Not much thing to buy cuz all selling winter clothes. But I manage to buy a pair of addidas shoe, converse shoe, star ring, 5bracelet, 3 phone hanger, 2 esprit pants, 1 esprit green jacket, beach shorts, red jacket, green polo shirt and 2 swatch winter collection. *LOL* happy. Also bought Desperate Housewife DVD. wowww ! Bought a hello kitty phone hanger for Chloe, couple soap for yoda & yun, plant for Joanne. ^^

wasn't happy before talking to Ed. Told him what had happen including my ex's problem and issue with my sister. Feelings for *u noe hu not strong anymore. Actually, feel better now. I mean, I'm not that 'degil' anymore that's why I'm so relief and relaxing. ^^ ed makes me feel much better !! muaskz. hehehee.. Another issue.. That's what really disturbing me. Wasn't happy she last minute cancel the concert. But had asked feng to go with me.. If not daddy sure scold.. hmmm.. Guess this time bond had break apart.. Am I sad ? Hell yah. But nothing much I can do.. Things are like that, we never had a friend that can stay forever. No matter how close, how loving.. There's time to say 'bye bye'. Just like what Ed said there's no best friend, your best friend is u yourself. Well, make sense to me. Now, my best friend is my laptop and mcky. I guess that might make things look easier and make me feel better.

another thing to handle. My birthday party !! Mom allow me to have a party. *excited*

Back From Penang Trip

Current Mood : Weird
Current Song : Yeah - Usher

came back from Penang last night. Reached Pudu Station around 5 in the morning, then come back to my house by taxi with Jun & Kai Young. Super tiring. Lot of things happen during the trip. The first day, guess it's my most happy day among the others day. After almost 10hours train, we reached Butterworth around 6 in the morning. 10 of us plus kalai were so damn tired. We ( kaiyoung, u-jun, sylvia, sophie, gavin, min ern, tristen, john, jmeng, isa) went for breakfast, then to the beach. Guys were enjoy playing penang's traditional games and playing with the sea water. We checked in around 11 in the morning at Sri Sayang, our service apartment. Jun was not feeling well, in fact havin light fever and headache. kinda worried. Anyway, we went to the beach in the evening. Played jet ski and crazily having fun in the sea. Was really happy he actually treat me good and i don't know.. Maybe think too much Dee. After that, we went to our apartment's pool, water is cooling. Really havin fun not only cause of having fun with a bunch of friends but also because i actually found the feelings and knew i really seriously madly liking him. Went glo around 11 pm. Ladies night. Before we went in, there's some street party at Gloria jeans, jun and isa were the first two guys among us joined the drinking beer with straw contest. But after their turn, the lady pull me up to the contest and jmeng, gavin came with me. I'm so shocked when i knew I'm the only girl joining this contest. And surprisingly, me and gavin got into the final round. That's so fun. Anyway, i lost in the final round and gavin won the Russian guy. After that, we went to glo. Everything were kinda blurry. From what i remembered .. jun drunk and cried.. I'm drunk too.. Threw out at the road and at mamak. min ern is really a sweet guy, he's there to accompany the whole way back to our apartment. same goes to isa and john.

the second day, we went to the beach again. Barbecue beside the beach. Things change after today. charlynne and syafiq joined us. They just finish their genting trip with friends. Lot of things happen. Don't know how to explained. Don't even want to talk about it i guess. After today, things became different. So, i guess I'm not going to talk about it. Was not really happy bout it. But i do enjoy the trip. Seriously. Happy to have them. Thanks a lot to charlynne da hottie, sophie da blurrie, isa da funky, kalai da bomb, u-jun da crazy, min ern da flirty, john da shaggy, tristen da monkey, syafiq da piggy, jiunn meng da giant, kai young da horny and gavin da big man. i really enjoy this trip to penang.

SSC Prom

Current mood : excited and joyful

went SSC prom last night at Zest Club, which is a rundown club. The atmosphere over there, seriously cool and funky. Lot of pretty girl we saw, guys.. Well, Andrew is cute & the only good looking guy and Vic the Malaysian idol, wowww.. Others only look smart. Kelvin is smart, izman cool, Marvin not bad, another Kelvin look like one of my friend, zhi ven .. Well, no comment. As for ladies, Amy was here she look way better wearing the red dress compare to Sri kl prom, Vivian look different but sweet, yingying look nice in her red dress too, wouldn't forget the red rose on her chest and the nails.. hahaha.. Saw sonia there. OMG, she so not come for the prom i guess, wearing tanktop and jeans but yet sexy and hot. Oh, forgot to mention koilin.. That's so not right. Her boyfriend Adrian shorter than her after wearing the heels, it looks weird. And her dress, well red again.. But too skinny.. No boobies and ass to show.. *sigh* pei huan not here.. She went penang, arghh. i even met joy's brother, John and his band. Their violinist changed, not the previous one anymore, i mean the super handsome and chun guy we met in my school.. Turn out to be another fella, more active and sporty but not as good looking as him. i took picture with the band and they really nice to talk.. Well, i break my record. hahaa.. Dancing non stop with don't know how many guys and how many girls and how many songs. Was crazy last night. Let me see, well.. i did dance with both Kelvin, Andrew a lil, sonia, Marvin, izman, the band members, few Malay, few Indian, victor, Vivian, cezylnne, yin ling.. etc.. wowww.. Wondering how can i be so crazy.. ^^

me and my darlinxx at dome waiting for 'driver'

GCE 'A' Levels

Current Mood : Happy
Current Song : I Won't Cry - Yummy

went Helps University College in the afternoon, they got a education talk at 2pm. At first don't really know about London Examinations GCE A Levels, but after the talk.. i totally understand and decided to go Helps. Especially after talking to Jahn Cheah, the head of A levels department, A levels student Stephanie, Pik Teng & Hui Fen, they are so friendly and fun..

from what i know, the GCE 'A' Levels programme is conducted by the prestigious London Examinations, delivered by Edexcel International which works closely with the UK government, education ministries around the world, universities and professional organizations to ensure high academic standards. The features of Helps A Levels are Home-based, world-wide recognition, curriculum2000 with modular system, unlimited re-sitting of examination units, gold standards in examination and rank no.1 . They are professional recognition by the qualifications and curriculum authority (QCA),UK. And is fully accredited by the National Accreditation Board of Malaysia. That's why my parents want and i myself want to go there too. *wink*

my darlinxx might be joining the part time model training. Congratulation ! kinda unhappy bout it cause it might be the reason that cut down time to spend together this holiday. *sigh* but.. Since she like it and wanna give a try, then i can only support her.

Felt Sorry

Current Mood : Bad
Current Song : Incomplete - BSB

felt so sorry for not going BU's prom with Wae Lern. Really hope he'll forgive me and have had a wonderful night with his friends.

nothing better to do. Woke up around 11 in the morning. Had a nightmare last night. *phew* it's that a bad sign or bad luck alert ? Hope it's not. But I'm wrong. i lost one of the diamond on my bling bling stars, so sad. And i gained weight !! Thanks to cuppucino chips. *sobs*
anyway, don't really care bout it.

watched super generation. i so want to learn dancing now, not ballet of cause. I'm not, i mean my body is not that flexible anymore. i feel like learning hip hop, modern dance and even waltz. arghh.. Don't think my parents allow me to do so anyway. They rejected my request to sign up at fitness first. But yoga class hell yeaa.. I'm going to join them. *wink*

Awake !!

Current mood : chilling

just wake up but still tired. *sigh* well, I'm not as blur as last night or this morning.. So, i guess i can give some details bout Sri KDU's prom night. :-)

reached Carcosa around 8pm. Went in with a bunch of friends like Char, Sophie, Yi Wen, Andrea, Joee, Kai Young and others. Char cut her hair, she look sexy. Sophie so not look like her after putting make up but she look sexy with the short prom dress. Isa look good in his outfit. But Kai Young look smarter and cool. Hann's prom date, Natalia is tall and look nice in her white prom dress, she's so skinny. Tristen is here too. He look different but still crazy. *LOL* Joee look super hot in her prom dress, it's expensive but she look nice and her body figure seriously nice. Andrea came with Nick. She wore a red long dress. Mich and Mushira wore the dress i saw at Zara. Stupid sales girl told me the dress will be out after Christmas!! arghhh..

we enjoyed the most were the dancing part. Lot of them dance crazily and happily.

Whatever It Is

Current mood : tired and confusing
current song : my boo - Usher

slept at 3.30am, wake up at 6am then sleep again, wake up at 10.15am. couldn't sleep well the whole night. I'm dead, going to be the ugliest lady in somebody's prom, I'm so sorry *sobs* but i couldn't help it. I'm not sure if I'm still in the mood to Penang. But i promised Char and Isa to go, guess will stick with it unless something really bad happen. Knowing the truth seriously not a good things, shouldn't ask at the first place but I'm like that, no matter what happen i just want to make things clear. As i wish, we're now perfectly and absolutely understand the situation. Which kinda harsh. Anyway, everything will be fine right? So I'm now 100% single. And i can go for another relationship. Be tough, be strong. i believe nothing in this world is impossible except for love. I'm always losing those i really want. Things are weird enough. If I'm not serious into a relationship, guys will be serious and loving. Things go other way round when I'm seriously in love. So what should i do ? to be serious or not ? Nobody can actually answer me this. *sigh*

confusing if it's the right time i accept other guy when I'm still waiting him. But we already know the answer that he doesn't <3 anymore. was wondering why some people can easily saying the got no feelings anymore after they've told the girl how much they love her.. it sound like girl equal to games.. after the player finish playing or find it hard to finish the game.. they will put it away even they've been telling how cool is the game and they love it so much.. but that was before playing the games. that's why some people said, love is acually a game. female act as games and male as players. it's all depends on how excited the games were and how the players play the game.not to say that guys control everything but think another way, girls control the guy's by setting up a game..giving them exciting, love and sometimes cruely make guys give up on breaking the game's record. isn't it ?

Sri KDU's Prom

current mood : blue

was busy the whole noon til evening. went Nails Garden to get my nails art coloured and punched a hole to put diamond star.. only that spend me around 2 hours plus. after that, went time square to get my hair done. thanks to Eddie, me & my darlinxx yun look great. the way he tied our hair are so unique. and he's super good at make up.. well, at least i like it.

prom at Carcosa. starting was not that good but it ends up fun and crazy. eveyone enjoyed i guess. dance !! dance with MJ, he's so tall. huh.. but nice man.. and his hand so warm. sweet guy.. also dance with *somebody.. i'm not sure if the feelings i sense is right or wrong signal.. at first.. but we found out it's a mistake.. so everything is fine now..

Final Decision

Current mood : normal

went OU with my darlinxx and lovely boy. We were looking for my prom dress but couldn't get one. *sigh* saw Mich and Sam, they are dating !! hahah.. It's not breaking news anyway. Saw Mushira and Kok Shern too. Sweet. hmmm.. Alvin bought a sweater , black giordano tee and a grey shirt from WH.. look nice on him. :-) nothing much happen beside we help him to asked a waitress's name.. Tired.

Vincent came and did some counting stuff.. Well.. My final decision is Helps University College. Sunway.. Not as good as Helps.. Perhaps, people there might disturbing me. i listen to him. And my backbone, *sigh*.. Not straight. Have to go some clinic to switch it back to it own position. Was kinda scare but not that worried like i thought. Tired..

sleeping soon. gonna sleep and take a good rest for tomorrow's prom.

LONDON vs CAMBRIDGE

Current mood : confusing
current song : Frosty The Snowman

was bored in the morning. Doing nothing but watching 'Devil is beside'. Rainy is so cute. Guess I'm going to buy the whole set of vcd. *wink* went Desa Hartamas during lunch time, had lunch at a Japanese Restaurant. Delicious & fresh. *yummy* was looking for my prom dress for BU's prom night, but couldn't get one. Guess have to look for it at BCBG or Zara tomorrow. *sigh*.. I'm broke. And another problem, I'm not sure if i should buy that pair of high heels i saw at Vincci. i do like it but i already got 3 pairs of high heels. hmmm.. And i am looking for a mask too. wahhh !! Gosh.. Prom is like on Friday but I'm not ready yet. Not dieting too. Boo~ anyway, went Vivian Tsai's Wardrobe. Dresses there sucks! Old, not fahionable at all, and expensive too. Hate that sales girl.. Dislike the way she look at me when I'm choosing.. Well, i admit I'm picky but it doesn't mean u can look at me like I'm troublesome.

after that, went ikano with brother. Bought fruits and vitagen for this two days. *sigh* starving. Talked to uncle Au Yong. He explained to me about LONDON's and Cambridge's A levels. Surprisingly, after his explanation i think the chances for me to study at HELPS are higher. i mean, no offence but LONDON obviously more popular and well known in UK and other Europe Country.. Even Aussie. Not to say that Cambridge is not good. But hey.. LONDON's A levels all papers mark by 6 parties and is computerized.. And Uncle Au Yong definitely can get me in to any university i wish to go to.. hmmm.. Sounds great isn't it ? Anyway, will talk to him face to face this weekend with those lecturer.. wohooo ~ excited. blahhh..

aughhhh~~ haven't got my beach wear for penang trip. I'm so dead. I'm broke.. Anyway.. tristen is back.. sam is back.. Kenneth coming back.. Woo.. Waiting for u !!

Happy go lucky.

Current mood : bored & excited

finally, last day of spm.. Poor account student like my darlinxx yun, Sophie, Michelle, Chen Hwa, Julie, min ern, Chloe & others.. Finished their last paper on last day of spm. But it shouldn't be a problem for them. *smile*

was at home the whole morning. Doing nothing but fixing my computer, *sigh* detected more than 20viruses, thanks to Morpheus. Feel like crying. Luckily, Kelvin brought my vaio laptop last night. I'm so in love with it. It's not heavy, 1.75kg and is silver white. Can't believe i have it !! woooho~ it's like my lucky month. First, got my prom dress, after that, laptop.. hahaha.. So happy. Can't wait to show it to my friends. Can't wait to the prom night at Carcosa or Sunway or Renaissance. *excited*

I'm so lost. Well, not really. Love is not everything to me, but it is something to make my life look more.. Excited ? i don't know. Somebody told me, loving someone is way easier then trying to forget someone u love. Well, it make sense. For example, me & Watanabe kaito. After loving him, i seriously tried so hard to forget the feelings I'm having on him. But it seems to be the hardest thing to do, harder than not failing history paper. Last year, i fall in love with him in 3 days but it takes more than a year for me to stop loving him. At least, i know i seriously gave up. Is not that i don't want to love him anymore, but loving him is like hoping rain drops in the drought.. So, i choose to give up and back to the tropical forest where rain always moisture the land. i know my friends will support me !! hahaha.. They wouldn't want to see me unhappy. Without love, i still got friends, got family and my hobbies.. Thanks to Starbuck for chilling me by hot chocolate & Frappacino.. Thanks to my blog for letting me shout out and cries out my stuff and feelings.. Thanks to movie and music.. No music no life.

YESSS !!!

Current mood : happy
current song : all about love - air supply

is early in the morning now.. 12something midnight, not sleeping but online chattin with friends & writing this. I suppose to sleep at this time but I'm too excited and happy !!
went Midvalley with my darlinxx yun & luvly boy. We bought some stuff.
was regretted for not buying Axxez's crown hair accesories. *sigh*.
but it seriously expensive shit.. Never mind.
at least I bought a pair of high heels at Blay.
reached Midvalley around 11.30 in the morning. Walking around, searching stuff for prom.
Alvin reached around 12 I guess. We went Nando's for lunch.. He's more tanned and well.. Fit. *smile*we help him to look for a pair of jeans and shirt.
we first went to Calvin Klein Jeans, OMG the one he choose, look nice, simple cutting but it cost almost 500bucks which I seriously don't think is a good idea for him to spend it like this.
so we went Topshop, well.. Couldn't get what he want. And finally, we went to the 'lala' shop, Romp. Alvin bought it there. It looks good and not 'lala'.. So, I think it will be alright for him to wear it on his date. hahahaha..
after that, we went few shops to look for h.yun's high heels.. Well, she already tall and slim, still looking for high heels.. Crazy girl. Anyway.. After searching a few shops like nose, vincci, pretty fit, she bought her heels at Blay. Same like me ! Yeah *hi5*
still thinking should i buy the silver one i saw at vincci, hmm.. Thinking.. Hard to make decision. i already got 3 pair.. If i buy that.. wowww.. I'm afraid my dad will kill me. Spend around 500buck in 2days to get my handbag, bracelet, necklace, earrings,cosmetics and heels.. hmmm.. *sad*.. But I'm so happy.. i bought the heels.. Well, i like it. :-)

who said i hate ?

Current mood : happy
current song : all I want for Christmas

arghhh !! Woke up early in the morning around 8.40am.. I seriously do think I need more beauty rest but haha.. I couldn't. Going out with my lovely h.yun & lil Alvin brother.. h.yun Is taking her shower, and I'm sitting in front of my computer, writing this. Well, read someone's blog. Think somebody is not in a very good situation. hmmm.. People or maybe even *somebody actually thought I hate *somebody but actually, I seriously don't hate.. To me, I'm those happy go lucky person. You treat me good, I'm respond with the same. But if u treat me badly, I'm sorry to say, you're not my friend nor enemy, you're just nobody, friendships between me & *somebody.. Complicated.. I don't even know if there's still any friendship bond between us.. But even as a reader.. I do felt pain for what *somebody wrote in *somebody's blog.. Some advice for *somebody : things are not as bad as you think.. Look into the future but not the past.. It will only be part of your experience and memories.. Don't try to forget cause it will only make thing worst.. Let it be what it should be.. People appreciate things when they first get it or just got it.. But slowly, times take place and people started to take things for granted.. Not that they don't care anymore, is just, it is not important anymore. Same goes to relationship.. Is just like the changing of 4 seasons.. Spring = love seed started to bloom.. Summer = passionate and hot, couple felt so comfortable and lovely together.. Autumn = relationship started to be cooled down, less sweet talk, less sweet stuff, less hot topic perhaps.. At last and finally, winter = the end of a relationship.. But winter doesn't mean hopeless.. You can still wish and wait for the next spring, next summer.. But all is depends on fate and yourself.

pheww.. Went OU yesterday. Bought myself a little black handbag and a bracelet. Satisfy ? sorta. Couldn't get myself a suitable high heels for prom. arghhh. And it's like less than a week to go. awww mama.. Help.. hahhaha.. Never mind, will try to get it at midvalley. Saw beelian and her sister. OMG, she's super slim. Well, maybe I should use a word, chopstick to describe her legs. I mean, how can she be so tall and yet thin ? hmmm.. Compare to myself.. arhhh.. I'm fat and short.. hmm.. nevermind, it doesn't make me feel bad or lost my confidence.. hahaha.. Cause I'm myself, love me? Love my style.. yoyoooo.. !

Edmundser

Current mood : happy
current song : butterfly - mariah Carey

pheww.. Really tired. Went KLCC with my family.. Had lunch at Madam Kwan, the food were not as bad as bangsar branch :-) and mom paid 2 buck for using the washroom before that. walkin' around while waiting daddy finish his business at avenue K.. Was bored.. But suddenly.. i saw a long black dress hung up behind the glass.. It look gorgeous. Went in to have a look, and try on it.. Wow.. It perfectly fit me, was so happy.. It prove that I'm not super fat till couldn't even fit in the dress.. hahaha.. Self confidence are back to me again ! wohooo~ asked the salesgirl and the designer of the dress.. Forgot what's his name.. But he told me this black dress.. Is the only one in Malaysia.. And was on some fashion show last week.. It's new, fresh & precious.. wohoooo.. Mummy bought it for me anyway.. It's kinda expensive.. But she bought it.. hahahaaa.. It's from the Edmundser.. yeaaa.. And I'm now their member :-D

well.. Got a dress for prom night. i think I'm going to wear it to Sri KDU prom at Carcosa.. Which i still don't know the location of this 20yrs old so-called hotel.. urmmz.. Anyway.. Haven't got any handbag, accessories or heels to match my prom dress.. And.. How bout the other two prom ? Got to get another 2 dress for it.. hmmm.. Another 6days for me to prepare.. *sigh*.. What a rush.. hmmmm.. Anyway.. I'm satisfy with my Edmundser black dress. *wink*

kungfu mahjong 2

current mood : happy
current song : first love - utada hikaru

was bz diz days.. din't update muh blog.

went sunway coll on tuesdae.. met yong jie & his father askin bout those pre-u stuff.. me & yun went without parents, felt we're mature enough 2 handle stuff.. decided 2 take sunway's a levels instead of helps.. cos their a levels are admitted by cambridge while helps, not clear bout it.. so, sign up soon. :-) after dhat, we went sp ferrr lunch & decided 2 watch a movie, kungfu mahjong 2. met daddy mummy ferrr lunch at deli france b4 d movie. yun sleepover. both of ux & muh brother play mahjong till 4 in d morning.. happy.. farnieee ..

yesterdaeee.. went sp again with yun, muh brother & sister.. had lunch at sushi king. den we went ferr skating. happieee.. farniee part iz we tried so hard 2 push muh brother down.. as 3 of ux fell cos of those ppl there.. hrmphhh.. yeaaa.. lot of 'human' .. of cos.. iz holidaeee.. anywaeee.. we enjoyed. saw jun while skatin. but when he start 2 skate.. i'm leavin.. ehehehe. so i actuallieee dont noe his skatin skillz.. n de weird part iz.. four of ux.. our feet.. skins is peelin off.. hahahaa.. pain.. ouch..

i'm wonderin if iz muh bad luck daeee.. i fell down again.. at home.. thnx 2 cat n rain.. n muh billabong sandals.. ouchh.. pain shyte..

with <3,
baby wei.